readx; "Actually, my mother, she is not so kind. www.biquge.info"Hua Xiaoxi doesn't know if it's right to say this about her mother, but she feels that as long as she is a person who wanders the rivers and lakes, she can't be kind, otherwise she will die worse than in this palace."

The Queen Mother smiled and said, "At least, Ru Niang has not harmed anyone in this palace, even if she is the one who has harmed her." ”

"But now I know, she didn't bother to fight with them." The Queen Mother then added another sentence.

Hua Xiaoxi raised her eyebrows slightly, no wonder the Queen Mother can climb to her current position, this mentality is really incomparable.

"Actually...... My mother just ...... "Actually, Hua Xiaoxi doesn't want to be so straightforward."

But before the explanation could come up, the Queen Mother interrupted her, "No need to explain, if I can't see it now, then my past few decades have not been in vain." ”

This is what you said, Hua Xiaoxi pouted and didn't say anything.

"All women want to fight for things, but they are easily held in the hands of Ru Niang, at that time, God knows how much I hate. However, although Ru Niang was deeply favored, she did not give birth to an heir to the emperor, so she did not have the capital to compete with me for the throne, and it was my only wish at that time to put the emperor on the throne. ”

"You won." The flowers are on the matter.

The Queen Mother shook her head lightly and said, "Actually, I lost, what I value most is actually nothing in the eyes of Ru Niang." The first emperor died, Ru Niang was grounded in Shuiyue Palace, I thought that people like her would be driven crazy, but only I was driven crazy. ”

"If it were me, maybe I'd be driven crazy." That's why Hua Xiaoxi made up her mind to leave.

The Queen Mother smiled faintly, "You are not Ru Niang, Ru Niang has experienced more things than you, she didn't tell the emperor when she was in the prime of her holy grace that she was the sister of Zhang Qian, the minister of the dynasty, who had been missing for many years, if she said it at the time, the glory of the entire Zhang family is not only like now." ”

Hua Xiaoxi nodded lightly, this is true, the truth of a person's ascension to heaven is especially practical in this royal family, if Ru Niang really said it at the beginning, then it would not be like this now.

"But your uncle is also a talent, although he raised a queen like you, he didn't rely on you to be a powerful man in the court."

Hua Xiaoxi smiled, noncommittal, she always felt that Zhang Qian's ambition was very big, and Hua Xiaoxi couldn't tell her uncle very clearly.

"You and your mother are rare wonderful people, these years have just blinded the so-called hatred, I know now, whether it is Ru Niang or you, what you want is not what we want."

"What do you mean by that?"

The Queen Mother smiled as if relieved, "Putting Ru Niang in Shuiyue Palace, letting her watch me grow in this palace, and making her feel frustrated, is the most painful thing for me, but Ru Niang doesn't care at all." The most ironic thing in this world is that what you are crazy to pursue is worthless in the eyes of others. When the emperor died, Ru Niang walked into the Water Moon Palace indifferently. When I was in power, Ru Niang ignored it. Even if you personally opened the door of the Water Moon Palace, she didn't want to come out again. In vain, I have been proud of her in the past few years because I have imprisoned her in Shuiyue Palace, and it turns out that she herself is unwilling to come out. You say, what am I fighting with her? ”

Hua Xiaoxi looked at the Queen Mother's eyes, which became more and more desolate the more she spoke, and her heart was clear, but it was the person you had to fight all your life, and people didn't regard you as an enemy at all, or didn't take it in their eyes at all. It's as if this life has been denied.