Su Kexin sighed: "Yes, not only does she not like it, but she is also a little disgusted, so I never mentioned the topic of corruption in front of her again." ”

Wang Xiaochu asked strangely: "Don't you have friends with the same interests?" ”

Su Kexin shook his head: "I don't want to show my hobby in front of anyone, in their eyes, I don't have this attribute, then I shouldn't show it." ”

In the eyes of everyone, Su Kexin is excellent in learning, very good to people, outstanding in appearance, and gentle in personality.

It's like rubbing into all the good things, and there's nothing out of the ordinary in normal times.

Looking through her memory, she couldn't find that she had talked about corruption in class.

If it weren't for Yingwu's good hands, I'm afraid he wouldn't have discovered this strange interest in his life.

It's just that because others don't think they have it, will it be too painful to bury their interests and hobbies in the abyss of their hearts?

"Aren't you too tired to live like this?"

"Tired! Tired, of course, but valuable. Su Kexin's eyes welled up with pride.

"They want me to be like that, like me like that, so I try to be like that, which is a very fulfilling thing, and everyone thinks it's better, no matter how tired it is, doesn't it make everyone happy?"

"Everyone is happy, what about your hobbies?"

Su Kexin's eyes suddenly drooped down like rabbit ears, "I can only think of a way, and if I can't think of a way, I hold back." ”

Wang Xiaochu didn't understand: "Why do you care about their eyes?" Wouldn't it be nice to show who you really are? ”

"True to yourself?" Su Kexin was a little dazed, lying on the table weakly, his eyes in a trance.

Slowly, she smiled.

"However, this is also the real me, I like rotten culture, I also like to be the person everyone likes, but it's a little incompatible, so I'm so cautious, but I'm trying to find a solution."

Turning her head, she smiled completely.

Bordered by the sunlight outside the window, she seemed extremely happy at this moment.

"Maybe it was tiring before, but now, haven't I found a way to be perfectly compatible?"

Su Kexin pointed at Wang Xiaochu and said happily: "In the future, in front of others, I will do my best to be perfect as before, and then drag my tired body to you and relax myself, isn't it good?" ”

Wang Xiaochu said: "But you can still find other rotten female classmates, ask them to help you receive the package, and then show your two sides in front of them, why does it have to be me?" ”

Su Ke thought for a moment and said, "Because they may not think there is anything wrong with this interest, they may say it, but you will never say it." ”

Is it because it's GAY? That's fake......

Wang Xiaochu was suddenly silent, and after a long while, he dared to meet Su Kexin's eyes.

"What if, I'm not?"

Looking at Wang Xiaochu's serious expression, Su Kexin was stunned.

The scene suddenly became silent.

On a hot summer day, the wind blows with heat and dryness.

The extreme heat, even with popsicles, could not give people a second of respite.

But the heat quickly failed in the room.

The intersection of their eyes is the freezing point of winter.

Yingwu shuddered, and hurriedly grabbed Wang Xiaochu's ears.

Wang Xiaochu suddenly understood, and smiled at Su Kexin, who was almost sluggish: "I'm joking with you, you actually take it seriously!" ”

When Su Kexin heard this, he finally couldn't help it, covered his mouth and smiled.

"I'm pretending, you think I believe it!"

Seeing her smile so happily, Wang Xiaochu turned into a wry smile, he forgot that Su Kexin was a person who did the work of the former and the latter.

"I know you can't wait to read the manga, so take your time."

Wang Xiaochu said a word, then came to his parents' bedroom and closed the door.

"Why did you scratch my ear?" Wang Xiaochu asked.

"Of course, I want to ask you if you have thought about confessing to her." Yingwu asked very seriously.

Wang Xiaochu said embarrassedly: "Didn't you hear it? She's going to set up a base with us, and that pile of time bombs will be detonated by Mom and Dad at any moment. Moreover, this matter can be seen to be very important to her, and she can't be lied to. ”

"Nope! Because it's important, I don't recommend that you confess to her. Yingwu rarely flew in front of Wang Xiaochu and talked to him face-to-face.

Wang Xiaochu hurriedly stretched out his hand to catch it, so that he could stand.

"I don't understand."

After Yingwu fell, he arranged his wings before he said, "Don't you think it's tiring for her to live for other people's expectations most of the time, and only a small part of the time to live for herself?" ”

Wang Xiaochu said without thinking: "Tired, she said she was very tired just now, but it was worth it." ”

"Isn't it the same for you who used to study hard? Most of the time you go to school as your parents expect, you don't like it, but when you get good grades in exams, and then you get praise from teachers, envy from classmates, and smiling faces from your parents, don't you think it's worth it? ”

Wang Xiaochu's eyes showed recollection: "It seems that this is the case." ”

"How does that feel?"

"I can't say it, it's painful when I study, but I'm happy when I'm done."

Yingwu's eyes flashed: "And then the energy is attracted by the game?" ”

"I'm just using it as a pastime, and I'm not really addicted to it." Wang Xiaochu said.

"I mean, I know it's okay to play games, but others think it's bad, don't you feel very uncomfortable at that time? Do you really want to find a balance between studying and playing? However, the oppression of all sides crushed you, made you want nothing but rebellion, and finally became the way you are. ”

Yingwu stopped when he said this, he saw that Wang Xiaochu was already in a trance, and believed that Wang Xiaochu understood.

After a while, Wang Xiaochu asked Yingwu a little weakly: "Do you want to say that I wanted to find a balance at the beginning, but I didn't find it, and now that Su Kexin has adjusted the balance, I won't break it, right?" ”

Yingwu opened the door, quietly stretched out his head, and beckoned to Wang Xiaochu: "Come and see." ”

Wang Xiaochu walked over and saw Su Kexin in the room who was intently reading the comics.

She was so fascinated that she shook her legs like a child, and the smile on her face never broke.

The sunshine sprinkled seems to be covered with a layer of brilliance.

"Don't you think she's happy now? Taking into account the expectations of others and your own interests, do you want to beat her back into the abyss of loneliness again? ”

Yingwu looked at Wang Xiaochu.

Wang Xiaochu raised his eyebrows, and changed to the expression that couldn't be motivated by anything.

In the afternoon of this day, Yingwu has been on the windowsill, silently basking in the sun.

He stared at everything behind him.

From time to time, I heard Su Kexin laugh when she saw that she was happy.

I also saw that Wang Xiaochu had been looking at Su Kexin with a smile on his face.

He found that Wang Xiaochu did not mention the confession again, and actively cooperated with the misunderstood identity, when Su Kexin wanted to communicate and discuss the plot characters in BL comics, he would rarely cooperate.

Throughout the afternoon, the laughter was uninterrupted, and both of them were very happy.

All of a sudden, the time jumped to 5 o'clock, and Su Kexin wanted to go back.

"I really enjoyed today and I will come back often in the future." Su Kexin beckoned to Wang Xiaochu.

Wang Xiaochu pursed his lips and said, "Actually, I have always had something in my heart. ”

"What's the matter?" Su Kexin narrowed his eyes, wanting to see Wang Xiaochu's thoughts.

Wang Xiaochu put on the dead fish eyes, and said madly: "Next time you fill in the recipient, don't write Xiao Shoujun, me!" Be! Attack! ”

"Hahahaha...... Small! Accept! Monarch! ”

After sending Su Kexin away, Wang Xiaochu sat softly on the chair all of a sudden, imagining Su Kexin's affairs.

"Boy, you're so happy, aren't you going to buy me an ice cream?"

"How can you see I'm happy?"

"The corners of the mouth that smile non-stop."

Wang Xiaochu was stunned for a moment and continued to smile: "Okay, I'm very happy." Suddenly, I felt that I was not happy, so I especially wanted the person I cared about to get it, and if that person got it, I would be very happy. ”

"Are you here to help Su Kexin?" Yingwu raised his eyelids.

"Or do you think?"

"I thought you thought you were bad enough, it was better to be a good person, let others come happily, leave happily, don't take away a cloud, and silently leave a time bomb for yourself, even if it is blown up, it can't be rotten again."

"You parrot! Scolding people can be so literary! ”

"Don't be shameless, this is praising your deep hidden merit and fame."

"Well said! I choose death! ”

The sunset in early autumn is already tilting westward in the long daylight hours.

The white clouds on the horizon are dyed with red glow.

I don't know if it's the scenery infection, Yingwu feels that today's sunshine is very soft and warm.