CHAPTER XIV

Fourteen Last weekend, after returning from dinner at Yao Xinli's house, for several days, Li Zhengyi's heart has been thinking about what Qin Huijuan said, and he always feels that Qin Huijuan has something to say, could it be that Yao Xinli had a boyfriend in college, such a thought made Li Zhengyi's heart begin to hesitate, if Yao Xinli really had the experience of falling in love, this is one thing that he can't accept in his heart. No matter how good Yao Xinli is, as long as she has been in love, no matter how long her relationship lasts, as long as things are confirmed, Li Zhengyi will definitely not have any thoughts about Yao Xinli.

This is what Li Zhengyi must adhere to when choosing love and marriage, a basic principle that must not be shaken.

In the current era of sexual openness, he does not have to be a defender of traditional concepts, nor does he want to flaunt how holy and loyal he is to love.

It can fully understand the pluralistic ideas and worldviews of this era, and can also understand the current young people's view of love, and the awareness of emotional openness, and he will not hold an opposing view of the understanding of young people living together without marriage. But he has a more serious and almost demanding requirements for his emotional life, he advocates the traditional idea that love is always the same, and he hopes that in the emotional world of his life, he will only love a woman, and in this woman's emotional world, there will be only one man.

This is an ideal view of love that Li Zhengyi requires.

With his current conditions, he entered the career at a young age, but there is still a lot of room for development. If it was another person, he might have already entered the palace of marriage. A young man with such conditions as him, in this county where he is located, who can say that there will be no second person.

Twenty-seven years old, in the current social stage, it can be said that it is not big, it is not small, it can be said that he leveled the threshold of his family, and there is no reason that can be matched, in addition to the above, he asked the other party to be a blank sheet of paper in the emotional face, and Li Zhengyi also has an unambiguous requirement for the woman's age, which is that the difference between the two can not be plus or minus two years, why, he can't tell. In fact, most of the reasons are because other girls have had emotional experiences, and now let him find a girl who is the same age as him and is still a blank slate in his emotional life, it is really difficult, it should be said that it is not easy to meet Yao Xinli. A few times, he wanted to say his thoughts in front of Yao Xinli, but he swallowed back the words to his mouth, feeling that now is not the time, once Yao Xinli has an accident in this exam, she will definitely not settle in this county, her father has been transferred, and the family will move away sooner or later, Li Zhengyi is not 100% sure that Yao Xinli can stay and stay by his side, even in the name of love. Despite this, Li Zhengyi believes that he already has a place in Yao Xinli's heart, which can not only be seen from Yao Xinli's parents' attitude towards him, but also from Yao Xinli's eyes, he also reads her thoughts about himself. I thought to myself, just wait for a few days to finish the exam, Yao Xinli's work can stay here smoothly, and he will definitely confess to her very solemnly. Others say that he Li Zhengyi has a high IQ and low EQ, in fact, they are wrong, Li Zhengyi's EQ is also very high, but it is very quality, once he is going to fall in love, it may be a love story that will move you for a lifetime, in his heart only mature love is the guarantee of marriage, like Qian Zhongshu, Qian Xuesen's love and marriage, is a model for him to yearn for and learn.

Impulsiveness and * are just a game in the name of love, like Sun Yat-sen, Lu Xun and Guo Moruo, although they are also regarded by some people as brave, enlightened and noble love with an ideological point of view, but he does not agree. He felt that their love and happiness were infused with the tears of another woman, or some women's lives.

Just when Li Zhengyi was full of expectations for Yao Xinli and full of expectations for the future of the two, Qin Huijuan's words that day made him fall into distrust of Yao Xinli now, Li Zhengyi wanted to know the result of the truth of this kind of thing, but it was not easy to get confirmation from Yao Xinli, and he did not have this qualification and power, not to mention that the two of them have not officially fallen in love, even if they have this mind, they are still in that tacit stage. After thinking about it repeatedly, he decided that he would not go to Yao's house this weekend, and he wanted to control this emotional rhythm, so as not to bring harm to the other party's heart in the future. From Qin Huijuan's sentence that she is no longer a light bulb, he also understood something. Now let's let Yao Xinli retake the exam with peace of mind, as for the future with Yao Xinli, I can only talk about it later, maybe Qin Huijuan's words don't mean anything, maybe it's nonsense, Li Zhengyi finally thought so.

There is still a week to go before the exam, Yao Xinli said that it was better to review than to play, flipping through the books every day, most of the time was teasing the little starling, to be honest, if there was no this little starling, her time would be really difficult.

"Xinli, why don't you think you haven't grown up, you still play starlings every day, and you're not in a hurry to review" Yao Xinli's mother came back from outside and went directly into the living room, and said when she saw her daughter putting starlings on the table.

"Didn't you grow up in the first place, you won't be by your side when you grow up, Mom came back so soon, didn't go around outside" Yao Xinli quickly took the bird cage off the table.

"I've lived here for almost ten years, what's better," Yao Xinli's mother Han Ping said, looking at Yao Xinli's mobile phone on the table and asking again; "Why haven't you seen Zheng Yi call in the past two days, have you had a conflict?"

"Mom, what's the matter with you, isn't it normal for people to call or not, why are you still involved in contradictions, Mom, you and my dad really make me admire, how can you be a leader, you don't have the quality of a leader at all" Yao Xinli said to her mother.

"That's luck, Xinli, what kind of parents are already like this, you don't want to inherit it, it's good to have this luck, but without this luck, I'm afraid you're not as good as us, but you have to arrange your own destiny well, find a good partner, and have a good family mother is relieved" said Han Ping sat next to her daughter.

"I think Li Zhengyi is a good child, your father also likes it very much, young and promising, good morals, good looks, good family, I think he is also very good to you, do you have any plans in this regard" Han Ping asked the daughter carefully.

"Mom, I have already guessed that you will ask about this sooner or later, I have already seen this thought of you and Dad, I can't hold it back today" Yao Xinli looked at her mother with a disapproving smile and said.

Seeing her daughter's disapproving look, and her tone was so peaceful, Han Ping felt that her daughter didn't seem to disagree with her opinion, so she said again; "It's not for your good, Zheng Yike has never talked about it, how good, what do you think and talk to your mother"

Yao Xinli looked at her mother's serious look, a little amiable, a little cute and a little ridiculous, and said; "Mom, you said that you and my dad aren't Lalang matched, how do you know that people like your daughter, aren't people coming to our house because of my father's relationship, look at you, you don't decorate a little when Li Zhengyi comes, just like your daughter can't get married, so affectionate to others, if I want to say that I don't like him, or people don't mean it, what can you do?"

"Nonsense, do you think I don't know anything, Huijuan told me that day, and now you are still hiding it from me, tell me, what's wrong with you and Zheng Yi, I haven't heard him call you for more than two days, is there a conflict" Yao's mother Han Ping said.

"Mom, what did Huijuan say to you, she is really" Yao Xinli asked a little anxiously.

"What else can you say, say that you told her that you and Zheng Yi are fine," Han Ping said with some dissatisfaction with his daughter.

"Oh, Mom, you don't know what's going on here, how can I tell you, if I don't say that, Huijuan will beat Li Zhengyi's idea, you say that's not good, she still has a boyfriend, I'm afraid of causing trouble to Li Zhengyi, so I said that, you also believe this, why don't you want to think about it, if I can't pass the exam, can I still stay here, can I still talk about what I like or not, your daughter can be simple to this point"

Hearing her daughter say this, Han Ping was speechless, which she had never thought of, including Yao Aiguo.

Just thinking that Zheng Yi is a good child, and he wants to match him to his daughter, he has never thought about this matter so complicated. This matter was okay before, but now that the Yao family is about to leave this county, if her daughter is really not admitted to the county's organs, all this will be impossible to talk about. At this time, Han Ping couldn't help but feel a little disappointed in her heart, but she was still a little unwilling to say; "Xinli, you must strive to be admitted, Zheng Yi is so good this child, it's really one in a hundred" Yao's mother said this, seeing that her daughter was not interested in listening to what she said, so she had to go out a little helplessly.

Li Zhengyi didn't call for the past few days, which also made Yao Xinli feel something, if Li Zhengyi didn't call for a day before, Li Zhengyi would send a text message early the next day to explain what the reason was.

Today is the third day, and there is no news. Yao Xinli had already guessed in her heart that this must have something to do with what Qin Huijuan said that day. However, Yao Xinli didn't care too much about this in his heart, his feelings for Li Zhengyi were different from those for Lei Zhenyu. When Yao Xinli was in school, the feeling of Lei Zhenyu was that she especially wanted to see him, her heart would beat when she saw him, and she was embarrassed to talk, and she clearly knew that she was liking Lei Zhenyu at that time. is completely different from how she feels about Li Zhengyi now, she doesn't have a sense of restraint in front of Li Zhengyi at all, and she doesn't want to see him so eagerly. In her eyes, Li Zhengyi and Lei Zhenyu are completely two different types of people. In terms of appearance, Li Zhengyi is very handsome, and at first glance he is the kind of leading cadre type who does propaganda, giving people a sense of calm and introductory. And Lei Zhenyu looks cold and resolute, and there is a tenderness in it, a little bit of chivalry and a bit of bookishness, a kind of sword with a slanted back, holding a long flute, and expressing his boldness in the wind. Among these two people, the momentum embodied in Lei Zhenyu seemed to attract her even more. Although now, the shadow of thunderstorm is slowly fading away in Yao Xinli's heart.