Mu Nan's view that "mothers should be affected" made Xinxin very dissatisfied, and she thought angrily: Do you know how your daughter-in-law has come over in the past few months?

Since the confinement lady left, Shin Shin has felt like a year every night in the past few months. Every night at half past nine, Xinxin made the bed, and Mu Nan was about to go out to sleep, every time Xinxin looked at him with a blank eye, hoping that he would find out in conscience to stay with their mother and son. But Mu Nan was obviously sleepy. Every day when she comes back from work, Mu Nan will take over from Xinxin to take care of the children, in addition to eating and sleeping, she basically accompanies their mother and son at any time, and even throws away the computer and mobile phone. For a busy man, this is not a pleasant job. So when it was time to finally stay up to sleep, Mu Nan was already tired, so he turned off the lights and closed the door to go back to the living room after saying hello.

Mu Nan went to sleep, and her father-in-law and mother-in-law also went to sleep. But the night has just begun. Getting up three or four times a night to feed and change diapers is very simple to say, it is a matter of one sentence. But it's not so easy to really do, especially after months in a row. Especially for Xinxin, a delicate woman who can't carry a basket in her hands and can't carry a burden on her shoulders, it is even more difficult. Every time Shin Shin was woken up from her sleep by the sound of a child's chirping, she felt that she couldn't open her eyes at all. There were even a few times when she felt that she seemed to have gotten up, but her hands and feet were not strengthened, and she couldn't lift her hands to hold the child. Every time she does this, she will have trouble falling asleep for a long time, and she doesn't know whether she will wake up and fall asleep, or the psychological fear of not being able to get up after falling asleep is difficult to remove.

However, in this difficult night, there were also moments of relief for Shin Shin. Whenever she hugged the child and watched him sleep warmly and comfortably, revealing a satisfied little appearance, her mother's heart would be particularly warm and appropriate. In the quiet night, looking at the child's chubby little face, watching him occasionally smile in his dreams, or wrinkle his little nose, even if he is no longer sleepy, Xinxin will feel extremely sweet. It is precisely because of such a moment that Xinxin, who is pampered and has never been tired, can grit her teeth and persist until now.

But Mu Nan's attitude has aggravated Xinxin's imbalance a little bit, why is it always me who suffers? Why is no one recognizing my efforts? Why do I deserve to be part of my suffering every night? Why? I feel sorry for him, does he feel sorry for me?

Recently, Shin Shin's workload at night has increased again. Because the child always leans on Shin Shin's right side to feed, his head is a little off. The mother-in-law said that the child must be fed on both sides to ensure that the child's head is not deviated more violently. Who doesn't want their little one to look beautiful? Xinxin didn't say a word, and immediately complied. So, every night when she was breastfeeding, Xinxin had to sleep on the other side to feed the child every other time, because she was sleepy, she fell asleep after feeding several times, and she was only wearing a small single coat. At first, Xinxin didn't pay much attention to it, but after a few days like this, she began to have headaches and nasal congestion. Shin Shin caught a cold.

Because she was still breastfeeding, Xinxin was afraid that taking medicine would not be good for her child, so she refused to take cold medicine at all, and had to bear it herself. Mu Nan was a little anxious, he was very worried about whether Xinxin could take care of the child alone at night. Xinxin was also very unconfident, but when she saw Mu Nan's embarrassed appearance, she relented and told Mu Nan that she could.

Mu Nan was still not very relieved, and ran to discuss with her mother-in-law, and her mother-in-law pouted and said, "What's the matter, who hasn't raised a child." ”

Mu Nan listened, and went to sleep in the living room with confidence and boldness, and after a while, she snored evenly, but Xinxin in the bedroom couldn't sleep anymore. She heard the conversation between Mu Nan and her mother-in-law clearly in the house. Why, is it such an evaluation that you insist on taking care of your children alone when you are sick? In the eyes of her mother-in-law, her understanding and her dedication are only enough in exchange for such a sentence? She remembered that when she just got married, she followed Mu Nan back to the small mountain village of her mother-in-law's house. She has lived in the city since she was a child, and she never imagined that there is no flush toilet here! The first time Shin Shin walked into the dry toilet built by her in-laws, the pungent smell of feces and urine almost smoked her. What's even more terrifying is that there are many little white meat worms crawling up from the dung pit from time to time, mom, Shin Shin is most afraid of meat bugs! She jumped up in fright and ran out. Mu Nan told her that it was okay, it was maggots, and she would be killed if she stepped on it. Xinxin heard that goosebumps rose all over her body. At night, Xinxin wanted to take a bath, but Mu Nan told her that there was no bath water here at all, so she could only boil some hot water to scald her feet. Xinxin, who has been used to being clean since childhood, can't stay for a day. However, the father-in-law and mother-in-law said that the new daughter-in-law would have to stay for half a month for the first time, or she would be very faceless in the village. Xinxin looked at the old man's expectant eyes, and then at Mu Nan's embarrassed look, and nodded heavily. So then, Xinxin endured it in a daze, lived here for fifteen days, and took all the marriage leave and annual leave at once. After returning to the unit, everyone asked them what good places they went for their honeymoon, and Xinxin told them truthfully, and everyone was amazed. Her mother also praised Xinxin and said that she was sensible and knew that if she took care of the old man's thoughts, the relationship between her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law would be good in the future. Xinxin was so happy and complacent at that time, she felt that she treated her in-laws as her own parents, and she was full of confidence that they would definitely treat her as her own daughter in the future. Later, every year during the Chinese New Year, Shin Shin would go back to her hometown with Mu Nan. Mu Nan's hometown is really cold, there is no heating, no hot kang, and there is not even a small stove. Xinxin misses her warm home, but looking at the happy smiling faces of her parents-in-law, she feels that everything is worth it. Every time she came back, Shin Shin would get sick. She was already delicate, traveling back and forth, and suffering from cold, so it was no wonder that she was not sick. But she never dared to tell her mother, for fear that her mother would not let her go to her in-law's house for the New Year next year. She thought: Her father-in-law and mother-in-law only see their son and daughter-in-law once a year, so they are so panicked, how can they not go back? If it's your own parents, you have to go back anyway. Therefore, it should be the same when it is the turn of the in-laws, she is treating them as her own parents! But, but ...... It turned out that he was completely wishful thinking. In the eyes of her mother-in-law, she is so worthless, no different from outsiders. I can't get extra care and care at all, let alone my own daughter, even my niece, and my cousin and niece can't compare to it. She remembered that Mu Nan said that her mother-in-law loved her cousin and niece, but when she came to herself, she was dismissed with the sentence "Who has never raised a child". The more Xinxin thought about it, the more she couldn't sleep......