Chapter 018: Don't Leave
Looking at the shock in Xue Qing's eyes, as well as the strangeness, and the sense of alienation in that moment, Zhu Fan knew that in Xue Qing's heart, it was impossible to accept that there were other women by his side.
But what about my own family business, I know it. The exercises he has cultivated, as well as his current physical fitness, are indeed not something that Xue Qing can bear.
But this can't be used as an excuse, you can't just say it, you can't satisfy me, when he said this, Xue Qing didn't slap it over, and he would also send two words - hooligan.
Gently put Xue Qing on the sofa next to him, looking at Xue Qing's blank appearance of letting him do all this, Zhu Fan understood that she had fallen into her own thoughts.
Maybe he is doing a struggle of thoughts in his heart, at this time, maybe he says something emotional, or something that Xue Qing wants to hear, maybe Xue Qing will be desperate.
But Zhu Fan did not do this, although he did not approve of monogamy, but his loyalty was more deep-rooted.
What Zhu Fan wants is for Xue Qing to really understand and figure it out, to accept the relationship between the two, not because of a momentary sensibility and a momentary impulse.
Women are emotional animals, but this also creates women, who take the word love too seriously and are too persistent. Zhu Fan didn't want Xue Qing to regret after being impulsive, what he wanted was a real Xue Qing who had no regrets and was always persistent.
If Xue Qing couldn't do it, he would give up.
"Sister Qing, I'll go out first, I think you need to be alone and quiet."
Seeing that Xue Qing was still in a daze, Zhu Fan sighed lightly, stood up, pushed the door and walked out alone.
As soon as he walked out of Xue Qing's office, the eyes of the staff on the entire floor moved with him for the first time, for so long, there were more people looking at him, and the playfulness in his eyes, as well as the envy hidden in it, now made Zhu Fan very displeased.
Zhu Fan did not go downstairs, but walked to the roof alone, stood on the roof of the building, looked up at the sun shining on the earth in the sky, Zhu Fan's eyes wandered.
"Is it time to leave?"
Lowering his head, looking at the place where he has been working for the past month, thinking about his 9-to-5 schedule, commuting to and from work every day, the gentle, capable, and beautiful woman beside him, Zhu Fan exhaled lightly.
It seems that this place is really not suitable for me, and leaving may be the wisest choice for me. It's good for her and for herself. Thinking of this, Zhu Fan made a decision.
……
"Sister Qing, don't work overtime today."
Zhu Fan walked into Xue Qing's office with a smile, and Xue Qing seemed to be better at this time, but when he saw Zhu Fan, he didn't want to deal with it.
"Xiaofan, you go back first, I'm going to have dinner with a client today."
In the past, every time he accompanied a customer to dinner, Xue Qing would call Zhu Fan by his side, and he would also let him sit next to him, but today's attitude is obviously distant.
However, Zhu Fan just smiled and said.
"Okay, then I'll go back first."
After speaking, Zhu Fan first returned to the room arranged by Xue Qing, cleaned it carefully, and also took a rag, wiping it up and down, until the whole room was cleaned, and then used a big bag to put some garbage in.
Glancing at it again, this place where he had lived peacefully for nearly a month, the corners of Zhu Fan's mouth drew a graceful arc.
"Goodbye."
I secretly said goodbye in my heart, and then walked out with the big bag in my hand.
"Sister Qing, then I'll go back first. Good bye. ”
"Hmm."
Xue Qing snorted lightly, although she didn't care when she saw Zhu Fan carrying a big bag in her hand, but replied very coldly, picked up the phone, and directly dialed a number to call out, but she didn't notice.
At this time, Zhu Fan was looking at her quietly, with reluctance in his eyes and a trace of hidden heartache.
"Sister Qing, take care. I'll go first. ”
Although he saw Xue Qing on the phone, Zhu Fan still said to Xue Qing seriously. Seeing that she just waved her hand at herself, Zhu Fan turned around and left.
Before returning to Xue's house, Zhu Fan first went to the nearby vegetable market to buy some vegetables, and then got busy in the kitchen alone.
About an hour later, maybe a little longer, a few delicate side dishes, and a blessed main course were placed on the table.
But Zhu Fan didn't move his chopsticks, but took out a pen and paper, and then wrote.
After writing, he folded it and put it in an envelope that he bought when he came back, and after putting it away, Zhu Fan glanced at it again with nostalgia, put down a bunch of keys, and left.
When Xue Qing returned home alone and saw the dishes in the kitchen, a smile appeared on her face.
"Hmph, cooking makes me happy. I won't let you go easily, see if you dare to spend your heart. ”
Thinking proudly, Xue Qing didn't go to the kitchen, but went straight back to her bedroom, she had to wait for Zhu Fan to call her, and then tell him very seriously that he could only love her one woman in this life.
It's just that she waited for a long time, in fact, it was only about ten minutes, but she didn't hear Zhu Fan's voice, nor did she hear any sound, and a trace of uneasiness surfaced.
"Fan, I'm very angry now, you hurry up and come out for me."
"Fan, you're there."
"Where ......"
When Xue Qing pushed Zhu Fan's bedroom open as he spoke, everything was neatly placed in the room, but there was nothing that Xue Qing was most familiar with.
"Fan"
Xue Qing shouted, turned around and rushed into the kitchen.
Looking at the exquisite side dishes on the table, the keys placed on the table, and the envelope pressed underneath, Xue Qing felt a blackness in front of him.
Grabbing it, Xue Qing pulled out the letter from the envelope in a little panic, and she didn't notice the words written on the envelope - resignation letter.
Looking at the familiar font, Xue Qing's tears flowed down, and the content of the letter made her sit on the ground.
"Sister Qing, thank you for taking care of you for so long. Thank you for your kindness to me. But the reality is like this, the biggest difference between us is the difference in the concept of marriage and love. I can't force you to change, and you can't change my mind.
This is the biggest problem, Sister Qing, I'm leaving. I hope we will find another happiness for each other, and I wish you happiness......"
Xue Qing didn't read the words at all, the only thing she only knew was that Zhu Fan was gone.
In the face of Zhu Fan's departure, Xue Qing had deep pain in his heart and endless remorse. She couldn't breathe, she couldn't cry, and only tears flowed down her eyes like a river bursting its banks.
"Fan, don't leave me."