Chapter 173: Dense Fog Forest
In the crystal cave, there is a Lu Su sealed in each crystal, some of them are him when he was a child, some are he when he was a teenager, and some are him now.
When he saw everything around him, Lu Su's eyes widened, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.
Could it be that the depths of his memory have become like this after being concretized? Each crystal is actually a three-dimensional photograph that records every moment of his life.
I was happy when I got the toy train for the first time, I was isolated by the kindergarten children and sat alone on the swing crying, I was bullied and shrunk in fear in the cement pipe, I sat in front of my window and held a book in my hand but my eyes were looking at myself outside.
Most of these memories are lonely and painful, Lu Su's childhood was actually very lonely, because he couldn't speak and was always isolated, so he could only immerse himself in the imaginary world and play with his fantasy friends.
Bitter, helpless memories!
When these memories were concretized and presented in front of his eyes, his heart was slightly stinged. But these painful pasts are wrapped in crystals, like amber stones of memory. Although they themselves are not pleasant, when I see them so directly, I am also moved to tears!
Sensing Lu Su's abnormal reaction, Jin Duan, who was sitting on a piece of crystal, did not speak, she jumped down and walked towards Lu Su, and said softly: "If you want to cry, cry out, you don't have to hide it in your dreams!" ”
Although he wanted to hold back, he couldn't stop the tears after all, and his eyes were sore, and he cried.
Jin Duan wiped away the tears from his face for him, and comforted him in a low voice: "I know!" ”
In the hazy eyes of tears, with a bitter and warm smile on Jinduan's face, with the same lonely past, this comfort is not empty words.
After crying for a while, Lu Su wiped away his tears: "It's a shame!" ”
"There's nothing to be ashamed of! Sue, I'm so lucky I've come into your dream, and I'd love to know about your past! ”
After crying, the mood has stabilized a lot, no wonder the catharsis in psychotherapy will make people feel comfortable, and Lu Su's mood is particularly bright at this time.
"Go slowly, I'll tell you one by one!"
The two walked slowly in this crystal cave, Lu Su talked about the past one by one, and in retrospect, although his parents loved him very much, they were actually hurting him unintentionally many times.
The small pain will be infinitely magnified in the child's heart, because the child is helpless and powerless, and can only bear silently everything that is inflicted on him.
Unconsciously, several hours passed, and although many words were spoken, it was wonderful that neither thirst nor hunger was spoken.
"Isn't it true that listening to you say so much adds up to more than you used to say?" Jin Xuan said.
"Thank you!"
"Why thank me?"
"Anyway, I just want to thank you!"
Lu Su hugged Jin Duan and kissed it gently.
After a moment of silence, Lu Su said, "Keep going!" ”
"Oh~"
Only then did I realize that Qianhui had probably been watching them, but in the face of this god-like Qianhui in the spirit world, it was difficult for people to be wary.
He secretly sighed, the power of the mind is really powerful, if this power is used to attack people, it must be very, very terrifying!
After passing through the crystal cave, the front gradually brightened, but the surrounding scenery was not clear, because it was a fog.
It was only then that they realized that they had walked into a forest wrapped in mist, and from time to time they could see a towering tree, and when they looked up, the canopy of the tree completely disappeared into the mist.
Everything in the fog was quiet, so quiet that people didn't dare to speak.
This is probably a deep dream, or it can be said to be a subconscious, chaotic instinct of the deep dream, which turned out to be a dense fog forest after being concretized!
Suddenly, there was a rustling sound passing behind him, and Jin Duan instinctively bent down to touch the knife on his leg, but he didn't touch it. The two turned around and saw something appear in the fog, a snake man!
The snake man was a human from the belly up, and he was a hideous-looking man, with a peculiar tattoo on his upper body. Below his abdomen was a snake, about the size of a bucket, dragging across the ground.
The snake man had a spear in his hand and slowly moved towards the two of them!
"Danger!"
Jin Duan pushed Lu Su away, but the snake man did not attack them, as if he did not see them at all, but passed through them and disappeared into the mist.
The sound of snakes squirting around them became more and more loud, and from time to time they could see snake people like that just now passing by them, holding various weapons in their hands.
"How do you have all this stuff in your head?" Jin Duan said in surprise.
"It's the subconscious!"
"What about the subconscious?"
"For example, our consciousness is the reef at sea, and our subconscious is the deep sea below. This place is yellow and violent, and there are so many things that you can't even think of on your own! ”
"Oh~ I still don't understand!"
"You've got it in your head, understand?"
"I have it in my head?"
Jin Duan blinked innocently, she really couldn't understand these theories. Lu Su seems to understand the meaning of the snake man, the snake symbolizes sex in the dream, and the weapon symbolizes violence.
Snake people! As a subconscious appearance of sex and violence, it couldn't be more appropriate.
He felt a little Qianhui, she said that she had made some proper disguises for his subconscious, if it weren't for that, probably what appeared here would have shocked even him!
All the heinous perverted behaviors of human beings have actually planted seeds in this place, but most people will not sprout in their lifetime. If you enter this chaotic place directly, even you will be scared crazy.
This subconscious, which is suppressed at the lowest level, is the source of power of consciousness, but this instinctive impulse is buffered by the preconscious and rationalized by the consciousness, and finally becomes the normal consciousness.
The origin of sports competitions, action games, and fear movies is violence; The origin of love, aesthetics, and literature is**.
There began to be a regular roar in the thick fog, like some giant thing hammering the ground at once, and with each sound, you could feel the ground tremble beneath your feet.
A behemoth appeared in the fog ahead, a hard and cold metallic texture, huge gears that kept turning, steam valves that spewed hot gas, metal pendulum shafts that swung up and down, and huge hammers that smashed into the ground.
It was a colossal metal device with an indescribable shape, cold and solid, much like a machine built by some 19th-century scientific madman using the steam technology of the time. Many snake men clinged to it, operating the large steam engine, causing the hammers below to hammer the ground with one fell swoop.
Jin Duan was so surprised that his mouth became an "O" shape, and his eyes became straight.
"That's amazing! What is this machine doing, digging wells? ”
"Maybe it's the rape of the earth!" Lu Su said with a smile.
Lu Su understood that this was just a symbol, that the snake man represented sex and violence, and that these primitive impulses were powering the entire dream world.
Is the primordial power of consciousness what it is when it is materialized? I have to admire Qianhui's construction ability, which is both dreamy and real!
"There's an elevator there!" Lu Su pointed to a place, next to the huge machine, there was a very old miner's elevator with a light on.
"I saw it!"
The two walked over, entered the elevator, and pulled the iron gate shut. Lu Su pressed the downward button, and the elevator began to move.
This is already the lowest level of the subconscious, and what will be down there, the depths of the soul?
"Ordinary people will end up in this place, and there is a special existence in the depths of the demon's consciousness!" Qianhui's voice said, "Although I call it 'soul', it's actually hard to describe it, it is the source of demonic power, the storage room of demonic spirits, and the most mysterious place. ”
"The reason why a demon is a demon is because there is a demon?"
"You're right!"
It was pitch black all around, and Jin Duan grabbed Lu Su's arm. This darkness is very deep, not so much darkness as nothingness, ether, a void that does not exist at all.
It was only when I almost died that I experienced this feeling.
Suddenly there was a light in the depths of the darkness, and as the elevator descended, the point of light grew larger and larger, and finally it was a fireball.
In its center is a solid sphere with a blue flame core burning on it and a reddish-yellow flame on the outside.
"Senpai, what's that?"
"The blue flame is the origin of demonic power, I call it the Yuan demonic power, and the yellow flame is ordinary demonic power. The meta-demon power is neither increased nor decreased, it can only be replenished by devouring, and the greater the meta-demon power, the greater the ordinary demonic power! ”
"I see!"
Lu Su sighed deeply, no wonder the demon power will become stronger in an instant, but after using it, it will definitely die, it turns out that the Yuan demon power will be released in one go.
The time for Ling Baibu to walk away before was only a few seconds, but there was more than a minute in the prison of hatred, and this was the gap in the Yuan Demon Power!
Jin Duan asked: "Mother-in-law Qianhui, what is in the middle?" ”
"Some people call it Neidan, and I call it Demon Core! The demon core has no physical shell, just a mind body, your demon core is not too big, and the number of devoured is about two hundred! ”
"You have to work harder!" Jin Xuan said.
From Qianhui's tone, it seemed that she had devoured many demons, and she couldn't imagine how this old woman fought.
"Don't beat my mind, Lu Su!" Sensing Lu Su's thoughts, Qianhui's voice warned, "Do you still want to come?" ”
"No, no, senior, I'm just wondering how you fought?"
"It's been a long time since I've fought, and I don't want to kill anymore!" The voice sighed leisurely.
The burning demon core got closer and closer, and finally the elevator actually passed through the flames on the upper level and stopped on the surface of the demon core, this sphere was huge, and it was difficult to feel its arc when standing on it.
The flame on the surface of the demon core has no heat, caressing the body like catkins blowing.
Moreover, the feeling of this flame is very familiar, this is the demonic power they usually use!
A staircase suddenly appeared at his feet, and Qianhui's voice said, "Go down and find the person you are looking for!" ”
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