Just like this season of snow and snow, Yao Xinli's mood has also dropped to the freezing point with Li Zhengyi's departure, looking out of the window where the snowflakes are still fluttering, Yao Xinli's heart has an indescribable feeling, whether it is loneliness, or grievance, in short, there is an inexplicable sadness in my heart, and there is always a feeling that I have to cry out to feel better. Maybe it was because of looking at a few pairs of figures in the snow on the street downstairs that Yao Xinli touched the scene, so that she felt so sad. In addition, in the past few days, she has caught up with a heavy snowfall that has not been encountered for many years, which made Yao Xinli's already sad heart a little depressed.

The heavy snow completely turned the small city where she lived into a snow-covered world, and everywhere you looked, there was a thick snow all over the mountains, winding and undulating, like a snow wall that tightly wrapped the water of this small mountain town. These days, the normal traffic of the road and the railway has been interrupted one after another, and people outside can't get in and people inside can't get out, although heavy snow closures are also common in winter every year, but this year, a road is a week and it has never been possible.

Today is another weekend, on the usual weekend, whether it is snowing outside or not, at this time she will go out with Li Zhengyi and walk in a big circle, although it is just a walk, and there is no romance and passion that makes her worth missing, but now the situation is still different, in the room of more than 100 square meters, only the starling who was still napping sent by Li Zhengyi was accompanied by her.

After Li Zhengyi left, Qin Huijuan had never been to Yao Xinli's house, nor had she appeared in the unit, as if she had suddenly evaporated from her front and was silent. Although the people in the unit said that she took leave to accompany her mother to see a doctor, Yao Xinli knew in her heart that Qin Huijuan must have accompanied Li Zhengyi to a meeting in other places, and these few days were undoubtedly a romantic trip and a honeymoon for them.

Although so, this is not the reason and reason for Yao Xinli to feel sad, in the depths of Yao Xinli's heart, Li Zhengyi is not a person she can't give up. After discovering the incident between Li Zhengyi and Qin Huijuan that day, Yao Xinli also seriously reflected on herself, and after summarizing the process of the relationship between the two during this time, Yao Xinli determined without doubt that the relationship between her and Li Zhengyi was very unreal, in other words, the two of them did not have any solid foundation at all. It can also be said that in this process, Yao Xinli did not really fall in love with Li Zhengyi at all, and Li Zhengyi did not bring her the feeling she wanted in love. In this case, why do you want to fall in love with him, Yao Xinli still blames part of the blame on her parents in addition to being a little unclear in her heart, and there is another reason why she doesn't want to think about it, that is, the classmate from her, Lei Zhenyu. Therefore, it is now certain to say that her current mood is not because of Li Zhengyi, so what is the reason, she herself can't tell, let alone that she thinks of Lei Zhenyu, because Lei Zhenyu has long been deliberately forgotten in her mind, and the alliance between them has long been regarded by her as an immature move of herself.

After standing like this for a long time, I suddenly saw that the green trees in the wind and snow on the side of the road were covered with some lights at some point, and there were a few people in a square not far away who were busy building snowmen in the wind and snow, and there was a big snowman that had been cut and was also decorated in the shape of Santa Claus wearing a small red hat. Yao Xinli suddenly thought of something and hurriedly came to the wall calendar, and after looking at it carefully, she remembered that it was Christmas, so she immediately made an appointment with Li Zhengyi to go to his house for a long time and go with him to meet his parents. can't help but feel confused, because her parents also know about this matter, although her mother has also called several times in the past few days, and has also asked her about Li Zhengyi, and repeatedly told her to get along with him well, maybe her mother deliberately didn't want to interfere too much in her affairs, and never mentioned going to Li Zhengyi's house on New Year's Day, nor did she ask Li Zhengyi if she came back on New Year's Day. On the phone, Yao Xinli had already told her mother that Li Zhengyi had gone out to study, she didn't want to tell her parents about the current situation of herself and Li Zhengyi too early, she didn't want her parents to worry about their own affairs, once their parents knew that they would be sad about it, and they would worry about themselves, in their eyes, Li Zhengyi was a good son-in-law who was difficult to pick out among tens of thousands of people.

Now looking at the date on the calendar, Yao Xinli is a little difficult, I don't know how to tell my parents, this matter can't always be kept hidden like this, if they continue to lie to their parents that Li Zhengyi will not come back on New Year's Day, they will definitely not believe it, they are also leading cadres of government agencies, and they also understand this kind of thing when cadres go out to study, not to mention that his father is still the leader of the city can call him back from other places with a phone call, once such a situation occurs, how will parents face this dilemma. Thinking of this, Yao Xinli didn't feel a deep breath, and brought out a sigh.

Who knew that the little starling who was placed in the living room at this time was already in good spirits, and was tilting his head to look at her, and he also learned a sentence:

"Alas"

It still feels so funny, but Yao Xinli didn't laugh this time, but it added some troubles to her heart. It's been a few days, and every time she sees this gadget, she thinks in her heart, should this little starling give it to Qin Huijuan to take care of now. Every time he thinks like this, this little starling seems to understand the master's thoughts, raising his head, and in his somewhat flattering eyes, there is clearly a look of worry and uneasiness looking at this beautiful hostess, at this time Yao Xinli can't help but walk over and squat beside it comfortingly, stroke it a few times on its little head, and look at it lovingly, until this little guy closes his eyes very steadily, Yao Xinli will leave from its side, and then forget the idea of giving it to Qin Huijuan. Just when Yao Xinli was thinking about the future of the little starling again, the phone on the table rang, and Yao Xinli didn't have to guess that it must have been a call from home, so she picked up the phone without looking at it and picked it up:

"Mom"

"Xinli" is indeed not wrong, the voice of the mother on the other end of the phone.

"Are you home alone?" the mother asked over the phone.

"Ah" Yao Xinli replied unnaturally, every time her mother called, the first sentence was just like this, and then she would ask Zheng Yi if she hadn't come over, this has become a pattern, so in the past few days, Yao Xinli quickly bypassed the topic without waiting for her mother to ask this sentence.

"Mom, is it still snowing there, what is Dad" Yao Xinli bypassed the topic and didn't see her mother's response for a long time, Yao Xinli had to ask again:

"Mom, what are you doing?"

At this time, I heard my mother's voice on the phone, and it suddenly became very quiet:

"Xinli, mom has something to tell you, your dad's health has not been very good recently, on Friday your dad was found to have a mass in the stomach in the hospital, the pathology has come out and is malignant, the hospital recommends immediate surgery, your dad does not agree to wait until after New Year's Day to do it, I thought to wait until you have done your dad's ideological work and then tell you, but your dad is still insisting, he doesn't listen to the opinions of the organization, I'm really anxious, I don't know if you are open to traffic now, if not, you just hurry home and persuade your dad, Only you will listen to him," the mother said on the phone, a little anxiously.

This news came very suddenly, so Yao Xinli didn't expect it at all, and she didn't even set aside time to be sad.

"Mom, why are you so confused, why did you tell me, can this kind of thing be delayed, okay Mom, I'm ready to go back now" Without waiting for her mother's reaction, Yao Xinli hung up the phone at once, and then asked the leader for leave over the phone, and the leader immediately agreed without ambiguity, and told Yao Xinli to accompany the old leader to see a doctor with peace of mind.

Although the heavy snow closed the road, but in addition to passenger vehicles, other vehicles have been able to drive, part of the snow on the road has been cleared, from Yao Xinli's county seat to his parents' current M city is more than two hours of driving, in view of the current traffic situation, Yao Xinli's leaders directly asked the county to send Yao Xinli back, the county leaders immediately agreed, Yao Xinli returned to the home of M City in the afternoon of the same day, which is still Yao Xinli's return to this new home once.

The car took Yao Xinli all the way downstairs to her house, and her mother Han Ping was already waiting for her daughter at the door.

After Han Ping told her daughter about Yao Aiguo's current situation downstairs, the mother and daughter went upstairs, and Yao Xinli was now anxious to see her father.

Because she only cared about Yao Aiguo's affairs, her mother never took the time to ask about her and Li Zhengyi, and when the mother and daughter were about to enter the house, Han Ping rushed out of the time to ask:

"Zheng Yi will be back in a few days"

"Mom, don't talk about my business at this time, Dad's business is important"

As he spoke, the two entered the house.

As soon as "Dad" Yao Xinli saw her father, she felt like she had been away for many years, and tears came down unconsciously, which was the first time Yao Xinli felt so distressed about her father.

Yao Aiguo, who was also anxiously waiting for his daughter to come back, saw his daughter like this, so he first came over and took his daughter's hand in his hand:

"What's the matter, people who are already working and wiping their tears, Dad, isn't this very good, listen to what your mother is talking nonsense again?"

Seeing that her father's complexion was still very good, and his mental state was also very good, not at all like a cancer patient, which made Yao Xinli's heart feel a lot more comforted, and the uncomfortable feeling when she entered the house disappeared all of a sudden, and her mood improved. Originally, Yao Xinli was a very strong girl, and she was rarely seen crying since she was a child, and it may really be the first time that a situation like today has come.