CHAPTER XXXVI

86_86779After her mother went out, Yao Xinli, who was restless, came to the window with some restlessness, she wanted to replace Li Zhengyi, who had been lingering in her mind, through the window scene, but when she set her eyes on the already gray sky, her heart became even heavier.

It was sunset and dusk, and there were several layers of silk cotton in the dim sky, whether it was the clouds or the smoke in the city, floating slowly in the air, and the soft light was first lit up from the top of the tower, casting a hazy color over the buildings and buildings at the lower end. The streets are full of weaving, and some of the light spots are illuminated by the colorful city lights. The heavy snow that had fallen two days ago is now gone, and it is conceivable that such a snowmelt speed is no longer the effect that can be achieved by temperatures above zero. The footsteps of spring have entered the city and come to the people. However, this warm spring made Yao Xinli not feel it at all, and the season in her heart seemed to be still in the cold winter.

At this moment, in the room opposite her head, that is, the ward where Li Zhengyi lived. Li Zhengyi was also looking out of the handrail window with Qin Huijuan. Li Zhengyi is in a good mood today, he has been standing here for most of the day.

"Zheng Yi, are you tired? It's been too long, so let's go up and sleep for a while. Qin Huijuan took Li Zhengyi's hand and said in a voice full of tenderness.

Li Zhengyi also glanced at Qin Huijuan warmly and didn't say anything, turned his head and still looked out the window, as if he had seen something in his focused expression, and refused to let him take his gaze back.

"Zheng Yi, what are you looking at, your body will be unbearable if you stand for too long, didn't you hear my words?" Qin Huijuan still shook Li Zhengyi's hand angrily and said.

Perhaps because he couldn't stand Qin Huijuan's delicate voice, Li Zheng turned his body to Qin Huijuan again, and after staring at it seriously for a while, he suddenly brought Qin Huijuan in front of him and said:

"Huijuan, come over here and look at where my finger is." As soon as Li Zheng said this, he pulled out the hand that was being held by Qin Huijuan, and then put it on her shoulder.

At this moment, directly in front of them, a plane with a few flashing lights roared and swooped deep into the clouds. Qin Huijuan didn't notice all this, Li Zhengyi's simple intimate action just now, her attention was now focused on Li Zhengyi's body, including his every move. Just like Li Zhengyi's support made her feel like she had been shocked, her whole body was in a state of numbness, and her body was trembling slightly. The feeling was as exciting as touching a boy's hand for the first time in her first love. This feeling has never been between her and Li Zhengyi, including the one between her and Li Zhengyi, the feeling left to her that night is only a kind of eager desire and excitement, and the strong possession in her heart* has long made her forget to taste that moment, although she and Li Zhengyi did it three times that night, and many times in the future, but this feeling of electric shock like just now is the first time. Qin Huijuan couldn't imagine that such a feeling was obtained, starting from the day she decided to be with Li Zhengyi, that is, the moment she saw Li Zhengyi for the first time, Qin Huijuan knew in her heart that if she wanted to get this man, she wouldn't want to get that feeling of being loved from him in her life, because between them Qin Huijuan's role was active, while Li Zhengyi was passive. Sometimes Qin Huijuan thinks like this, she may only be able to get his body, but not his heart, because in this result, whether Qin Huijuan's approach is legitimate is still up for debate, but anyway, since the first night of intimacy with Li Zhengyi, Qin Huijuan has been complacent as a victor these days.

Now a little cold? Experiencing this unexpected love from Li Zhengyi, Qin Huijuan felt a little flattered. But this love spread to Qin Huijuan's heart through Li Zhengyi's arm around her shoulder, so that Qin Huijuan immediately had such a feeling that she already had a place for Qin Huijuan in Li Zhengyi's heart.

Maybe she was just excited, Qin Huijuan didn't hear what Li Zhengyi was saying, so she didn't look at the direction of his finger, but closed her eyes and leaned her body into Li Zhengyi's arms, enjoying this rare tenderness alone.

"Huijuan, Huijuan, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable, you're still tired."

When Qin Huijuan leaned into Li Zhengyi's arms, and her body was trembling, seeing Qin Huijuan with her eyes closed, her head tightly pressed against herself, looking very tired, Li Zhengyi was a little nervous, and she couldn't help asking.

He thought that Qin Huijuan was tired from taking care of herself these days, and now that she was standing here with her for so long, she must have been physically exhausted and couldn't support it. Li Zhengyi immediately took Qin Huijuan in his arms, afraid that she would fall again, on the issue of the relationship between men and women, Li Zhengyi is indeed a dull person.

His nervous exclamation called Qin Huijuan out of his moment of tenderness.

"Hey, I just wanted to enjoy your gentleness once, and you woke people up, Zheng Yi, how cruel you are."

Qin Huijuan said this, she didn't mean to be angry in her heart, and when she heard Li Zhengyi say that she was still tired, she realized that Li Zhengyi's body couldn't withstand her such a dependence.

Maybe it was Qin Huijuan's words that made Li Zhengyi realize something, and he let go of his hand holding Qin Huijuan, and then said a little embarrassed:

"I'm sorry, Huijuan." Then he looked at Qin Huijuan with a look of bewilderment.

"What are you sorry again, don't say such things in the future, I feel uncomfortable." Qin Huijuan said and gently leaned her body against Li Zhengyi's body again.

"Zheng Yi, we are now" Qin Huijuan muttered, and then suddenly raised her head and looked at Li Zhengyi in surprise and asked:

"Zheng Yi, what did you call me just now, I didn't hear clearly, you are calling me again."

"Huijuan, what's wrong with you today? Do you care so much about what it's called? At this time, Li Zhengyi was no longer restrained, and his expression became serious.

"Zheng Yi, do you call me Huijuan." Qin Huijuan screamed in surprise, grabbed Li Zhengyi's hand and said excitedly:

"Do you know Zheng Yi, since the day I met you, I fantasized that one day you could call me Huijuan without a surname like Xinli, and I finally waited for Zheng Yi on this day." Saying that, Qin Huijuan threw herself into Li Zhengyi's arms again.

This time, Li Zhengyi was really at a loss, his two hands drooped underneath, wanting to hug Qin Huijuan, but he was a little hesitant, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart. He had never seriously thought about Qin Huijuan's feelings about him before, he only knew that she loved herself very much, and she loved her to the point of going crazy, from the beginning to the present, Li Zhengyi has always thought that this is all Qin Huijuan's plan, using himself to successfully capture him during his illness. For the kind of thing that happened between him and Qin Huijuan, he has always thought that this is the result that Qin Huijuan wants, so he has no other thoughts except for his own remorse in this kind of thing, but sometimes thinks that Qin Huijuan designed herself for this kind of thing to happen. Especially after Qin Huijuan said that she might be pregnant, she was even more sure of his own idea, that is, such an idea made him always have a condescending feeling in front of Qin Huijuan, from having no scruples to what Qin Huijuan wanted from him, let alone thinking about what kind of title to express. Suddenly changing her habit of calling her Qin Huijuan in the past like today is also a completely unintentional behavior, without any intention in it, and even without being aware of it. Only when Qin Huijuan asked like this now, and Qin Huijuan's next reaction, did Li Zhengyi suddenly feel that the Qin Huijuan in front of him, who he used to dislike, would be moved by his unintentional title and name for her. At this time, Li Zhengyi was moved by her and was shocked.

Originally, Li Zhengyi called Qin Huijuan over and wanted to tell her that she was going to make a plane when she was discharged from the hospital this time, because Li Zhengyi knew that Qin Huijuan had not yet taken a plane. Don't look at the fact that they haven't communicated with each other, but Qin Huijuan's basic situation and family background Li Zhengyi knows everything well, and these are all known from Yao Xinli when he and Yao Xinli were in love. originally wanted to tell Qin Huijuan about the idea of flying home and surprise her, but who would have thought that his Huijuan call would lead the topic elsewhere and to the depths of his heart.

Looking at Qin Huijuan who threw herself in her arms, Li Zhengyi, who had gradually calmed down, finally raised his two arms, and said after gently supporting Qin Huijuan's back:

"Huijuan, I'm a little tired, you're tired too, let's go sit on the sofa for a while, I have something to say to you."

Qin Huijuan raised her face and said affectionately to Li Zhengyi:

"Well, go ahead, you must be tired after standing for so long." As she spoke, Qin Huijuan put her arms around Li Zhengyi and sat on the sofa with him.

"Zheng Yi, what do you want to say, say it, I'll listen." Qin Huijuan's body was tightly pressed against Li Zhengyi.

What Li Zhengyi wants to say to her, Hui Qinjuan doesn't know, but she knows that today's Li Zhengyi is no longer the Li Zhengyi who spoke coldly to herself in the past, even if she can't say anything sweet words that move her, but she won't say something that makes her feel cold like before, and now this situation is a real love affair with Li Zhengyi for Qin Huijuan.

Li Zhengyi couldn't help but let out a deep breath when he heard Qin Huijuan say this, as if it made him embarrassed to write down what he wanted to say, and slowly said after a long time:

"Huijuan, thank you so much, thank you for all this you have done for me for a while" Li Zhengyi was interrupted by Qin Huijuan as soon as he finished speaking.

"Zheng Yi, why are you talking about this, I don't need your thanks, as long as you treat me better in the future."

"Zheng Yi, I know you didn't like me at first, and I also know that it's hard for you these days, but there's no way, I just love you so much, I can't control myself, what do you say." Saying that, Qin Huijuan threw her head up, looked at Li Zhengyi expectantly, and continued:

"Zheng Yi, your current illness is basically cured, and it's time to think about what will happen after you are discharged from the hospital and go home, do you already have any thoughts in your heart that you want to tell me?"

"Where do you want to go, are you cured when you go home from the hospital, Huijuan, I want to say thank you to you, it's true." Qin Huijuan, who was leaning on Li Zhengyi's shoulder, heard that Li Zhengyi was still saying thank you, and then looked at his somewhat uneasy expression, she suddenly realized something and immediately stood up, and her expression became solemn. Qin Huijuan had an ominous premonition in her heart at this time, feeling that Li Zhengyi had already had a plan in her heart since she called him Huijuan today, and it might be a plan for the future direction of their relationship. Qin Huijuan, who was still excited at first, suddenly has a sense of crisis now. It seems that it is not a good thing for Li Zhengyi to suddenly be so kind and polite to her today.

"Zheng Yi, I received your thank you, don't say it again in the future, okay."

Qin Huijuan said in an almost pleading tone.

"Seriously Zheng Yi, I also want to thank you during this time, it was you who made me realize a dream, so that I could love you, and I could do all this for you, so that I could have your body. I don't have your heart, but it's satisfying for me. Originally, I thought you were going to talk to me about your plans for your future work and life, but now it seems that it is not, Zheng Yi, I understand the meaning of the word thank you you said, so you don't say anything about the following words, now it's up to me to say it, okay. ”

"What are you going to say?" Li Zhengyi couldn't help but ask inexplicably.

Qin Huijuan's words also made Li Zhengyi feel confused, and he didn't know where his words were wrong, why Qin Huijuan had such a strong reaction.

"I'm going to say what you want to say."

"You know what I'm going to say?"

"Of course I know, Zheng Yi, you don't have to say anything now, and you don't want you to say thank you to me, I can't afford it, Zheng Yi, you also know that I am willing to do all this for you, you say thank you like this, it is more sad than what you said you said you were going to drive me away. Zheng Yi, now that you are about to be discharged from the hospital, my mission is also coming to an end. Now you don't have to think about anything, if you really want to thank me, then you should listen to the doctor, as long as your body is completely recovered, it will be the greatest reward for me. After Qin Huijuan said this, she paused for a moment, and then her voice was a little choked