120 Past: How much do you know about the flowers in your dreams?

"The princess doesn't have to care why Yanshu is here, Yanshu came today to invite the princess to watch a good show."

Yan Shuben is a person I am very afraid of, because of his identity, because of my dream, and because of the current identity of the second brother, it stands to reason that what Yan Shu does can't care about me, but it makes sense, he is in the palace at this stage, which already makes me feel very strange.

I don't know if it's from the intuition of a pregnant woman, I think this Yan Shu in front of me is very terrible, although he smiled, his eyes revealed hideous viciousness, I was shocked, and I couldn't help but take a few more steps to the queen mother.

"What do you want to do?"

Yan Shu didn't answer my words, but just said it again to himself, as if he was asking himself through my words, "What do I want to do?" What do I want to do? What I'm going to do. ”

I suddenly lost my patience, going around in circles like this, I don't know when I can get to the point, and after a while, Yan Shu woke up as if he suddenly thought of something.

"The revenge of the Yan Kingdom must be avenged after all, and today is the best time. The old thief of the emperor of the Jin Kingdom is dead, and the queen mother is next? Honorable Queen Mother, and Princess Qingjiang, today is the end. ”

In fact, what Yan Shu said was really a little too strange, he was a down-and-out prince of a foreign country, why he was so presumptuous in the palace of my Jin Kingdom, it was really strange.

"Yan Shugongzi is not afraid of blowing through the cowhide when he talks like this."

The resentment of Yanshu in my heart does not only come from this, but also for many reasons. For example, the second brother, for example, Yan Guo, and Song Yuan. How to say, Yan Shu is also the son of Jiang Yan Lou, and Jiang Yan Lou is Song Yuan's industry......

Jiang Bilou, Song Yuan, Yan Shu.

Then, the death of his father is inseparable from Song Yuan, and Yan Shu is even more inseparable from him.

I just thought about this question. was gently pulled by the sleeve of the queen mother.

"Qingjiang. Don't say it, don't say it anymore, all these things are just cause and effect. All the sins of the past. Now someone is looking for it. ”

"So. Does your father's death really have anything to do with you? ”

I stared at Yan Shu with the same vicious eyes as he had just now. Staring at him with that kind of look, it was as if I was the Yan Shu just now.

What kind of magical network do you say about cause and effect? Back then, the country of Yan was broken because his father made a deal with people, which made the country of Yan destroy overnight. Now the people of the Yan Kingdom have come to seek revenge, the sins committed by the father.

So Yan Shu destroyed our Jin Kingdom and killed my father and emperor, do I also want to take revenge on him, I suddenly remembered a very old saying, called "When is the time for retribution", if I tell Yan Shu this sentence now, should he forgive us, or should I forgive him.

So it can be seen that this proverb is also unsatisfactory, a little far-fetched and unacceptable, such as me, such as Suoyanshu.

Yan Shu heard my words, and just smiled slightly, that smile seemed a little strange to me, even stranger than his smile just now, so that I was looked at by him, stunned for a moment, and then remembered to look at him angrily.

"Don't stare at me, this matter, but Princess Qingjiang recruited the concubine of the Jin Kingdom, and Lord Song Yuan planned it, so does the princess want to blame me for these things." Oh, by the way, in addition to Song Yuan's son, there is also a person involved, and the princess must be very surprised. ”

I talked to Yanshu for a long time, and the imperial grandmother and several others sat silently on the side, without interjecting or moving, but now that I heard Song Yuan say this, the imperial grandmother was unusually angry, trembling and pointing at this Yanshu.

"My emperor is sorry for your Yan Kingdom again, for so many years, it is enough to make up for Concubine Mu, but what about you, you a prince, you actually did this kind of woman's deed, you and Lu Er's deed, you really think we don't know, hmph, this palace has lived to this age, but it is the first time I have seen you like this...... A shameless person, but he really has gained knowledge, and it is not in vain for my life, hahahahahahaha ”

The Imperial Grandmother was furious, but she began to laugh again in the middle of speaking, and that smile was a little crazy.

Concubine Mu slapped the table, stood up and strode towards the imperial grandmother, and when I saw this, I hurriedly stepped in front of the imperial grandmother and glared at her.

This stalemate scene soon collapsed because of the arrival of the second brother.

At that time, the second brother had not officially sat on the throne, and he was still wearing the clothes of the prince, behind the second brother, followed by the fifth brother, the two of them had ruddy faces, the second brother has always been a person who does not show his emotions, and it seems from the strong undulating chest of the fifth brother that they ran all the way.

After receiving the news of the death of my father, the queen mother and the imperial grandmother closed the door for three days, which made several of us very worried, but after three days, the queen mother finally opened the door of the palace, and told us with a smile as before, and arranged everything in the palace in an orderly manner.

That was the first time I saw the soft and gentle face of the queen mother, showing a resolute look.

In January, the begonias in the palace bloomed and spread red.

The second brother successfully ascended the throne, and I was not on the spot on the day of my coronation, and occasionally heard the babbling discussions of the little palace maid with a broken mouth. are all decisive for this young man...... The cold-blooded and ruthless emperor is full of love and awe.

I walked past them, ignoring the many young faces that were suddenly frightened, and my eyes passed through the layers of palace walls and fell to a corner outside the palace.

I don't know if the fifth brother who is locked up in the palace is not having a good time these days.

In fact, I have guessed that the reason why the fifth brother was suddenly imprisoned at all levels may be because the second brother discovered some secret that shocked him very much.

But the situation is now such that none of us can change it.

In this situation, I am afraid that the most leisurely and relaxed one, they all say that the six horses are the same as the first emperor, they died in battle, and there are no bones.

But I am the only one who knows that I have provoked this conspiracy and scourge.

If I hadn't lured the wolf into the house, my father wouldn't have died.

But my guilt and regret didn't end in this place.

When Bai Xu found me again, I didn't know that it was another conspiracy.

I already had a sense of proportion in my heart about the words that Bai Xu said to me, but the reason why he came this time made me have to doubt, so when I pushed him away and hurried to the imperial grandmother's side, the last scene I saw was the imperial grandmother falling to the ground, and Yan Shu with a cruel face standing beside her.

I took a few quick steps, and finally stopped three steps in front of my grandmother.

The eyes seemed to be suddenly emptied, dry and painful, but not a single tear could be shed.

"How dare you. Yanshu, how dare you! ”

A hint of strangeness flashed in Yan Shu's eyes, but it disappeared quickly, and he still smiled lightly, as if only an insignificant little thing had happened.

"Killing people to pay for their lives, debts to pay back, this is a matter of course, princess, we can't change it."

I shook my head and walked over to help my grandmother up, her body still soft and warm.

My heart burned and my eyes glazed.

It was at this time that the second brother came. I looked up at him and didn't say anything, just lowered my eyes and grabbed my grandmother's hand until the queen mother came and gently closed her eyes and then gently pushed my shoulder.

Her voice is also soft.

"Qingjiang, get up, it's cold on the ground, don't hurt your body, let go of the emperor's grandmother's hand."

It was only then that I woke up suddenly, let go of the imperial grandmother's hand as if I had fled, and the palace people still helped the imperial grandmother to move to the side.

After that, I was trapped in nightmares for almost a month, waking up in my dreams every night, and when I closed my eyes, I was the last expression of the imperial grandmother, as if she was blaming me.

After a month, I stepped out of the palace gate, and there was only one place to go.

That was the queen mother's bedchamber.

I don't know what happened this month, first Concubine Mu was executed by His Majesty, the third princess and the third concubine were missing, the fourth princess was exiled, and then the queen mother was seriously ill and bedridden.

When I saw the queen mother again, she was very weak.

I felt like I was in a dream, full of black smoky flowers, each with a mouth, but I couldn't hear what they were saying, just that it was noisy and annoying.

I often leaned over the bar and asked myself if none of this would have happened without me.

I suddenly remembered what Bai Xu had said to me earlier.

"From the beginning, this was a bureau, and you were the one to be led to. Although Yanshu deviated a little, the final effect was not bad, and my appearance, the ultimate goal was to achieve the current effect, but no one thought that the person who played chess finally decided to complete this game in person. Don't blame him, he didn't mean to hurt you, he just chose one of the world and you, and he finally chose the former. (To be continued.) )