Chapter 477: The Value of Living
But before he arrived, he saw Bai Lian grasping the reins with one hand and the saddle with the other, and although the person was thrown off the horse's back, he was hanging on the side of the horse.
The white horse ran up, and the white lotus looked at Gu Yan coming over, and blurted out without thinking: "I'll come by myself!" ”
Gu Yan then stopped, how could he not know the kind of unyielding energy on her body, it was just about her, Gu Yan couldn't feel at ease.
Listening to her unsteady voice, watching her wet the green silk on her forehead with sweat in this cold night, Gu Yan felt that this was the real her.
After watching her rise and fall a few times, she finally climbed onto the horse's back again, and grabbed the reins heavily, forcing the horse to raise its head and no longer let it run wildly.
With the neighing of the white horse, the front hooves went up, and the white lotus sat firmly on the horse's back.
Gu Yan stood in place, watching the figure in the moonlight move more and more skillfully, controlling every move of the horse in his hand.
For a long time, the ripples in Gu Yan's heart opened up in circles.
The white horse has been kept in captivity for a year, and the wildness is not as strong as before, and in the time of an hour before and after, the white lotus has understood its temperament, and rides steadily on the horse's back, and it is no longer noisy.
Under the moonlight, Bai Lian looked at the black in the distance, like a black fog, which overwhelmed people, she rode her horse and galloped over, wanting this speeding speed, wanting this joyful feeling, and wanting the pleasure of rampage between heaven and earth without restraint!
"Driving"
Bai Lian's voice came from a distance, Gu Yan's eyesight was excellent, watching a man and a horse gallop into the distance, the corners of his lips curled, he whistled, and the black horse arrived.
Gu Yan turned over and got on the horse. smoothed his mane, and said happily: "Let's go, go chase Xiaobai." ”
Under the moon, the two of them started a chase.
Whether it's body lì or foot power. The dark horse side was slightly better, and Gu Yan finally caught up with the white lotus. Looking at her figure on horseback, a strange feeling welled up in Gu Yan's chest.
It seems that among thousands of people, she finally found her. It's also like they've known each other for a long time and met again.
Gu Yan raised the horsewhip and wrapped it around her waist in one fell swoop, Bai Lian turned around in surprise, but at this moment, Gu Yan's arm was forced. The white lotus broke away from the mount and landed on Gu Yan's horse.
Before Bai Lian could sit down, she heard Gu Yan's loud laughter, followed by a faster speed and galloped forward.
Finally stopped next to a big tree, and when Bai Lian got off the horse, she only felt exhausted, and her legs were weak.
"Are you happy?" Gu Yan asked.
"Hmm." Bai Lian looked up at him: "Happy." ”
"Girl." Gu Yan looked at her raised little face, and couldn't help but put her tone softly.
Bai Lian looked at him and snorted.
Gu Yan held her shoulders and said seriously: "God will give everyone a difference." All sorts of suffering. Some people will be strong when they encounter strength, and some people will indulge in it, it all depends on the person's heart and choices. to determine the direction of her future fate. We cannot prevent suffering from happening, but we can choose our attitude to face it. The authorities are obsessed and need outsiders to wake up. If something has happened, don't force yourself to forget it, how can you forget what really happened? What you have to do is learn to let go. ”
Gu Yan's voice was unprecedentedly soft, Bai Lian looked at him, at this moment, he was not a general who won thousands of miles. Like a wise man, he lured himself forward step by step.
The white lotus passed through him. It seems to see Gu Yan's father-in-law, what kind of person is that. Teach him so well.
"To really let go is to let go of yourself and start again."
Whether it is in the past life or in this life, no one has ever told yourself, you don't have to forget, you just learn to let go, it is forgiveness for yourself.
If you treat yourself like this, you will treat Lu Ye the same.
However, Lu Ye never had a chance again, and he never had a chance to hear such words again.
Bai Lian's eyes were focused, and when she looked at Gu Yan, she realized that under the moonlight, he was a different kind of handsome, with three-dimensional facial features and soft lines, and he couldn't coincide with the person who left an indifferent impression in his heart in his previous life.
He's strong, but he's sane.
Bai Lian looked back on the time he had met him, and he had never forced himself to do anything.
Whether in a past life or in this life, that feeling of respect has never changed.
Bai Lian thought that his success was not accidental, nor was it luck.
It's that he's a person who doesn't have the wisdom and heart that others don't have.
"Okay." Bai Lian opened her mouth and said, "Let yourself go and start again." ”
Gu Yan smiled and breathed a sigh of relief and took her into his arms.
Bai Lian listened to the sound of his heartbeat, which was consistent with herself, and the complicated qiē in her heart also settled down.
Bai Lian thought of a sentence from the ancients:
Should Lingnan be bad?
But he said, this place of peace is my hometown.
He was not the first person he met, nor was he the first person to deliver his heart, but he was the one who made her feel the most at ease.
After tossing for most of the night, Bai Lian's body was already overdrawn, and when she returned to the city, Gu Yan held her and rode Xiao Hei, and Xiao Bai followed behind.
The speed of the horse was slow, and along the way, Gu Yan was telling her about the things he had been to that village before, at that time Gu Yan was just a small centurion in the army, no title, no seal, and when he returned to Beijing, he happened to pass by that village, and only then did he know that there was a qiē.
It's just that he was weak at that time, and the military department of the household department in Beijing has been in the army for a long time, and he is undoubtedly shaking the tree when he speaks for them.
At that time, the amount of money that could be given to them was limited, but the military pay and some things captured on the battlefield were exchanged for silver money and sent to the capital.
At that time, he still had the Liu family on his shoulder, the ten-division commander who had died for him, the battle that changed his concept of life, and he was doing his best to help the families of those comrades-in-arms who had fought side by side with him but fell.
Bai Lian listened, and faintly understood in her heart why in her previous life, Gu Yan and Yang Qing had such a deep friendship.
In a sense, they are the same people.
Born at the bottom, they understand the people's livelihood and sufferings the most, and Yang Qing and Gu Yan are helping the people around them in their own ways.
"Girl, I'm telling you this, but I want to tell you that you have to find your own value in life. I always remember Brother Liu's words, he only hopes that there will be no war in the world, no more separation of flesh and blood, and separation of his wife. My life was saved by Brother Liu, and when I knew his words, it became the value of my existence. ”
Bai Lian thought of the Zhao family's sister-in-law's hospitality, and the admiration of the two children, and felt a warm flow in her heart.
Gu Yan looked down at the soft look in her eyes, and quipped: "Girl, although I am now a first-class general who protects the country, my family background is very thin, will my father-in-law and mother-in-law dislike my thin dowry and refuse to marry?" ”
PS: There will be an update later. (To be continued.) )