Xue Li is not too smart, but she started two years ago and has become very hard-working. Study hard, study, and study.

It was already night, and in the weather-damaged compound, there was an unexpected coolness, Xue Li was lying on the desk that was too old to see the original color and luster, and looked out of the window. The dim lamp cast a shadow on her face, drawing a graceful arc at her eyelids, like a butterfly about to fly.

In the silence of the night, she suddenly laughed, and she suddenly remembered that in countless nights, she had covered a young man who was all over the body and wounded to return home.

She turned her head towards her shadow on the side of the wall, thinking faintly, what was he doing now, he must hate her.

At the same time, a certain teenager who was talking and laughing with people touched his red-hot ears thoughtfully in the surprised eyes.

What's the matter, Xue Li is also a good student, she didn't think that this kind of thing would happen to her, but she was unexpectedly calm when it happened. Just meditate in your heart, and you shouldn't try to get shorter for a while.

Xue Li hugged the bag in his hand tightly and looked at the three uninvited guests who were dyed with yellow hair on the opposite side.

This is a quiet alley, through the alley in the near future is the road to the school, this road she sometimes gets up late and the picture is quick and walked a few times, unfortunately, walking many nights and finally meet ghosts. Xue Li's red cells, which had been hidden for a long time, began to scream.

The yellow-haired trio on the opposite side didn't know these careful thoughts in her heart, and only thought that after waiting for so long, they could finally slaughter a sheep. But the outstretched hand was amputated only halfway through, and only the sound of the muscles colliding was heard. This voice is in contrast to the previous "sister brings money". It's kind of funny. But Xue Li just felt that such a hero saved the beauty, a little too familiar, and looked at it and felt that his eyes were sour.

His fluent back kick ended the last yellow hair, turned to look at the girl in the bustling light, and frowned casually. She stared at the sky at forty-five degrees with a pair of big eyes, and she didn't feel afraid.

"Xue Li, why are you so stupid."

Xue Li ended her bright sorrow, and she didn't know how to put her hands and feet that were a little cramped for a while. It was the first time they had come face to face so close since he returned, and he scolded her for being stupid, except for the yellow-haired party who was lying underground and running away. She just wanted to laugh.

"You're stupid."

I think it's a dialogue that I've practiced countless times. But they couldn't remember where it was, whether it was in a dream or in time.

03

More than 20 days have passed since Han Yang's hero saved the beauty, and Xue Li has gone through a long period of uneasy anticipation and relief. She thought he had come back for her. is an exception. But she forgot that he was Han Yang. He's the exception. The only exception in her life was the moth to the fire.

The first biggest lie in the life of the exception hurt Lu Bei, and the exception can be helpless to be a gangster. The exception did many bad boys, the exceptional...... Work hard to learn.

When the phone showing a local call rang, Xue Li was infinitely recalling her exception, recalling this matter is really a science, and if you don't get it right, it will hurt and hurt. In fact, Xue Li doesn't answer strange phone calls very much, but her old-fashioned backgammon flap has been shining with colorful dawn.

Just kept flashing and flashing, Xue Li's eyes were dazzled, and there was no song just vibrating.

Enjoy it, never get tired, never get tired. Xue Li finally picked up the phone hesitantly and fed it carefully.

"Xue Li, do you dare not answer my phone?"

Xue Li covered her mouth and almost cried. Her memory went back to two years ago, the same heat, the same domineering tone, like the time they couldn't go back.

"Xue Li?"

"Huh?" Xue Li suppressed the flood of emotions, but his next sentence made her really shed a tear, slapped and dripped on the sheets, and quickly blurred a splash. His tone was not good, but his words were sonorous. "You're not going to cry."

Xue Li smiled and hurriedly cleared it up, and Han Yang didn't pursue it, but his brows on the other side of the phone turned into a ball of grass.

"You come out, I'll wait for you in the old place."

She was about to say something, but the phone hung up with a beep, Xue Li took down the phone, stared at the door and smiled bitterly. Why is it still so domineering.

When lying to Xue's mother, Xue Li was putting on sneakers at the door, preparing to go out, in the past two years, with her changes, where to see who to do, her parents will no longer doubt it, nor will they stop her in a hesitation, and her hair is gray for her.

She glanced at her mother, who was smiling at her in the light, and finally opened the door and walked out for a long-lost date.

Under the yellow cypress tree at the corner of the street, a new bubble tea shop has already been opened, with a warm and beautiful decoration, and the small water bar next to it seems a little overwhelmed.

When Xue Li walked into the store, the shopkeeper glanced at her in surprise, and then pouted at Han Yang Nunu. Xue Li only smiled back at her, this aunt was still full of gossip as always.

Han Yang watched Xue Li walk in all the way, in fact, when she was standing at the door in a daze, he had already seen her, she was wearing clean sportswear, and her little face was serene, and then he also saw the surprise of the proprietress and her embarrassment. It's no wonder that the proprietress will be surprised, she is really well-behaved like a good student now.

On the way to come, Xue Li thought about the scene of them drinking milk tea together, and she was afraid that she would not be able to drink it. In fact, when she put the cup of iced chocolate milk tea in front of her, she kept drinking it with infinite comfort.

Han Yang has been looking at her, and time has been flowing little by little, looking at her helplessly glancing at his little eyes, silently churning her teeth, and glancing at the time on her mobile phone from time to time.

"Your phone ......"

"Oh. This one. Xue Li bit the straw and shook the 'little vintage' in her hand, trying to make herself look calmer, "You sent it." ”

"You're still keeping." Seeing the glimmer of light flashing in Han Yang's eyes, Xue Li was a little unbearable.

"The family has no money in the past two years, and it used to be too disobedient, but now of course it is better to be sensible. Not like you. ”

In the last sentence, Xue Li said it ironically. Han Yang couldn't help but want to confess, opened his mouth but didn't say anything.

"It's not early, I'll send you home."

Xue Li wanted to roar, he just wanted to drink a cup of milk tea when he called her out so late? It's really infuriating.

In the shining eyes of the proprietress and the greeting of the next time, Xue Li and Han Yang walked out of this long alley side by side. Xue Li originally didn't want him to send her home, but many things today overlapped with certain fragments in time, making her want to reach out and grab some small fragments.

It's still the same country road, and the twinkling stars are still accompanied by the fragrance and the croaking of frogs.

"Your mom and dad...... Are you okay. ”

"Well, it's fine." Xue Li took a big breath. Astringent, cold, cold. Suddenly my mind cleared up a lot.

Xue Li stopped and looked up at him for the first time, he was so tall, Xue Li tried hard to look up as if he couldn't reach him. "That's it...... Go back. I'll just walk back on my own. ”

"Xue Li." He called her.

"Huh?" She came back to her senses.

"Do you hate me?" He asked. And then say, "I hate you." ”

Xue Li looked at him and smiled. His eyebrows were crooked, but he didn't speak. He hated her, yes. He should hate her, even she hated herself, she forced him away alive, and then ......

"Well, I'm leaving, maybe I shouldn't come back, I'm going back, as soon as I pass the college entrance examination. You...... Take good care of yourself. ”

He turned around and left, and when the second half of the sentence came out, he didn't dare to look at Xue Li again.

But if he turned to look, he would see that the girl's eyes were already misty, and the moment he turned around, there was a sound of falling to the ground and shattering. He walked farther and farther, and the broad shoulders were sluggish and spine, Xue Li looked at it, wanting to reach out, but he didn't have the strength to lift it up again.

"Pears."

Xue Li didn't turn around. But he tried to pull out a laugh.

Lu Bei was a little unbearable, this girl, duplicity but well concealed it, no wonder 'he' couldn't see it. Lu Bei stretched out his hand and took her slightly cool body into his arms. "Is it worth it?" In fact, what he wants to ask is not this sentence, in fact, he is also a master of duplicity, in fact, what he wants to ask is why the person you love is not me.

Xue Li sniffed and raised her head, but there was no tears on her face, and she was still smiling. Lu Bei thought, she was really cruel.

"What's worth it or not, life isn't like that."

"Then why did you go to City A, your volunteer form."

Lu Bei successfully made Xue Li's footsteps stagnate, she turned her head and asked calmly, "Why do you know." ”

"I saw it by chance." He wouldn't tell her that his original intention was to follow her wishes, but City A, full of her dreams, was his misfortune.

Xue Li didn't speak again, until Lu Bei sent her to the fifth floor and turned around to go down to the third floor, Xue Li finally spoke, that sentence successfully relieved Lu Bei, he thought, he finally didn't have to be so sad anymore.

04

Time is like quicksand, quietly slipping away in the gap of a finger, and the college entrance examination is finally here. For this reason, Xue's mother also took Xue Li to the largest temple in the city and worshiped Wenqu Xing. Xue Li stared at the red statue, silently made a wish, and then sneered, and Xue's mother hurriedly glared at her, thinking about this dead child.

In school, it is rare to meet Han Yang, perhaps unintentionally, Xue Li heard that the handsome guy on the second floor suddenly became very hardworking, but when she heard her best friend say that he was going abroad, the tip of her pen poked a thin scroll, and a large pool of ink was blurred in an instant.

Xue Li no longer takes the car north of the road home, and walks on the path alone at night with a book, reciting words with frogs, memorizing questions, and going through mathematical equations in his mind.

On the day of the college entrance examination, Xue Li ate her mother's loving breakfast and went to the examination room majestically, and her friends guessed how Xue Li played, but she didn't say it, and she didn't show anything.

After the last class of the exam, the class organized a casual meal, in the largest cafeteria on Wutong Street, why is it a buffet? Of course, for a group of children who have been suffering for more than half a year, eating nothing is as cost-effective as a buffet.

Sure enough, in the end, the proprietress sat at the next table and looked at her with a heartache, and looked at the fat man who went to get the wine again. "The handsome guy still drinks?"

Xue Li mixed in the middle of a group of shouting men and women, picked up the wine bottle again after two years, the beer was not serious and bitter, the squad leader organized, the two tables stood up and raised the bottle to clink glasses, among the many wine bottles, Xue Li saw Han Yang who walked in at the door.

Of course. I came with their class, but Xue Li was thinking, how could they choose so many hot pot restaurants and Chinese restaurants. Could it be fate, Xue Li poured a big sip of wine into his stomach, and there was no taste in his mouth, and in the noisy shop, he could still hear Han Yang's name from many voices. She heard a female voice, calling "Han Yang sit here".

A hand grabbed the hand she had gone to get the bottle again, on this comfortable day. No one noticed Xue Li, who had never drunk alcohol. She had silently emptied the bottle in front of her.

Xue Li thought, it's finally over, it's finally graduated. She broke free of Lu Bei's hand and grinned. Shouting Lubei, you also drink and drink. Lu Bei hesitated. Pick up the wine and clink glasses with her. . In fact, Xue Li doesn't remember that he doesn't drink, so it's okay. Turning his head, Lu Bei met Han Yang's gaze. He raised his glass and glanced at Xue Li again.

On the bench in the park next to the hot pot restaurant, the two boys were entangled in the face of the red-faced girl in the glass window, who was not beautiful but very beautiful.

"Is it decided?" Han Yang asked. For Lu Bei, he has a deep gratitude and a deep debt.

"yes, such a good opportunity, why didn't I seize it." Such a great opportunity to escape and never see again.

Han Yang raised his glass and touched him, and the cans made a dull collision sound, and they looked at each other and smiled. The stars tonight are beautiful.

On the day the notice came down, Xue Li and her mother were choosing vegetables in the compound, and a large group of aunts and mothers-in-law were talking and laughing, Xue Li took the notice of A big, and finally showed a smile, Xue's mother was in the congratulatory voice, and she had mixed feelings for a while, but she just reached out and pinched Xue Li's hand, and the mother and daughter looked at each other and smiled.

A University is very good and famous, and Xue Li didn't expect to be admitted halfway, so she didn't check her results all the time, just thinking about waiting for the notice, she will go wherever she gets in, fate and fate, sometimes you can't rely on manpower, but ah, she still got in.

came down with Xue Li's notice, as well as Lubei's notice, with a red gilded cover. Different from Xue Li, Lubei is a good foundation laid since childhood, it turns out that it is not Hanyang who wants to go abroad, but Lubei, escort. Speaking of Han Yang, there has been no news of him since the dinner, I heard that he went home, I heard that he did well in the exam, I heard, I heard, it was always hearsay.

The day of the send-off was clear, with large soft clouds floating in the sky, but it was unexpectedly cool. Almost everyone in the courtyard who could talk came out to see him off, Xue Li just looked at them with Lu Bei's bag next to him and laughed, this formation, in ancient times, it was just like this.

said goodbye to his uncle and aunt, only his parents sent Lu Bei to the airport, of course, there was also Xue Li who had been holding his bag and did not let go, at the airport, in front of Lu's father and Lu's mother, Lu Bei hugged Xue Li for the last time, a shallow hug, but it took a lot of strength. Xue Li kept looking at him and smiling faintly, instructing some messy things, but when Lu Bei passed the security check and couldn't see it anymore, she finally couldn't help but fall into Lu's mother's arms. She read silently, just like the night before, which made Lu Bei relieved and heartbroken.

I'm sorry Lubei, I'm really, really sorry.

05

On the day of the report, Xue Li got on the train to City A alone, but the mottled shadows of the trees made her heart extremely calm.

There are eight people in the dormitory, two local ones and one one is actually from Xue Li's school, the friendship of girls, and chatting about handsome guys quickly became popular. "Oh, pear, do you know, that Han Yang in our school, he is also in this school and our class...... Oops, it's the cool looking rich second generation.,It's said that he was sent as a sports student.,Tsk.,I'll have a good eye in the future...... Hey, pear, did you listen to me? ”

Xue Li's hearing stayed here for the time being. I pinched the noisy girl's face for a while, but decided to be friends with her in the future.

At the entrance meeting soon, Xue Li looked at Han Yang who was approaching her, holding the noisy girl, and just laughed blindly. She turned to the nymphomaniac and said, "Look, he's sucking light." ”

Xue Li was naturally with Han Yang. No matter what was in the past, no matter what would happen in the future, what she didn't know was that every time Han Yang held her, he looked at the eyes above her head, always full of distress and self-blame.

She thought that Han Yang didn't know that she was with Lu Bei to force him to leave, and she took his mother's money just because her father was dying, and she thought that Han Yang didn't know that all her hard work was to get to City A, because he was in City A.

But Han Yang knew everything, her deceased father, the tattoos on her back shoulders that were still distinct, and their child, who was no longer there before it was formed. Each of them made him wake up from his dreams for countless nights, and then blamed himself, what right did he have, to hate her. But fortunately, she was by his side now.

Xue Li, who was sleeping, muttered and slapped Han Yang's face, but he smiled happily, echoing a little scary in the silent night.

I used to think that it was good to let go, I entrusted you to Time, and he promised me to take good care of you, but Time is a liar, and only if you are by my side, I can sleep in peace every night. (To be continued.) )