86_86779 From the first day he met Qin Huijuan, Li Zhengyi had no good impression of her, and he had been rejecting her in his heart, during his relationship with Yao Xinli, Li Zhengyi wanted to dissuade Yao Xinli from associating with her, perhaps because he worked in the more serious political department of the Organization Department, he thought that Qi Huijuan's behavior would affect Yao Xinli's reputation after a long time. In fact, to put it bluntly, deep down in Li Zhengyi's heart, what he was really worried about was that he was afraid that Yao Xinli would learn badly with Qin Huijuan. Although he has such an idea, considering that his relationship with Yao Xinli is not mature enough, and it has not developed to the point where he can intervene in the other party's friendship, he has no choice but to give up this idea, thinking that he will wait for his relationship with Yao Xinli to stabilize and reach a certain level before doing Yao Xinli's ideological work, but as Yao Xinli's boyfriend, Li Zhengyi has always had a unreasonable attitude towards Qin Huijuan.

In Li Zhengyi's eyes, Qin Huijuan is a girl with a very frivolous ideological style, especially her outwardly flamboyant and pretentious personality makes Li Zheng look down on her. Although Li Zhengyi is usually very disgusted with Qin Huijuan, it has never been as prominent and obvious as today, and it can be said that it has reached an intolerable level. Li Zhengyi thought that Qin Huijuan's ideological style was very frivolous and her emotional life was very casual, but he never thought that Qin Huijuan not only had a lustful heart but also a lustful heart, and she was so bold that she would actually start her own idea, but she did such a nasty and despicable thing to him in front of everyone's eyes, once these things were spread, his Li Zhengyi's reputation would be ruined overnight, and he would have a reputation of moral corruption after his death. This is what Li Zhengyi pays the most attention to now. Even if you don't live long, you have to make your short life innocent. But now, due to the appearance of Qin Huijuan, Li Zhengyi is afraid that he will lose his reputation in the last stage of his life.

It can be said that this is one of the main reasons why Li Zhengyi doesn't want to deal with Qin Huijuan now, he doesn't know what he can say to this woman now, what to say, what can he say, it is better to find a suitable reason for himself to explain and excuse himself in the future, so that when he is dying, he can have the opportunity to explain it to the organization and relatives and friends, so as not to leave a laughing stock and a bad reputation for the society behind him.

Hearing Li Zhengyi suddenly question herself, Qin Huijuan was also stunned, and the hand that had just been stretched into the quilt was immediately withdrawn. At this time, most of the urine in Li Zhengyi's quilt had already seeped into the mattress, but the urine residue left on the mattress was still stained by Qin Huijuan's hand. Due to the violent flickering of Li Zhengyi's body, the hanging bottle hanging on the stand also shook, which scared Qin Huijuan, and her heart also shook with the hanging bottle, she quickly got up and held the hanging bottle with her hand, she was afraid that the shaking hanging bottle would fall off and hit Li Zhengyi and care about other consequences.

"What are you going to do Li Zhengyi, don't you know if you are playing the bottle by yourself, what if you shake the bottle off, what if you hit it in the face? What should I do if I get a drum needle? A series of questions came out of Qin Huijuan's mouth in one breath, and then there was a fierce gaze staring at Li Zhengyi, the severity of which Li Zhengyi never expected.

Qin Huijuan's strong reaction was beyond Li Zhengyi's expectations, there has always been such a person in his heart who thinks that Qin Huijuan has no distinct personality and temper at all, just a blind talk all day long, and she can't press the flat and pinched the hob meat, and she is the kind of girl who has no self-esteem and doesn't know how to be sad no matter what you say.

Now Qin Huijuan's sudden outburst made Li Zhengyi a little stunned, and the anger in his heart was also suppressed by her anger, but his heart was calm, and he looked at Qin Huijuan with a blank look, and he knew that he was doing something wrong, so he didn't dare to speak.

"What do you see, I'm embarrassed to look at it, why don't you talk when you pee, you don't know how uncomfortable." Saying that, Qin Huijuan didn't care about Li Zhengyi's reaction, reached out and lifted the quilt, and slapped his ass like her own husband, and said:

"Look at it, let's make the buttocks of the pee-perch red, if you don't have bedsores at the end of the day." Qin Huijuan chattered angrily, and began to carefully remove the mattress sheet for Li Zhengyi, and scrubbed his urine-infused ass for him. body, which made Qin Huijuan sweat for a while.

"Did you feel uncomfortable just now, did you hold urine, and let me go find a doctor for you, the doctor cares about your idle business, or let people talk about you." Qin Huijuan now somewhat understands why Li Zhengyi had such a painful expression just now and asked him to find a doctor, it turned out that he was suffocated by urine. Qin Huijuan's mouth kept talking, and Li Zhengyi closed his eyes and didn't make a sound, just like Qin Huijuan didn't say anything about him now.

As Qin Huijuan thought before, Li Zhengyi is indeed a cultivated person, although Qin Huijuan here makes him feel very embarrassed, very painful, and very angry, but he has never treated her in an excessive way, just like Qin Huijuan's behavior now, in Li Zhengyi's opinion, it is undoubtedly an insult to his personality, don't look at him lying there silently, in fact, he is already angry in his heart. Every time I want to have a seizure, I want to scold her for what she is doing now, to make her go away from her, to tell him that she doesn't want to see her again, to tell her not to have any illusions about herself, and to make it clear that it will never be possible between the two of them. But before the words came out, I thought about it again, the reason why Qin Huijuan did this was also because she loved herself, and he couldn't help but be a little too ruthless in doing so. The so-called people have self-cultivation, in fact, this cultivation is the embodiment of a person's character, not for how much cultural knowledge you have accumulated so that you have what degree of patience, because he is such a person who always thinks about things before and after.

After thinking about this, the anger in Li Zhengyi's stomach only calmed down, and he looked at the mattress sheet full of urine that he had changed and went to the bathroom to wash, Li Zhengyi suddenly felt that his idea was a little unreasonable and illogical. Now that Qin Huijuan clearly knows that she has liver cancer and is a person who is about to die soon, how can she still have any thoughts of love for herself, will Qin Huijuan be mentally retarded to this extent, and put her mind on a person who is about to die, is she not afraid of affecting her emotional life in the future?

Qin Huijuan likes himself long before Li Zhengyi was sick, he felt it, because at that time it was the stage of his love with Yao Xinli, and his contact with Qin Huijuan also began at Yao Xinli's home, from the first day, Li Zhengyi felt that when Qin Huijuan was looking at herself, her eyes were a little abnormal, and then as long as Yao Xinli didn't pay attention, Qin Huijuan would immediately look at him quickly with a provocative and deliberately tempting look, although the time was very short, it was only an instant, but Li Zhengyi could still see it. This kind of gaze makes Li Zhengyi very uncomfortable, if it weren't for Yao Xinli's face, he might have said a few words about her, but at that time, Zi Huijuan would have some extenuating feelings about herself, but now it's different, she is terminally ill, Qin Huijuan can't get any love from herself, and all she gets is trouble, will there be any other intentions for Qin Huijuan herself, which makes Li Zhengyi feel a little confused.

But no matter how you think about it, Li Zhengyi still thinks that he shouldn't say anything to her for the time being, let alone what if he says it now? Qin Huijuan has seen all the parts of her body that she should have seen, and she has touched everything she should have touched, can the fact that all this happened be changed. What's more, I may not be able to stop it now, look at Qin Huijuan's momentum, a momentum that will not give up until the end. After saying that this is another public place, like just now, if Qin Huijuan's voice is loud, it will be easy to be heard by others, which will be even worse, and this idea finally made Li Zhengyi silent again.

"Lie down and don't move." After changing into a new mattress, Qin Huijuan said to Li Zhengyi like a child, Li Zhengyi did not lie on the bed and remained motionless at the mercy of Qin Huijuan. But this kind of obedient situation did not last for a few days, one day Li Zhengyi still couldn't help it, there were some things he still wanted to figure out, although he didn't want to know before, but as his body improved, this kind of thought would unconsciously feel that it would pop up from his mind again.

Li Zhengyi's body recovered quickly after surgery, and there was no postoperative rejection in the body, and the incision did not heal. Although sometimes a slightly louder movement in bed can cause some pain at the incision, it is normal.

"Qin Huijuan."

After removing the hanging bottle that afternoon, Li Zhengyi suddenly shouted to Qin Huijuan, who had just been busy.

"Qin Huijuan tell me, what the hell is going on, who asked you to come, who asked you to do this, was it arranged by the leader, or did you make your own decisions?"

Although this is a sentence with a questioning tone, Li Zhengyi's tone is very calm, and his expression is natural, without the tone and seriousness that he has always used to reject people thousands of miles away, just like the tone when talking idle after dinner. The reason why he wanted to ask this question was because he associated Qin Huijuan's practice in his office before he came with the current situation, and he wanted to find out what Qin Huijuan was doing this for, just for love.

"What's the matter, why are you asking this, someone will serve you, am I not doing well, well, if you have an opinion, just say it, I will improve." Qin Huijuan disagreed, and said in a half-joking tone.

In the past two days, seeing Li Zhengyi obediently cooperating with her own care, Qin Huijuan no longer feels as restrained as she did at the beginning, although Li Zhengyi doesn't talk to him much, but at least in the past few days, she will do what she wants him to do, Li Zhengyi has not openly opposed and refused, and sometimes she can close her eyes and listen to her tell her some interesting things. Sometimes she slept on a stool next to him at night, and he didn't touch him, which made Qin Huijuan's heart very comforted, feeling that Li Zhengyi's thoughts were changing day by day, towards optimism, and at the same time, she also felt that Li Zhengyi was now slowly accepting and recognizing her existence. The restless heart that had always been hanging was also as solid as a landing, and she confidently believed that Li Zhengyi would not give her an eviction order.

"Qin Huijuan, I hope you can tell me truthfully, I'm not joking, it's very important to you and me." Li Zhengyi's expression became serious, and the leader's tone also came out.

"Nothing is as important as your body, so why do you care so much." Qin Huijuan still didn't care, she sat down in front of Li Zhengyi's bed while talking, and said with a smile while playing fruit peels.

"Qin Huijuan, when will you be serious, why do you think you can joke about everything, your attitude is a kind of disrespect for others, and it is also disrespectful to yourself, you have to explain things to me today, I can't be fooled like this, you know."

Li Zhengyi's tone became stern, and there was a little anger in his eyes, and there was an unbearable expression on his face.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Li Zhengyi's words fell, Qin Huijuan stood up suddenly, and shouted at him with an apple in her hand:

"Li Zhengyi, do you think that you are better now, you are going to unload the mill and kill the donkey, right? Who do you think you are, I'll tell you out loud today. As she spoke, Qin Huijuan's eyes were hot and she continued:

"What's wrong with me coming by myself, I'll rely on you, what's wrong, you say."

Qin Huijuan showed an arrogant and unreasonable look, and looked at Li Zhengyi with unflinching eyes, she seemed to have forgotten that Li Zhengyi was a patient who had just undergone major surgery.

This was beyond Li Zhengyi's expectations, making him feel a little scared, afraid that her voice would be heard by people outside the house, and at that time, the relationship between himself and Qin Huijuan was really indefensible and could not be explained clearly, so Li Zhengyi quickly changed his attitude and said to Qin Huijuan in a pleading tone:

"Okay, Qin Huijuan, sit down, can't you make a quieter voice, don't you say anything now, okay?"

Seeing that Li Zhengyi's momentum softened, Qin Huijuan's strength also decreased a lot, but she was still muttering in a low voice:

"Now that the whole hospital knows that I am your fiancée, you should figure it out for yourself."

After saying that, he continued to peel the apples. That is, Qin Huijuan's whispered muttering almost didn't make Li Zhengyi turn his back on his breath, he tilted his head into the bed, and his body also twisted inward, he really didn't want to see Qin Huijuan's face anymore now, because the action was too hasty, he pulled to his knife, he couldn't help but scream, and his body didn't dare to move anymore