0012 Can't sit by your side sadly
Liu Bao saw Lin Feng and squeezed out a bleak smile and said: "Brother Feng, let's go, when they come, you won't be able to leave, and the people above will definitely track it down." There is no shame in being a deserter. ”
Lin Feng didn't speak, took off his clothes, wrapped himself around the dying Liu Bao, returned Liu Bao with a smile and said, "I'm not a gentleman, why can't I escape, but I can't leave you here, brother." ”
Lin Feng said as he picked up Liu Bao, who was at least twice as heavy as himself, and walked towards the mountain step by step. Liu Bao didn't refuse, firstly, because he had no strength, and secondly, he knew too much about the personality of his calf captain, and it was useless to refuse.
When the follow-up troops arrived, Lin Feng had already descended the cliff, he put Liu Bao in a place where the sun could not shine, and he was alone under the cliff for a full six hours Yu Junshan's body, and he had to give up when dusk came, and at this time he had no strength to follow and may be fighting in the wolves. Carrying Liu Bao, who was nearly twice as heavy as him, he walked into the distance step by step. On this day he had no sense of direction, on this day he was confused, the sunset through the gap in the trees shone on his stubborn face, the wine was on his body, he didn't know what it meant to be tired on this day.
"Brother Feng, are we going home? I'm going home, I'm homesick, I haven't eaten the barbecue in my hometown for a long time, and I'm drooling when I think about it now. I miss my mom too, and my sister, she keeps calling me stupid, and often beats me, tears up my homework and folds paper airplanes, says I'm a stupid pig, and says that I won't be a good soldier if I am a soldier, and I will definitely be the best soldier in the world. The blood on Liu Bao's body was almost dry, and his voice was getting weaker and weaker.
"Brother Feng, do you know? I like my sister, she's so good-looking, she doesn't look like me at all, and when you go back, you'll tell her that I'm a good soldier, a soldier of the Wolf Special Forces. Brother Feng, do you know? I thought that if I was looking for a brother-in-law in the future, I would have to find someone like you. Although you can fight and run better than me, it is useless, you will have to call me brother in the future... You are my brother-in-law..."Liu Bao said without saying a word, and then coughed a few times, he was shot three times, and all he coughed out was blood.
The stubborn Lin Feng wiped the sweat from his forehead, tears swirled in his eyes, carrying Liu Bao on his back, unable to say a word, and walking silently step by step. He carried Liu Bao on his back and stepped on the dead leaves under his feet, as if he would never reach the end of the world, and it seemed that he was going to the end of the world. When night came, he had no intention of stopping.
"Brother Feng, I'm fine, in fact, I want you to kill me, but I want to stay on your back for a while, you are my dearest person in this world. Do you remember? …… When I first joined the army, I was often bullied, they called me a fat pig, and you were the first to stand up and fight with the guy who gave me the nickname. …… Do you remember the guy surnamed Peng, I remember, because he scolded me, you knocked out someone's teeth, and then that guy actually called me Brother Bao, and I thought about it at that time, I want to ...... with you for the rest of my life. ”
Lin Feng didn't answer Liu Bao's words, but his eyes were blurry, and the trees and grass turned into blurred colors.
After a while, Liu Bao spoke again, this time his voice became louder, and he seemed to be much more energetic, his small eyes flashed brightly, and in the last bit of light in the night, he scolded Lin Feng: "Brother Feng, the bastard raised by the son of a bitch, shot me twice." ”
After that, he slowed down his voice again, and said to Lin Feng as if he was explaining the future: "Brother Feng, don't go to Dong Ming, his marksmanship is very good, you can't look for him...... When I get home, I'll take you to my house to see my sister, now I'm not stupid, I'm smart, I, Brother Feng, I, remember to look at my sister, Brother Feng, I'll take a break, I'm tired, I'm so tired, Brother Feng, next life, next life, I'll be your brother, Brother Feng remembers taking care of my mother, she's old......"
Liu Bao's voice slowly became smaller, slowly disappeared, his heart stopped beating, the night was dark, and the unknown bird was calling.
Lin Feng's entire chest throbbed for a while, but he still didn't let go of the dead Liu Bao, until the moon rose into the sky and the she-wolf howled in the valley, and Lin Feng stopped.
put down Liu Bao, poured the water in the kettle into the ground, and helped Liu Bao wash his face, that face was very fat and white. Lin Feng gritted his teeth, still stubbornly not shedding a single tear, he pressed all his grief and indignation in the depths of his heart. With a handful of small excavations of less than ten centimeters, a sturdy earthen house was excavated.
After burying Liu Bao, he took out a deflated cigarette from his pocket, looked up at the brilliant starry sky between the trees, and smoked one puff after another. The night covered the land, the wind gusted, and in the wild beast-infested jungle, someone sang a song of pathos and heartbreak.
"You threw that gun, and I didn't say I didn't need it, I needed it to kill someone. Yesterday, I couldn't sit beside you sadly, I couldn't sit beside you sadly.
When I opened the door, I wanted to see the eternal glory, which was not the practical ladder they were talking about. But I can't sit beside you sadly, I can't sit beside you sadly."
A vicissitudes of sound sounded in the woods. It was a song that Lin Feng, Yu Junshan, and Liu Bao sang shoulder to shoulder after training in the middle of the night. Lin Feng once said: No matter who has an accident, you can't sing this song in front of the dead, he said that it is unlucky to sing this song.
But Lin Feng sang without faith, singing so sadly, so sad that he couldn't shed tears.
Standing in the forest wind of Panhu Mountain, there are two undulating conjoined mountains in front of you, and one step forward is the cliff, as well as the moon and twinkling stars overhead. He smoked cigarette after cigarette again, the night was so quiet, the memories were so sad, he still stubbornly had no tears, no shouting, just singing the song softly.
"I Can't Sit Next To You Sadly"
Hu Haimin, who was not far away, didn't know if it was because of Lin Feng's pathetic voice, or because he was glad that Lin Feng didn't kill him, in short, he shed tears. Limped and sat down beside Lin Feng, lit a cigarette for himself and asked, "You are really the Lin Feng that Wenjie said they said, they said that no one who saw your face was alive, why didn't you kill me?" ”
"Get out, I didn't kill you because I didn't want to kill you, and you were not qualified to die at my hands." Lin Feng didn't look at Hu Haimin, threw away the cigarette butt, stood up, patted the ashes on his body, and bit a piece of dry grass that he didn't know when he got and left. Lin Feng didn't kill Hu Haimin because someone once fell off the cliff in front of his eyes, and that person was named Yu Junshan......