Standing on the steps in front of his house, Ning Feiyang was nervous.

The door opened from the inside, and Ning Feiyang's heart instantly shook violently.

"Dad, Mommy asked me to greet you. I didn't expect you to be here. Ning Yu greeted him excitedly.

A faint disappointment washed away the inner turmoil.

In the living room, Ning Feiyang saw Xiao Zhuying alone in a daze on the sofa under the lamp.

"Dad, I've got you covered. I'm going out to an appointment. I'm sure you're going to have a great night. Come on! Ning Yu shook his fist and quickly left.

Ning Feiyang, who was standing in the living room, felt at a loss for a while.

Silence quickly piled up resentment and unwillingness, and silence quickly impacted the fetters in my heart.

"Thank you, thank you for bringing me back." Ning Feiyang took a long breath and opened his mouth to break the fragile silence.

"If you insist on not leaving, I can't force you. Sit down, this is your home too. Xiao Zhuying also seemed to be suppressing his emotions.

Ning Feiyang's heart suddenly relaxed, and he sat down on the sofa.

"The hostess is in charge of the house, and Xiaoyu and I listen to you. In the past few months, I have experienced the hardships of wandering. It's best to have your own home. Ning Feiyang was trying to make the atmosphere relaxed.

Xiao Zhuying focused her resentful eyes on her husband.

"Am I a lot haggard? Hehe, this Spring Festival is destined to be extraordinary. Ning Feiyang tried to make his tone playful and light.

"You seem to be very aggrieved. Should I apologize to you? There was disdain in Xiao Zhuying's tone.

"Nope. How dare I think like that. Because of me, you didn't even let Xiaoyue come back. Thank you for not making a fool of myself in front of my own daughter. Thank you for allowing me to accompany you to Australia to spend the Chinese New Year with my daughter. I am truly grateful. Ning Feiyang felt nervous again.

It seemed that it was her daughter's matter that touched Xiao Zhuying's vulnerability, and she sighed leisurely.

"I'm sorry because of me, I couldn't let Xiaoyue come back for the New Year. She's graduating soon, and we can spend time with her. Ning Feiyang was looking for a topic.

"Ning Feiyang, you let me say what is good about you. I always thought you were a man who made me proud and proud, and I always thought you had an impeccable character. But you have let me down, let my children down. Do you know what such disappointment means to us? This is deception, a deception that cannot be forgiven. In the face of Xiaoyue, I pretended to be happy, but I was really disappointed and tired. I don't even have the strength to pour out my anger. Alas! Ning Feiyang, you are a liar. Xiao Zhuying closed his eyes and shook his head slightly.

Ning Feiyang smiled bitterly and leaned in, grabbed his wife's hand and rubbed it gently.

"I'm sorry. It hurts me to let you down. But please believe me and the children, I am not a perfect person, but I am not a shameless person either. I may have made some mistakes, but I never did anything to disappoint my loved ones. Believe me. I'm not defending myself, I'm just proud. Su Qing's affairs will always come to light one day. Now I should be glad that I didn't insist on driving her away, as long as she is still in Lingyun Company, we can always know the reason. I'm sure she'll tell me why I'm pestering, and I'm sure I'm still worthy of your pride and my children's pride. Bamboo Shadow, accompany me, accompany me and wait. Ning Feiyang's heart stirred again.

Xiao Zhuying slowly pulled out his rubbed hand.

"Ning Feiyang. I went to see Su Qing. I also told her about my decision. I told her I would forgive you. I tried to get her to tell her the real reason, but I couldn't get her to speak. Still, I've got a catch, and I'm almost certain that she doesn't have that disgusting relationship with you. So I'm determined to bring you back. Don't think I've forgiven you, though. I want to tell you that I've been trying to live without you all these months and I now have confidence. I used to be too accommodating to you, even if I knew that your heart was not all on me, I didn't care, what did I get in exchange for such grievances? In exchange for disappointment and humiliation. Ning Feiyang, I forgive you because I have to do this for the time being, I am a mother, and I want my children to live in happiness and pride. Keep this in mind. Xiao Zhuying was gritting his teeth.

Ning Feiyang fell into a brief hesitation and fell into a momentary helplessness.

"Bamboo Shadow. I'm sorry I didn't do well before. I do have a bond. I've had lovers before you, and I've been reluctant to mention them. Now I am willing to abandon this inner bond, and I only hope that you will not punish yourself for the mistakes I have made. Would you like to hear me talk about your emotions? Ning Feiyang gradually became firm.

Xiao Zhuying bit her lip, she was struggling, struggling with the entanglement of self-esteem and emotion.

Finally she nodded.

Ning Feiyang finally let out a long breath in the scrutiny. For a brief moment, he felt a deep sense of shame and self-blame.

I have been deceiving the partner in front of me who has lived with me for a long time. I've been deceiving myself.

"Promise me not to despise me for what I've done. Don't give up on me because of what I've done. I was young, and I didn't realize what a responsibility meant to a man. I've been living with self-blame, and that's an emotion that makes me uneasy. You gave me peace of mind. It was you who made me grow and strengthen with an emotion that has lasted for decades. Takekage, I really don't want to tell you about this. But I don't want you to doubt our love and affection in your uneasiness. Promise me not to make myself miserable because of my past. Promise me. Ning Feiyang grabbed his wife's hand again.

Xiao Zhuying frowned, she didn't withdraw her hand, she had a sudden nervousness.

His wife's hand gave Ning Feiyang strength, and he finally stopped hesitating or running away.

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The dullness after the pouring made the atmosphere even more solidified. This solidification made the two hearts in the dullness quickly get closer.

"You're really a hypocrite. It was really my misfortune that I met you. My husband, whom I have always been proud of, turned out to be a coward. Ning Feiyang, I really admire you, you can be so at ease all these years. Xiao Zhuying's disdain shattered the solidified dullness.

Ning Feiyang smiled bitterly to greet his wife's pouring disdain.

"You don't hear from her anymore? Is she doing well? Xiao Zhuying quickly changed the subject.

Ning Feiyang shook his head, a trace of confusion swept over his eyes.

Xiao Zhuying shook her head and sighed, she fell into speechlessness.

Once again, the dreak pervaded.

"Alright. It's all gone. You should be a real man. Don't let us down again. Wash yourself and go to sleep. You sleep in the guest room for the time being. Xiao Zhuying stood up.

"Takekage, aren't you going to say something?" Ning Feiyang looked up at his wife, his eyes full of doubts.

"It's hard enough for you to hide this in your heart for so many years. What else can I say? The mistakes made by your husband are not the pride of your wife, so let's leave some dignity for you. I don't have to torture myself anymore for your insecurity. I hope you can really let go of the emotions that make you uneasy, and I hope we can really start a life as a couple. Ning Feiyang, put it down. You're a father with children, and if you're still so hypocritical, we're really going to despise you. Xiao Zhuying's tone became more and more relaxed and disdainful.

"Thank you. Thank you for forgiving me. I can finally be a real husband, a real father. Thank you. Ning Feiyang also stood up in excitement.

"Humph! You're rejoicing too soon. Su Qing's matter is not over yet. Maybe you have something else to look forward to. We are still waiting for answers. Hopefully, this answer won't be any more disappointing. Xiao Zhuying's tone was full of complexity.

Ning Feiyang quickly shriveled up, quickly depressed. He was quickly drained of the vitality he had just built-up.

He could read the complexity in his wife's tone, which was helplessness and vacillation.

The stars in the winter night make the night in the city more vivid.

Su Qing sat on a chair on the side of the elementary school track and watched the wildness of the men running, admiring the excitement of the wind.

"It's cold or not, let's go back." Lu Kaiwen, who ran to his side, carefully observed the girl wrapped in his coat.

"You're a fast runner. Not at all like someone your age. It's the first time I've seen someone run so fast. Su Qing looked adoring.

"Huh. Isn't it that I'm a charming runner? Look at my muscles, it's a symbol of perfection for men. Kevin Lu showed off his arms and pecs.

"Stinky beauty! I don't like hard muscles. The diaphragm hurts. I love men's bellies. The belly is a sign of a man's success. Su Qing grinned and poked Kevin's bulging arm.

"Alas! Looks like I've found an excuse to be lazy. Kevin Lu shook his head and sighed.

"Okay, let's keep up this perfect body. You're going to rely on this to deceive girls. Tell me honestly, did that Li Xiuting make you tempted? Su Qing stared at the other party's eyes.

A burst of wild jumping actually made Lu Kaiwen have a brief difficulty breathing.

"You... Are you jealous? God, my angel is finally starting to get jealous. That's great.. Lu Kaiwen, who was in ecstasy, picked up the girl's face and kissed it wildly.

When Kevin Lu finally stopped kissing wildly, when he felt the girl's stiffness, he saw a face full of confusion. He noticed the heavy irritation in the girl's eyes.

"What's wrong with you? Don't scare me. Smile at me. Kevin Lu began to rub the girl's cheek lightly with his face.

"Am I an angel? Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? When will you be able to give me real peace of mind? Why are you in Lingyun Company? Why are you giving me everything I can't afford at all?。。 The girl's muttering voice clearly drifted into Lu Kaiwen's ears.

Lu Kaiwen's heart twitched violently, and tears almost burst out of his eyes.

"Su Qing, don't doubt it anymore. Just remember that I belong to you. My heart is full of you. I came to Lingyun Company to meet you. The person who bullied you is my enemy, and I will make him pay. Lu Kaiwen's face was rubbing, and his eyes were cast on the brilliant starry sky.

The girl pushed away and hugged her body tightly.

"Mr. Lu. I'm going crazy. Why do you always accommodate me? Why are you so nice to me? I don't believe in damn love, I just believe that people are selfish and people are ambitious. You're not a saint, and I don't believe you're so desperately in love with me. Tell you, I don't believe it. I don't believe what you say. I am a girl who came out of the mountains, I have only humility, but you are trampling on my humility. I hate you. The girl hissed and roared, her shrill voice piercing the silence.

Lu Kevin's tears could no longer be suppressed, and he hugged the struggling girl in a blur.

"Don't struggle anymore and resign yourself to your fate. Let me trample on your humility. Pour out all your grievances. Pour out all the injustices you have experienced. I tell you, whether you believe it or not, whether you want it or not, you can't escape my protection. Die. Kevin Lu pressed his face against the girl's cheek.

Su Qing squeezed the man's back fiercely until an uncontrollable pain came from her fingertips.

The girl fell silent. Gradually, it blends in with the tranquility of its surroundings.

"You know what? You're making me lose everything. All you give me is uneasiness and confusion. Do you know what I'm most afraid of? I'm most afraid of getting lost. Do you think the love you give me makes me happy? All it gives me is confusion. I can't afford your extravagant love. We are not people of the world. Please, let me go. The girl's voice was hoarse and weak.

"Remember, there's only one way for me to let you go, and that's for me to leave this world. Remember, as long as you are by my side, I am no longer alone. Don't try to struggle, don't try to be who you are. From now on, be my woman honestly, you have no choice. Remember, you don't have a choice! Lu Kaiwen whispered but resolutely spit out the depression in his chest.

The girl fell silent, into powerlessness. fell into the confusion and uneasiness brought to her by men.