Chapter 148 The separation that must be faced after all
Sitting on a bench in the subway waiting aisle, watching the subway stop and leave one by one, my ears gradually resonated with the monotonous friction sound of the train sliding.
The illusion of the subway appearing in front of her eyes and the buzzing resonance in her ear drum allowed Su Qing to stop thinking about the things that bothered her for a while. You can make yourself lazy, and you can let yourself pass the time when you are bored because you don't want to go home.
Su Qing was reluctant to return to her nest because Min Wei's daily questioning made her irritable. Even if Min Wei didn't ask, her strange scrutinizing gaze made Su Qing feel uncomfortable.
The little home that once brought me happiness and warmth has become no longer warm because of my own secrets. Friendship is also estranged because of secrets that they can't share.
Su Qing lost her bearings. The future seems to be full of confusion.
I can share happiness and sorrow with Min Wei, but I can't share my life experience with her.
If you share your life experience with your best friend, then what will follow is the exposure of your entire revenge plan. That would mean getting your best friend into your own plans.
Their own revenge can't see the sun, such gloom does not belong to the relatives and friends around them, they should be bathed in the sun.
I was once happy and carefree. But a sudden change changed the trajectory of his life.
Since then he has walked into the darkness and closed himself in the darkness of his own construction.
The pride in his bones supported him to move forward in the shadows, he forged a lonely figure in eight years, he struggled for eight years, and he was finally about to approach the deepest part of the darkness.
What's behind that darkest of that? Su Qing didn't dare to imagine.
Maybe it's the sunshine after the gloom, but maybe it's a deeper gloom.
You can't share your darkness with others, it's just your own. I have pride and self-esteem.
The subway gradually became sparse after the rush hour, and Su Qing gradually returned to reality from her confusion.
Su Qing raised her eyes and looked around blankly, and there were only sparse waiting cars on the quiet subway platform.
Su Qingmuran's eyes stayed on the newsstand in the center of the platform. It's the only place that catches the eye.
The newspaper placed in a prominent position touched Su Qing's heartstrings, and her heart instantly rippled.
The familiar scene of a stack of newspapers neatly placed around him in Lu Kevin's office clearly emerged.
Su Qing stood up thoughtfully, she had the urge to touch the newspapers.
Soon, Su Qing retracted the steps she had just taken, and an irritated face suddenly jumped in her mind.
The scene he had just encountered was reawakened with this unforgettable expression. Although he didn't want to think about it anymore, the newspaper in the newsstand window hooked everything up again.
"Su Qing, I don't want to find someone again and again because of one thing. And it's not about our work. I only have one feeling right now, and that is boredom. Kevin Lu sat in his chair and seemed unwilling to even lift his head.
Su Qing, who was standing at the table, felt a heartache.
When did the relationship between two people turn out to be like this? Are you so disgusting? A few days to erase all lingering memories? Can you erase the truth that once was?
This scene is very different from the scene when I first came to this vice president's office. At that time, there was no intersection between myself and the person in front of me, no ambiguity, no obsession, and no love.
But now, at this very moment, I am still deeply attached to the person in front of me.
But he was whipping his heart with disdain and disgust.
Anger and humiliation rushed to the brain. Su Qing stretched out her hands and pressed the edge of the table.
"Mr. Lu, it's boring for you to make inexplicable accusations like this. I am your subordinate, but my duty is to cooperate with Mr. Ning's work, not to come to you to listen to your venting. Please respect yourself, I remind you that we no longer have a special relationship. Su Qing's body exuded an aggressive aura.
This anger was followed by a wave of frustration and a wave of powerlessness.
Lu Kaiwen's stunned expression appeared in front of Su Qing's eyes with his raised face.
Su Qing hesitated for a moment, she wanted to lower her gaze.
In her remorse, she chose to continue the confrontation. She wanted to take this opportunity to take a good look at the face that made her nostalgic.
Lu Kaiwen's stunned expression gradually changed to sarcasm.
"It's really good. I finally met an aggressive female assistant. All the previous cover-ups were so that today you can challenge everyone who stands in the way of your plans. How? Feeling harsh? If you don't have enough endurance, I advise you to stop your ridiculous plans. Kevin lowered his head again, his sarcasm was a little dull because of the bowing of his head.
Su Qing gradually calmed down her mentality, and the retreating posture of the person in front of her made her feel a burst of ecstasy.
The person in front of him seemed to be hiding from further harm to himself. He still seems to care about himself.
"Tell me, what did I do wrong? I can't accept such unclear accusations. Su Qing suddenly lost the strength to fight-for-tat.
"I hope this is the last time to communicate your plans for conquest in the company. I don't care what your purpose is, I just want to remind you not to hurt innocent people. Don't let innocent people be the laughing stock of others. Please let me reserve respect for you. Kevin Lu raised his eyes again, and a hint of fierceness flashed in his eyes.
Su Qing's heart twitched violently, and such a look was so strange when it shot out of the eyes of the person in front of her. Su Qing felt a pang of colic.
Su Qing involuntarily covered her chest, she felt that the simple action of opening her mouth was so difficult, so difficult.
"Please make it clear. What have I done to make you so hated and disdainful? Su Qing slowly spat out a brief bitterness.
Lu Kaiwen looked at the girl for a while, he seemed to see the other party's difficulty, and he was waiting for the other party to recover.
The two fell silent again and fell into a standoff.
"There is no need to let the company know about our meeting with Mrs. Ning. Mrs. Ning should not be the talk of the company. If you want to conquer Ning Feiyang, you can use all your means to deal with him. The others are innocent. You are not qualified to use the conspiracy on other people. I don't sit idly by and watch such behavior. Kevin Lu finally opened his mouth.
Although Lu Kaiwen's tone was very flat, and there was no longer harshness and sarcasm, every word he said pierced his heart like a knife.
Su Qing was extremely disappointed and extremely annoyed after hearing the flat tone.
What made Su Qing even more unbearable was that every word of the other party was evoking the guilt of Xiao Zhuying in her heart.
The color of blood gradually faded from her face, and Su Qing felt dizzy.
She struggled to support her body. She had a desire to escape.
"I see, I'll consider your suggestion. Can I go? Su Qing half-turned around with difficulty.
"Yes... Wait a minute.... Maybe I'll also tell you about my decision, we... We're done. Thank you for the happiness you have brought me, and thank you for the youth you have delivered to me. I'd like to make some compensations if you want. I would like to suggest that you go to the United States to develop, I will take care of all the formalities for you, and I will help you develop better in the United States. My company in the U.S. needs people like you. You know, I can't go back, but I need someone to represent me. Would you like to consider it? Lu Kaiwen's somewhat hesitant voice slowly came from behind.
Su Qing paused, and the tears that gradually filled her eyes had blurred her vision.
Only Lu Kaiwen's words kept echoing in her ears: "We're over." ”
"I sincerely hope that you will consider my suggestion well, and I sincerely hope that you will find happiness." Lu Kaiwen's voice as if muttering to himself still came.
Su Qing took a long breath, she tried not to let herself raise her hand to wipe away her tears.
"I'll think about it. I'll go back first." Su Qing threw down her closing words, she just wanted to run away quickly.
Su Qing, who didn't want to continue to review, took a step towards the newsstand, and she walked to the newsstand.
Reaching out and touching the somewhat hairy surface of the newspaper, she hesitated.
"Sister, do you want to buy the evening newspaper? A dime. The newspaper in this subway is the cheapest in the city. "The eldest sister who sells newspapers speaks with a northeastern accent.
The eldest sister's loud voice woke up Su Qing's trance and shattered her nostalgia.
Su Qing, who made up her mind to go home, saw Min Wei's waiting figure in front of the gate of the community.
The warmth returned to his heart, and he finally found the medicine to heal his wounds.
"Why did you come back? I've been waiting for you. Let's not go upstairs and walk around the neighborhood together, shall we? Min Wei, who greeted her, did not have the scrutiny she had been looking at for a few days.
Two young girls walk hand in hand in a quiet neighborhood.
"Su Qing, I want to move. Don't get me wrong, you know, my boyfriend wants me to do it. If I live with you all the time, I won't be able to make out of it. I'm sorry, I'm a little bit of a heavy friend. Su Qing, if you don't agree, I'll reject him... Min Wei's voice changed from flat to anxious.
Su Qing's sudden pause made her worried.
Loss, a strong sense of loss wells up. With the grievances and exhaustion of the day, accompanied by the trance and helplessness of the day, a brain attacked.
Min Wei put her arms around her best friend's shoulders, and she patted them gently and comforted her.
Su Qing's look had already told her all the answers.
But she couldn't promise her best friend anything further. Your best friend can't confide her secrets to herself. I also can't refuse my love for my best friend.
Su Qing lay her head on her best friend's shoulder, she enjoyed this short-term warmth, short-term dependence.
"There is no banquet in the world, go and seize happiness, don't wait, don't relax. No love can wait. I wish you happiness. Su Qing muttered to herself on her best friend's shoulder.
She didn't dare to meet her best friend's gaze.
The eyes of the girlfriend full of happiness and excitement at the moment will make you fall into a deeper inferiority complex and a greater loss.
I can only bless her, not use my own misfortune to spoil her sweetness.
Su Qing, who had calmed down, felt a burst of relief.
A moment of relief after a loss of hope.
After all, all the burdens are removed, and all the fetters are finally removed.
I still returned to the origin of a person, and I still walked into my own darkness.
I am familiar with this feeling, and it is the ease of returning to loneliness.
Su Qing put away her plan to go home and close the door and cry bitterly. Such a plan has been abandoned by himself when he hears the news that his best friend is leaving.
Lonely people should not shed tears, tears are extravagant emotions, tears are the patent of happy moods.
I don't have tears, but I still have pride. Pride that goes deep into the marrow.