86_86779 It can be seen that Qin Huijuan is talking to Li Zhengyi without anything to say, in fact, the trees outside are still dormant in winter, the hard bark is wrapped around the trunk and there is no flexibility at all, and the sparse branches are like countless pairs of open palms reaching out to the sky.

It's like this every day, Qin Huijuan is busy and doesn't take the initiative to speak, Li Zhengyi won't speak first, only after Qin Huijuan says a few words first, he will intermittently follow a few words, basically in the form of a question and an answer. Now it is no exception, after listening to Qin Huijuan's question, she just smiled and didn't say a word, the effect is not as good as before. Qin Huijuan looked at him and said:

"Why don't you squeak when people talk to you, huh?" Qin Huijuan deliberately snorted angrily, she knew that Li Zhengyi had something on her mind, and it was related to herself.

Indeed, Li Zhengyi at this time had something on his mind, just as Qin Huijuan guessed, this matter was really related to her.

Don't look at the two of them sleeping together now, but Li Zhengyi's enthusiasm has not warmed up because of this, and his opinion of Qin Huijuan has not changed much, and his attitude towards Qin Huijuan is also unpredictable, sometimes good and sometimes bad, is it because of his personality or the mood in the illness that makes him fluctuate like this, he can't say clearly, but from the bottom of his heart he still wants to be as good as possible to Qin Huijuan, you can think of their current relationship, Li Zhengyi's heart began to contradict again, always wondering, is it wrong for him to do this, Will this hurt Qin Huijuan, although it is not uncommon for men and women to be together now, let alone illegal and criminal behavior, but this kind of behavior is not so simple in Li Zhengyi's heart, he always feels that once there is such a behavior between men and women, then their relationship can be completely determined, that is, a couple relationship, and they will have to get married and come together in the future, if this happened before he got sick, then there is no doubt that he will definitely marry Qin Huijuan, No matter how disgusted she was in the past. Whoever lets you sleep with someone else, since you sleep with someone else, you have to bear this responsibility, unless they are not willing to marry you. But the current situation is different, he is a terminally ill patient, whether he can still take on this responsibility now, this is what Li Zhengyi thinks about in his heart.

After the impulse that night, as soon as Li Zheng came from Qin Huijuan's body, it began to regret in its heart, regretting that he didn't hold it, and did this with Qin Huijuan so hastily, the guilt in his heart made him feel very guilty, as if he had committed a heinous crime, he couldn't slap himself a few times, and he was warning himself more than once in his heart - this was the first and last time, but not long after the incident, it was less than half an hour, and he went up to Qin Huijuan's body again.

After Qin Huijuan entered Li Zhengyi's bed again the next night, her previous determination and efforts were completely melted by Qin Huijuan's body in an instant, and it was still so thorough.

In this way, Li Zhengyi made up his mind again and again, and continued to do it with Qin Huijuan again and again, so that some of his ideas were slowly changing, and this change was also carried out without him knowing. The most obvious aspect of this change is that from the embarrassment and regret after sleeping with Qin Huijuan for the first time, to the current little habit and habit, sometimes he can't help but put his hand into her without Qin Huijuan taking the initiative, and even there will be a feeling that Qin Huijuan does not sleep by his side, and he will feel unsteady.

Despite this, in terms of his attitude towards Qin Huijuan, he is still the same, serious and cold.

"It doesn't matter what your attitude is, since it's my person, I'm responsible, and you have to fulfill your obligations, no matter how long such a good day lasts, as long as you're together, you have to sleep in a bed, this practice is unswerving." Qin Huijuan thought so.

So Qin Huijuan doesn't care whether Li Zhengyi is willing or not, and whether she has the injection or not, Li Zhengyi's hand is like being bought out by Qin Huijuan, and she has always held it in her hand.

Seeing that Li Zhengyi didn't answer his words, Qin Huijuan shook his hand and continued to say in a delicate voice:

"Say it quickly, Zheng Yi, is the season here earlier than ours."

Hearing Qin Huijuan ask again, Li Zhengyi turned his head and looked at Qin Huijuan very strangely, like he had something very important to say to her, and he didn't want to say it now.

"What's wrong Zheng Yi, are you annoying me again." Qin Huijuan asked again without subtlety.

Since the first physical contact with Li Zhengyi, Qin Huijuan doesn't care what he thinks of herself, as long as she sees that Li Zhengyi's expression is not very good, Qin Huijuan will take the initiative to ask him, sometimes her question will make Li Zhengyi very embarrassed, I don't know how to answer, say no, it's not his heart, say yes, you will be on someone else's body at night, how can you say this. So at this time, Li Zhengyi would smile reluctantly, and instead of answering her question positively, he asked in reverse:

"Qin Huijuan, does it still make sense for you to ask such words now." And then I got around the problem. Qin Huijuan didn't care either, and then said:

"I knew you would ask."

Qin Huijuan's questions sometimes ask Li Zhengyi when the two of them are intimate, of course, the question is not as direct as it is now, because at this time, both of them are in that state of extreme excitement, and being too direct will destroy the good mood of the two people when they are in the first place. But it is also based on this* that Qin Huijuan will replace another way of catharsis when she is *. At this time, Li Zhengyi, who was also in a state of excitement, would stick his tongue into her mouth and block her words. Therefore, Qin Huijuan's question Li Zhengyi never gave her an accurate answer.

Just like now, Li Zhengyi's rhetorical question made Qin Huijuan difficult to answer, and according to the previous practice, the two of them would fall into silence. But today's situation is different, that is, in a few seconds, Li Zhengyi suddenly looked at Qin Huijuan and asked:

"Qin Huijuan, you say, can I still see this summer?"

Qin Huijuan was stunned by his question at first, and then said to him sharply:

"Shut up Li Zhengyi, why don't you ask if you can see tomorrow." Qin Huijuan looked at Li Zhengyi with a very angry look.

"Thinking about it in my head all day long, how many times have I told you that I don't believe it, can the doctor's words be casually talked to the patient, pretending to be very strong and not afraid of death every day, then why are you asking this, whether he can see the summer or not, it's better to live one day at a time." Qin Huijuan seemed to be really angry.

As the relationship between the two of them changed, Qin Huijuan became more and more like a fiancée in front of Li Zhengyi, and some things were not as big as she wanted to say in the past, but now she dared to say anything, as if she had returned to her original personality.

"Zheng Yi, you are not allowed to say such things again in the future, do you know how sad I am when you say such things." Qin Huijuan said that her eyes didn't feel a little red. Although Li Zhengyi didn't look at Qin Huijuan's eyes at this time, he seemed to notice it from Qin Huijuan's voice, and then he couldn't help but say after a hi sound.

"Qin Huijuan, it's all my fault, if I really have this day, I hope you ......"

"Li Zhengyi, what are you talking about, what's wrong with you, who's good and who's bad, is it still useful to say this now, we're already together, why do you have to say this, I don't care, I'm sleeping with you now, you have to be responsible for me and take responsibility for a lifetime."

"But ......"

"But what, no, but." Qin Huijuan was really a little angry, she shook off Li Zhengyi's hand with a flick of her hand, and then continued to face Li Zhengyi's eyes:

"Li Zhengyi, you listen to me, you are now not only responsible for me, but also for our children, do you understand?" Qin Huijuan's words almost made Li Zhengyi's eyes pop out in shock.

"What are you talking about Qin Huijuan, our child, you're not joking, are you?"

Li Zhengyi was a little nervous. He really never thought about this problem, and he never thought about Qin Huijuan's pregnancy at all. Maybe it's because Li Zhengyi is the first time to experience things between men and women, so he can't think of this link at all, and now that Qin Huijuan said this, he feels that this problem is a bit serious, and the more he thinks about it, the more terrible he feels, and the more he thinks about it, the more he feels that the emergence of this situation is more and more likely. He himself doesn't know how many times he and Qin Huijuan have passed these days, but at least he still has an approximate number of times, not to mention that he and Qin Huijuan have this kind of thing every day, even if there are no less than four or five times in three days, who can guarantee that there will be no problems among these four or five times, if it is really unfortunate that Qin Huijuan is pregnant, this is not a trivial matter, not to mention how long he can live, even if there is no problem with his body, he can't let Qin Huijuan get pregnant before marriage.

Hearing Li Zhengyi saying that this was not a joke, Qin Huijuan said to him with a serious expression:

"Who is joking with you, you don't think about it yourself."

As soon as this remark came out, Li Zhengyi felt even more frightened, and he couldn't imagine that he would die if his chastity was not guaranteed in the end, and he would die without meditation, that is, at this moment, Li Zhengyi's thinking underwent an earth-shattering change, and he began to have a desire to live for life, and the purpose of living was not for anything else, he was for the child in Qin Huijuan's belly, and he was responsible for the child. Because he knows that it is impossible to persuade Qin Huijuan not to have this child now, Qin Huijuan's attitude is obvious, she will be desperate to give birth to this child, regardless of whether she can escape this catastrophe or not.

Of course, Li Zhengyi's current idea of wanting to live and be responsible, he would not say it to Qin Huijuan, he felt that it was useless to say it, because whether he could survive or how long he could not decide, what he could do now was that he would actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment from now on, change the negative attitude of waiting for death in the past, and let his treatment achieve the most ideal effect.

After thinking about it like this, Li Zheng has nothing to hesitate and be afraid of, the matter has been done, you must face it correctly and bear it bravely, not to mention that the result will appear soon, otherwise it will not only be unfair to Qin Huijuan, but also unfair to his own children, even if he can't live long, he has to give Qin Huijuan's mother and son a due name.

Some things in life are like this, when you concentrate on trying to change, or to gain something, the result is always contrary to your thoughts, sometimes when you have no hope for something, an unintentional act or a simple sentence is likely to change a person's mind, so that you get an unexpected result. Just like this instantaneous change in Li Zhengyi's thinking now, it just happened to be the answer for Qin Huijuan - the sentence that the flowers are planted intentionally and the flowers do not bloom, and the willows are planted unintentionally. Qin Huijuan, who originally had too much extravagant hopes for Li Zhengyi's attitude towards herself, didn't expect that her angry words about pregnancy would make Li Zhengyi have such a fundamental change.

Although Li Zhengyi didn't say this idea, Qin Huijuan still felt it.

For example, in the past, Li Zhengyi never took the initiative to ask Qin Huijuan to find a doctor to come over for a check-up, never took the initiative to ask for medication and take the initiative to carry out functional rehabilitation exercises, and he never ignored some common sense about cancer treatment, everything is what you ask me to do, I won't look for it if you don't come, and I won't ask if you don't say it. Thinking that the situation is different, Li Zheng has to ask Qin Huijuan to find a doctor and an expert to discuss his situation from time to time, whenever he hears that his situation has improved significantly, he will take the initiative to say thank you to the expert, and after the medical staff leave, Li Zhengyi can't help laughing, and he doesn't need Qin Huijuan to supervise him when taking medicine, and he can eat some food that is beneficial to physical recovery according to the doctor's advice, whether he likes it or not. These changes were all seen in Qin Huijuan's eyes, but she didn't know that it was because her angry words had worked again, and now the angry words she said that day had long been forgotten.

If Qin Huijuan thought that Li Zhengyi was playing a role because of her words, then Qin Huijuan would definitely feel remorseful, because not long after she had a boyfriend in college, she went to the hospital to do the necessary contraceptive measures like all female classmates in love, which is the so-called contraceptive ring. To this day, the contraceptive ring has not been removed, and she thinks that it will not be too late to come back when she has the partner she wants to marry