Chapter 240: Wandering in the Heart

The Bund is stylish, comfortable and quiet, with the melodious melody of Eason Chan's "Love Transfer", and the aroma of coffee at lunchtime mixed with the smell of various foods.

Su Qing felt drowsy in Min Wei's passionate tone, and her eyelids began to become heavy after the meal.

"I've been talking about it for a long time, why don't you react at all. Did you listen to my debriefing report? I don't even bother to talk about you, how can you do this. This is my first debriefing, and you asked me to come to the café to give a report. You're going to die again. What the hell do you care about your own business? Min Wei frowned and stopped her excitement.

Su Qing forced herself to wake up and forced herself to open her eyes.

"It's good. You're doing a great job. Go ahead and do what you want. Su Qing perfunctory her best friend's resentment.

"What a fart! Are you going to be perfunctory to me? The business is yours, please serve a snack. Su Qing, look at me. Min Wei almost roared under her breath.

Su Qing had to set her sights on her best friend.

Min Wei carefully observed her best friend, and she looked at it for a long time.

"Su Qing, are you unhappy? Tell me what happened? Min Wei ended her scrutiny, her tone softening.

Su Qing smiled slightly.

"Am I not happy? Can I not be happy? I had everything, money, love, career. I've got them all. A girl who walked from the countryside to the metropolis had everything that other girls envied in her second year of work, and I had everything that other girls couldn't reach overnight. Can I not be happy? You're so funny, how can you think I'm unhappy? I'm just a little tired, a little slacking. There was obvious disdain in Su Qing's slow and logical tone.

Min Wei looked at her best friend again, she was judging herself and the other party.

"Su Qing, I read that right. You are not happy. Don't push it anymore. I didn't just come back from province F to go home and rest, I came to report to my new boss. Mr. Su, please show some professionalism, I despise you for being so lazy. Tell me, is there something wrong with you? Min Wei sat up straight, she exuded the aura of battle.

Su Qing leaned back on the sofa with a sigh.

"I've been asking myself this question, do we have a problem? Each time my answer was contradictory. I'm supposed to be the happiest person in the world, right? Su Qing took a questioning posture.

Min Wei nodded fiercely.

"He gave me all the happiness he could give me. I went from an ugly duckling to a fairytale princess overnight. Even the fairytale princesses were not as lucky as me. Because the princess will only be attached to the prince. But what about me? I was forcibly armed, and I became the master of great wealth. And it doesn't seem like the end is there. Do you know? I attended a New Year's reception hosted by the U.S. Embassy a few days ago and I realized how much my life had changed. I was talked about by the girls I used to envy, and I could clearly feel their jealousy. Maybe they're all thinking, what kind of girl is this? can make a sunny and handsome young rich man crazy, and make him pay desperate love. What do I feel in their critical and dismissive gazes? Min Wei, you know what? I'm confused. Now I don't want to look for answers, but I can't keep deceiving myself because I'm uneasy. The uneasiness grew stronger and more unbearable. Min Wei, am I asking for trouble? Su Qing's leisurely tone has a different charm in the melodious music.

Min Wei frowned. She's experiencing her best friend's troubles. I am also experiencing the complexity that is surging in my heart.

I never know much about the girlfriend in front of me. She never wants to talk about herself, she just blindly keeps herself independent and mysterious.

Today she seemed to allow herself to see another side of herself for the first time.

The combination of vulnerability, delicateness, and unconfidence presents the resentment of a little woman.

"Su Qing, why do you think so? Did Kevin Lu hesitate? If he doesn't hesitate, then you're failing what he's done. His expression of love is so intense. I still remember the way he cried with emotion, it was the truest man. Don't think about it anymore, you've always been an independent monster, why are you hypocritical at this time. Please, sentimentality is not for people like you. Min Wei was a little anxious.

Su Qing glanced at her best friend, there was no strength in her eyes, only weakness.

"Hey! How did you become weak even with these movements, what the hell is wrong with you? Do you not know what to do with yourself when you have money? Min Wei couldn't hold back her disdain anymore.

Su Qing finally let out a sigh.

"Alas! I don't want that either. However, you don't have such an experience, you don't know what it means to encounter love suddenly? I am a person who came out of a mountain village, and I have never believed in any savior, let alone in fanatical love that people cannot bear. Do you know? I accepted the stormy love he gave me, while waiting for the filth and mess left behind after the storm subsided. I was intoxicated and forced myself to keep a piece of clarity inside. I'm going to split. "There was tiredness and laziness in the girl's voice.

Min Wei scrutinized her best friend. Finally, she can be sure that her best friend is telling her heart.

"Why is this so painful? Su Qing, isn't the destiny of our women's lives to have a man who loves herself? You try to relax, try to accept all the changes in your life. Kevin Lu is serious about you, although his love for you is sudden, this love is sincere. He gives you the business to show his love for you. I don't know what happened between you, but I know he's sincere and serious. Don't get cranky, my dear. Cheer up, face this love that is the envy of everyone, and face all the things that are still going to happen. Min Wei pondered her own consolation.

Su Qing also met her best friend's gaze.

I know, and I console myself with these words. However, I still couldn't let go of my apprehension. Do you know how he treats me? He was so good to me that he could melt all my thoughts. He treated me not only like a lover, but also like a child. He did it so naturally, as if that's how we've always loved each other. I always felt like there was something deep inside him that was being hidden, and I believed in my feelings. Because this sudden change in him cannot be explained. We have experienced emotional ups and downs, I gave him my most precious first time, but he didn't cherish it, and even he was tired of me. He was repulsive to me for a while. He is not a person who cherishes women, and even he repels women. He has a good heart, and he has a chivalrous spirit to protect women, but I can be sure that he is not a man who gives his heart to women easily. But what do you see he did to me? His love can no longer be described with sincerity. Is this normal? Does this give me peace of mind? Su Qing gradually became firm in her self-care review.

Min Wei chewed on her best friend's words and organized her thoughts.

"Su Qing, even so, what? You just need to accept his love, why do you have to be so serious. Love is intoxicating, do you know that moths fight fires? You should be prepared to deal with any outcome. You are disturbing yourself, Kevin Lu can't do what you are worried about. He was a man of responsibility. Min Wei also encouraged in a firm tone.

"Alas! You still don't get it. I was afraid of being abandoned, but I was even more afraid of losing myself. What he's doing now is just making me lost. I am a girl from a mountain village, and I have always been most proud of my strength and independence. I don't care if people say I'm weird, I don't care if people say I'm hard. I am me, a girl who has been tempered in the mountains for many years. I have the humility that the people of S City despise, that is the brand on my body, it is my pride. But my humility and my pride are being melted by Kevin Lu. I'm now in the midst of a change that scares me. Min Wei, do you know what happened to me in Lingyun Company? I tried to fulfill my wish at Lingyun Company. But I was less and less able to deal with what was happening in the company. I'm always struggling, withdrawing, and depending. I felt that I was becoming more and more useless, weaker and weaker, and less and less myself. If it's because of his love, I'd rather abandon it. Su Qing became more and more excited as she poured out her grievances.

"Shut up. You don't know what to do. What do you think you are? You are a white-eyed wolf born in happiness and does not know blessings. No matter how strong you are, you are still a woman, and if you are a woman, you have to learn to be loved. I think you're just used to it. I really can't listen to it anymore, because you still have a higher education, it turns out that you don't understand it like this. Min Wei roared.

Su Qing fell into a deep slumber.

"Take back your words and do what you are supposed to do. I'm just trying to persuade you, hoping that you will really listen to me. Min Wei's attitude quickly softened.

Su Qing's eyes flashed with a complicated mixture.

"I don't need you to persuade me at all. You can't change me anymore. I can't do without Kevin Lu now. It is precisely because of my helplessness that I am so miserable and helpless. I now finally know what love is like. It is the sweetness that goes deep into the bone marrow, and it is also the paralysis that makes people unable to struggle. I know that there is confusion in sweetness. Knowing that there are apprehensions in love, I can only accept it. I have to admit a reality, I am a woman, a woman who can't get rid of the temptation of love. I hated him, hated him for such a sudden and unprovoked outburst. But I was reluctant to change. I can't bear this pampering, I can't bear this pride. I finally learned the fact that I was still vulgar. Su Qing resumed her self-care talk.

Min Wei's heart gradually relaxed, and she listened quietly and intoxicated.

"Alright. Su Qing. We're really happy for you, and it's time for you to give some direction for your new venture. I'm still waiting. Min Wei sorted out her emotions, and she returned to her role once again.

"What can I do? Do you know? I am now in difficulties in Lingyun Company, and what I am doing cannot shake Ning Feiyang at all. He's rejuvenated. And Kevin Lu also wrapped up for me. He's ready for action. I'm really worried that he's going to break his principles for me. I don't want to owe him more, I just can't face something like this. Su Qing also sorted out her emotions.

"You. I really don't understand why you have to dwell on that little in Lingyun Company, why do you have to make yourself notorious? Why would Kevin Lu accompany you to mess around like this? What the hell is wrong with you? Min Wei's emotions that she had just sorted out were hit again.

"yes. Why did he accommodate me like that? If it's just because of his so-called love, I really have to re-examine this always wise boss. I don't want my lover to be a person who has lost his principles because of love. But ......" Su Qing suddenly became hesitant in her emotion.

Min Wei frowned, she caught her best friend's fleeting panic.

"Are you worried that his love is mixed with other impure purposes?" Min Wei stared at her best friend's eyes, and her questioning revealed a sharp tone.

Su Qing's eyes were filled with grievance, and tears flickered.

"Are you afraid of being deceived?" Min Wei bit her lip.

Su Qing nodded fiercely.

Min Wei groaned, her mind quickly recalling the handsome and noble turtle.

Min Wei still shook her head.

"No, it won't. The cost of such deception is too high. He will not take his noble self-esteem, his miserly love, and his hard-earned assets. There is no such deception. Su Qing, although you are lucky, you are not so lucky. Min Wei's voice became more and more resolute.

Su Qing seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and her tears quickly swept away.

"I hope it's not cheating. If he dares to deceive me, I will die with him. I'm not afraid of him playing with me, but I won't allow deception. Su Qing vented her nervousness fiercely.

Min Wei couldn't hold back her smile anymore. It was the first time she had smiled comfortably.

"Haha. You finally can't help it. I can finally believe that my girlfriend can't help herself. Or will they all perish? Don't lie to yourself. Admit it, little woman in love. Min Wei pointed to her best friend in laughter.

Su Qing sighed, she no longer argued, no longer entangled in the topic between this woman.

"Kevin Lu, don't lie to me. You can tease me, I can be your plaything, but I won't allow cheating. They can all deceive me and abandon me. You can't. You have given me hope for the future, you have given me pride and confidence, and you have made me dependent on me beyond imagination. Kevin Lu, you can get tired of me, because you can be high, but you can't deceive me, if you deceive me, I will let you go to hell. Don't let me down, don't take away my last dignity. Kevin, don't! She secretly made up her mind.

The girl finds her way in the haunting music.