Chapter 10 If you have loved, why cling
The gentleness of the wind, gently stirring your hair, the fragrance, invades my breath, wanders in my mind. You are like a ripple, touching my heart, slowly dispersing, breaking my original silence.
How I wish it was you in my arms at this time.
"Meilu, I" Zhong Xun's hand finally let go.
"You don't say, I don't listen, I don't listen, I really don't want to leave you. Don't leave me, okay. I really like you. Mei Lu raised her head, tears deepened, and looked at Zhong Xun in an almost pleading voice.
"Meilu, listen to me, you are a perfect girl, I really feel lucky to be loved by you, during this time, I am very happy with you, whether it is your smile, what you have said, or even all of you, it is very attractive to me. But you're not her. And I still can't let it go. Zhong Xun looked at Mei Lu, his eyes full of guilt.
Mei Lu hugged Zhong Xun's hand and slowly let go, lowered her head, and asked softly, "You just went to find her, didn't you?" ”
"She's sick! I couldn't convince myself not to visit her! ”
"What about me?"
"I can't convince myself to love you, I'm sorry, Meru." Zhong Xun knew that his choice had hurt Mei Lu, and he had no idea what he was doing.
"It turns out that I am still her substitute after all, but I still fail." Mei Lu raised her head and looked at Zhong Xun.
"I'm sorry!" Zhong Xun said.
"Hehe, I'm sorry, if I can exchange sorry for you, I would be willing to say it ten thousand times, but you said this sentence first." At this moment, Mei Lu's heart was completely broken, and she knew clearly in her heart that Zhong Xun had left him, and she had no way to recover.
"I'm sorry." Looking at Mei Lu who was sad and crying, Zhong Xun reached out to wipe away her tears.
Mei Lu took Zhong Xun's outstretched hand and looked at him obsessively.
"Would you love me if it weren't for her?" There was a smile on the corner of Meilu's mouth, perhaps, she was reminiscing about the days with him.
"Yes."
Mei Lu smiled, and she reached out to stroke Zhong Xun's face. I love the person in front of me and everything about him, but he still didn't choose me after all, so he let that good time exist in my heart, so that my youth has a helpless and regretless memory.
"Can't get it, please let me remember." After Mei Lu finished speaking, she kissed Zhong Xun.
In the vast sea of people, please let me find the most worthy people and leave the deepest memories.
If you have loved, why be persistent.
The next day.
Zhong Xun called the fat man early in the morning and asked him and Yihong to have breakfast at the noodle restaurant at the school gate.
Zhong Xun arrived at the school, looked at the time, it was only a quarter past 7, and then called the fat man: "Hey, I'm at school, are you and Honghong here?" ”
"Guess?" A deep and 'treacherous' voice came from the other end.
"Can you stop being a fool all the time, let me tell you, girls like serious boys." Zhong Xun said with a smile.
"Honghong, Zhong Xun said that he has something to do and won't have breakfast with us." The fat man shouted on the other end.
I, Zhong Xun scolded in his heart.
"Hey, you go on, girls like serious guys, and then what?" The fat man continued.
"Brother Tian, I think it, girls do like serious boys, but boys like that are ordinary people, Brother Tian, you are not an ordinary person, you are born with amazing bones and extraordinary appearance, I dare to guarantee that your future girlfriend will definitely " Zhong Xun said flatteringly.
"Alright, alright, I don't need you to introduce yourself for me, haha. Honghong, Zhong Xun said that he would be fine again. He said that he would not only invite us to breakfast, but also lunch and dinner, and by the way, he would also invite us for afternoon tea. Right? Zhong Xun. ”
"Yes, yes, Brother Tian, what are you talking about. When you arrive, I'll wait for you at the noodle shop first. Zhong Xun said flatteringly, but in his heart he thought that nine out of ten fat people were bad, and the one in front of him was even worse.
"We're at the noodle shop, hehe." The fat man said.
"Ah, you're in the noodle shop? Why did you come to school so early today, it's not like you. Hearing that the fat man arrived before him, Zhong Xun wondered if he had heard it wrong.
"Do you think your fat brother is willing to come so early, I might as well sleep a little longer, I'll tell you, the main thing is that Honghong wants to ouch, pain, what are you doing, why are you pinching me, ouch, ah~~" Holding the mobile phone, hearing a pig-like howl on the other side of the phone, Zhong Xun hung up the phone and walked towards the noodle restaurant.
As soon as he entered the noodle restaurant, he saw the fat man sitting at a dining table with a sad face, and Yi Hong next to him looked at him angrily. Zhong Xun thought to himself, hey, it's really not easy to be a girlfriend.
"Dad, you're finally here, just now our mother used violence against me for family education." Seeing Zhong Xun, the fat man immediately came to his senses, hugged him, and complained about 'a handful of snot and tears'.
Winner! Zhong Xun and Yi Hong both remembered this title in their hearts at the same time, the former was okay, and they cooperated to hold him like a cup in their arms and comforted him softly. The latter's eyes were sparkling, and he looked at Chubby with a murderous spirit, but said in an extremely gentle voice: "Chubby, you come here, come, sit down." ”
Zhong Xun felt the tremor in his arms, smiled helplessly, and then said softly to Yi Hong, "Are you feeling better?" ”
"It's okay." Yihong replied softly.
After what happened at the clinic, the relationship between the two has vaguely changed.
Seeing that Yihong didn't move, the fat man silently breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, then touched his stomach that he thought was flat, sat down and asked, "What do you eat?" ”
"Beef noodles."
"I want lamb noodles."
Hearing that Yihong asked for mutton noodles, Zhong Xun said to her: "You were cold a few days ago, you can't eat mutton, change to beef noodles." All right? Seeing that Zhong Xun's eyes were full of concern, Yi Hong nodded. Boss, two bowls of beef noodles, one bowl of mixed sauce noodles, mixed sauce noodles should be in a large bowl, and another serving of beef. The fat man said to the boss. After speaking, he saw the other two people surprised and affectionate, and said embarrassedly: "Hehe, as the saying goes, you eat like an emperor in the morning, eat like a common people at noon, and eat like a beggar at night." Eat more and eat more in the morning. Zhong Xun rolled his eyes helplessly, thinking, you are the emperor, and you are also the one who can't think about it, hey, I really admire the fat man's parents, it's not easy after so many years. After a while, the face came. Chongqing's small noodles can be said to be different from the breakfast in most places. In many areas, light is the main thing in the early days, but Chongqing noodles do the opposite. The main ingredient is fresh wheat flour noodles, which Chongqing people call "water surface" and "water leaves". The soup is a large bone broth with rich varieties, exquisite selection of materials, and unique condiments, forming a compound spicy flavor soup. Served with seasonal greens. Garnish with a handful of chopped green onions and garlic. It adds an inner heat to the cool mornings. The three of them ate happily, Zhong Xun and Yi Hong, although they were hungry, but at least they were still eating, but the fat man, he hadn't swallowed it in his mouth, and he picked it up in his hand, and his voice was loud, which caused the people next to him to look at this side from time to time. I didn't know, I thought it was the school and the primary school in the poor mountainous area held a 'hand in hand' activity. Because of the good taste, the opening hours of the restaurant are also early, and it is open next to the school, the business of the restaurant is very good, at this time, two girls came in from outside, and saw that there was only Zhong Xun and their table left, so they came over and asked with a smile: "Classmate, there is no place for other seats, can you fight the table?" "Okay, come, Zhong Xun, you sit down. Come, please be seated, please be seated. The fat man will not let go of any opportunity to talk to a girl, and said with a flattering smile. When the two girls heard this, they sat down unceremoniously, and then thanked the three of them. The fat man saw a girl sitting next to him, eating slowly and carefully, and wiping the corners of his mouth with a tissue from time to time, looking at him like this, Zhong Xun and Yi Hong looked at each other and smiled. "Hey, you know what? I saw two students from our school kissing at the entrance of the New Century Mall yesterday. "The two girls just sat down and started gossiping." Ah, really? Who is it? It's so romantic! "I didn't see that guy carrying me, but I know that girl, it seems to be Mei Lu from Class 15." "Cough, cough, cough", hearing this, the fat man choked so much that he couldn't do it, and the noodles in his mouth squirted out. The two girls saw the fat man's actions and wanted to stay away from him in disgust. The fat man doesn't care about this now, and looked at Zhong Xun and Yi Hong blankly. When he heard the girl say that, Zhong Xun knew that something was going to happen, he secretly glanced at Yi Hong next to him, and found that she was eating with her head down, thinking to himself, it seems that she didn't hear it. The fat man was relieved to see that Yi Hong was indifferent. But then he winked at Zhong Xun, meaning to tell me what was going on. Zhong Xun motioned for him not to ask more, and to talk about it later. Just when the two of them covered their ears and stole the bell. Yi Hong wiped the corners of her mouth, then stood up with a blank face and said, "I'm done eating, let's go to the classroom first." "I'm done eating, let's go together." Fatty, you wait until you're done eating, and Honghong and I will go first. Zhong Xun hurriedly stood up and said. Hehe, forget it. I'll go by myself, you better wait for your family to go together, yes, after all, I'm a classmate, and someone else is a girlfriend. After saying that, he turned around and left. Looking at Yi Hong's back, Zhong Xun felt aggrieved in his heart. All she left me was a kiss, and what I left to you was my whole life.