Chapter 55: That Kind of Fate
Carefully look at the girl in front of you. Ning Feiyang had an illusion of mixed feelings. In just over half a year, I went from the initial vigilance of the girl entering Lingyun Company through a special relationship, to the later appreciation of the girl's indifferent attitude in front of me, and then to the later love of the girl's unrestrained nature in front of him. Ning Feiyang couldn't explain the evolution of this emotion, but he knew that he had a special affection for the girl in front of him. He couldn't tell the reason, but he knew that it was definitely because of his son Ning Yu's relationship, because until now the girl had not mentioned or hinted at her relationship with Ning Yu in front of him, and he had not found out that she and Ning Yu had intimacy between boyfriend and girlfriend. He couldn't tell why, but what he could be sure of was that he liked the girl, the smell of it, and the familiar feeling that she brought to him when she approached him. That feeling once intoxicated him, that feeling used to accompany him to taste youth in his sleep. Although this intoxication is mixed with guilt and self-blame, although that youth is engraved with the humiliation and darkness of his personality.
Ning Feiyang would rather believe that this is a kind of fate. A kind of emotional sustenance that is suddenly released after experiencing precipitation.
Su Qing read the connotation in Ning Feiyang's eyes in the quiet waiting, she didn't have any reaction, she no longer had the strength to cater to the person in front of her. Before he got this opportunity to be in the same room as him, Su Qing could be excited about any chance to get close to him, and excited to be able to have any chance to attract him. Now I don't have any mood swings. Only then did she realize that once she really got this opportunity, the person in front of her instantly became lifeless, and the face that was still handsome but only slightly vicissitudes became dull.
Such a close distance brought her only hatred and deep resentment.
For her, she has only one kind of relationship with him, and that is the evil relationship that she deeply loes.
"Su Qing. You are welcome to come here and do not have any constraints in the future. I'm not a stereotypical person, and I'm going to respect the way you young people behave. If I have something that needs to be improved, just remind me. Ning Feiyang finally broke the silence in the room.
"Thank you Mr. Ning for your care and trust, I will try my best to do my job." Su Qing was stylized like memorizing a textbook. She still hasn't finalized what exactly she should do and what image she should take, and she's still adapting to it all, even though she's been preparing for it for eight years.
"Hehe, why are you still so restrained. If you're like this, I'm afraid I'll stay in this office anymore. I'll have to make room for you young people. Then you'll be more comfortable. Ning Feiyang's relaxed smile came from the heart. In front of this girl, he is always thinking about the other party, as if he is afraid that the girl will be hurt.
Su Qing couldn't help but smile. Despite the lingering disgust, she had to admit that this man had an innate charm. Judging by the love he treats girls, he is either a lover or a demon.
"Mr. Ning, you're kidding me again. If you spend half a day wandering outside, the whole company will not be allowed to eat me, but at least they will have to shine me out of my original form with the eyes of a demon mirror. Su Qing quickly adjusted her tone and expression.
"That's right. I love to see you uninhibited. A girl has to be pampered. We old guys are actually stained with the light of you young people. With you, I feel like I'm getting younger all of a sudden. Ning Feiyang was so infected by Su Qing's playfulness that he almost lost the consciousness of his boss.
"Really? Then I really have to take a serious look at our President Ning to see if we are getting younger. Ay. Mr. Ning seems to have gray hair. I'm sorry for you. Su Qing took advantage of Ning Feiyang's words and started to act, and her heartbeat also became disordered.
"Huh. It's normal, there's nothing strange about me having a little gray hair at my age. Ning Feiyang cooperated with Su Qing with a joke, he wanted this girl to lose her sense of restraint. This is also a warm-up for throwing away the sense of restraint for yourself. After all, a youthful girl also makes herself restrained.
"No, you just said that you will become younger with me, and you can't break your word." Su Qing put on a delicate posture, she was becoming long-sleeved and good at dancing in order to achieve her own goals.
"What then? I can't let my gray hair grow back. Ning Feiyang pretended to frown.
"Let me help you pull your gray hair off, and you'll be younger. You have to do what you say. Su Qing looked unrelenting.
"Nonsense...... If you don't have a lot of gray hair, you can pull it off. Just this time, not as an example. Don't joke about the old man's hair in the future. Ning Feiyang indulged the girl again, and he had the helplessness to ride a tiger.
"Okay, you bear with it, it'll be fine for a while, and I promise to make Mr. Ning young." Su Qing stood up and walked behind Ning Feiyang, who had closed her eyes, and her hand holding the handkerchief trembled a little as she reached into her pocket.
She didn't expect the first goal to be achieved so easily, and she didn't believe the reality of this moment.
"Why don't you do it yet. It's okay, I can take it. In the end, it is a child, and he is hesitant to say it. Ning Feiyang has a kind of joy of playing with his children. Ning Yue's daughter has a kind of estrangement from her parents, which still makes him feel regretful, and now he has found long-lost compensation in this girl. At this moment, he was a little reluctant.
"I'm pulling it out, you bear with it." Su Qing's voice was a little trembling, and her hands were also trembling.
Ning Feiyang is more like he is closing his eyes and recuperating, he is willing to endure possible pain at the moment, just for this girl he admires and likes.
Su Qing plucked her white hair one by one, and carefully received the handkerchief one by one, and her hand holding the handkerchief was sweating from nervousness.
"You're always. All right. You can open your eyes. Su Qing woke up Ning Feiyang, who was almost asleep.
"Hehe, Su Qing, why are you really sweating? Why is your face so red? I'm too nervous. Never mind. I don't even feel anything. No, I almost fell asleep. Ning Feiyang's first reaction when he woke up was to comfort the girl in front of him.
"It's nervous, you have to be careful when pulling the boss's hair." Su Qing regained the consciousness of her subordinates. Her purpose was achieved, and the excitement and nervousness were slowly fading.
"Thank you, Su Qing, you made me feel happy as a father for the first time. What my daughter didn't do for me, you did. Thank you. The corners of Ning Feiyang's eyes were a little moist.
Su Qing's heart trembled, and she felt a momentary discomfort in her stomach. The word daughter spit out from Ning Feiyang's breath made Su Qing feel extremely uncomfortable.
"What's wrong? You don't seem to be feeling well. Do you want to see a doctor. Ning Feiyang quickly saw the change in Su Qing's expression, and the sudden bloodless pale made him very worried.
"It's okay, just rest for a while. Mr. Ning, what is my main job now? Su Qing overcame the discomfort of nausea.
"It's mainly about capital injections, and maybe going to some occasions with me. But don't come these two days, rest at home, go to the doctor by the way, remember, this is my order, don't disobey. Ning Feiyang's tone was full of concern, he was worried about Su Qing's complexion.
Su Qing walked out of Ning Feiyang's office, she let out a long breath of turbidity, and her face quickly returned to normal.
She carefully put the strands of hair in her handkerchief into a small plastic bag that she had prepared, and the plastic bag was placed close to her body.
Su Qing left the office without hesitation and left Lingyun Company, she was afraid that if she stayed for one more minute, she would expose her actions. At this moment, I have the caution and excitement of being a thief.
Su Qing, who usually takes the bus home, chose a taxi without hesitation, she wants to rush back to her home, and she has to think carefully about what she should do.
The first thing Su Qing did when she returned home was to take out the plastic bag, and she could only look at the hair in it carefully at this moment.
The plastic bag became a little dazzling in the warm afternoon sun, and Su Qing could see a little blurry, and she finally put down her arm raised in front of the sun.
Dig out a piece of paper in the drawer of your computer desk with a phone number on it.
Looking at this piece of paper and this number, Su Qing suddenly felt a nervousness, which made her feel a little chilled.
"What if it turns out that we're not related?" A thought that suddenly appeared in her mind made Su Qing feel a shiver.
Su Qing, who has been persistently pursuing for so many years, actually has such a ridiculous idea, if that is the case, the only thing waiting for him is collapse. It would be an irreparable collapse, what a cruel thing it would be, and what a cruel joke.
"What exactly should I pray? Pray that we're okay and let all these years of investigation be the cruelest joke of my life, and I'd rather go crazy. Or pray that I find the answer and let this hatred continue forever. How am I going to do that? Can anyone tell me the answer. Why is this happening? Why does such a thing fall on me? Su Qing collapsed on the bed, her empty eyes staring at the swirling and twisting ceiling.
Strength is a kind of artificiality, and fragility is a kind of truth.
At this moment, Su Qing was finally almost crushed by fragility, and she had almost no future, because the future was bleak.
From the moment she was born, such a fate was already sealed. She doesn't want to go with the flow, so she will face such embarrassment and unknown gloom.