Chapter 456: I Didn't Blame You for Asking for Flowers
Chapter 456 [I Didn't Blame You]
The meaning of Xingying's words was actually to say to Murong Xue, 'He doesn't want to be an old man with Murong Xue who will see each other for two or two days and never see each other again, he doesn't want Murong Xue to suffer the pain of missing alone in Xianbei Secret, he doesn't want to live up to Murong Xue's deep affection for himself, he wants to take Murong Xue to leave the Xianbei Secret Land and go to the outside world to live.d.m
That's why Xing Ying said, 'We are not old people, and it is impossible for us to become old people, and Xing Mou does not want to be old people with Miss Murong'.
The meaning of the words is already very clear to tell Murong Xue that Xingying wants to leave the Xianbei Secret Land with Murong Xue, and at the same time, it also indirectly shows that Xingying has Murong Xue in his heart, and... can't let go of Murong Xue.
It's just that Murong Xue's psychology is preconceived, she originally felt that what she did at the beginning was really selfish, and she did 'that thing' without Xing Ying's complete knowledge. Although that incident was made by himself under a very difficult situation and with a feeling of apprehension in his heart, Xingying was completely unaware of it from beginning to end, which was indeed difficult for Xingying to accept.
After all, Xingying is a person who values love and righteousness, not the kind of man who is flowery and troublesome, and he has always taken feelings very seriously.
In that case, the Eagle would certainly not be able to accept that fact.
In Murong Xue's heart, what she was thinking about was exactly what she had done at the beginning, and she had not considered it, so when Xingying said this at this moment, what she thought in her heart was that she completely misinterpreted Xingying's meaning.
After a long time, seeing that Murong Xue still didn't answer his words, stunned and motionless, Xing Ying was also worried in his heart, he thought: Could it be that Miss Murong is really as Murong Senior said, unwilling to leave the Xianbei Secret Land with herself and go to live in the outside world?
With this thought in his heart, Xingying finally couldn't care about anything else, he had already decided in his heart when he came: no matter what, he must leave here with Murong Xue for a while, and he must not let Murong Xue stay here alone and suffer from lovesickness, which he does not want to see.
Immediately, Xingying's steps moved slowly, walked in front of Murong Xue, and said to Murong Xue, who was still confused: "Murong girl, you....really don't want to leave the Xianbei Secret Land with me?" To live in the outside world? ”
"What?" Murong Xue suddenly saw Xingying walking in front of him, and heard Xingying's words, and for a while, the whole person was completely in a mess, his eyes looked at Xingying with a look of confusion and surprise, and he was completely stunned in place.
She never thought that Xingying would suddenly say this to her: He asked me to leave here with him and live in the outside world?
Doesn't he blame me? And let me leave here with him and live in the outside world? Is he accepting me?
How so?
How did it come to this?
What was going on in his mind?
For a while, Murong Xue was completely stunned by Xingying's words, and her eyes were full of doubts, surprises and apprehension, and she was speechless for a long time.
In her eyes, there were doubts, wondering why Xingying suddenly said this to her, some were surprised, and she was surprised that Xingying not only didn't blame her, but also wanted to take me away from the Xianbei Secret Land with her.
At this time, Xingying saw that Murong Xue was still silent, and the whole person was anxious, and then he didn't care about anything, and directly told Murong Xue what he thought in his heart, and said to Murong Xue urgently: "Murong girl, what happened last time, the specific reason, I have already learned from Murong Yuxin's predecessor's mouth, at that time, you did that completely out of protection for your father and me, and I didn't understand this until Murong senior told me." ”
"When I came to my senses that day, when I learned that something had happened between us, I was completely at a loss in my heart, because, I don't know why you did that? At that time, because the two sides were at war, I did not stop to ask you in detail, but resolutely chose to leave. ”
Perhaps, in your heart, you thought that I was blaming you, so you resolutely chose to leave at that time without saying anything to you. Actually, in my heart, I have never blamed you. ”
"This kind of thing, maybe for any man, should not be blamed, more, it should be doubtful!"
Xingying let out a long sigh, his eyes flashed with a strong affection, and he continued solemnly: "A woman, for a strange man she has never met, chooses to dedicate her chastity and innocence to him, which is more important than life, just for the protection of her father and this man, such a kind, sincere, and infatuated woman, who would choose to blame her." ”
"If it weren't for the fact that the two sides were at war at that time, and the battle had entered a critical moment, I learned from you that our side might have been completely defeated, and I wouldn't have resolutely left the Forgotten Worry Pavilion and left you without figuring out the reason for the matter, I would definitely ask you why you did that?"
"If I hadn't left at that time, you wouldn't have fallen into deep self-blame for my departure later."
"Now, the battle has ended, although our side has won, but because of you, I don't feel how happy I am to enter the Xianbei Secret Land this time and achieve victory, but my heart is heavy."
"No....you're not a stranger. You're not..."Facing Xingying's words, Murong Xue couldn't help but say: "It's my fault, it's all my fault." If it weren't for the selfish way I used your affection and righteousness to try to keep you and your father safe, I wouldn't have caused the situation I am in today. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have killed your father, I've learned that. All of this is my fault, Xingying, Xinggongzi, you don't have to be heavy because of me, no... It's not worth it, Xiaoxue... Xiaoxue is not qualified to let you do this...."
In the end, Murong Xue's eyes were already moist, and tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes.
She choked up and tilted her cheek to the side, so that the Torture Eagle would not see her weeping.
However, Xingying had already seen her every move, word and deed in her eyes and engraved it in her heart.
Looking at the pitiful appearance of Yiren Chu in front of him, Xing Ying felt an inexplicable sadness in his heart, and then said to Murong Xue in a solemn tone: "Murong girl, if it wasn't for Senior Murong telling me about you and your thoughts before we were ready to leave, I wouldn't have known that you made such a choice because of me." ”
"At this moment, I already know what happened, and we have become a de facto husband and wife, so, I came to the Forget Worry Pavilion this time, first, to tell you that I have never blamed you, and second, I want to take you away from Xianbei Secret Land and go to the outside world to live, you... Would you like to? ”
Hearing Xing Ying suddenly say this, Murong Xue's heart trembled, and the whole person was completely stunned, she turned her head with an incredible face, plucked up the courage to look up at Xing Ying, and her eyes were full of emotion, a look of disbelief.
"What?" Murong Xue looked at Xingying with a touched expression, her lips trembled involuntarily and asked word by word: "Xingying, you... What did you just say? ”