Chapter 212: The Heart Is Like Stagnant Water

"I'm telling you this today, just to remind you that you should take protective measures when interacting with women outside, and don't bring your illness home! Also, don't do something like this while I'm drunk next time, you're making me feel sick! ”

"Su Jingyue!" Ji Dongyang sat up from the bed, his heart was hurt thoroughly by Su Jingyue's ruthless words, and his heart was in pain, his dark eyes exuded a terrifying light, and he gritted his teeth and looked at Su Jingyue, "Do you say what you just said again?" ”

Su Jingyue suddenly remembered Ji Dongyang's terrible appearance of strangling herself that day, how dare she say it again, tightly wrapped in a thin quilt, puffed out her mouth, and stared at Ji Dongyang with a bluff.

Ji Dongyang stretched out his big hand again and pinched Su Jingyue's jaw hard, "You remember, you are my wife, you can ask for it whenever I want, you have no right to say no!" ”

Su Jingyue looked at Ji Dongyang's gloomy eyes, with a hideous expression, she was even more scared, obviously he was fooling around with other women, obviously he was drunk and murdered, but now she has no courage to reason with him at all.

Ji Dongyang saw that Su Jingyue stopped talking, and he couldn't quarrel with her anymore, so he got out of bed angrily and went into the bathroom to wash.

In fact, he misses Su Jingyue very much these days, and the good feeling of last night made him unconditionally forgive Su Jingyue, he wanted to come over, if Su Jingyue was willing to say something nice to himself this morning and give himself a slightly amiable smile, he could really not care so much, he was willing to continue to live a good life with her for the sake of his uncompetitive heart.

But she didn't, she sneered at him, she didn't care about him! She even hates him!

Ji Dongyang quickly took a shower, changed his clothes, and glanced at Su Jingyue, who was still sitting on the bed wrapped in the quilt.

For a moment, Ji Dongyang hoped that Su Jingyue could open his mouth to keep him, or say something, but no, Su Jingyue's small mouth was tightly pursed, and his eyes were all vigilant and vigilant when he looked at him.

That feeling of discouragement came again, even worse than the last time.

Ji Dongyang felt very tired, physically and mentally exhausted, since he fell in love with Su Jingyue, he had never been easy, and now, he really had to change his way of living.

Su Jingyue watched Ji Dongyang leave, relieved, she suddenly realized one thing, that is, in the face of Ji Dongyang's derailment and her own life, she was obviously inclined to the latter.

Although Ji Dongyang had other women outside, which made her very angry, embarrassed, and sad, she was not crazy enough to fight to the death for a man.

Ji Dongyang left for many days this time.

Ji Dongyang didn't come back on the first night, Su Jingyue didn't sleep all night, her mind was full of imaginary pictures of Ji Dongyang and other women, she sat up from the bed angrily, took scissors to cut off the sheets and covers, tore off the curtains and tore them, and smashed everything that could be smashed in the house.

Ji Dongyang didn't come back the next night, Su Jingyue leaned against the window and sat for half a night, looking at the direction of the gate, she was like a devil sealed in a bottle, praying incessantly, Ji Dongyang, you come back, come back, as long as you are willing to come back, I won't ask anything, I won't quarrel with you again, I will live a good life with you!

Ji Dongyang didn't come back on the third night, Su Jingyue couldn't stay up, she lay on the bed and fell asleep after dinner, she had an unusually terrible nightmare in a daze, she woke up screaming, her heart was beating like a drum, and her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat......

Su Jingyue's eyes widened, looking at the bed beside her in a daze, she suddenly lay on the bed and cried loudly.

Where is the once warm embrace? Where is the once gentle pampering? Where are those loving times? How could he betray himself so easily!

The heart-piercing pain hit like a tide, Su Jingyue was sad and sad, and cried.

She knew that she loved Ji Dongyang deeply, because when she thought that Ji Dongyang was with those women, it was as if there were countless needles as thin as a cow's hair, piercing her heart one by one, making her sore and painful.

Su Jingyue is a sensitive and fragile person, she feels that her relationship with Ji Dongyang is so bad now, she automatically crosses herself out of Ji Dongyang's relatives, she no longer goes out shopping, no longer does those expensive spas, she puts all the cards that Ji Dongyang gave her back in the drawer, and no longer spends a penny of Ji Dongyang.

She waited like a stagnant water, waiting for the day when she divorced Ji Dongyang, she and Ji Dongyang are like this, divorce is a matter of time - either Ji Dongyang has another new love who takes the initiative, or he forces himself to be anxious and she proposes it.

Su Jingyue, who has nothing to do, no longer dares to stay at home and wait, because if she waits any longer, she will go crazy, she goes to the orphanage every day to volunteer, and when she gets there, no matter what work she does, she will do it first, do more, exhaust herself, and when she returns home at night, she will lie down and sleep.

In this way, she can stop torturing herself.

Su Jingyue grew up in an orphanage since she was a child, she knows the mood of these orphans best, and will do her best to be good to these children, she can't spend Ji Dongyang's money now, so she took some of the luxury goods, watches, expensive clothes, and bags she bought before back to the mall and returned them, and she used all the money for the children.

She herself wears the most ordinary jeans, T-shirts, buys books for her children, buys school supplies, buys new clothes, takes them to the movies, goes to the playground, she spends all her heart on her children, and there are fewer and fewer times when she is cranky.

Children's hearts are the most sensitive, who is good to them, they can clearly sense, they are all affectionately called Sister Su Jingyue, they told Su Jingyue that there is a big brother who is also very good to them, like Su Jingyue, he often gives them gifts and takes them to eat burgers, but the big brother is very busy and does not come often.

Su Jingyue didn't think too much about who the eldest brother in the child's mouth was, until one day, she saw this person.

The big brother in the children's mouth drove a very stylish black business car, and as soon as the door opened, a slender and tall man walked out of it, and a young and heroic face fell straight into Su Jingyue's eyes.

The children cheered around, Su Jingyue stood there stunned, in fact, she should have thought a long time ago, the big brother who is young and generous, and cares for the children, should be Ning Kaiyao!

"Yueyue, why are you here?" Ning Kaiyao looked at Su Jingyue in surprise and surprise.

These days, Su Jingyue has been avoiding seeing Ning Kaiyao, Ning Kaiyao called her, she either said that she was busy, or that she went out to travel, she and Ning Kaiyao have not seen each other for many days.

"Oh, I'm here to see the kids." Su Jingyue looked at Ning Kaiyao with some embarrassment and smiled.