Chapter 54: Her Origins
The bedroom was quiet for a long time, this time, it was really a lonely man and a widow, living in the same room, I really didn't know what would happen, my mind was constantly tangled, and at the same time full of guilt.
The guilty thing is that he thought about Long Tong in his heart, but inadvertently smeared oil on another girl.
Everything that had just happened made me almost forget the horror in the darkness and the pain of my finger being bitten.
As a boy with a ** seat, there will be some inner cleanliness, and the dirty behavior driven by carnal desire in my heart makes me feel particularly shameless from a rational point of view.
However, the little brother in the womb has always refused to give up. Fortunately, it was dark night, and it was dark everywhere, and Guo Xiaoli couldn't see the tent set up in my crotch, otherwise it would be really embarrassing.
Although the pain is still the same, I still have to suppress the fire, because she is not Long Tong, even if it is, I can't do such a thing that takes advantage of people's danger.
We just sat like this until I ran out of patience and asked her what was wrong, and she didn't speak.
Guo Xiaoli said that she got up before and wanted to go to the bathroom, but the lights couldn't be turned on, it was dark everywhere, the first time she came to the dance studio, she didn't know where to find a flashlight, she couldn't wake me up, she was naturally afraid of the dark, she couldn't help but think of her parents, she felt very sad and sad, so she cried by herself.
Maybe I shouldn't have asked, but at the mention of her mom and dad she started crying again, and the more she cried, the more she cried.
The last time I encountered this kind of girl who naturally cried, it was Lin Wu for her brother. I'm wondering if there's something wrong with Guo Xiaoli's parents, that's why she's so sad.
Just when I was pondering, Guo Xiaoli suddenly leaned her head on my shoulder, tears drenched my clothes little by little, I had no choice for a while, and I couldn't push her away, so I could only hold her right shoulder with one hand, gently soothe her body that had been sobbing, without saying a word, let her cry, because I really didn't know how to comfort her.
Growing up, I hated my dad and mom in addition to fear, especially now, I don't like them even more. It's just that Guo Xiaoli doesn't seem to be like me, I don't want her to continue crying, but I don't know what to do.
Guo Xiaoli cried and told at the same time, from her heartfelt complaint, it turned out that their family was from Shandong, and her mother was a local on our side, but when she was young, she was disobedient and ignorant at home, and was deceived and trafficked to Shandong to marry.
Two months after being sold, while the person who bought her as his wife was asleep, Guo Xiaoli's mother ran to the kitchen and took out a kitchen knife, gave a knife to the guy's head, used the kitchen knife to split the cabinet in the house, took all the money, and then set fire to the house, diverting the attention of the people in the surrounding villages to fighting the fire, and then escaped.
In the months after Guo Xiaoli's mother escaped, she ran around doing odd jobs, earning money while escaping, and finally escaped the tracking of the people in that village.
But the bad thing happened again, at this time the mother was already pregnant with her, and her belly was getting bigger day by day, but there was no place to stay.
At this desperate time, her mother met a good person, this good man is Guo Xiaoli's father, her father took them in, and since then their mother and daughter have settled down, but her father has always had a stubborn disease and has no fertility, so he treats Guo Xiaoli as his own and treats her as a pearl in his palm, and loves her very much.
Just a year before Guo Xiaoli came to our school, her father passed away due to an outbreak of stubborn illness.
Because she was not born to her father, although she usually studied hard and had excellent grades, because of blood relationship, their mother and daughter were never recognized by her father's family, and were blasted out of the house by her father's family.
Guo Xiaoli's mother is a weak woman, and she really has no way to fight with others, so in order to give Guo Xiaoli a good growth environment, she can only be brought back to our hometown and handed over to her grandmother to take care of, and she went out to work.
After listening to Guo Xiaoli's story, my mind was a little blank for a while, I felt that compared to Guo Xiaoli, I felt that I was too happy, usually I was still jealous of her good grades, and the old class of Bird's Nest was so biased towards her, and directly regarded me, the squad leader, as a false title.
This time I am indeed a little ashamed, I think Guo Xiaoli is really not easy, in such a family environment, can still be so good, although I and her ranking in the class are two places, but the gap in scores is likely to be something I will never be able to catch up.
Guo Xiaoli can be ranked in the top ten in the whole school, she should have been in the other two top classes, but because she is a boarding student from other provinces, she must have at least four years or more in our province to take the college entrance examination in our province.
But even if she participated, she could only fill out two copies at most, so no matter how good her grades were, she couldn't be included in the school's roster, and her mother still found a lot of connections at her grandmother's house to let her be sent to a quasi-top class like our minority class.
After listening to her story, my little brother seemed to be touched and finally calmed down.
And at this time, after the previous fright, my nerves were about to collapse, the whole person was too tired, and she kept relying on me to continue to talk until I couldn't hear what she was saying, and I didn't know what she said to me later, anyway, I unconsciously hugged her and fell asleep until Thursday morning, when I woke up again, it was already dawn, maybe it was a habit developed during the school sports meeting, I would wake up at six o'clock every morning.
When I opened my eyes, the sky was slightly bright, and I found that my face was close to a head, and this head was nestled on my shoulder, and I didn't have to think about it, this person was naturally Guo Xiaoli.
was leaned by Guo Xiaoli's shoulder, and there were bursts of fragrance from her hair, and there were still tears and tear stains left on her face from last night. This is the first time I have been with a girl since I was a child, she leaned on my shoulder, I leaned on her head, sat together, hugged her, and fell asleep.
I don't know how many boys dream of this scene, but after being leaned on like this all night, I feel that my shoulder blades and my whole arm are about to fall apart, and it is extremely sore, and it feels like it is about to be broken.
I wanted to wake her up, but I couldn't bear it, but I was leaned on like this, and I was too guilty.
Looking at her sideways, through the neckline, I inadvertently saw the faint scenery inside, and this scene made my heart beat faster again.
In the past, this kind of scene could only be seen on TV, but I didn't expect it to be real this time, and it was so close, the little brother in the womb began to make trouble again, and there was almost no nosebleed, and it was a burst of pain and unbearable.
I just feel that my evil thoughts are really shameless at this moment, and I am fantasizing about how good it would be for a person leaning on my shoulder to be Long Tong.