Chapter 723: I Surrendered
That day was the worst marriage quarrel in the seven years we got married, and your father asked me at the time, 'What did Xia Chunxi do outside?' ’
I was very frank and said, 'It's about doing everything possible to get other people's money into your own pocket.'" ’
What did your dad say, 'People outside are talking about how much money you're not making cleanly.' ’
I was furious at that time, and I would never allow others to slander me, and I swore to God that not a penny of the money I earned was not hard-earned money, and not a penny was earned by selling my personality.
I was also angry, 'You believe everything people say I do, what about your own brain?' What about your own eyes? People say I'm not good, you listen to others, you can divorce me! ’
Divorce is a very exciting word, and your dad was stunned. I never thought about divorce, I really didn't.
But there were some things that we really couldn't say, although after this time, we both became cautious. I think both of us must have been deliberately protecting our families during that time, and neither of us wanted to make any hasty decisions. However, in the end, it was your father who intensified the conflict, and finally caused irreparable, your father smashed all the tools of my gold shop and asked me to close the store. Make a choice between the cause and him.
I will never forget one night when your dad was sitting on the couch watching TV, and I naturally sat down next to him with fruit, and he instinctively got up and walked away. He treats me as a woman, and he dislikes me. I cried. After calming down, that day, I said divorce, so that everyone would feel better, and all the explanations would not be said. Whoever is sick in his heart will be healed himself.
So the two of us agreed to divorce, and after completing the formalities, your father said that we should have a meal together.
I said I didn't want to eat, I just wanted to ask him a question, did I really think I was not clean from my heart. Your dad didn't say a word. Maybe I don't know what to say.
What I said at the time, 'It's okay, it doesn't matter what you think, we're not going to get together anyway, you're going to get married again.'" Remember not to do this to others, the ghost in your own heart, you have to fight yourself. ’”
"Looking back now. We were all at fault, I'm proud! In short, I am most sorry for you in this marriage, not giving you a complete family. Hurt you. I'm so sorry. Xia Chunxi said with water vapor in the corners of his eyes, "Since then, I have worked hard for my career wholeheartedly, and I have neglected you?" ”
Hanni Zhong also said with tears in her eyes, "But Mom, time has changed, can't Dad come to my wedding?" ”
Touching his eyes, he asked, "Why don't you like it?" Although you don't have a relationship anymore, he's still my dad. Of course dad is coming to his daughter's wedding! It's not that he's already deceased. Why can't you come to my wedding. He asked me to take my uncle's hand and go into the auditorium. What's that? ”
Xia Chunxi also said angrily, "Don't you know that others will gossip?" When a divorced husband comes to his daughter's wedding, do you think others won't talk about it? It's a very interesting topic for everyone to talk about as a joke. I don't want to be the talk of the three aunts and six women. ”
"That's it?" Hanni Zhong raised her eyebrows and said.
"Isn't that enough? I felt very uncomfortable sitting at the wedding ceremony with my divorced husband. Xia Chunxi said very frankly, he didn't want to see that man again, and he wished he had never met him.
"Why are you so cheesy! What about gossip from others? Just let them say it! No one says behind anyone's back, this is human nature, and it is not said for twelve months a year. They can say whatever they like, and they will endure it and it will pass! Oh, yes! I've been divorced, and my dad has come to his daughter's wedding, so what? Isn't it possible? Zhong Hanni said aggressively and confidently.
"You know my personality is very traditional, I'm not a foreigner, I don't have that big heart, after the divorce, goodbye is also a friend. I'm not that open-minded. Xia Chunxi said with a difficult face.
Zhong Hanni stared at her, and said with hope in her eyes, "Then can't you endure it for me on the day your own daughter gets married?" ”
Xia Chunxi turned his head to look at her and said, "This matter won't end in a day or a few hours. Raising an eyebrow, he said, "Do you know how long they'll gossip?" ”
"So what?" Hanni Zhong looked at her in disappointment and said, "I'll take my uncle's hand and enter the auditorium." His voice sharpened, "Just because you don't like it." Because you find it inconvenient, and even more so because you don't like people gossiping. ”
Xia Chunxi's temper also came up, straightened up and said, "Can't you even let your mother do this?" ”
Hanni Zhong then said, "Then why can't you do this for me?" I've had no father since I was sensible, and I even have to get married like this. He raised his voice and said, "Mom, is it just you?" Then what am I, why do I have to do it the way my mother likes,"
"It's just that I can't get married." Xia Chunxi pouted and said, "And you have a phone call, and I went to see him during the holidays." It's nice to go on your honeymoon trip to find your dad! Can't you and your dad do this for me? Am I the only one responsible for the divorce? Waving his hand, he said, "Forget it, don't talk about this, what do you think of me?" Do you only know what the robot is doing? Don't you want to be left alone? She patted her chest and said, "Haven't I been lonely and sad at times!" Then he sighed, "Yes, I've survived, I'm working hard in my field of work, not being looked down upon, no matter who it is, I won't let him gossip about me." By now I have to hear, 'When is the divorce?' ''Why Divorce?'' ''The men have all remarried.'' ''Why do you want a divorce?'' You know this and that. ”
"Hanny, I really don't want to hear you think of your dad as a victim all the time, you think I didn't sacrifice anymore. ”
"Mom, what about me?" Hanni Zhong's eyes were full of tears, "How did I grow up, do you know?" When other children talk about their father's affairs, I can't interject, I was originally a very good friend, but as soon as I know that I am a child of a divorced family, they don't play with me, which I have also experienced. Do you think I haven't heard gossip? I also listened to it a lot. She looked at her aggrievedly and said.
How could Xia Chunxi's heart not be sad, "Okay! I'm sorry. To say that there is no guilt against you is lying. ”
"You really don't want to?" Hanni Zhong confirmed again. "You want me to have a wedding without my father?"
Xia Chunxi lowered his eyelids, took a step back sadly, and said, "If you insist that your father come, call him to come!" I will endure. He looked up at her and said, "I'll be patient." The pain in her eyes made Hanni Zhong see clearly.
Seeing her mother's sad appearance, Zhong Hanni touched her tears and said, "I know Mom? Just ask your uncle for help! Taking a deep breath, he said, "I don't want to let people gossip about my mother because of me." I give in! ”
Xia Chunxi's tone also softened and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Hanni Zhong rubbed her cheeks vigorously and said, "You should feel sorry." The word fell to his feet and said, "I'm back in my room." ”
"Hanny!" Xia Chunxi stood up, looked at her distressedly and shouted.
"Mom, I'm tired." After the words fell, Hanny ran up to the second floor.
Xia Chunxi looked at her back and opened her mouth but didn't make a sound, and she sat on the sofa in a distraction.
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After entering her room, Hanni Zhong dialed Lu Haoyi's phone.
"Hey! Hello! Lu Haoyi, who had just sat down after taking a shower, heard the phone ringing, picked up the receiver, and said happily,
"Haoyi!" When the words fell, Zhong Hanni hugged the earpiece and cried.
As soon as she cried, Lu Haoyi panicked, stood up suddenly, and asked anxiously, "Where are you and what happened?" ”
Hanni Zhong sobbed in a hoarse voice, "Where am I at home? ”
"At home? What's wrong, the family has been burglarized. Lu Haoyi began to think crankily.
"No, it's Daddy who can't attend our wedding." Hanni Chung sobbed and made her words clear.
Call! Lu Haoyi breathed a sigh of relief, he was really scared to death by her.
After a little thought, I understood, "Is it because my aunt doesn't agree?" ”
"Hmm!" Hanni Zhong stopped crying and responded in a thick nasal voice.
"Then you and your aunt quarreled again." Lu Haoyi said worriedly.
"That's not true, in the end I surrendered, she is my mother after all, I still let her be fine, I'm not a good daughter, I'm going to get married, so I think I'm atoning for my sins, so I lost to her." Zhong Hanni said in a hoarse voice, "So don't mind if I am led into the auditorium by my uncle when the time comes." ”
"How so? I'm not going to be cranky. Lu Haoyi hurriedly said, "Don't be too sad." ”
"I know." Zhong Hanni listened to his warm voice, and her churning emotions gradually stabilized, "And help me report in front of my grandfather, grandma, aunt, and uncle." I want your family to feel like I'm a daughter that no father has taken care of. Don't even think that my dad didn't want to come to my wedding, but I gave up because of my mom. ”
"I understand, don't be sad, they'll understand." Lu Haoyi gently persuaded, "Then what do you want to say to your uncle?" ”
"Just tell him Mom doesn't want him to participate." Zhong Hanni said tiredly, "He should understand!" ”
"You're sad now, aren't you?" Lu Haoyi said softly, "We can go to see my uncle on our honeymoon." ”
"Thank you." Hanni Zhong said softly in a low voice.
"Thanks for what? We're going to be husband and wife soon, what are you doing with me? Lu Haoyi smiled, "Hanny, are you afraid?" ”
"Afraid of what?" Hanni Zhong asked puzzled as she lay on the bed.
Lu Haoyi thought about her family atmosphere, so she said, "I'm afraid that marriage is the grave of love, I'm afraid that good flowers don't bloom often, and good times don't last long." Fear that married life will be different from your expectations, and the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment. Afraid of getting married? It's better to be single? (To be continued.) )
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