Chapter 282: Same Feelings
greeted every employee he met warmly, sent Su Qing to the elevator, and Lu Kaiwen would walk down the stairs one step at a time to his seventh floor. This seems to have become a daily routine.
Recently, the mood has been getting better and better. The stock market has begun to move in favor of Lingyun. This means that there will be a good atmosphere for the upcoming board meeting. It also means that Lingyun Company has completely gotten rid of the crisis.
Before the Olympics, Lingyun Company, like other companies, had stopped all construction work. After the crisis passed, Lingyun Company entered the rhythm of a relaxed vacation, and also entered the track of power integration.
All of this needs to be considered by Kevin Lu, and he needs to weigh it.
Walking and climbing the stairs is to highlight Su Qing's status, and it is also to create a space for meditation for herself to quickly enter the work state.
No one knows, and it's getting harder and harder to suppress excitement and restlessness in their hearts.
I can't wait to end all the fetters and entanglements of Lingyun Company immediately, and I can't wait to take Su Qing back to my mother and let her meet her daughter.
"It's going to be over soon." When he stepped on the last step, Lu Kaiwen let out a long sigh of silence in his heart.
The good mood faded quickly, and Kevin Lu saw the figure standing in front of his office door from a distance.
Kevin Lu couldn't help frowning, and he continued to walk over firmly.
"Kevin. Good morning! Welcome me as an uninvited guest? Ning Feiyang's face was full of smiles, and he stood in front of the door of the deputy general manager's office and paced back and forth.
"Where. Lingyun Company will always have the position of Mr. Ning. At least your influence will always be there. This company can't erase your breath. Please come in. Kevin Lu quickly completed a tacit understanding with the other party.
The aroma of tea quickly wafted away.
"Thank you, Kevin, for preparing these great teas for me. I didn't expect such a hospitality. Ning Feiyang rotated the porcelain bowl in his hand. There was a strange emotion in his voice.
"Mr. Ning, this is insincere. You deliberately say this knowing that you will be more respected in Lingyun Company after leaving the company, which is not in line with your personality. You don't have to deliberately remind you of your situation. To be honest, your current transcendent status is enviable. Lu Kaiwen smiled bitterly and squeezed out his disdain. also confided in his helplessness.
"Kevin, it warms my heart to hear your comments like this. I have to say, you make me very gratified. I'm really glad to have a friend like you. Ning Feiyang no longer sighed, and his tone quickly became brisk.
"Friends? You still don't think you're saying it. It seems that our relationship with our friends is drifting apart. To be honest, I really don't want to see you here. I hope you will consider my suggestion. Lu Kaiwen didn't touch the tea cup, he kept staring at the other party's leisurely behavior. The other party's leisurely at the moment is more like a provocation.
"Huh. Kevin, you're getting sharper. I was hiding from you and working with her just now, you know? I'm really relieved. I'm really happy to have you with her like this. Thank God so much for your care and love. Kevin, thank you! I sincerely thank you, thank you for the happiness you brought her, thank you for bringing me this peace of mind. Forgive me for a reluctant request, Kevin, and promise me to protect her like this for the rest of your life. Please! Ning Feiyang abandoned his idle expression in the blink of an eye, and he quickly straightened up.
Lu Kaiwen's body suddenly shuddered, and inexplicable disgust and helplessness quickly struck together.
Lu Kaiwen frowned and stared at the other party, the corners of his mouth trembled, and his eyes began to glow with disgust.
Ning Feiyang also tried his best to meet the changes in the other party.
"Ning Feiyang. I know you already have the answer. Do you think you have what it takes? Do you think she belongs to you? Do you want to show your lovingkindness? Are you ready to show your true feelings? Do you think you can arrange everything for her? Do you think you can start your restlessness now? Do you think you're ready to start your repayment? Do you think you have the power to interfere in her life? …… Do you feel like you have all this power? Just because you...... Fucking related to her. Just because you can use ignorance as an excuse. Is it? You tell me......" The corners of Lu Kaiwen's eyes turned red, and his rapidity made it difficult for him to breathe.
Ning Feiyang worked hard to follow the speed of the other party's speech, tried to understand the other party's anger, and tried to digest the other party's emotions.
Ning Feiyang was groaning and struggling.
"Tell me. Tell the me, don't you think so? Kevin Lu stood up, and he roared.
"Kevin. Can you forgive me if I'm going to say I'm sorry? Can you forgive me if I'm determined to make amends? Can you forgive me if I tell you again that it's all a trick of fate? What would you like me to do if possible? Ning Feiyang raised his eyes to meet the other party, his eyes quickly filled with pain.
"You...... I want you to die. Kevin Lu closed his eyes and sat back on the sofa. Powerlessness and helplessness occupy every inch of the body in an instant.
Ning Feiyang smiled bitterly, the corners of his mouth twitching but he couldn't make a sound.
Dullness and depression enveloped the two men who were slumped on the couch.
Both men seemed reluctant to break the silence, and they both took the time to lick their wounds.
The clock was ticking, and the heavy wheezing was becoming even.
"Kevin. I'd really rather die if I could. But I can't leave irreparable regrets. She hasn't been loved by me since she was born. She's been adrift. My heart aches when I think about it. If she's a boy, I can walk over and pat him on the shoulder and tell him I'm his father. But...... She's a girl after all. She didn't deserve to go through these bumps. I couldn't face her eyes. I didn't even have the courage to tell her that I already knew about her origins. I only dared to look at her from afar, and I only dared to wait silently for her forgiveness. Kevin. Am I a coward? Am I particularly despised by people? Ning Feiyang's voice was weak.
Kevin Lu inhaled the air in the room deeply, and he was trying to regain his strength.
"Ning Feiyang, did you think that there would be such a moment twenty-four years ago? You've always had a pursuit. You've been succeeding. But your success began when you ruthlessly abandoned a woman. It's a man's disgrace. So, your success is destined to be inherently insufficient. You are beautiful, but at the same time as you are beautiful, your lover is wandering in pain. but your flesh and bones are being wandered away. It's all ironic, isn't it? You always claim to be a perfectionist, but you create your own regrets. This regret cannot even be remedied at all. Is this your life? Men who make women cry are assholes. You're just an out-and-out bastard. No matter how beautiful you speak now, no matter how hypocritical you are now, you will never have a chance to have peace of mind again. Because you have lost their respect and adoration. I'm sorry, if I were you, get out of here. Get out of their careers and out of their lives. Ning Feiyang, this is my suggestion and my advice. Lu Kaiwen's tone was as cold and disdainful as his eyes.
Ning Feiyang groaned, he was a little fugue, and some seemed to be thinking.
Gradually, he raised his eyes to stare at the other man, and there was a look of confusion in his eyes. That's no longer guilt.
"Kids. I'm getting sure. You should have a very close relationship with Xiaofu. I know you're not her child. But you are definitely the closest person to her. Son, I understand your feelings for Xiaofu, but it suddenly worries me. Child, tell me unmistakably whether you sympathize with Kerr or do you really love her? You have to tell me what is really in your heart. I want you to answer without hesitation now. Tell me. Ning Feiyang suddenly leaned forward, his voice becoming more and more urgent.
"Shut up! What right do you have to say the word love. What right do you have to ask about Su Qing's future? Ning Feiyang, since you gave up your responsibility twenty-four years ago, please don't hypocritically pick up this unworthy responsibility again. Please do not insult the sacred meaning of responsibility. A nameless flame sparked in Lu Kaiwen's heart.
Ning Feiyang quietly looked at the young man in front of him. He was judging quickly.
"Kevin. Why are you so excited? Did I speak to your heart? Are you not in love but pity for Kerr? Kevin, if that's the case, please be sure to think about it. Be sure to make a choice. Child, my Kerr can put up with me as an incompetent father because she has a father who loves her. But she can't stand the hurt you inflict on her. Please, child, don't let her down, don't let her get hurt beyond your reach. Ning Feiyang's tone suddenly became urgent. His face also became paler.
"Enough. Ning Feiyang, do you think I'm you? Don't say I love Kerr. Even if I just pity her, I won't let her leave my side. She's all I've had. She is my soul. Do you understand? You poor creature who doesn't deserve love at all. Kevin Lu waved his hand irritably, no longer patient in his roughness.
"Good. Kevin. I believe you. I'm just reminding you to love her, to love her with all your heart. Ning Feiyang began to back down, he felt the irritability and anger of the young man.
"Can you leave? Can you make Su Qing quiet? Lu Kaiwen also quickly recovered his laziness. It's more of a prostration.
Ning Feiyang smiled bitterly again. The bitter smile made him look a little old.
"Kevin. Do you think what Kerr needs right now is quiet? If I disappear like this, do you think she will be quiet? She is a strong child, but she is a girl after all. No matter how strong and independent she is, she needs an answer after all. It needs the love that a girl has. Do you think she'll calmly accept my evasion? Do you think I'll accept myself as I dodge like this? If I didn't know who she was, I would go and live my life with peace of mind. Although Lingyun Company is lost, my soul is still there. But now none of this is possible. She has taken my soul. I gave Ning Yu and Ning Yue a father's complete love, but I didn't give her a trace of fatherly love for this displaced daughter. Instead, I gave her a lot of pain and resentment. I gave her even more confusion and confusion about the future. You say, can I just let it go? Maybe I can't do anything, but I must at least let my daughter approve of this feeling, and I must completely erase this shadow from her heart. It's about her future. I can't make amends for her past, but I have to take responsibility for her future. Child, you are not yet a father, you cannot understand the heart of a father, nor can you understand the heart of a daughter. Child, let's repair the girl's wounded heart together. All right? Help me, it's for Kerr. Ning Feiyang's voice was raised, with resoluteness in his trembling voice.
Lu Kaiwen's brows furrowed. He had to chew on the words that made him sigh. I had to endure the turmoil in my heart.
The girl's expression floated before her eyes. Her resentment and her silence were gradually overlapping with the words in her ears.
The shadow of my mother also comes to mind from time to time. Her loneliness stimulated her nerves.
Ning Feiyang's eyes had been piling up with anticipation, and his body was getting straighter and straighter.
Quiet, surprisingly quiet rippling in the aroma of tea.
"Go back. Let me consider your suggestion. Maybe you're right. I can't shut her off from the real world. She needs to be grounded. She needs justice even more. I should let her make her own choices. Ning Feiyang, I want you to be cursed, but ...... I want Kerr to have a real happiness. You're shameful, but you're lucky. You should be glad we found Kerr. Otherwise, you and I will end up dying. I've said my conclusions, and you're good to go. I really don't want to face you again. I really don't want to face you ruthless hypocrite. Lu Kaiwen picked up the tea cup that had been cold in front of him.
"Thank you! Thank you for your help, thank you for your true affection for Kerr. Ning Feiyang stood up. His body shook a little.
Ning Feiyang took a few steps, but he still hesitated to stop.
Lu Kaiwen raised his eyes and followed the other party's footsteps disdainfully.
Ning Feiyang hesitated and turned around.
"Kevin. You're not perfunctory to me, are you? Are you really willing to help me? Ning Feiyang's voice was full of dryness.
Lu Kaiwen's brows furrowed. There was a hint of complexity in his eyes.
Hesitation allowed the air to freeze.
"I really want to refuse, I really want to see you fall into a catastrophe, but I'd rather make a temporary alliance with you, a sentimental liar. For Kerr's sake, I'm willing to stand with despicable and shameless people. Because I want to bet once, bet that you still have a conscience to be a father, and bet that you still have a feeling of loving your daughter. Bet you can stop living in hatred for Kerr. For the sake of her future, I chose to make a deal with the devil. Lu Kaiwen's voice was also extremely dry.
Ning Feiyang turned around and took his own steps.
Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes. He was reluctant to raise his hand to erase the blur.
He enjoyed the surprise at the moment. It's a surprise to look forward to.