Chapter 0194: The Story of Huadu
"I've become like this, I've already looked down on life and death, you can kill me at any time, I've already said it, you want to use me to find magpies, don't rush at this time, I want you to listen to me finish the following words, listen to me finish, I'll deal with you." Half of the woman's face, which could be read and understood, twitched slightly.
"You say." Lin Feng said politely that he knew that this woman was the reverse scale of the magpie, but if he wanted to attack the woman in front of him, Lin Feng couldn't do it. This woman made Lin Feng feel calm, and deep down his heart he had never been at peace.
Based on the face of half of her face that was not completely old, Lin Feng judged that she must have been a beauty when she was young, a beautiful woman, only half of her face was ruined and she could still be so calm, this is how much she has suffered, how much she has suffered in her heart, and how much she can achieve such a peace without hatred and love, no matter what her past is, at least compared with old people like Wei Chi and Ouyang.
"Mr. Lin, I'm having a bit of a hard time to speak, and I might have to waste some of your time."
"Don't worry, you speak slowly." Lin Feng was somewhat infected by the woman's tepid situation.
"Since you're looking for magpies, I'll tell you the story of magpies and me." The woman owes her body and puts on a rather comfortable posture, thinking for a while, as if she is sorting out her thoughts.
"Magpie is my daughter and Tu Zhengying's woman. When I was young, I was quite beautiful, and I often participated in some friends' activities at that time, when I met Tu Zhengying, he was a principal, he was funny, humorous, and good-looking, no matter where he went, there was always a group of women willing to revolve around him, and I also liked him at that time. After meeting me a few times, I was attracted by his conversation and temperament, and we soon moved in. The woman laughed self-deprecatingly as she spoke, and Lin Feng took a sip of water and nodded with interest.
"I always wanted to marry him, but he said it was good, so I kept accommodating him. Until one day, my friend told me that Tu Zhengying was with a girl surnamed Cui. I felt that he had betrayed me, so I quarreled with him a lot, and every time after a fight, he didn't go home, and stayed outside for a while, and I knew that he went to the woman.
I'm not an uninteresting woman, my family didn't know what was happening to me, and when I was about to leave him, I was surprised to find out that I was pregnant with a child. I didn't have any income, I depended on him for my life and everything, I thought I could keep him with the child, but I was wrong, he knew that after I was pregnant with the child, she would never come back, and the house was his. The woman spoke very calmly, as if talking about someone else's business, and there was no expression in her expression that could be described as emotion.
Lin Feng poured some more coffee for the woman and looked out the window, at this time the sun was just right, and the leaves of a large camphor tree were shining green by the sun, projecting on the woman's face.
The woman let out a long breath softly, as if someone who had not spoken for a long time was suddenly about to make a long speech.
"When the magpie was born, I heard from a friend that Tu Zhengying and Cui Ying were married. I have thought about it a lot, I think of suicide, you must know that I am a woman with a child, and it is not easy to survive in this society, not to mention that I had no way to like other men except Tu Zhengying at that time. That day, I looked at the magpie's cute little face, she had a bit of Mr. Tu's appearance, I couldn't do it, I became a joke among my friends, they called me stupid.
One day, Tu Zhengying drank wine and took Cui Ying to my place. They slept together in the room where we used to be, and that night, I watched the magpie sit for a night, and I always thought that Tu Zhengying was just going out to have fun, but he brought the woman home, and I couldn't stand it a little.
The next morning, I went to them to theorize, and the man surnamed Tu spilled a cup of hot coffee in my face. He told me that he was just playing with me, and I knew what he was going to do, and that the one surnamed Cui had connections in the lower political circles, and there were people in the province.
I came with him first, but because I didn't register, I became a junior, and I took the child and went to sue them. Tu Zhengying's reputation is very good, and the Cui family is also very powerful, so no one is willing to help me, in fact, they can't help me, I was kicked out of the house by them and lived on the street. My face was ruined, and it was impossible to remarry, so I took my children and looked for jobs everywhere, I had a big trouble with Tu Zhengying, and no one wanted me to help them, not to mention that I also had a child.
I carried the child on my back and jumped into the river, and when I woke up, I realized that I had been rescued, and that person's name was Zhuge Mingyue. With his encouragement, I survived, and later I learned that he was a Jianghu person, so I begged him to help me kill Tu Zhengying, and Tu Zhu told me that I had to avenge myself. He agreed to take the magpie as an apprentice and taught the magpie a skill. ”
The woman seemed to be tired, sighed again, looked out the window for ten minutes, and then picked up the words: "The hatred of the magpie was given to her by me, and the hatred destroyed my mind, and one day I felt that everything was meaningless, and the magpie should not live in hatred, she should be happy." I hope the magpie can live better, I asked her to let go of her hatred, but she couldn't let go, she told me that she must kill Tu Zhengying, I begged bitterly. So she went to S City, she said that she didn't kill Tu Zhengying, she wanted to find a killer named Lin Feng, and that person must be you. ”
"Yes, she ran into me in S City and almost killed me. Whether the magpie killed the girl or not, I just want to know that. After the woman talked about herself for two hours, Lin Feng finally said a word. In S City, he was injured and almost died at the hands of the magpie, Lin Feng finally understood why the magpie let himself kill Mr. Tu, no matter who he was, he would hate when he encountered this kind of thing.
"I'm tired, there's only so much I can tell you, what are you going to do? Be my guest. The woman didn't answer Lin Feng's question, she leaned her head back on the chair as she spoke, leaning towards the sunlight outside the window, and closed her eyes, which was the calm expression that a person who saw through everything must have when he died.
Lin Feng stood up, lit a cigarette, turned around and walked out the door, for such a woman, Lin Feng couldn't do anything about it. After going out, Gong Long also walked down, looking at Lin Feng's calm expression and asked a little puzzled, "What's the matter?" ”
"It's okay, I can't avenge this revenge, let's go back."
The magpie did all this to take revenge, Lin Feng also did it for revenge, Lin Feng for a girl who liked him, and the magpie for his mother who had suffered for many years, he had another view of the magpie at this time. So he left the magpie's mother's residence with Gong Zheng.