Chapter 236: Don't Be an Autistic Person

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It may be that my words interfered that Gu Ran finally couldn't calm down, she put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, and frowned: "Wang Ye, the matter between me and Lu Hui is something you can't imagine from the perspective of a bystander, do you think I don't want to maintain this family?" But now I'm really tired from living, and it's hard for me to tell you about his family..."

"As long as people live, they always have to face such and such unpredictable things, because this is life, and it is also the law of survival, people are afraid of growing up, and when we grow up, we will be forced to face all kinds of trivial things, but can you keep your face young because you are afraid of the future because of a simple sentence?" I shrugged my shoulders helplessly, and said: "Actually, I don't want to ask about your affairs with him at all, but this is related to your future, I just want to persuade you to think carefully and make a decision..."

Gu Ran exhaled fiercely, then rolled his eyes, looked at me, and said: "Things have developed to this point, it can't be as simple as me and him can make a decision, his family has arranged for him to be the most suitable person for him to walk on the road of marriage for me, just wait for me to take time to sign the divorce agreement...... Wang Ye, I think you should worry more about your current situation, although I don't know how to go in the future, but at least I am content with the status quo...... You, on the other hand, always make yourself look like a melancholy little prince..."

I immediately denied it, "I'm fine now...... In just a few months, I made hundreds of thousands of dollars and opened my own company, which was never within my expectations..."

"Yes...... You have indeed made a great breakthrough in your career, but where does your lonely sadness come from? I don't think anyone knows their situation better than you..."

During my discussion with Gu Ran, I unconsciously lit a cigarette and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, thinking carefully, where did my sadness come from? It's as if loneliness itself is part of human nature, and it's not something that anyone can change by just talking about it.

At this time, Gu Ran reached out and snatched the cigarette away from my fingertips, and continued: "Wang Ye, start to see the fragrance of the future from today, open your heart, don't be an autistic person..."

"Am I lonely?"

"You'll always be lonely in my eyes, but you never want to admit it......"

I took a long breath, in fact, the reason why people are lonely is because he hasn't met the person who can make him open his heart, I have met it, but lost it, so it is even more lonely, I don't want to be an autistic person in my subconscious, but I don't want to be an autistic person in my subconscious, but this real fucked up life hurts me too much, and the betrayal and deception again and again make me not believe that there is still real friendship in this world, so my not lonely side often exists in front of the person I trust the most, and now, I have long been lost in the vast night sky, I can't see human nature clearly, and I don't know who would be willing to exchange my sincerity for this meager friendship of mine.

Faced with Gu Ran's affirmative pickiness, I snatched the cigarette from her hand, but I was no longer willing to idle on this topic, so I said: "I brought you something, the bank card password is your birthday, and the keys to the house you have sold, including the car keys, some things seem to be useless, but one day you will need it...... You can keep these things first, maybe I'll ask you for help one day..."

Gu Ran gave me a blank look: "You need to take it, there's no need to beat around the bush with me..."

"This is what Lu Hui gave you, and it wasn't given to me by my husband..."

"Wang Ye, how can I hear you say this, I want to cry and laugh?"

I smiled and pretended to pat the dust on my body, and said, "Okay, this king is going back now, you can stay here for a few more days to rest and rest, and then go back when you are in a better mood..."

"Let's talk about it......" Gu Ran looked at the rain outside the window and still didn't abate, the rain frowned, and said: "Now the rain is so heavy, because of the night, maybe the ground is about to freeze, or wait until tomorrow to go back, anyway, you go back to Shanghai at this point now, even if you arrive, you can't do anything else, it's too unsafe..."

I shook my head, "It's okay, just drive it slower...... Didn't you say it, open your heart, don't be an autistic person, there are some things to face, you can't escape..."

Seeing that I had a firm attitude, Gu Ran finally pursed his lips, picked up the wooden umbrella from his hand, and said, "Okay, I'll send you a little way, and by the way, feel some more fresh air..."

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Passing by the water market in Wuzhen, the theater stage that seems to float on the river, coupled with the colorful neon lights, raindrops fall on the water one by one, and on the riverbank opposite the theater stage, there are many couples with umbrellas embracing each other and strolling in this beautiful scenery, so that I subconsciously have an impulse to settle here forever, but the ideal is very plump, the reality is very skinny, although my heart yearns for freedom, but sometimes I can't help but bow to life.

Suddenly, Gu Ran took out his mobile phone from his handbag, grabbed me who was about to walk, and said, "Wang Ye, it's been ten years...... Let's take a group photo as a souvenir..."

I subconsciously stopped, looked around left and right, nodded, and responded: "Then find someone to take pictures for us, I'm standing in the rain, and you're standing next to me with an umbrella..."

Gu Ran was a little puzzled: "Why do you want to stand in the rain?" On such a cold day, you will catch a cold if you get wet..."

I shrugged my shoulders indifferently and said, "It's okay, then you hang this photo on the photo wall of 'Ten Years of Memory', and put the headcard we took ten years ago, ten years ago, ten years later, there is no excuse for even hugging......

As soon as the words fell, I had already taken the initiative to retreat from the small space under the umbrella into the wind and rain, and Gu Ran first exclaimed, but under my embarrassed signal, she quickly found a passer-by from the side of the road to help take pictures, but the rain was too strong, and it took a few times in a row to take a fairly clear photo, and the expressions on each other's faces could not be seen clearly in the picture, until I squeezed into the limited space with her again, and I found that she had already burst into tears.

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When I returned to Shanghai, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, and I received a text message on my mobile phone on the way, but because I was driving on the highway in heavy rain at the time, I didn't go through it for safety reasons.

This is a text message from Liu Wei, he told me that he hadn't contacted Sun Zhenzhen for a day, and the company just had some things to deal with, and asked me if I could contact her...

I looked at the words he sent me, and my mood began to become extremely complicated, I didn't know how to tell him about Sun Zhenzhen, so I took a sip of the Banlangen in my hand and drank it, and after thinking about it for a long time, I replied to him and said: "In the future, the company's affairs, you can find me directly..."

I didn't expect that Liu Wei hadn't fallen asleep at this time, and after receiving my text message, he quickly replied to my message, saying, "Brother Ye, what's wrong...... Where did Sun Tianzhen go? Isn't she generally responsible for these trivial things in the company? ”

"Well, but she's been traveling during this time, so all the business and projects she is currently in charge of will be directly replaced by me for the time being..."

"Won't you...... She didn't tell us anything about her travels...... Do you know when she's coming back? ”

I leaned back on the sofa and rubbed my temples a little irritably, and only after my mood gradually calmed down did I say, "I'm not sure about the time, I'm going far away...... Why, what business has to find her? ”

"Brother Ye...... Don't you know me......"

I read Liu Wei's helplessness in this short line, but I also knew that there would be no result between him and Sun Zhenzhen, so I got up and walked to the balcony habitually with a cigarette case, I put the cigarette in my mouth, but it was not lit as usual.

I looked at the potted plants that Sun Zhenzhen brought me on the balcony, and couldn't help but reach out to touch them, but they withered as soon as I touched them, and when the text message bell rang again, Liu Wei sent me another text message: "Brother Ye...... I listened to Brother Huo tell me about her, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep in the past two days, although I don't have a car, a house or a passbook now, but I don't mind...... I don't mind the child in her womb, I will try to earn money to support her and raise our children...... In fact, sometimes although her personality is very rude and domineering, I think these are all deliberately disguised by her, and no one can understand her sadness, but I do...... She's a good woman, the world is so dirty, and she's the purest and most innocent person I've ever met..."

Maybe everyone has his unique side, and this side needs a pair of eyes to discover his beauty, for Sun Zhenzhen, Liu Wei seems to be the pair of eyes that found her beauty, but I can't be like him.

In the end, I couldn't help but light the cigarette that was already sticking to my lips, and I couldn't see through the world under my feet in the smoke, because I didn't have a pair of eyes that were good at finding beauty.

After taking two more puffs of cigarettes, I picked up my phone and edited the text and replied to Liu Wei's text message, saying, "Don't wait for her...... She's a kite without a rope, and she's floating wherever she goes..."

"I don't understand ......"

"You found her beauty, but you couldn't see through her heart......"

"I just want to know when she'll be back..."

I don't know what the significance of Liu Wei's search for cause and effect is, but after thinking about it repeatedly, I finally finished the last puff of cigarette at my fingertips, quickly edited the text, and said, "Maybe a few months, maybe a few years, or maybe ...... Forever..."

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A big chapter first, and a small chapter at night.

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