Chapter 52: Five Fingerprints
After hanging up the phone, I didn't hesitate too much, so I directly took the down jacket and put it on, intending to go directly to Gu Ran, but the moment I opened the door of the living room, Shen Wei stood outside the door again with an insulated lunch box.
Seeing that I was going to go out, he smiled slightly and asked, "Are you in a hurry to go out?" ”
"Well, there's something wrong with going out!" I replied dryly.
Shen Wei hesitated for a moment and said, "Auntie and uncle are still in the township and haven't come back, why don't you eat something and go out...... I made chicken soup at home today, drink a little hot soup and go out to warm up! ”
I hesitated, but it didn't take much time to eat anyway, so I nodded......
After closing the door, Shen Wei opened the insulated lunch box and set the meal for me, and then asked me, "It's so cold outside, what are you going out to do now?" ”
I didn't hide it, so I drank the soup and said, "Gu Ran is here, staying in the hotel next to him, I'll take a look!" ”
Shen Wei let out an "oh", and then asked me, "Then are you going home tonight?" ”
"Definitely back!" I looked at Shen Wei speechlessly: "Do you feel that I can still live together in my relationship with her now?" ”
Shen Wei smiled and said, "I may have to make up for a night of self-study in the evening, and I will get off work at ten o'clock, if you have time...... Can you go pick me up? There was a stretch of road that was too dark for me to walk alone! ”
"No problem, just tell me the address!"
Saying that, I picked up the lunch box and started eating, and Shen Wei was sitting on the sofa with both hands holding her chin and watching me eat, being stared at by Shen Wei like this, I was twisted, so I put down the chopsticks in my hand and looked at her in embarrassment, and then Shen Wei smiled again: "I don't mean anything else...... It's just that after all these years, you haven't even changed the way you eat......"
Speaking, without waiting for me to speak, Shen Wei took out a ruler from his bag and measured it on me, and said with a smile: "It's okay to be idle at home after work every day, I plan to knit a sweater for you in my spare time, do you think black is okay?" ”
I shook my head, looked at Shen Wei embarrassedly and said, "No need, it's time-consuming and energy-intensive......"
"Hehe, it's okay, it's your birthday in a week, I don't know what to send!"
"My birthday?" I looked at Shen Wei with some shock, and at the same time, my brain was also running rapidly, and I remembered that my birthday was indeed in this month, but at this time, I couldn't even remember my birthday, and my life was chaotic enough!
Time filtered the pain and displeasure in the memory, and also precipitated my joy, anger and madness, in the case that I didn't even remember my birthday, Shen Wei was able to remember my birthday clearly, except for moving I couldn't find a more suitable word to describe my mood and emotions at this time! In the old years, it was more accurate to remember my birthday than my own, except for Gu Ran, who was Miqi......
I can't help but feel a little sentimental, the two women I love the most, one is now married, and the other has rejected my confession and is living a life in the north...... With the baptism of time and wind and rain, they will eventually become farther and farther away from me, and gradually become the old time in my mind, placed in the flow of years, slowly passing, warm and sad......
After coming out of the house, I quickly came to the hotel where Gu Ran was, and after making a phone call to confirm the room she was in, I went upstairs and came directly to the room, Gu Ran, who opened the door for me, was wearing a purple mask, and the whole person's mental state was also a little sluggish!
After entering the house, I lit a cigarette for myself and asked in surprise, "You also wear a mask in the hotel, are you afraid that anyone will recognize you?" ”
Gu Ran closed them, then helped me make a cup of coffee and brought it to me, saying, "I've had a cold these days, I'm afraid I'll pass on the cold to you!" ”
I subconsciously replied: "When I was in college, I was covered with chickenpox, wasn't it you who was by your side all day long and took care of me?" ”
Gu Ran was stunned, then closed the curtains, sat down on the edge of the bed, and said, "Love is a reincarnation, we have gone from the initial beauty to the current pain!" ”
I nodded: "All we can do at this time is to free ourselves from the pain, and finally gradually find another eternity in life, congratulations, you have found it!" ”
Gu Ran looked at me with tears in his eyes for a long time, then took a deep breath and said in a trance: "I'm sorry Wang Ye, I'm late to come back!" ”
I smoked the cigarette in my hand and said, "It's not too late, it's not your grandma, thank you for making it back in your busy schedule!" ”
"The king is also ......"
I got up and looked at Gu Ran, who was in tears, and didn't plan to stay here longer, after all, I had promised Shen Wei to pick her up at night, so I said directly: "Grandma, let me tell you when she leaves, our Wang family owes you, and she will repay it...... I hope you don't hold a grudge against us! ”
After saying that, I turned around and prepared to leave, but I never thought that Gu Ran at this time could no longer control his emotions and roared at me: "Wang Ye...... Why are you doing this to me...... What the hell did I do wrong, and why did you ...... me like this?"
I stopped, and suddenly the dissatisfaction and anger in my heart exploded uncontrollably, turned around and threw the cigarette butt on the floor, and said angrily: "Cao, why did you do this...... Why the did I do this to you...... Do you know how I've spent the past few years with the charge of unfilial piety? Do you know what the look looks at me when I come back? Do you know the expectation that grandma sees every woman around her as you and the despair that finally learns that it is not you? Do you know how my mother felt when she forced me to break up with you? …… Who gave me all this today? It's your parents, it's your family!! ”
Gu Ran cried in pain and said, "I know...... I know I'm sorry for you...... I know the humiliation you've endured for me, but why shouldn't I? ”
I sneered, "Aren't you...... Aren't you happier than anyone else? ”
"Happiness? Hehe...... Do you think happiness is what I am now? As he spoke, Gu Ran tore off the mask that had always been on his face.
And I looked at Gu Ran's movements, and suddenly found that almost half of her face was swollen, and there were five clearly visible finger prints, I quickly came to Gu Ran's side, grabbed her two shoulders, and asked, "What's the matter with your face?" Did Lu Hui's grandson beat it! ”
Gu Ran hugged me tightly and cried bitterly: "Wang Ye...... I love you...... I'm used to waking up with you every day, and I'm used to the love you give me...... I miss you so much, I miss you all the time......"
I clenched my fists tightly, and the resentment against Gu Ran before suddenly dissipated with anger, and said angrily: "Are you a fucking stupid, that grandson beat you, why don't you tell your family......" Saying that, I pushed Gu Ran away, grabbed her arm, and said: "You go back to Shanghai with me immediately, your family doesn't care about this matter today, Lao Tzu will take care of it!" ”
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