Chapter 280: The Clash of Hearts

The streets on Sunday are already in the mood for the Olympics. Everywhere are the signs of the five rings that have begun to be hung and posted. The five-ring flag flutters prominently in the lazy warm breeze of early summer. S City can't wait to enter the Olympic moment.

Walking in a hurry, Lu Kaiwen didn't care about admiring these prosperous scenes, he hurriedly searched, and hurriedly walked into a coffee house on the side of the street.

It wasn't until his eyes caught his target that Lu Kaiwen's expression relaxed slightly. He slowed down and gently walked over and sat down.

Following the other party's gaze, Kevin Lu began to appreciate the changes on both sides of the street with a relaxed attitude.

The sea of five-ring flags is spreading, and the prosperous atmosphere decorated is impressive.

"The coffee bars in the new district are getting more and more tasteful. The books that occupy an entire wall and the staggered lounge chairs are impressive. S City is becoming more and more cosmopolitan. Kevin Lu retracted his gaze.

The girl on the other side was still focused on the street.

"Ahem. How did you come out on your own while I was cooking? It's not far away, but you have to wait until you're done eating. The Coke chicken wings I made today are still good. I brought it to you. Kevin Lu pushed a thermos lunch box over.

The girl finally withdrew her gaze, her brow furrowed slightly.

"I came out to breathe. Do you even have to work hard for a while? Mr. Lu. Are you too ......" Su Qing looked at the lunch box on the table and let out a sigh.

"Huh. Am you saying that I am too hypocritical? Alas! I know my problem, too. But I'm still not at ease. You're still young, and I can't leave you alone. It's easy to think when you're alone. You should be happy. Lu Kaiwen scraped the dryness in his stomach.

He grew more and more afraid of the girl's resentful eyes and tone. He is also becoming more and more timid.

The girl stared at the other person's face for a long time, unwilling to look away.

"Eat it. I've already brought out lunch. It's time for lunch. Don't be sloppy with lunch. Kevin Lu began to dodge.

The girl cooperated and began to eat slowly. She fell into silence again.

Kevin Lu secretly relaxed his body. He was finally in the mood to start enjoying the idleness in the coffee bar and enjoying the aroma of the coffee.

The moment was warm. The wordless exchange moved Kevin Lu.

Thank God for His generosity to Yourself. Thank you to him for allowing him to have this happiness.

All the effort is compensated at such a moment.

The lunch I made by myself is slowly disappearing, and my happiness and satisfaction are gradually piling up.

"I'm done eating. You can rest assured. The girl finally stopped eating. She closed the lid on the lunch box.

"Good. That's how it works. Is my cooking getting better? I believe that if I am given time, I will do better. Kevin Lu could no longer hide his smug look. I can't help but feel the ease that swells up anymore.

The girl frowned slightly.

"You've been doing a great job. It's so good that it melts people. A girl is lucky to meet you. Su Qing's lazy tone spread out slowly. Mix with melodious music in the coffee bar.

"It should. That's all the more fortunate for me. My greatest happiness is to watch my baby live happily. Hey. Lu Kaiwen was embarrassed and proud.

"Is that how you treat your baby? Have you ever wondered if this baby likes this kind of life? You keep saying that you want this baby to be happy. You're just stuffing your favorite stuff around. You only care about whether you are satisfied or not. Has anyone asked me what exactly I need? The dazzling wealth has lost me, and Ling Yun's great responsibility has become a burden for me. It's all shoehorned into me. I can't refuse, and I don't dare to refuse. Are you really satisfied? Are you sure that this will make me happy? The girl quickly fell into a state of muttering to herself.

Kevin Lu felt the numbness that gradually spread to his scalp. I felt the tearing pain that gradually crept into my heart. The girl's indignation kept whipping his heart.

“…… Su Qing...... I'm sorry for hiding from talking to you about this. I've been wandering in the middle of it. The big change that has taken place recently is evocative. But just remember that everyone loves you. Maybe this way is hard for you to accept. It makes you feel like it hurts your self-esteem. I understand your state of mind. You've been battling fate. You've been honing in the experience of self-struggle. You are not a bird in a cage, you are a little grass that has been weathered. Su Qing, don't refuse all pity and love, let time slowly smooth out all the spikes. Give yourself time, and give us time. Ning Feiyang's matter may make you very embarrassed. However, I believe that time will tell us a conclusion. Don't rush to refuse and ostracize, don't speculate on his intentions. Don't be resentful, don't speculate. Just go with the rhythm of time. We are all taking the test of time. Promise me to learn to be soft. Kevin Lu finally struggled out of his complicated emotions. He didn't want to shrink back in his cowardice anymore.

"Time? …… Does it really work? ......" Su Qing's eyes flashed with a fleeting light. She looked intently at the other.

Kevin Lu could read the girl's eyes. That's doubt, but also expectation.

"Ning Feiyang, I hope you don't back down, I hope you can let Ke'er completely get rid of the shackles of your heart. I hope you will be a father. I hope you are worthy of your mother's love. Can you do it? Lu Kaiwen's mind fluttered again.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was as dreary as ever. This atmosphere contrasts strongly with the bright midday sun.

"I'm done. I'm going out. You two have a good talk while I'm out. This kind of atmosphere is really unbearable. Ms. Xiao, suppressing your emotions will make menopause come early. Mr. Ning, don't be so deep. This is in their own home. I'm leaving......" Ning Yu's tail note dragged and echoed in the living room.

"I'll go to the study and rest for a while. Thank you for your hard work. Ning Feiyang's voice also quickly followed his son's aftermath.

"Stop!" A sharp voice quickly cut through the silence.

Ning Feiyang's body trembled. His face with his back to the dining table twitched subconsciously.

The moment he turned around showed heaviness.

"You're going too far. used physical discomfort as an excuse to push off the matter of visiting the second elder. Do you think you can safely hide in that damn study of yours? Xiao Zhuying's eyes quickly turned red.

Ning Feiyang almost slumped into his chair.

The dullness was short-lived, but it was full of the smell of gunpowder before the explosion.

"I'm sorry. I was really uncomfortable. And, I do need time to sort things out. I don't want the second elder to see me like this absent-minded look. Hope you understand. Ning Feiyang's voice was sincere and apologetic.

"Do you still know what you look like now? Ning Feiyang, you have disappointed me so much. I've been waiting for you for so long, I'm waiting for you to give me an explanation. I'm waiting for you to recover. But what about you? You haven't recovered. You've even been tormenting me even harder. You are not a teenager anymore, you are a father and a husband. You are a successful man who once created Lingyun Company. But look at yourself now. How do you make me understand you? Am I supposed to watch you depressed like this every day? Should I allow you to torture our whole family like this? If you're a man, don't do that anymore and don't let us down. Feiyang, isn't it the loss of a Lingyun company? Let's not think about it anymore. Only when we never have. You're not old, and you can do more and do bigger things. Flying, don't be so depressed anymore. None of us looked down on you because of Lingyun's affairs, we all believed in you. Xiao Zhufang's tone was changing and turning. Her expression softened.

Ning Feiyang looked at his wife in a daze, his eyes becoming more and more complicated. He slowly reached out his hand, and the moment his hand was about to touch his wife, he suddenly retracted.

Xiao Zhuying frowned suddenly. Her husband's actions made her depressed at the moment of leaving the night, and made her even more sad.

"I'm sorry. Bamboo Shadow. I haven't sorted out my own affairs yet. It's far more complicated than you think. I need time. I need time...... I'm sorry......" Ning Feiyang still made a decision in the shortest possible moment.

"You...... Flying. Tell me what's on your mind. We are husband and wife. We are a couple who have been through ups and downs together for more than 20 years. There's nothing you can't tell me. I know you're still thinking about that girl. It doesn't matter, I can take all the blows. However, I can't accept that you have excluded me from your heart. It's too far away, I can't stand it. Tell me, I'll bear it with you. Even if you do something sorry for me, I'm going to listen to you tell me personally. Xiao Zhuying's tone became softer and softer. It is more and more full of feminine tenderness.

At this moment, she could be sure that she had no resentment, only concern.

"Bamboo Shadow. Don't persuade me. All I can tell you is that things are not what you think. But things are far more complicated than you think. I'm going through a mental ordeal. I don't have the confidence to make it through this. Because I can't forgive myself. I can't forgive myself for the mistakes I made. It's no longer something that can be remedied. It's totally ...... Takekage, I'm sorry, I can't explain all this. I...... I'm a complete mess myself. I'm sorry......" Ning Feiyang tried to explain everything, but kept giving up in the struggle.

Xiao Zhuying became frustrated again and again in anticipation. Her brow furrowed even deeper.

"Flying. I beg you, I beg you to tell me everything for the sake of my love affair with you for more than twenty years. I beg you to tell me everything for the sake of my children. I can't go through this with you anymore. I can't stand this alienation anymore. I don't believe that there is anything higher than our husband and wife relationship, and I don't believe that there is anything else that can beat our children. Please, tell me. Even the most shameful things I want to know. Ning Feiyang, please, don't torture me like this anymore. Xiao Zhuying's voice trembled and cried. She could no longer hide her vulnerability.

A heavy pain crossed between Ning Feiyang's eyebrows.

"Bamboo Shadow. I know. I know how hard you work. I know the ordeal you endured. Because of me, you are restless, and you are under the ridicule of others. You're going to help me hide it. You're also going to worry about me doing something disgraceful. I know that your heart is in me and in our family. I'm sorry, I really don't want you to go through all this with me. If it were possible, I would open my heart and show you. I love you and love our children. I love this home. Bamboo Shadow, don't follow me to endure such mental torture. You don't deserve to endure all this. Leave my mind alone and make it easy for yourself. I'll figure this out on my own. Please give me time. Ning Feiyang finally gave up hesitation, he reached out and grabbed his wife's hand.

Xiao Zhuying's hand was cold. But this kind of coolness made Ning Feiyang feel steady.

"Nope. You don't have the right to ask me that. Ask our children. No matter how big things are, they should be confessed to us. We have to bear it together. You'll have to tell me. It's today, it's now. Xiao Zhuying held her husband's hand tightly.

She felt her husband's hand gradually shaking, and felt his hand gradually withdraw.

Xiao Zhuying's heart is gradually sinking. She saw her husband's hesitation reappear between her brows, and fade away.

"I'm sorry. Bamboo Shadow. I love you. But I also love Su Qing. If I'm sorry, I'd rather say it to you at the moment. I can't say it without her consent. Bamboo Shadow, give me time. I'll figure it out on my own. Ning Feiyang almost gritted his teeth and burst out of this sentence. The hardship deformed his cheeks.

"Why? Could it be that a girl makes you desperate? Can you have more affection for her than we do? You're just unreasonable. Tell me, why the hell is that? Xiao Zhuying broke her husband's slowly withdrawn hand in an almost hysterical roar.

Disgust came up suddenly. Xiao Zhuying couldn't support it anymore.

"Bamboo Shadow. Don't rush. I can only tell you. I owe so much to that kid. I would never dare to do even the slightest thing against her will. The thought of how upset she would be made my heart bleed. Bamboo Shadow. Don't push me. Please. Ning Feiyang burst into tears in his choked throat.

Xiao Zhuying was stunned. She stopped talking, and she felt fear.

Dull and depressed permeated the man's whimper.

Xiao Zhuying waited blankly for the man's catharsis.

"Ning Feiyang. I understand. I don't force you. Please think about it for me too. I want you to leave for a while. That way, at least I can stop facing your hesitation and insecurity. I don't want to live in the shadow of a young girl. As you said, you have to take it alone. We...... We are not eligible. Let's go. Xiao Zhuying leaned weakly on the back of the chair. Laziness quickly penetrated every nerve in her.

Ning Feiyang wiped his tears. He stood up.

"It's fine. Bamboo Shadow. I should have taken it alone. I should have made this choice earlier. Trust me, I'll make the final decision. Wait for me. Ning Feiyang's voice gradually became firm.

He quickly disappeared from the dining room.

Xiao Zhuying raised his eyes and looked in the direction of the door. The glare of sunlight pouring in from the window made the back look dark. Appears blurry.