Chapter 293: A Trace of Desolation

The light and music in the western restaurant make the restlessness carried in the hot summer gradually disappear. The cold air from the central air conditioner makes people feel comfortable and comfortable. The tantalizing flavors of the food waft through the air.

Ning Feiyang's heart has been gradually condensing, and the food in front of him has become tasteless.

The white tablecloth became glaring, and the red tomato juice was a disgusting blood red in the eyes.

The music is tiresome, and the slightest sound from the surrounding environment is irritating.

Ning Feiyang was in a chaotic and irritable state of mind, barely chewing on tasteless food. He had to swallow desperately. He didn't dare to look up, he didn't dare to look at the face across the table.

Guilt and nervousness occupied the entire body and mind, and Ning Feiyang was experiencing the chill of being stripped of his coat and standing in the cold air.

The confidence and majesty that Ning Feiyang had been brought by living together for more than 20 years were all lost at this moment, and all his calmness seemed ridiculous at this moment.

Finally swallowed the food on the plate with difficulty, and finally there was no disguise. I finally had to lift my head, and I finally had to squeeze out a difficult smile.

Ning Feiyang believes that this smile of his own must be the ugliest smile in his life. There will only be one content in this smile, and that must be hypocrisy.

The moment I raised my eyes, I saw the woman across the table looking at me with a smile.

Ning Feiyang couldn't help but feel a wave in his heart, such a smile was so charming. The smile is full of the charm and charm of a mature woman. What swings is the unique charm of a woman with rich experience and connotation.

Ning Feiyang suddenly discovered a fact that he had never noticed. At this moment, his wife is like an extremely blooming flower, she is blooming her last brilliance, she is showing all her elegance before she withers.

This is a woman who blooms for herself, this is a woman who has dedicated all her good years to herself. This is a woman who deserves her lifelong respect and admiration.

Ning Feiyang's heart felt a sharp pain as if he had been pricked by a needle. His hands covered his chest. Cold sweat poured out.

"What's wrong? What is wrong with you? Xiao Zhuying's face on the other side instantly changed color. She reached out and grabbed her husband's arm.

"I'm fine! It's really fine! Ning Feiyang quickly inhaled. He struggled to get himself back to normal.

"You. Is it living alone and neglecting your body? You must pay attention to it at your age. Xiao Zhuying frowned, and she gently confided in her anger.

"Yes. I'll pay attention. Hehe, I really don't know how to live on my own" Ning Feiyang raised his voice and laughed.

For the first time, Ning Feiyang discovered how difficult it was to make himself smile sincerely. The real embarrassment can only come from the heart,

"It's a common problem for you men. You seem to be very strong in front of people, but in private you are as sloppy as children, and you don't even have the ability to take care of yourself. Xiao Zhuying smiled softly.

The flickering candlelight and soft lighting set off Xiao Zhuying's clever smile, and her carefully groomed face was set off beautifully.

Ning Feiyang closed his eyes for a moment, he resisted the impact that his wife brought to him.

"Flying. I'm coming. What are you going to tell me? Say it, I'm ready. Xiao Zhuying finally took the initiative to enter the topic.

Ning Feiyang's hand was on his chest, and he held down his beating heart.

Subconsciously picked up the water on the table and took a big sip, and his thirsty throat was watered.

"Bamboo Shadow. Since having Xiaoyu, we never seem to have come out alone to enjoy such a two-person world. Sorry, I neglected. I've been using my career as an excuse and I'm really guilty. Ning Feiyang incoherently sorted out his language.

"Huh. We are all the same. Don't feel guilty about these things, I don't complain. Others are very envious of me and envy me for having a handsome and capable husband. You created Lingyun Company, and you didn't make our mother and son worry about money. You are an excellent husband and a qualified husband. Xiao Zhuying smiled easily, his proud expression matched his proud tone.

Ning Feiyang could no longer suppress his shame. He held out his hand.

His own hand took his wife's hand. He could feel his wife's hesitation for a moment. The wife's body shook for a moment, and she quickly returned to her natural nature.

"Bamboo Shadow. I'm sorry. Yesterday, Xiaofang ran to me and had a big fight with me. I just know that you already know everything. I should have told you earlier, I shouldn't have been hiding it from you. Would you forgive me if I told you everything now? Ning Feiyang's tone was full of sincerity and heaviness.

"Okay. I've been waiting so long for you to tell me personally. I always believed that my husband would tell me everything personally. I'm willing to take it on with you. Xiao Zhuying showed a gentle smile.

Ning Feiyang let go of his hanging heart, and his hand was withdrawn. He began to adjust his mind, and he needed to sort out his mess. It is also necessary to give his wife some time to prepare.

Xiao Zhuying was sipping apple juice for a long time, and she put on a casual look.

Ning Feiyang took a deep look at his wife and took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry, Takekage, I don't know where to start. It's a hard thing to talk about. I also confirmed this not long ago. I have never had an answer. What should I do if I haven't thought about it? Ning Feiyang spoke, his voice slow and long.

"It doesn't matter. I can help you. If you can, I'll ask you a question, and you can just answer it. Is that good? Xiao Zhuying's voice was very relaxed and clear.

Ning Feiyang's eyes were full of gratitude when he looked at his wife. He nodded vigorously.

Xiao Zhufang chuckled, and immediately fell into gloom. A soft sigh showed her exhaustion at the moment.

"I'm sorry. I've let you down. Ning Feiyang's voice fell into a low voice. His head lowered with an apologetic voice.

"I remember you telling me about your past. Is there something new in the matter between you and her? Xiao Zhuying began her own inquiry, and also began her irrepressible ridicule.

The embarrassment forced Ning Feiyang to just nod.

Xiao Zhuying frowned, and her heart began to tighten. As the truth gets closer and closer, you will also be caught in a choice.

This is destined to be a painful truth, and it is also destined to be a difficult choice.

I have lived with the person in front of me for more than 20 years, and in the end I found that my husband has a complication that makes me unforgettable. But where do you go from here?

Xiao Zhuying was also struggling in the chaos. All she could do was keep sorting through the mess. Strive to show your pride and grace.

"Who is she? Is it your daughter? Xiao Zhuying squeezed out his difficulties almost word by word.

Ning Feiyang was stunned for a moment. He quickly came to his senses in a brief moment of astonishment. His wife's sudden sharpness caught him off guard.

Ning Feiyang looked at his wife in a daze for a while, and finally nodded firmly.

Xiao Zhuying couldn't help but close her eyes the moment she saw her husband nodding. Grievances and anger poured into his mind and into his blood. I feel dizzy.

Although he already has the answer, his husband's affirmation at this moment still makes him unable to bear such cruelty.

Noises and images collide in their own minds. I try to repel the clutter.

Gradually, the mind became clear. A familiar girl came to mind.

It was a girl with a fluttering skirt, a girl who alternated between youth and charm.

As if to wave the girl's image out of his mind, Xiao Zhuying opened his eyes suddenly.

"Are you sure she's your daughter? Do you have proof? Xiao Zhuying's tone became cramped and uneasy.

"I've done a DNA testimonial. Actually, I don't have to do that at all. I should have known who she was. I should have known about it as early as the moment she appeared in the company. I should have known it as early as when she approached me. It was my carelessness that made me miss countless opportunities. I must have let her down and chilled. Alas! I really am...... What a failure. Ning Feiyang answered his wife's question by himself, and suddenly fell into his own emotion.

Xiao Zhufang closed her eyes again. Almost every word of her husband's words at the moment pierced his heart. His sigh for the girl made his wife fall into a more helpless and complicated mood.

I no longer have the strength to open my eyes to see my husband like that, and I no longer have the strength to continue asking questions.

Ning Feiyang raised his eyes and saw the weakness and weakness of his wife leaning in the chair, he quickly realized his gaffe and quickly shut his mouth.

Silent couples immerse themselves in their respective worlds together. It was a world of hesitation and loss.

The melodiousness of the music seems to heal the pain, and it also seems to accumulate everyone's sorrow.

Xiao Zhuying opened his eyes. She saw her husband's eyes full of pity.

Such a vision gave Xiao Zhuying a trace of strength and a trace of vitality.

"I'm sorry. Makes you sad. I didn't expect things to be like this. For more than twenty years, I never thought I would bring you such complexity and embarrassment. I really didn't expect that. I ......" Ning Feiyang's voice weakened.

Xiao Zhuying sat up, and she struggled to recover her posture and sitting posture.

"What are you going to do? You're not here with me just to tell me that, are you? Xiao Zhuying tried to make his voice clear and steady, and tried to make his eyes firm.

A touch of pain flooded his heart, and Ning Feiyang closed his eyes. He's making his last struggle. I am also doing the final wavering.

Opening his eyes, Ning Feiyang met the pair of beautiful eyes that were so familiar that they could no longer be familiar.

"Little Shadow. I'm going to tell you what is in my heart. Ning Feiyang bit his lip.

Xiao Zhuying was stunned for a moment, her husband's answer and expression were beyond her expectations. However, his answer gave him hope.

"Little Shadow. I'm going to tell you that I love you. I love kids. You are the most precious treasure of my life. You are my pride. You are my greatest achievement. I thank God for His care for me, and He has sent you to me. I really love you guys. Bamboo Shadow. Because of you, I have been living in happiness. Ning Feiyang stretched out his hand and grabbed his wife's hand.

He felt the coolness of his wife's body, and he rubbed it gently.

Warmth surged. Xiao Zhuying had to be fascinated by these moving words.

After more than 20 years of mutual affection, I finally waited for a person to reach middle age. Xiao Zhuying had to be drunk and moved.

After all, the intoxication was short-lived, and such a special moment made Xiao Zhuying have to quickly regain consciousness. After all, she is no longer a young girl, and being intoxicated does not belong to herself, let alone such a situation.

My husband is not a hypocritical person, and his voice is intoxicating, but perhaps it is also heartbreaking.

Xiao Zhuying forced herself into the topics she was most reluctant to touch. Force yourself to be strong.

"Flying. Thank you, thank you for being able to give your wife such a touch. I'm a woman, and I love that kind of touching voice. However, I know my husband, and you must have something more to say. Say it. I'm ready. Xiao Zhuying's eyes lit up, and his voice brought out laziness.

Ning Feiyang grabbed his wife's hand and gradually became stronger. He's clutching his nostalgia.

Xiao Zhuying frowned on her forehead, she didn't withdraw her hand, she was savoring her husband's subtle transmission at the moment.

Her heart was sinking.

"Little Shadow. If it were possible, I would like to hold your hand for the rest of my life and never let go. You have paid all your youth for me, and you have paid me the best years of a woman. I really miss the happiness you give me. But......" Ning Feiyang gradually choked up. His throat squirmed violently. He could not continue his story.

Xiao Zhuying smiled bitterly and waited for her husband to regain his composure, and waited for her husband's choice with a wry smile.

Ning Feiyang was blurred by the tears that welled up in front of him. The choked up had turned into waving tears.

"Little Shadow...... I don't deserve such happiness. I want to atone for my sins. I'm going to bear Kerr's resentment. I want to use the desolation of my old age to save Kerr's heart. I...... I really don't have the strength to continue to enjoy your love and comfort. I...... I'm sorry. Little Shadow ...... Let's get a divorce...... Give me a chance to atone for my sins...... So that I can do something for Kerr's recovery...... Give me the opportunity to be a father again...... I'm sorry...... I'm ......," Ning Feiyang muttered in a nonchalant tone. He's breaking down. He's in his own collapsed world.

Xiao Zhuying finally withdrew her hand that was clenched by her husband. Her heart sank little by little, until it sank to the deepest part.

Xiao Zhuying already has an answer, which is the answer given to her by her husband.

"Kerr...... She's Kerr...... What a charming name...... It hurts......" Xiao Zhuying also muttered.

Ning Feiyang wiped away his tears, and he tried to straighten his body. He no longer hesitated, and the ease of revealing his heart made him only uneasy and worried. The uneasiness that can only be found in the moment of waiting for the verdict.

He waited for a change in his wife, who was raising her head.

"You've decided? No more hesitation? Are you sure your choice is the only right choice? Xiao Zhuying's voice didn't tremble without any trembling.

Ning Feiyang heard his wife's despair, and his heart was twisting. The stomach is churning. He resisted.

"Little Shadow. I had no choice. For the sake of an abandoned child, for the sake of a broken heart, I had to do something. But what can I do? All I can do is make a girl's wish come true. I, a father who has no chance to be responsible, can only do one thing. That is to destroy all the comfort and happiness of a negative person in the girl's heart. I had to show her the punishment I was having. And I had to be willing to destroy my own world. I had to walk into loneliness and misfortune. Shadow, I'm sorry, I have to let her see my struggles in misfortune. My world has to be the one that makes her soft-hearted. Xiaoying, I can't disappoint my daughter who didn't enjoy family affection. I'm sorry, I really don't have a choice. Ning Feiyang's voice gradually stabilized in trembling.

He carefully took out a newspaper page from his bosom and handed it to his wife.

Xiao Zhuying silently read the newspaper handed over by her husband. Her hands were shaking.

Xiao Zhuying finally finished reading the newspaper, her hands no longer trembled, and she closed her eyes again.

Ning Feiyang didn't make any sound anymore, he just looked greedily at his wife in the pretended sleep.

Xiao Zhuying slowly opened his eyes and slowly stood up.

Ning Feiyang grabbed his wife's hand. He didn't know what else to say.

"Maybe you're right. Maybe there is no such thing as perfection in this world. Maybe it's doomed to pay if it's wrong. What we can do may be to make up for one regret with another. Flying, you go for it. At least at the moment you're doing what a father should do. You can't let us down anymore. But...... Don't forget that you have other children. You are not lonely and desolate. Cheer up. I'm waiting for you to go where we're supposed to be. At our age, everything is just a formality. I am tired. I'm going back to rest......" Xiao Zhuying's voice was full of laziness and tiredness.

Ning Feiyang felt the loss of his wife's hand at the moment when it was withdrawn. He watched his wife's back drift away.

Sitting alone in an empty dining room, the music makes everything sparse.

The sense of loss when his wife left is turning into a sadness that slowly erodes him.

A desolation that has lost its reliance, a desolation that has collapsed the whole world.