Chapter 222: There Will Always Be Hope
Ren Jingnu skimmed her face, but finally didn't let him go.
At the beginning, she was awake when He Luo and Ye Qingci came, and she was very sad when He Luo saw her like this, so she pretended to be unconscious. Her luck was not bad, she only broke her lumbar spine and leg when she jumped from the third floor, there were no internal injuries, but she fainted in pain on the spot, and after being sent to the hospital for surgery, the situation was much more stable. If someone else had jumped from the third floor, it would have been even worse.
He Luo said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I should have sent you home yesterday." ”
Ren Jingnu sneered and said, "What are you sending me for?" I'm not one of you, it's right for you to accompany her. ”
He Luo held her hand gently, and she didn't have the strength to break free.
"The people who hurt you have already paid the price, and I have avenged you." He Luo said softly, his fingers brushing her loose hair.
"You killed someone?" Ren Jingnu couldn't help but be taken aback.
"It's okay." He Luo stroked her forehead, raised her hand to his mouth and kissed it gently.
Ren Jingnu bit her lip and didn't speak, but her tears were flowing down, and after a while, she moistened a small piece of the pillow.
He Luo said softly: "I will take care of you, no matter what you become, I will not leave you." ”
Ren Jingnu said angrily: "Get out!" I don't need you to pity me, and I don't need to feel pity like that! ”
Although He Luo still had a wave of anger in his heart, it was impossible to lie to Ren Jingnu, he rubbed his cheek with the back of her hand, and said with a smile: "You can be unreasonable, you can lose your temper with me, you can throw things...... However, you must not hurt those who care about you. Don't give up on yourself, I think, there's always a way, don't you say? ”
Ren Jingnu said with tears in her eyes: "What else can I do? I've heard it all, I can't stand up again for the rest of my life, I'm a waste! ”
He Luo wiped the tears from her face with his fingers and said, "No, if you believe that there is, then there must be." Even if you really can't stand up, I won't leave you, it's not to pity you, but I really like you. Do you think your charisma is that bad? ”
Ren Jingnu laughed at herself: "What charm can I have when I can't stand up as a wasted person?" I'm a liability. ”
He Luo said: "Don't say that you are a burden, okay?" ”
Ren Jingnu yelled: "I'm not a burden, what? What am I not a wasted person? You tell me? You say! ”
He Luo shook his head with a wry smile, stroked her cheek, and said, "Promise me one more condition, never give up on yourself." ”
Ren Jingnu was stunned for a moment, and then she couldn't suppress the sadness in her heart, and cried.
He Luo kept helping her wipe her tears, and he was also very sad and distressed about her.
"Take care of yourself in the hospital first, and when you are discharged, I will take you out to play and travel, just the two of us." What do you think? But first of all, you have to do what I just said, don't hurt the people who love you and care about you, don't give up on yourself, don't be discouraged by the world. He Luo brushed away her tear-stained hair and said softly, "We'll find a way, definitely." I promise you, is that okay? ”
Ren Jingnu said, "Why? Why do you assure me that you are me?! ”
He Luo lowered his head and kissed her forehead gently, this action made her stunned for a moment, and her face turned slightly red.
He Luo pressed his face to her and leaned into her ear and said, "I'm your man, who do you think I'm you?" Doesn't Jingnu want to be with me? ”
Ren Jingnu hugged his neck and cried again, tears flowing down He Luo's face, hot and wet.
"Really? You promise me ......," Ren Jingnu said with a sob.
"Of course I promise you! I mean what I say, and if I don't believe it, we'll pull the hook. He Luo pinched her cheek and smiled.
Ren Jingnu also knows that his promise may not be completed, but he will not break it, knowing that it is a dream, so why not let the dream last longer? She didn't know if He Luo was pitying her, whether she would be tired of being a waste person in the future, she thought, at least, it's good now, and now we can be together.
He Luo said: "I can't come to accompany you often, I hope that when I am away, you can be strong." Life always goes on. Although this may sound a little cold, you must also be strong for yourself and your mother. Of course, it's also for me. ”
Ren Jingnu's emotions finally calmed down under his comfort, looked at him sideways, and asked, "Do you promise that you won't dislike me, won't hate me, and won't feel that I'm a burden?" ”
He Luo shook his head and said, "I promise you, absolutely not, if I can't do it, then let me be killed by thunder!" ”
Saying that, it was very bloody, and there was a bang outside, and it turned out to be thunder.
"Poof...... Look, God doesn't believe you. Ren Jingnu couldn't help laughing, although this coincidence was very bloody, she still believed He Luo.
The gentleness and sincerity that He Luo showed now made her feel warm, and his hand gently stroking her cheek, although it was a little rough, it made people feel very comfortable.
He Luo asked, "Can I kiss you?" ”
Ren Jingnu closed her eyes, her face turned red, but her lips were slightly open.
He Luo leaned over slightly and kissed her lips, and the tears she had finally suppressed suddenly appeared again.
He Luo's kiss was very gentle, very light, and very sweet, which made Ren Jingnu almost forget that she had suffered such a disaster, as if she was going to indulge in this kiss.
He Luo did not pity her, but only found out after learning that she was injured that he actually cared about her, so he chose to face this feeling, although the days after that may be very tormenting, she may lose her temper because of her body, and make trouble, but He Luo is already mentally prepared. Outsiders say calm and strong, that's just cool words, when they are really immersed, when this disaster really befalls them, they will feel that terrible despair.
"When you're ready, I'm going to you......" He Luo let go of her lips and whispered in her ear.
"Hmm......" Ren Jingnu agreed softly, extremely ashamed.
Now, her emotions have finally stabilized, and when she finds that she can't do what she can do casually in her daily life, her emotions will gradually become irritable and perverse, and all of this needs to be guided slowly. He Luo once had a comrade-in-arms who was blown off by a grenade and then amputated, and he was very calm at first living in a wheelchair, but then he became violent, manic, depressed, and autistic, and these negative emotions will crush a normal person alive.
A well-trained soldier would become like this, let alone Ren Jingnu. Therefore, He Luo decided to wait for her to be discharged from the hospital, find someone to take over his shift first, and protect Ye Celadon on his behalf for a while, while he took Ren Jingnu to go outside for a walk, and also went to find a way to heal her, although this hope can be said to be slim.
He Luo asked, "Do you want to take a break?" ”
Ren Jingnu said: "No, I want to talk to you for a while." ”
He Luo smiled, then clasped her hand tightly and asked, "What do you want to say, I will accompany you." ”
"I don't know!" She was silent for a moment, then said truthfully.
"Then say nothing. Didn't the ancients have a saying that silence is better than sound at this time? He Luo smiled and gently squeezed her soft little hand.
She may not feel much frustration on the first day of incapacitation, but when she is able to get out of bed, she can feel such frustration, even despair.
Ren Jingnu could feel that He Luo didn't look at her with that kind of pity, otherwise, she would definitely not listen to He Luo, and she wouldn't believe him, she could feel the sincerity, tenderness, and love in that gaze, so she would calm down under his comfort.
A normal person who suddenly loses his original life will definitely not be able to stand it.
And those who are born with disabilities are easy to stand up in life, become the victor in fate, and become a "giant".
Ren Jingnu couldn't stand the person who came to see her just now, looking at her with that kind of pity, which stabbed her heart and made her very sad.
accompanied Ren Jingnu until noon, then went to get food, fed her a little, and then coaxed her to take a nap.
"In the future, I will come over to take care of her when I am free, when I am not there, Auntie, you are optimistic about her, talk to her more, and let her keep hope." He Luo admonished.
"Hmm...... Xiao He still has a way, thank you. Wang Yanfen said gratefully, adversity sees true feelings, many people will reveal their original ugliness in tribulation, but He Luo did not, he still did not abandon Ren Jingnu.
Ren Jingnu woke up from a nap, hung up a drip again, and then changed the wound medicine once, all of which He Luo came to do, and even when she went to the toilet, He Luo was helping her.
Although it is difficult to take care of himself, with the help of his beloved, he finally retains so much hope in his heart.
"I have to pick up Mr. Ye from work, well, I'll come to see you in the evening, okay?" He Luo asked.
"Don't ...... You don't have to be with me all the time, it will be tiring for you. Ren Jingnu said.
Wang Yanfen nodded on the side and said, "Xiao He, you can come whenever you want, I will rest for a while when you come, and then I will come back for you." ”
He Luo scratched his head and said, "Okay, then I'll come over every day during the day, so that I can accompany you a little more, and I have to sleep at night." ”
Ren Jingnu blinked her eyes and said, "Well, you can arrange it yourself, I don't care." ”
He Luo touched her forehead, then turned and walked out of the hospital room.
"Xiao He is really good, I can find such a boyfriend, but you are a blessing for this girl." Wang Yanfen said.
Ren Jingnu nodded slightly, silent, not knowing what she was thinking.