After entering the second year of high school, the school set up a special class, and the top 56 ethnic minority students ranked from top to bottom in the second year of high school were separately organized into a minority improvement class.

Since then, the "national class" has become a special title for the second and third classes of high school. In our family, my grandmother and grandmother are surnamed Duan, and it is said that they are descendants of the Bai nationality from Dali, Yunnan, so I have one-half Bai blood, and my father and mother have become Bai with my mother, and I naturally belong to the Bai nationality, and finally entered the ethnic class with the fifteenth grade.

The old class of the Bird's Nest is our math teacher, and also the leader of the math group in our school teaching team, for him to teach us math, I don't know whether it is happiness or misfortune, there are always endless math exercises, and endless cowhides, we always like him to brag more than all the exercises he has taught.

He usually likes to blow us some science and technology humanities, philosophy of daily life, geography and deeds, and more often he feels that the math class is like a liberal arts class.

Sometimes, he would write two small poems for us to taste, and he was self-absorbed, as if he was an all-knowing all-rounder, and if he bragged to the point of excitement, then he would definitely become a storyteller who forgot his feelings, and that lesson had to be a drag on the class, and he might not even be able to talk about a single question.

Of course, as long as he is willing to blow, we are happy to listen to it, because then we don't have to listen to boring math lessons, and most importantly, we don't have to think about those headache math problems.

But what the whole class hates most about him is that he can get carried away when criticizing people, and he can also drag the class. I don't know where he has extra energy, but he likes to scold people so much.

He was particularly strict in the management of the class, and what was even more odious was that he directly set fifty class rules in the class without the consent of the class committee. As long as it is violated, you have to contribute to the class fee, and the price varies.

Many people in our class desperately want to change classes just to get rid of these 50 class rules, but similar classes basically can't be transferred, because our class is already a real top class. Another is that you don't need to study, or deliberately take a bad test, and go directly to the basic class, but for the ordinary key class, how many people are willing to go?

I don't think anyone else cares except for the Great God Dragon Brother and the Zhaskin King, and everyone else is not very willing. This class rule is like a dense fishing net, and all big and small fish cannot escape, which is the killer weapon of the strictest class teacher in the old class.

If someone wants to be free in this class, the explanation of the old class in the bird's nest is that you can do whatever you want as long as you follow the rules.

The first of the fifty class rules is that you are not allowed to fall in love, and if you find out, please ask your parents to pay a deposit of 500 yuan. I feel that this is really an inhumane class rule, 500 yuan is not a small amount, plus to invite parents, this is a forbidden area that people dare not violate, and my monthly living expenses are not even 400.

It's just that I really can't figure it out, since the old class has long known that I have always had a crush on Long Tong, why didn't he ask me to invite parents? Maybe I've never done anything like writing love letters, giving gifts, etc., and he can't find conclusive evidence! I can only give myself this explanation for the situation at that time.

At the end of each semester, the old class of Bird's Nest will hold a commendation meeting for the contribution of class fees, at which people who have made outstanding contributions to the class fees will be commended. The most prominent contributor to our class, the great god Brother Long, is not the best, because the fifty class rules are just for fun in Brother Long's eyes, and Brother Long is not short of money, because of his father's relationship, he is not afraid of the old class of the bird's nest.

The second seat belongs to the scum king Feihong who I repeat my first year of high school and was at the same table as me, compared to Brother Long, his money is indeed much less, but he still has to be committed, and he is usually scolded the most by the old class, and the nickname of "Scum King" is not given in vain.

And the third is Lin Wu, although I have never seen her do anything earth-shattering in the class, but her contribution to the class fee is indeed not small, probably because she is late for class.

The old class in the bird's nest is an alcoholic and often comes to me drunk to give me lessons. He never knows how to comb his hair, basically every day is a bird's nest on his head, he is a teacher, he will say that other people's hair is problematic, but his own hair is so messy but he never cares, I don't know what he thinks.

It's just that after a long time, the whole class has gotten used to it, and the gagging of seeing his style is not so bad. I think there's one word that best describes him, and that's "old pedant."

When the old class of the bird's nest was drunk, he would always criticize the school, as well as about education, what was not pleasing to the eye, and I heard the previous seniors say that he once scolded the school leaders on campus when he was drunk.

A few years ago, he was still the head teacher of the top class, but because of this incident, he offended the school leaders and was demoted to be the head teacher of the basic class, but he didn't expect his grades in teaching the basic class to be similar to the key class, or even better.

Because of his grades, after sending off a basic class, at the suggestion of some special students' parents, he was transferred to be the head teacher of our national top class.

I think it's probably because of some special reason that he became like this! He always looks frustrated and decadent.

On the night of the change of major, the words that the bird's nest gave me, "What you throw down halfway are not needed", still affects me to this day.

We really shouldn't give ourselves too much baggage, no matter what we do, we have decided to move forward, don't look back easily, be nostalgic, and regret.

Under the pressure of my family, I couldn't bear it, and finally compromised, which proves that compared with my family, Long Tong is still lighter.

Of course, this has nothing to do with the choice of sub-subject volunteering, what really has to do with it is that I have never really examined myself, and I have never thought about what I really need.

The thoughts surging in my heart are always led by my own ** in impulse, and if I am not careful, I will go astray. And Long Tong is where my ** is.

It's because I like her, everything related to her, I want to fight for and understand, whether it's valuable to me or not, it's the same as always.

Now that I think about it, that was really a very dangerous thing, and people should think more about themselves. Xu Zhimo's love is certainly vigorous, but I don't want to die for love like him.

A person's life is not only for love, but also for other more wonderful things, such as responsibility. Whether it is an oak tree or a kapok, they are all on the premise of achieving themselves first, reflecting each other and setting off each other.

This time, I chose to give up Long Tong. It's not that I don't need her, it's that I'm desperate to be in her favor, but in fact the last two matches have proven that I'm really not qualified enough, and even if I can be next to her, that's the furthest distance in Tagore's verses.

We may be ordinary friends, but we can never be boyfriend and girlfriend, and I can only look up to her like a faithful believer, waiting for the ethereal nectar of the holy woman.

For myself, I have my own world, my own spatial realm. I should have a sky of my own in my own space field, and also let myself have a place where I can be seen by others and want to understand. It's not a conquest, it's a natural fit.

I like someone so much and make her my goal, but the only things I measure between her and me are grades, family, appearance, and talent.

There's nothing inside because I've never thought about it. If you make a mess of your pursuit because of this, it's really not worth it.

Studying liberal arts was a rare opportunity, and I finally decided to choose liberal arts, but providence always likes to play tricks on people.

And how could I, who was ignorant at the time, have these thoughts! What I chose to change was not something that I later reflected on through my life, but a conspiracy.

If I didn't want to change the situation at that time, I guess I wouldn't have the courage. When I went to the school's academic affairs office, when I submitted the form, the head teacher of the top liberal arts class said that it was directly full, and if I wanted to study liberal arts, I could only go to other classes, and there was only one top liberal arts class in the whole grade, and I still couldn't be with Long Tong, so what was the point of going to other classes to study liberal arts?

I was embarrassed to be blocked from the top liberal arts class, so I had no choice but to choose science. It was only later that after the class was decided, I found that some of the people who submitted after me entered the top liberal arts class.

I think this is very strange, I think the old class and the little uncle are the most suspicious, because the old class and the little uncle are colleagues, and the head teacher of the top liberal arts class, the little uncle and the old class are also colleagues.

Anyway, my family only supports me to study science, thinking that my grades are only in the middle and lower grades in the Wenjian class, and people may not be too rare! But I can barely be regarded as a chicken head if I stay in the ethnic class, and I guess this is also an important reason why the old class doesn't want me to transfer!

It was useless to object, no one would speak for me, and my suspicions made me resentful of my father and mother even more.