However, as expected, Long Tong did not appear on the stage, and the host who introduced me actually became Hua Tingwei, which made me a little unbearable all of a sudden.

"Excluding the highest score of 99 points and the lowest score of 94 points, the score of Yang Jing's classmates in the first and second classes of high school is 97.5 points. Now we have the next one, Huang Xibo from the third class of high school, he will sing the song "Youare Beautiful" by James Blunt, are the girls ready, someone wants to praise you beautiful, if you look forward to it, applause welcome! Hua Tingwei introduced as usual.

Is there any mistake, I was suddenly disappointed, but no matter what, in order to have a chance to have a quiet distance contact with her, I ignored Hua Tingwei, nor did I take into account the applause of the audience, and ran directly to the back of the stage to find Long Tong, just to pick up her microphone, but unfortunately there was no her anywhere, and then I made an embarrassing joke.

Returning to the stage, I took the microphone from Hua Tingwei's hand, only my heart was beating lonely, scanning the surroundings, there was no shadow of Long Tong at all, and the spring and March on my face instantly turned into a cold winter, which was more thorough than the cold water my mother poured on me, and it cooled every nerve in my **.

I kept asking myself, "Why is this so?" Why is this happening? ・・・・・・", and suddenly felt that the distance between me and Long Tong was so far away, even farther away than the far-reaching in Tagore's poem "The Farthest Distance".

Suddenly, the music started, and before I had time to think about it, I hurriedly finished the first stanza to the rhythm, took a breath, and the audience was silent.

The scene just now appeared in my mind again, and there was only the distance in my mind, farther than the farthest away. The song I prepared was "YouareBeautiful" by James Blunt, and I just wanted to tell her that she was my angel, and maybe I really chose the wrong one. I, Long Tong, Hua Tingwei, in my opinion, really responded to the scene of this lyrics.

Suddenly, I felt that something was wrong, the audience was pointing at me and laughing, and I looked back at the big screen on the stage, and the lyrics were already a long way over. In the face of many teachers and students at the scene, I was unexpectedly embarrassed, chaotic, and panicked.

But anyway, I adjusted my mood and had to finish singing it even for myself, so I sang the rest of the song head-on, and I was sure that the rest of the song was the longest song I had ever sung in my life.

I think "YouAre Beautiful" sings about regret and sadness, but I sang it as sadness and resentment, I really feel sad for myself, and even resentment can only be silently suppressed.

I finally stayed up until the end, put down the microphone, and rushed out of the venue, there were some things I couldn't figure out, and I wasn't qualified to think about it. Because of his own vanity, it was the same as the last table tennis final, and he would ruin himself twice for a woman who may not know him, and may never have paid attention to himself.

This time it's too embarrassing, compared to Yang Jing, it's like a heaven and an underground. Since I was a child, I have never suffered such a big shame, and I made it for myself, how will I mix it up in No. 1 Middle School in the future, it can be described as "famous for thousands of miles, and stinking for eternity".

Soon after rushing out of the venue, it was drizzling in the sky, and my mind was messy, and I didn't know where to go, only an indescribable sadness and discomfort.

Spending so much effort and wasting so much study time, not only did you not get what you wanted, but you also ended up being laughed at. To be honest, I feel sorry for the support of the great god, the scumbag king and a group of buddies, in short, I am ashamed to be thrown on the moon.

What makes me even more sad is that many of the contestants who come to participate in the competition have their parents to cheer them on, but what about me? What do I have?

I didn't know how I walked all the way, but I walked back to the school classroom unconsciously.

The classroom was empty, and I sat down in my seat, burying my head, and crawling on the desk alone, wanting to cry. After a while, a person walked into the classroom, she was Lin Wu who had written a note to me, how I hoped this person would be Long Tong, but she was not.

I wasn't in the mood to wonder why she was showing up at this time, but she came to my side and slapped me on the back with a "snap".

"Hey, why did you run away?" , She said with a smile, which made me very puzzled, a spicy feeling came from the shoulder, this woman's hands were also ruthless, her behavior made me very angry, but I didn't have the face to face her, she was so supportive of me before, I could only cover my head and not speak, and I was sad and sad without a head.

"Are you upset?" , Lin Wu asked in surprise, and at the same time sat on the other side of the table where I was lying on the stool.

"Can't you see that?" , I was still lying on my stomach, burying my head and casually replying to her.

"Actually, your score is not low, I think you sing really well", she actually comforted me, staring at me with round eyes. In this way, my anger towards her suddenly subsided a lot, but I still chose not to speak.

"Don't you sneer at me anymore, okay?" , I still said a little angrily.

"It's just that the score of that person named Yang Jing is really high, I guess it will be the first place", she directly ignored how uncomfortable I felt in my heart, and continued to chatter, looking very appreciative of others, which aroused my jealousy a little bit.

Hearing this, I only felt my stomach and intestines violently peristalsis, and I felt like vomiting, and I asked myself very sadly, how far is the gap between me and them?

Why won't Yang Jing and Long Tong even give me a chance to get in touch, am I really bad?