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In the anticipatory hope of Song Dongyang and me, Su Man still had a trace of incomprehensible smile on his face, and said: "Love varies from person to person, while we discuss how to look at love, we also need to understand what realism and idealism are...... Anyway, Su Man turned his gaze to me again and asked: "Wang Ye, do you know what reality and ideals are?" ”

I kept tapping my fingertips on the table with my fingertips, a little blind, but I didn't know how to answer Suman's question...... In my silence, Su Man smiled again: "Ideals can only exist in people's brain consciousness, and reality is the world we live in...... And love is idealistic or realistic...... No matter how you look at it, as long as it is real, it is enough, don't you think? ”

Song Dongyang touched his cheeks thoughtfully, and asked with a puzzled expression, "So what you mean is...... Love someone, no matter whether it (she) belongs to you or not, as long as the obsession in your heart remains the same, it's fine? ”

"If you can understand," Suman chuckled......

After working part-time in the café for an afternoon, and when I received my hard-earned fifty yuan of "hard-earned money" from Song Dongyang, Su Man also received her own remuneration from the bar, but judging from the degree of wrapping of the envelope, it was obviously much thicker than me.

Out of the café, Su Man and I sat on the shore of Erhai Lake, holding a snack bought from the ancient city in one hand...... However, for me, I should learn to be satisfied at this moment, but when I want not to worry too much, the "sense of security" in my heart that I can't rely on begins to stir again.

I don't know what kind of mentality she has next to her, or if she is too addicted to the game, from the moment we left for Dali, it seems that the whole world has been out of orbit with her, and I can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy in the past few days.

Su Man handed me her uneaten biscuit and asked me to keep it for her, and said mysteriously: "Wang Ye, guess how much I got paid today?" ”

In the dark night, the dim light of the villagers' houses on the coast was reflected on the envelope she was holding, and I naturally couldn't guess how much money she had taken, so I casually reported a number and said, "Whatever, I have to get more than a hundred..."

"How much is more than a hundred?" Suman asked me with a tilt of his head.

I laughed and said, "Two hundred and fifty ......."

Su Man didn't seem to care about my subtle swearing, but she just took out all the money in the envelope and counted it in front of me one by one...... The envelope contained five hundred bills, but she counted them back and forth in front of me at least five times, as if they were all her assets.

Under my disdainful eyes, she stretched out her right hand to me in a scoundrel manner: "Wang Ye, give me all the money you earned today..."

Reluctantly, I pinched the crumpled bills in my pocket and said, "Can you leave me ten dollars for cigarettes...... It's hard to quit this smoke for a while..."

Suman stared at me, and I felt guilty when I saw the white gauze on her arm...... But cigarettes have been with me for most of my life, even if I say I want to quit, I really can't quit for a while.

Su Man mercilessly confiscated all the assets in my hands and asked me: "Wang Ye, how many cigarettes do you smoke in a day?" ”

I frowned and pretended to be worried, and said, "At least one pack........."

She fell into deep thought, and after a few moments, she took out a box of Liqun cigarettes from her bag and smoked three of them for me: "This is the number of cigarettes you will smoke every day in the future......"

I didn't care about the future, but when I got a cigarette, I suddenly took it and looked at her dumbfounded: "Is there a fire?" ”

Suman pulled out a lighter from his bag and lit a cigarette for me......

Half an hour later, I had all smoked the three cigarettes Suman had given me......

Looking at the cigarette butts I threw away on the ground, Su Man couldn't help but get up helplessly and shook his head to look at me, and said softly, "Okay...... We're done with the cigarettes, let's go back and rest early..."

I sat motionless on the shore and felt the wind blowing in my face, I loved the way of life with Suman, and I was willing to let her take care of me, like a wife, and manage every penny I earned...... But sitting on the shore at this time, I was woken up by the wave wind, and I gradually couldn't see the future clearly, so I grabbed her arm, and finally couldn't help but raise my head and ask her: "Super Man, you said that we came so far away, what is the meaning?" ”

Su Man seemed to have expected me to ask this question, but no longer told me that she didn't want to talk about anything other than the game as before, and when she sat down next to me again, she brushed a strand of hair behind her ear, looked blankly at the darkness on the sea level, and said, "Actually, I don't know why I came to this place with you again......"

I took a deep breath of the air around me, and when I couldn't see through Su Man, I actually couldn't get any answers from her, because she couldn't read herself, just like the two of us both knew that Dali didn't make any sense, but it wasn't all the same...... I can't understand her, and I can't understand myself, people are always so entangled...

Looking up at the endless night sky, I vaguely saw a meteor passing by, so I looked in the direction where the meteor slipped and said to Su Man: "Super Man, meteor..."

She nodded, then closed her eyes slightly and clasped her hands together as if praying for something...... I even looked at her fairy-worthy cheeks and fluttering eyelashes from time to time as she closed her eyes, and I didn't know when I had sunk into it, and I couldn't find a way out.

In the night sky, there seemed to be more and more shooting stars, and I seemed to be rendered by this atmosphere, and in the heat of the moment, I leaned directly to her cheek and kissed her, who called her really beautiful......

She slowly opened her eyes in the bright starlight, but she just looked at me as if it had never happened.

I was a little excited, there was no longer the slightest sense of reason in my mind at this time, but I knew that since I had come this far, there was no turning back...... But only when the road is going forward can you know where the exit is...

"Super Man," I shouted at her with excitement...

"What's wrong?" She replied in a small voice.

I swallowed hard, and after a fierce inner struggle, I finally mustered up the courage to say to her, "Be my girlfriend, okay?" ”

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