30. Cherish at zero distance
Mei Xueyao's health has always been poor, Mei Xueyao has known that she is different from others since she can remember, others don't need to take medicine often, but she needs to take medicine often. At the age of seventeen now, Mei Xueyao has almost never left the medicine bottle by her side. Even if it is the most unworthy cold for ordinary people, Yu Mei Xueyao has to take a drip to be able to feel relaxed.
Since he accidentally injured his hand while washing the dishes again, Tang Tang never let Mei Xueyao go downstairs for lunch again. "How good it is to buy it and eat it together!" Tang Tang said brilliantly. When the weather is a little hot or a little cooler, Tang Tang no longer lets Mei Xueyao personally deliver the math homework, he always runs down from the third floor of the teaching building, runs through the entire No. 1 Middle School, and sends the homework to the mathematics teaching and research department on the third floor of the office building. Tang Tang didn't even allow Mei Xueyao to touch the water in the tea room, because Tang Tang was afraid that the heat would smoke Mei Xueyao; I'm afraid that the hot water will scald Mei Xueyao... Although she is surrounded by Tang Tang's meticulous care, Mei Xueyao is still attacked by illness from time to time.
In the two months that she was waiting for Tang Tang's return, Mei Xueyao's health was even worse. Not to mention anything else, one of the things that gave Mei Xueyao the most headache was her stomach. This is the result of Mei Xueyao not eating lunch on time and often being in a state of hunger. Finally the gastric mucosa is broken. Although it was only gastritis, as soon as she encountered a slightly unappetizing food, Mei Xueyao's stomach was extremely painful.
Tang Tang didn't know about these situations, and Mei Xueyao never said it. Tang Tang occasionally asked, but Mei Xueyao only understated a few perfunctory words. But in the end, the paper still couldn't contain the fire.
"Yaoyao, why didn't you tell me? Why don't you let me share the burden? I'm so bad, why do I praise me and say I'm qualified? One morning, the last period was physical education class, and after class, Mei Xueyao didn't want Tang Tang to trouble anymore, so she went to the restaurant with An Ning. Tang Tang didn't know that he still brought one to Mei Xueyao after eating in the restaurant. Mei Xueyao said at the time, "You are very qualified", which made Tang Tang very happy, and he has been remembering it since that day. But at this moment, Tang Tang had tears in his eyes.
Mei Xueyao was silent, Mei Xueyao never looked for a reason for anything she did, no matter how Tang Tang understood it.
"Why don't you blame me? Why aren't you angry with me? Yaoyao, it's okay if you scold me! Oh, my God! What have I done to you for more than two months! Tang Tang's tears began to want to pour out.
Mei Xueyao was speechless, and took a tissue and handed it over.
Tang Tang's mood gradually calmed down, and the tone of his voice began to soften, and it was no longer so scary to hear: "Yaoyao, if there is anything in the future, you must tell me honestly, you can't hide anything from me, let me take care of you!" "Tang Tang is very eager to give Mei Xueyao the best care - of course, the premise is within Tang Tang's ability. Mei Xueyao wears a sky-blue luminescent watch on her left arm, and there is a cute little cartoon figure in the center of the dial, and the hour, minute and second hands of this watch are painted in three different colors. The whole watch is small and delicate, and you can see at a glance that the person who bought it has taken great care to choose it when buying it. Time temporarily moved to the summer of the first year of high school, that afternoon, Tang Tang saw that Mei Xueyao's arms were bare for two days, and he had never worn any jewelry, Tang Tang felt inexplicably uncomfortable in his heart, so Tang Tang dangled in front of Mei Xueyao all afternoon and muttered that Mei Xueyao must accompany him to pick a watch. Mei Xueyao never agreed. Tang Tang had no choice but to take advantage of the weekend break to buy back the luminous watch just mentioned above, and personally put it on Mei Xueyao's left arm to straighten it. Later, as soon as he heard that An Ning praised Mei Xueyao's watch as beautiful and exquisite, Tang Tang felt very proud in his heart.
Now the medicine that Mei Xueyao wants to take is neatly stored in Tang Tang's table hole. Every time, Tang Tang carefully sorted Mei Xueyao's medicine one by one, and at the same time handed the cup of water at the right temperature to Mei Xueyao's hand. When Mei Xueyao was taking medicine, Tang Tang would consciously turn his head back, which was Mei Xueyao's idea. Tang Tang's physical fitness is very different from Mei Xueyao's, Tang Tang's body is great, he rarely gets sick since he was a child, and he is very hungry for medicine, so the most unseen thing for Tang Tang now is that someone takes medicine. So Tang Tang waited, waiting for Mei Xueyao to kick him after taking the medicine.
"Thank you!" Mei Xueyao never forgot to say these two words every time. Tang Tang's words Mei Xueyao always couldn't remember, Mei Xueyao wanted Tang Tang to know that she was always moved by him.
One afternoon, after Mei Xueyao finished taking the medicine, Tang Tang wrote a naughty note: "Yaoyao, it's been so long, I haven't seen you get angry once, let me see if you look angry, okay?" ”
Mei Xueyao replied to him: "Okay, why should I be angry?" ”
"That's... Yaoyao, will you be angry? Still is... You're not going to be angry at all, are you? ”
"Of course I will, if you make me angry, I will be unhappy and angry."
"And what do you look like when you're angry? Will you cry? ”
"Even if you cry, you won't see it. I'm probably going to ignore you, and whatever you say, I'm going to ignore you and make you anxious. ”
It's late autumn and winter is about to begin. However, it is not very obvious in the campus of No. 1 Middle School. First of all, most of the plants that are used to being cultivated on campus are evergreen plants, which remain unchanged throughout the year. secondly, buildings with different functions are eternal and unchanging; Again, most of the students wear school uniforms at school, and it is not obvious from them that the season is changing imperceptibly. It's just the intermittent coughing sound from each class classroom, quietly expressing people's discomfort with the change of seasons to those who hear it. Teachers in No. 1 are generally concerned about their students. One of them, a chemistry teacher, took the trouble to bring white vinegar from home every day and asked the students in his class to smell it next to each other. High school. The head teacher of the first class is a Chinese teacher, and he can only urge everyone to pay attention to cold protection and warmth during the day and pay attention to folding the quilt at night.
Tang Tang was particularly worried at this time. Even in normal times, Mei Xueyao is sick and calamitous, and now under the cover of various discomforts in such a large area, how can Mei Xueyao hide? However, Tang Tang never thought that after another autumn rain, he, who had always been very good in all aspects of his body, suddenly felt "his head was very heavy, and he didn't want to eat", Mei Xueyao was still exactly the same as usual, without a trace of discomfort. It's weird!
After dinner in the afternoon, Mei Xueyao accompanied Tang Tang into the school hospital. The thermometer that had just been taken out from under Tang Tang's squeaky nest still had Tang Tang's body temperature on it, and the number 39.4 was prominently displayed. The doctor on duty hung up the needle and went out. Mei Xueyao took a thin quilt from the bed next door, and Tang Tang's left hand was infused with liquid.
The room where Tang Tang was located had a total of three infusion beds, one of which was lined up, and now the other two were empty. Tang Tang was now lying on the bed farthest from the door, against the wall of the door. Mei Xueyao then made a good job on the edge of the infusion bed in the center, facing Tang Tang.
"Yaoyao, for the first time since I can remember, today is the first time I've been on a drip." Tang Tang smiled at Mei Xueyao.
After Mei Xueyao listened, she got up and slowed down the flow rate a little more. The first time, it was transferred when the doctor on duty was still there, and the doctor looked at Mei Xueyao at the time, didn't say anything, and finally left.
"Two big bottles, at this speed, I'm afraid it will take more than two hours." Mei Xueyao is an expert in this area. Mei Xueyao decided to buy something to interrupt.
"But I can't move this hand, you have to feed me when you buy it." It's good to be sick! Tang Tang was happy in his heart.
"I have a high fever and I am still so skinny."
Mei Xueyao ran out and soon ran back, with an extra food bag in her arms than just now.
Tang Tang sweetly enjoyed the biscuits that Mei Xueyao handed to his mouth, but his thoughts had already flown out. Usually Mei Xueyao likes to eat oranges and bananas very much, so Tang Tang always buys a lot for Mei Xueyao, and then Mei Xueyao peels them carefully. However, most of the time, those oranges ended up in Tang Tang's stomach one by one. One afternoon, Tang Tang brought back a bag of oranges, but he was divided by his classmates before he went upstairs. Tang Tang shouted anxiously: "This is for Yaoyao, you can't rob it, this is for Yaoyao, you can't rob it!" "Tang Tang worked hard, so he saved one. Mei Xueyao didn't know, and thought that buying an orange would also make people sweat profusely, Mei Xueyao asked him while wiping Tang Tang's sweat: "Tang Tang, can you buy one orange?" "I used to buy a lot, but now it's all in other people's stomachs." Tang Tang was very uncomfortable and pouted with a big mouth.
After the infusion, it was already completely dark. Mei Xueyao and Tang Tang walked back slowly, side by side.
"Oh my God, my God!" Mei Xueyao's right hand accidentally touched Tang Tang's left hand.
"What's wrong? What's wrong? Mei Xueyao was nervous, and Tang Tang was always more nervous than her.
Although Mei Xueyao had already covered Tang Tang's left hand with a quilt, Tang Tang's left hand was still as cold as a stone. Mei Xueyao held it with both hands, it was useless, and Mei Xueyao's hands were not warm. To be more precise, Mei Xueyao's hands are as cold as Tang Tang's left hand at the moment all year round. Mei Xueyao picked up Tang Tang's left hand and put it under the school uniform shirt she was wearing.
"Yaoyao-" Tang Tang instinctively wanted to pull away.
"You'll be warm up in no time." Mei Xueyao smiled faintly.
That night, in front of the writing desk, Tang Tang wrote in his diary: "From now on, I will no longer be afraid of any cold invasion, and Yaoyao will definitely warm me with her body temperature." ”
Tang Tang's illness had just recovered, and Mei Xueyao fell ill immediately. It's so even to catch up! Unlike Tang Tang's high fever, Mei Xueyao's body temperature always can't go up. Under Tang Tang's persistence and persistence, Mei Xueyao finally came to the school hospital.
"Infusions are also needed for low temperatures." The young doctor on duty looked at Mei Xueyao and Tang Tang and smiled, "Why are you two again!" ”
After Mei Xueyao's illness was finally cured - of course, most of the students in No. 1 Middle School had passed the epidemic cough and fever season this year, and winter finally came to everyone, and at the same time, it was quite rare to fall two heavy snowfalls. It's a cold winter! Everyone couldn't help but sigh.
Before she got up that morning, Mei Xueyao heard Aunt Lou shouting downstairs: "It's snowing!" Come and see! It's a lot of snow! Mei Xueyao knew that she would be in a good mood today. After eating breakfast and tidying up, Mei Xueyao rushed downstairs... The snow probably fell at night, but now it has stopped, leaving only a white patch of land everywhere. Although Mei Xueyao was already very fast, someone had already destroyed this simple and elegant holy place before Mei Xueyao, leaving a series of deep and shallow footprints on the snow. Mei Xueyao looked at it and felt regretful.
After Tang Tang heard the discussion of snow downstairs, a carp jumped up. I didn't dare to stay at home any longer, I hastily wiped my face, I couldn't comb my hair, I couldn't brush my teeth, and I wore my clothes while running, and I didn't forget to take out a thick down jacket from my closet. Tang Tang knew that Mei Xueyao would definitely come early today, and was worried that Mei Xueyao was wearing thin clothes. Tang Tang panted and entered the classroom to see that Mei Xueyao was lowering her head to make tea. Tang Tang's hanging heart finally returned to its place - Mei Xueyao wore so much! Tang Tang grabbed the clothes in his hand and put them on himself, feeling much warmer, only to realize that it was really cold today. Tang Tang sighed desperately, warming his hands that were about to freeze.
"Tang Tang, take this, it will be better." Mei Xueyao handed the brewed tea to Tang Tang, Tang Tang took it, and in an instant, physiologically and psychologically, Tang Tang was no longer cold. What a magical cup of tea!
Mei Xueyao went down to the teaching building after the second class for the first time. This is a large recess with 30 minutes of free time. Mei Xueyao walked around the garden slowly, looking at the holy white in front of her intoxicated, and couldn't help but fantasize in her heart how good it would be if all this in front of her could be turned into eternity! Thinking like this, Mei Xueyao couldn't help but stretch out her right hand and wanted to touch it, but in the end she didn't touch it: in the end, she was reluctant to destroy this beauty! Mei Xueyao was deeply immersed in it and lingered.
Today is the second heavy snowfall of the winter and the year, and the snowflakes are falling like goose feathers, and there is no intention of stopping from the morning until now. The last snow had long since melted, and the ground was now covered with the snow in front of you.
After eating at noon, Tang Tang handed over a note: "Yaoyao, there is no class in the afternoon, is it okay to go out for a walk with me, I'll wait for you to finish your homework and then you call me." Yaoyao, there should be you on a snowy day. ”
Tang Tang held the umbrella and carefully covered Mei Xueyao under the umbrella. Mei Xueyao followed Tang Tang out of the school gate and went all the way to the north. The snow was already deep, and there was a constant creak and creak of feet stepping on it. The snow fell fiercely and fiercely, and no one was encountered along the way. The pear trees that bloom in the spring are now covered in plain lines, row after row, neatly aligned. The whole world is so peaceful! Everywhere you look, everything is white.
"Tang Tang, one day in the future, when you recall the present, will you feel regretful?" Not only is the snow heavy, but the wind is also very strong, Mei Xueyao squinted slightly at the clean road in front of her and asked without a single footprint.
"I think it's romantic when I look back, and I never do anything I regret." Tang Tang looked at Mei Xueyao, his eyes were warm.
"Whether I was a child or now, my mother always takes me back to my grandmother's house during the holidays." Mei Xueyao dodged Tang Tang's burning gaze and said leisurely, "I remember that the winter at that time was long and cold, and it often snowed, and it snowed so much, even heavier than now. Of course, the snow was much thicker than it is now, and it was not uncommon for heavy snow to close the door. My grandparents loved me very much, and I was very happy to live at my grandmother's house. But the happiest thing for me was the snow. Although I could only stay in my room during heavy snowfall, it didn't affect my interest in snow in the slightest. Sitting at the doorway and looking at the spotless white earth covered with snow outside, I don't know how happy I was! But I don't like the footprints left in the snow very much. Mei Xueyao's radiant eyes dimmed instantly, "Although my heart is extremely eager to jump on the snow, have snowball fights, build snowmen... However, watching a beautiful piece of art being artificially destroyed, I can't help but feel inexplicably uncomfortable. After every snowfall, my grandfather had to shovel away the snow in the yard to prevent the snow from melting and the yard from accumulating. Of course, I knew that my grandfather was right, but I couldn't help but feel sad and sad as I watched the snow turn gray all of a sudden. Watching my grandfather's broom swing, I couldn't help but feel that someone was beating me my back, which made me feel very painful. ”
"Yaoyao, I finally figured out something."
"Huh?"
"I know why you keep getting out from under your umbrella."
Tang Tang and Mei Xueyao have been arguing a little along the way. The reason is that Mei Xueyao always has to walk behind Tang Tang and step on Tang Tang's footprints. "Come in! What should I do if I catch a cold again! Tang Tang shouted anxiously. But no matter how anxious and worried Tang Tang was, he couldn't make Mei Xueyao return under his umbrella. "Anything happens for a reason, and I won't understand it's because I'm not Yaoyao." Tang Tang thought and looked at Mei Xueyao. She really is an angel who has strayed into the mortal world! Tang Tang saw that in a clear snowfield, Mei Xueyao was dancing, and the soft and beautiful little snowflakes gently fell on the hands, head, and body of the equally beautiful Mei Xueyao...
"When I was a child, my grandmother had a kitten and a puppy at home. The kitten is called Maomao, and the puppy is called Xiaohua. Both of them are lovely and very obedient to me. Especially Xiaohua, whenever it snows..."Mei Xueyao smiled at Tang Tang, at her own pace, and continued.
"Little Flower!" Tang Tang was a little surprised, and cut off what Mei Xueyao said, "You said it's called Xiaohua?" ”
"yes, or the name I gave it. Nowadays, the kittens raised by my grandmother have always been called Maomao, and the puppies are called Xiaohua. Mei Xueyao couldn't understand Tang Tang's words for the first time, and Mei Xueyao was full of fog.
"I once watched a movie about a god in the sky who liked a woman in the mortal world. For the sake of the woman he likes, this fairy will not hesitate to violate the rules of heaven. After all kinds of hardships and tests, in order to live and fly with the woman he liked, this immortal finally chose to give up all the nether realms and become an ordinary person. Yaoyao, do you know that the name of the woman in the play is Xiaohua. After watching that movie, I thought, Yaoyao, I will also do anything for you, and I am also willing to give up everything for you, I just want to grow old with you. It's true. 'Only envy mandarin ducks, not immortals'! Tang Tang stared at Mei Xueyao.
Mei Xueyao was silent.
Mei Xueyao raised her head, looked at Tang Tang, and couldn't help but hold Tang Tang's left hand. Tang Tang grabbed Mei Xueyao's right hand in turn and warmed it tightly in the palm of his left hand.
"Yaoyao, where does your grandmother's house live?"
"Suburban countryside, not far from here." Mei Xueyao replied. "Tang Tang, do you know, I heard my grandmother say that I was skinny and wild when I was a child, and I was not even afraid of snakes, like a boy. Not now, just hearing about snakes makes me scared. Now and when I was a child, I really can't find the slightest resemblance. Mei Xueyao secretly changed the topic, not revealing anything at all.
"How old were you at that time, you didn't know anything at all! People always have to change when they grow up. ”
"Tang Tang, will you still change?"
"No, no, I'm eighteen years old, and I won't become an old monster anymore." Tang Tang immediately heard Mei Xueyao's off-string sound. After hiking for half a day, the two of them had already left the road far, far away. There was a dirt road under my feet, but I couldn't see the road because of the snow. "Yaoyao, sing me a song." Tang Tang likes to listen to Mei Xueyao sing very much.
“… This life and this life are only for you, and I will love you in the next life and the next..."
Mei Xueyao squatted down and gently drew two hearts with her index finger on the snow: one big heart with one heart and one heart inside. Be careful of the two delicate words written by Mei Xueyao inside: Tang Tang.
Tang Tang held Mei Xueyao's left hand, squatted down with Mei Xueyao, watched Mei Xueyao draw two hearts, and watched Mei Xueyao carefully write the word "Tang Tang" in it. Tang Tang understood! The big heart is his, and the heart is Mei Xueyao's. Tang Tang is in Mei Xueyao's heart, and Mei Xueyao is in Tang Tang's heart. Both sides are in each other's hearts! Tang Tang gazed at Mei Xueyao affectionately: Only people who are so smart can have such an ingenious idea!
"Are you cold?" Mei Xueyao raised her face and asked Tang Tang.
"It's not cold! You are my charcoal brazier, and when I am cold, you will warm me with your body heat. ”
"Teacher Fang!" Go back, when I went upstairs, on the stairs, Tang Tang and Mei Xueyao were bumping into the head teacher Fang Muyang coming down from above.
"It's Tang Tang and Mei Xueyao. On snowy days, the stairs are slippery, you should pay special attention to safety up and down, especially Mei Xueyao! I heard that several class representatives went to the office building today to deliver their homework, but they fell in front of the office building. The long staircase is in the open air, and it is even more difficult to walk. Be careful when sending homework! Without further ado, let's go into the classroom, it's warm inside. ”
At this time, it was already very close to the final exam, and neither Tang Tang nor Mei Xueyao dared to relax themselves. The same goes for others.
"Tang Tang, you can't drop your grades again this time." Mei Xueyao wrote. At the same time, there was also how to let Tang Tang find his grandmother's house.
Mei Xueyao's painting skills are very good, and even the green bamboo that has just poked its head out in the courtyard is lifelike. What a happy farmhouse! It must be very comfortable to live here! Tang Tang thought so. Sure enough, there are hairy hairs and small flowers in the yard. On that snowy romantic afternoon, Tang Tang also heard Mei Xueyao say that this time Maomao and Xiaohua were almost brought back by Mei Xueyao's grandmother at the same time, and there were no more than three days in between. When I brought it back, the two little ones had just been full moon, so they were so small! So Mei Xueyao's grandmother prepared a comfortable little home for them together. However, the two little ones are never able to get along peacefully. When they woke up, Mao Mao and Xiaohua were always at one end of the house, one at the other end of the house, even though they were clearly put together when they were sleeping. One day, it rained heavily in the middle of the night and the weather was cool. Mei Xueyao's grandmother was worried that the two little ones would freeze to death, so she got up to look at them. Unexpectedly, I saw Mao Mao and Xiaohua huddled together, sleeping deeply with their eyes closed, warming each other... Now, Xiaohua is already tall and mighty, but this snow-white hairy like a snowball still often "bullies" it wantonly. When Xiaohua lazily lies on the root of the wall and squints in the sun, Maomao always likes to wave her claws to scratch Xiaohua's big ears, and she never gets tired of scratching; Maomao also likes to pull the big fluffy tail of the small flower as a mouse to play, and is elated. Finally tired of playing, Mao Mao curled up on the belly of the little flower, rarely squinting quietly, when he was young, Mao Mao began to "purr" and "purr". Xiaohua turned her head to look, and then basked in the sun when she was done, completely unaffected by Maomao. "It's much more intimate to live there than to live in these cold high-rise buildings." Tang Tang thought, his face full of yearning. Suddenly, Tang Tang had an idea, and took a pen to add a little boy to the courtyard. After looking at it for a while, he felt very satisfied, and Tang Tang folded the painting and put it in his diary.
"Why did you divert the topic when I asked you last time, I thought you didn't want to talk about it."
Mei Xueyao looked at it, it turned out that she couldn't hide anything from him!
"That's different!"
Mei Xueyao's handwriting is very good. Tang Tang felt that the four words in front of him were clearly printed, and looking at them was a kind of beautiful enjoyment. The true word is like the person.
"Is there any difference between them? Not all the results I know, I want to know. ”
"Tang Tang, come to my grandmother's house during the winter vacation, just on the twenty-fifth day of the lunar month. I will be waiting for you at my grandmother's house that day, see you or leave! ”
Tang Tang looked at the note and finally knew what Mei Xueyao meant by "different". It turns out that the effect is really different depending on the questioner.
"Okay, it's going to be there!" Tang Tang was categorical.
"Slow down on the road and stay safe." Mei Xueyao knew that Tang Tang's favorite thing to do was to adjust the speed of the locomotive to more than forty, and it was like a gust of wind when it ran.
The three days of the final exam passed quickly.
In the three days, the first two days were orderly, and on the last day, after the test was completed during the day, everyone was crazy at night, and the trouble was inexorable. Paper airplanes flew all over the classroom. On the floor, on the desk, even on the lamp tube, on the fan blade. An Ning folded one and released one, and then folded one and released another. was folding, suddenly, a paper airplane landed in front of An Ning, An Ning did not raise his head, picked up the paper airplane and worked hard, this paper airplane soared again in the second year of high school. The sky above the first class. Mei Xueyao was also folding, but Tang Tang was released. There are also paper airplanes that fall on Mei Xueyao's desktop, just like tranquility, Mei Xueyao picked it up casually and released it again. Like a child! Seeing Mei Xueyao in full bloom, how could Tang Tang not be in it? Tang Tang couldn't be more energetic and happy! The atmosphere was lively, not only paper airplanes, but also paper balls flying all over the sky. Although it is winter, there are still students who use mineral water bottles to make simple water guns and spray them for fun. Mei Xueyao has been sprayed several times, and now she is smiling and dodging.
"Yaoyao, I didn't expect you to have such a fun-loving side." Tang Tang said loudly.
"Who doesn't like to play, but they don't dare to play. I envy others for being so energetic. ”
"We'll be separated again tomorrow, Yaoyao, I'll miss you."
Sometimes one person suddenly becomes serious, often leaving the other person unprepared for how to accept it. Mei Xueyao withdrew her gaze from the lively crowd, and her smile disappeared in an instant.
(Send a big chapter directly today, and go back to my hometown tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so I won't change it for the time being.) The day after tomorrow, it will continue to be updated next Tuesday. Thank you to everyone who has silently supported me. I wish everyone in the world a happy Dragon Boat Festival and a happy weekend! I wish all lovers in the world to achieve zero distance from their other half and cherish it. Huh)