Chapter 196: It's just that human nature is too thin and cold
After my text message was sent, Su Man didn't reply to my message for a long time, until I almost fell asleep under the hot air of the air conditioner, when the phone on the desk suddenly vibrated again... I subconsciously sat up straight, wiped my face hard and tried to keep myself awake, then I picked up my phone to unlock the lock screen, and under the dim light in the room, Su Man finally replied to my message, saying, "I was just taking a shower...... If I don't tease you, why haven't I slept now? ”
"Busy ......" I just edited a text and sent it to Su Man, but I vaguely felt that Su Man's identity was not so simple at all, so I hurriedly sent Su Man a short message in a very serious tone, and said: "Su Man, if you really regard me as a friend, I hope you can tell me truthfully whether you are twins or not, otherwise every time I see you, I feel like a fool, living in the clouds, and constantly doubting all kinds of ...... I don't want to dramatize our relationship..."
This time, Su Man only took about two or three minutes to reply to me, saying, "You care so much about my identity, is it true that if I really have a twin sister, your spirit will break?" ”
Judging from the amount of information Su Man sent to me, my guess was not far from ten, but before I could reply to her message, the phone vibrated again, and Su Man continued: "I don't have any twin sisters, and I don't have a split personality...... I'm just showing my truest side in front of you, and I'm just showing my strongest side in front of outsiders, and I'm sure everyone has that...... If you're going to take me as a friend, don't bother with my photos, because I don't want to touch on it, but if you keep dwelling on it, it's only if we never knew each other...... You don't trust me at all..."
I pondered the meaning of some of the words in Suman's text message, and realized that I was indeed overly sensitive, and the reason for my cranky thinking was undoubtedly the photos I saw in Suman's house... I agree with Suman's statement that there are two sides to man, and ask myself why not? I always habitually paint myself a human skin mask, disguised in a thousand ways, but in fact, the most real side is rarely shown in front of outsiders...... Or like Bai Sakura, she always likes to cover her haggard with heavy makeup, but she never shows anyone her no-makeup posture... The only difference is the way Suman handles things...
Since Gu Ran was already asleep, I didn't dare to let the smoke wake her up under the air conditioner, so I had to rub my beard anxiously and said, "This has nothing to do with trust or distrust, it's just that I don't know you too much......
"And do you want to know me?"
Without the slightest hesitation, I replied directly, "I want to..."
"Hehe..."Su Man just replied to me with two words.
I asked, confused, "What are you doing?" ”
"Nothing...... I just think you're so stupid..."
I didn't think I was smart, and I didn't have the mentality of arguing with Suman, so the editor texted and asked, "You think I'm stupid too, do you?" ”
"Isn't it?"
I looked at the gap between the curtains, and the cold wind outside blew up a little lonely, so I took a deep breath and said, "Yes...... I'm a fool, otherwise I wouldn't have let someone else's painstaking calculations end up like this..."
"I don't hate us for being stupid, I just blame human nature for being too thin and cold......... We live in this illusory world, and we have to follow the rules of survival that he created, don't we? ”
"I don't hate that we are stupid, I just blame human nature for being too thin and cold...... I silently read this sentence in my mouth, and suddenly realized that Su Man's summary could not be better than the thin coldness of human nature?
In my silence, Su Man sent me a text message again, saying, "Wang Ye, I heard that your current career has started a little recently, do you have any longer-term plans for the future?" ”
"became the general manager, became the CEO, married Bai Fumei, and walked to the peak of life from then on......"
I thought that my casual nonsense would get a malicious squirt from Su Man, but I didn't expect her to reply to me: "It's not impossible to become a general manager and a CEO, so marrying Bai Fumei depends on your personal charm..."
I smiled, "Isn't my charm enough?" ”
"If that white tomimi is me...... I won't marry you........."
"Why?" A sense of loss gradually rose in my heart.
"Because of your personal emotional history, it's too tangled..."
I just quietly watched this text message from Su Man, but my heart was extremely entangled...... I know that I subconsciously like this feeling of Suman, but I see the reality between us very clearly.
No matter how pure my personal emotional history is, it is impossible for us to develop...... Because no matter how successful I am in my career, it is impossible to compare with the Su family's property, this is a class fact that we have to face between us, my two relationship experiences are a good interpretation, and I don't have the energy to expect gorgeous love at the moment......
Under the dim lamp, I had an unlit cigarette in my mouth, and I seemed to see the end of my life in a trance, maybe I would be rich, but the choice of love will eventually be calm, find a virtuous woman as a wife, and live the life that everyone in the world is living......
I am not a stranger to Wuzhen, because I remember watching a TV series called "Years Like Water" when I was a child, and from that time I secretly vowed to come to the town where they lived when I grew up, hoping to harvest a love of my own here, and then when I was with Mickie at the very beginning, I finally got my wish and came here with my beloved woman, And it's full of our whispers, and now it seems like it's just a thing......
When I woke up in the morning, I was asleep sitting on a chair in front of the computer desk, but when I opened my eyes, I found that I had a quilt on my body, and Gu Ran was taking a hot shower in the bathroom separated by a layer of transparent glass......
About five minutes later, I smelled a wet breath coming from the tip of my nose, and then I felt Gu Ran gently pull the quilt that I had just unintentionally removed to my body, perhaps my breathing was too heavy and the physiological changes made Gu Ran aware of something, so that two or three minutes later, Gu Ran's voice came from behind me and asked me, "Do you want to go to breakfast together?" ”
……
I saw a notice on the website today, saying what is the system upgrade, from the 19th to the 25th, from 0:00 in the morning to 6:00 in the morning, it is under maintenance, and my account may not be able to log in. So the updates in the middle of the night after 0:00 can't be changed...... I'm going to put the late night shift on the next afternoon, so don't wait for the next night. And tomorrow my sister will have surgery to give birth, I may come back from the hospital very late, I don't know if the one before 12 o'clock can be written...... It should be possible to write it out, and when the time comes, depending on the situation, I will start to try to resume two shifts a day.
This book was first published from 17k, the first time to see the genuine content! r405