Chapter 320 Raging Seas
In the empty space without noise, there is only charming, only the condensation of wanting to speak.
Kevin Lu finally got up from his seat. He walked over to the girl who was standing by the window and staring outside.
Holding one of the girl's hands, Lu Kaiwen immediately felt the coldness and stiffness coming from that hand.
Lu Kaiwen quickly grabbed the girl's other hand, and the girl's two hands were closed and held firmly in the palm of his hand.
"Baby. Everyone is gone, and they leave us room to communicate. Can you tell me now why I want to leave the company? Kevin Lu squeezed out a smile and gentleness.
The girl's eyes were fixed on the boundless sky in the bright sunshine.
"When a girl is willing to be a woman, she no longer has illusions and distractions." The girl opened her mouth, she didn't turn her head, she didn't turn around. She seemed to be talking to herself.
Kevin Lu didn't bother the girl, he was just feeling the girl's coolness at the moment, just trying to warm the girl.
"She didn't have her own in her heart. She will only give her whole heart to the person she falls in love with. Rejoice in him and grieve for him. She has only one request, and that is that the other party loves her. The other party only has himself in his heart. That's the abundance of happiness. This is full of vanity. That's what a little woman thinks. The girl continued to pour out her heart.
Lu Kaiwen's heart hung a little bit, he stretched out a hand to rub the girl's long hair, he hid his gradually rising uneasiness.
"When a woman knows that she is in love with a man, she loses herself. Even if she knew that her moths were fighting the fire, she had no scruples. She can tolerate humiliation and can tolerate the contempt of the other party. I'm willing to be such a woman. But.... Now I realize that being such a woman is also so luxurious and so difficult. I had to make a choice, choose to give up, choose a decent and self-respecting. Love is nostalgic, but a love full of deception is destined to be damned. The girl's leisurely tone gradually faded, and the stiffness and determination began to permeate.
The girl turned her face, and she stared at the people around her.
Lu Kaiwen could feel the girl's determination to break free from herself. Her hand was withdrawing from her grasp.
"Let's break up. You leave the company. I'm in charge of my future. The girl spat out her determination word by word.
Kevin Lu let go of the girl's hand, and he quickly grabbed the girl's shoulder.
"Don't say that. If you have any grievances, just tell me. I am your brother and your husband. This is our agreement. We will never be apart for the rest of our lives. Kevin Lu was eager.
The girl's brow furrowed, and the strength of the other party's hand made her feel pain. She fought the pain.
"Remember, as long as one of the two people who love each other says that they broke up, the matter is already irreparable. I've thought it through. You better accept it ... You let go, do you think you can force me with violence? The girl's brow furrowed even deeper, and the expression was more like disgust.
Lu Kaiwen hurriedly let go of his hand, and he was at a loss.
"Baby. If you have any grievances, tell me quickly, and I will make the decision for you. Don't do stupid things. I won't accept your nonsense. Lu Kaiwen squeezed out a smile and helplessness.
The girl's brows furrowed, but the other party's words made her frown tighten again.
"Nonsense?。。。 I have grievances, but my grievances will only be vented to those who love me. I don't have that mood with you. I don't believe in your love anymore. But, I don't blame you. You did a great job and it was perfect. I'm so lucky to have met you. Let's forget the past. I said, thank you for the sweet dreams you gave me. I just woke up from a sweet dream. I won't complain about the brevity of the dream, I will cherish it. Promise me, leave the company, leave me. The girl's tone was calm, but with indifference.
"Nope. I must not let you suppress your grievances in the bottom of your heart. What's going on? What made you suddenly feel wronged? You'll have to tell me. Kevin Lu was irritable, and he grabbed the girl's shoulder again. He pulled the girl's face down in front of his eyes.
There are too many complexities in the eyes under the eyelashes, there are grievances, resentments, and ...
"Say, say it, and you won't be depressed anymore. I am right in front of you, and I am not only your husband, but also your brother. I don't allow anyone in this world to give you grievances. I also don't allow you to hide your grievances in the bottom of your heart. Before you could, after ... No way. Talk! Under the impatience, Kevin Lu shook the girl's shoulders and body.
A miserable smile appeared on the girl's face. Her smile is stretching, blooming.
"Haha... You still have to make yourself the embodiment of perfection. You are my brother and I am your sister. You're my husband again. Don't you think that's contradictory? Don't you think that's ridiculous? What is it?... It's a mess. It's a shameful mess. Is this the perfection you want? Have you asked me what I need? Have you ever cared about what's going on in my heart? You only care about yourself, you only care about whether you have fulfilled your mother's wish, and you only care about whether you are a filial son in the eyes of everyone. You only care about whether your heart is at ease, and you only care about whether your future can be spent in a down-to-earth way. Have you ever cared about me? Stop pretending to care about me. I've had enough. "The girl suddenly broke out and suddenly went into hysteria.
She smiled, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes.
Kevin Lu froze. His hand on the girl's shoulder grew weak.
"You first find out who I am? I'm Su Qing. I'm the Su Qing you took possession of and got rid of. I am the Su Qing who fell into a scandal and was tolerated by you again and again. I'm the Su Qing you've been cheating. I used to think I was lucky that I met someone who deserved my admiration. Although he possessed me, I was not discouraged or disgusted. I just have regrets. I regret that I can't open my heart, and I regret that I can't love someone I admire. I was in a state of flux, and I was stuck and out when this person told me he liked me. Well, I can finally open my heart. I can finally have a love affair without any scruples. I didn't have any luxury, I just wanted to spend more time with him. I enjoyed the warmth of the time. I struggled and finally decided not to implicate him in my revenge. I did it. He also got rid of me in time. Although I was miserable during that time, I didn't hold grudges, I just regretted that I wasn't so lucky. He has his sister, and I have my fate. We don't owe each other. I can treasure him in my heart. I am very happy to have such a collection. But... He's back. He kept hurting me, but I was still happy because I had a place in his heart. That's all changed. One day he came, he broke into my life, he doted on me like a child, he loved me. I melted in his love. I went from having no confidence to being a princess or even a queen altogether. I believe that I am the happiest woman. I believe that I am the most attractive woman in the world. I believe that there is nothing in this world that I cannot do, and I believe that there is nothing in this world that I cannot obtain. My vanity was completely revived. My low self-esteem and paranoia were completely erased. All I want to do is to be pampered, and all I want to do is to indulge in love and be a real woman. But... My dreams are shattered. The more beautiful the dream, the colder it will be when I wake up, it turns out that I am a doll, and I am a puppet. I'm a ridiculous and pathetic substitute. I'm a substitute for Nikoer. He still loves that Ning Keer. Su Qing is just her stand-in. Haha, don't you think I'm ridiculous? A poor woman who has the luxury of love, a poor woman who enjoys the love of others. I, Su Qing, am a thief, and I stole someone else's love. Kevin Lu. I hate you and I will not forgive you for insulting me. I will never forgive. The girl was crying and laughing hysterically. Her body was limp in the man's arms.
Lu Kaiwen's heart twitched and cramped. But he didn't have the courage to cut off the girl's mania.
"Alright. Everything has passed, you are Su Qing, but you are also Ning Keer. I'm sorry, if I had told you the truth earlier, I wouldn't have had such a tangle. Now, you've come to America, you've come to your mother. You're already a Nichol. Don't worry about whether you are Su Qing or Ning Ke'er anymore. Whether you are Su Qing or Ning Ke'er, you are my angel. I'm not your own brother, and we don't have to worry about worldly discrimination at all. Our happiness is blessed. Calm yourself down, honey, you still have time to slowly adjust your mind. Have you forgotten? We have been blessed for the past ten days. You've been happy. You'll be happy forever. Kevin Lu gently patted the girl's shoulder. Gently pour out his calmness.
In the silence that followed, the girl suddenly struggled. She struggled to leave the other's embrace.
The girl's expression was silent, and there was no more complexity in her eyes.
However, Lu Kaiwen saw a touch of arrogance and disdain in the girl's eyes.
"I'm sorry. Rather, it is the identity you imposed on me. I asked you, do you have to give me your property? You didn't refuse. But, you know what? You rejected my last hope. I want to be your wife, not Nimker. When you choose to be a perfect Lu Kaiwen, you can only lose Su Qing. That's the regret after perfection. You gave me harm, and this kind of damage is far greater than the harm that Ning Feiyang gave me. In front of him, I have pride, I have self-esteem, and I have more anger. I can face him calmly. But what did you give me? I destroyed all my faith. You make me feel so ridiculous and pathetic. I am a woman and I value love above all else. I used to try to change my life with love. However, you have trampled on all my hopes with a ridiculous and pitiful hypocritical love. Kevin Lu, I can't face you, I can't face the humiliation you brought me. One of us has to leave the company. No, leave Los Angeles. The choice is yours. Are you leaving or am I leaving? If I leave, then you take back all your possessions. I, Su Qing, don't want to take on your debts. You remember, I'm Su Qing, and I'm Su Qing who grew up in the mountains. I'm not Nimmer, and there is no trace of Nimmer in my memory. I only have one letter and a few tokens. That's what I learned about when my father died. So, as long as you're there, I will never accept the role of Ning Keer. I can't let your perfection succeed. If you leave, I will try to get in touch with the world of Nimker, and I will try to allow myself to learn a new life. That's what I decided. It's also a choice for you. You.... Take your pick. The girl put away all her feelings, and her body was full of determination.
Lu Kevin's blood was clotting, and he struggled in aphasia.
Licking his dry lips, Kevin Lu worked hard.
“。。。 Baby. I understand your emotional swings. I've been upset, I've struggled. You are in the midst of emotions of agitation and anger, and I can wait, waiting for the day when you forgive me. However, I will not run away, and I will not let you be alone again. I'm not going to put you in a helpless situation again. It's okay, I can not appear in front of you for a while, and I can also leave the company. However, I have to be in the same city as you. I have to be able to pay attention to you. Silly boy, you're going to get through it. No matter how difficult it is, I believe you will be able to survive this spiritual hurdle. Kevin Lu stretched out his hand in the midst of difficulty, he stroked the girl's long hair and stroked the girl's face.
The girl shook her head hard, and she broke free. She hurried to another window.
A window was pulled open with a bang. The girl turned to the clay statue of Kevin Lu.
"No, I can't. I won't allow you to continue torturing me, it's mad. Now you have to choose, and if you don't, I'm going to throw those two things down here. I'm going to keep you from being perfect, I'm going to shatter your illusions. The girl hatefully took off the necklace around her neck, and then the ring on her finger.
The girl held the necklace and ring in her hand and held it in the air.
Kevin Lu closed his eyes, despair and disappointment flooded into his mind, and it was pitch black in front of him.
His teeth trembled quickly.
"Wait, I'll consider your suggestion. Give me time, let me think ... Lu Kaiwen slowly poured out his despair and heartache.
He staggered to the door of the conference room with heavy steps.
There was a "bump" and the door shut. The room sank into an oozing silence.
Su Qing was so soft that she was on the floor as if she were deflated.
Tears flowed down your face.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... The girl swallowed her tears, swallowing the heart-rending pain.