I took a deep breath, jumped off the guardrail, and lay down on the withered lawn on the sidewalk.

The phone rang at this time, and I took it out of my pocket weakly, and immediately felt refreshed, because the call was from Mickey.

In the howling cold wind, I answered the phone, and then Miki's voice came without any emotion, and asked me, "Wang Ye, what are you doing there?" ”

I subconsciously coughed a few times, and after a while, I pretended to have just woken up and said, "Just woke up...... What's wrong? ”

Mickey then asked me, "Just woke up?" Where are you? ”

"What's the company......" After a pause, I explained, "But now I've just walked out of the company!" ”

"Really? On your first day at the company, you stayed up late and worked overtime? ”

I didn't know how to continue to round my panic for a while, in fact, I basically didn't lie much in front of Mickey, so when she asked me, I was a little weak-hearted, so I told such a lie that I didn't feel credible for a while.

Mickey's voice began to choke up a little: "Tell me, did you run out to do hard work?" ”

I remained silent, knowing in my heart that Ruan Yuwei might have told Mi Qi the truth, but I didn't specifically tell her in advance not to tell Mi Qi about my work in the market...... Sitting on the grass, dragging the withered grass roots on the ground one by one......

When I looked up again, under the dim street lamp, I saw Mickey standing in front of me in a white slim autumn coat, I looked at her a little confused, tears like bursting, constantly sliding down her red and swollen cheeks.

Before I could come to my senses, Mickey turned and began to run across the road, and I was shocked that although it was early in the morning and there were not many cars, her behavior was too dangerous! As soon as I got up, I caught up with her in a few steps, and then grabbed her arm, but before I could speak, I felt a burning pain on my face...... Mickey slapped me hard, stared at me in pain, and said incoherently, "Why...... Why don't you do good work...... You bastard...... Wang Ye, you bastard! Did I let you come to Beijing to let you suffer like this...... Why...... Why come to this kind of place......"

I just looked at her quietly, but I didn't feel any negative emotions at all because of her slap, I knew that Mickey was always kind to me, and she never let me suffer the slightest pain! But it is precisely because of her doting on me that I have a strong self-reliance!

The tears on Mickey's cheeks did not decrease but increased, and I was silent for a long time before I smiled weakly and said, "Do you know Mickey? In the past two years, I have lived in your doting, which is why I have the cynical nature I have now...... You've always wanted me to be productive, but do you think that one day I'll really make a difference under your doting and protection...... Is that what I am you want me to be? You have been mentioning responsibility to me, but what is responsibility, I think responsibility is to use my shoulders to carry our family! Instead of growing up under your long wings, then I will only become untouchable, detached from my own soul! ”

"But...... There's more than one way to prove yourself! ”

I shook my head: "But there's only one way I can do it!" I don't have the aura of the protagonist of those novels and TV series, and my wisdom is not as brilliant as what the writer writes, all I have is a pair of rough hands, a pair of ordinary hands...... If I don't work hard at this time, what should I do to love you? Take what love? ”

Mickey bit her lip and stared at me, and I exhaled deeply and continued, "Give me a chance to prove myself, okay?" ”

Mickey's face was a little pale, but she shook her head with tears: "I won't watch you suffer in this kind of place, and I will never let you suffer!" ”

"Why, why can't you just give me a chance to prove myself?" I roared uncontrollably.

Miki closed her eyes, and two lines of tears slipped down her cheeks again, and she was silent for a long time, she took a deep breath as if she had made a decision, opened her eyes and looked at me, and said, "Wang Ye, you go back to Shanghai!" ”

I couldn't help but laugh coldly: "Is it because I'm embarrassing you here, or do you really feel sorry for me working here and being tired!" ”

"I never thought you had disgraced me!" Mickey looked at me very firmly.

"But even if it's suffering, it's my own volition!"

Mickey gave me a complicated look, then turned and walked towards the red Audi A4 parked across the road by Ruan Yuwei......

followed Mi Qi all the way to the car, and found that Ruan Yuwei did not come with her! The car started, but it didn't walk, and a song "Your Promise" sung by a man and a woman was playing on the car CD: dark clouds obscured the sky, and it was rainy outside the window, and among the lovers under the umbrella, there was no longer you and me holding hands, and it was too long...... At our crossroads, who is waiting for the next stop, you and I are on the steering wheel, but we are facing the opposite shore, and the end is still separated......

I didn't want the negative emotions of this song to affect the atmosphere between me and Mickey, so I reached out and turned off the music, but Mickey was in tears again......

I was at a loss, I didn't know what I had to do to satisfy her, but going back to Shanghai was something I didn't dare to imagine...... I quietly closed my eyes and leaned back in my chair, but the words that Mickey told me to go back to Shanghai always haunted my nerves, causing me to suffer a lot of pain and mental suffering......

As time passed, I felt more and more that my stubbornness was upsetting her...... The atmosphere in the car has become depressing again and again, and at this time Mickey finally stepped on the accelerator, the car was driving rapidly, I covered my face with my hands in pain, I really don't know how to choose the direction, is it really the only way to go? I'm just getting started on my way to fight back in Beijing......

The car gradually stopped, Miki opened the door and walked straight upstairs, looking at her indifferent emotions, and I exhaled heavily, followed Miki back to the door, the moment Miki took out the key to open the safety door, I finally made a decision, looked at her back, and asked, "Is it that as long as I am willing to go, you will have a happy life...... If this is the perfect ending, then I can go! ”

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