If An Ning's concern for Mei Xueyao is meticulous, then Mei Xueyao's care for An Ning can only be a rough and sloppy one. Isn't it? "It's so abnormal, it's not her character at all!" When Tang Tang clearly noticed that the current tranquility was very different from the tranquility of the past, his mind was as delicate as Mei Xueyao, what reason could he not know? It's a pity that Mei Xueyao really didn't notice it. After Tang Tang told Mei Xueyao the above dialogue, Mei Xueyao suddenly found that An Ning was becoming more and more like her name. Sometimes it's hard to open your mouth once a day, which is really abnormal! Mei Xueyao was anxious, and tried several times. But it was clear that An Ning didn't want to say it, not a word. Mei Xueyao was completely defeated. An Ning painted the prison and was willing to stay inside, letting Mei Xueyao work outside the prison door in a hurry. Mei Xueyao was even more anxious. At the same time, he seems to be extremely self-reproachful. Tang Tang couldn't stand Mei Xueyao's overly harsh criticism of himself, and hurriedly comforted: "The ancients said 'lost the east corner of the harvest of mulberry elm', and now Yaoyao you are 'the east corner of the harvest of mulberry elm lost east corner'." If anyone has to blame, it's me, not you. Believe me, you didn't forget your friends, you ignored your friends, it was my god who took away your eyes and blocked your sight. What's more, maybe tomorrow she will be exactly the same as before. Even if the big things disappear, there are times when they disappear, what do you say? Tang Tang found that his comforting skills were not up to par, and Mei Xueyao obviously became even more restless.

There are two large beautiful lawns in front of the No. 1 Middle School teaching building. There are many trails inside. Before and after the end of class and the meal point is the busiest and heaviest time for these trails. At the same time, it is also one of Mei Xueyao's favorite scenery to see. "The bright moon decorates your window, and you decorate other people's dreams."

After dinner, Mei Xueyao washed the dishes and went upstairs, wiped the water on her hands with a handkerchief that had not yet had time to evaporate, and habitually looked out through the glass. Usually through the glass, Mei Xueyao can clearly see the two large lawns and the people coming and going on the path by the lawn. It's just that today, there is another scenery on the lawn - An Ning is sitting alone in the middle of the lawn, her long and short hair blown up by the wind and ignored it; Ignore the open, unopened, white-flowered books scattered around; The familiar and strange curious and puzzled eyes of the classmates were ignored; Of course, the lonely mobile phone next to him didn't pay attention to it. An Ning just bowed her head willfully and remained motionless. Looking from Mei Xueyao's direction, it was completely unclear what An Ning was doing. Mei Xueyao didn't care about anything, and hurriedly ran downstairs in the direction of Anning. This time, I finally saw it clearly: An Ning was in tears while wearing headphones.

"Anning-" Mei Xueyao shouted.

There was no movement at Tranquility.

Mei Xueyao reached out and turned off the switch.

An Ning was frightened and trembled.

"Yaoyao, is that you?"

An Ning's voice was quieter and sadder than usual! He was a whole thinner than before, his eye sockets were sunken, his face was pale, his lips were chapped, and his face was covered with dry and wet tears.

"Anning, Anning, what's wrong with you, what's wrong? Yes? Mei Xueyao looked at her partner as if she had never seen it before. Mei Xueyao regretted why she hadn't asked a few more times before.

"I listen to music, you listen to it too, it's good."

An Ning said as she unplugged the earphone in her right ear and stuffed it into Mei Xueyao's ear, and at the same time turned on the switch at once. Mei Xueyao's left ear immediately began to suffer—An Ning actually turned the volume to the maximum, and those heavy metal music were now harsh. Mei Xueyao turned it off again, she couldn't imagine how An Ning listened.

The students' meal times were quite consistent, and Anning began to bustle with people here. Fortunately, in this land of learning and efficiency, there are many people who look back curiously, and few who stop and watch curiously. Even so, Mei Xueyao still found that she and An Ning were surrounded by a heavy burden.

"Alright, Anning, let's go." Mei Xueyao said, and at the same time cleaned up everything on the lawn.

"Yaoyao, go out at night to breathe." An Ning's voice was lonely.

Mei Xueyao nodded heavily.

An Ning insisted on coming to the river beach. There is a moon and stars in the sky, and a river beach shines softly. Mei Xueyao and An Ning have now taken off their shoes and socks, and their shiny little feet are gently stepping on the soft sand. There was the sound of the wind in my ears, and the sound of water. An Ning had already stopped crying.

"Yaoyao, can you sing me a song?" An Ning's eyes were fixed on the lights of No. 2 Middle School on the other side of the river.

"What do you want to hear?"

"Sending Thoughts to the Distance". What you are best at, I also like to listen to the most. ”

"How have you been doing all these years? Maybe we were all too young at that time, love was like sand in the palm of our hands, we were afraid of its change, and we lost it even more if we clung to it... Alone on the lonely street, the sky is raining heavily, and the heart is panicked, the past is like a scene, there is no dialogue image, and the scenes emerge one after another to make people unforgettable..."

"Hao Junwei wrote a letter and told me that he was tired and wanted to rest, and I didn't know how to reply to him."

"You two didn't have a mess, did you?" Mei Xueyao is well versed in tranquility.

"Nope."

"Then what's going on with Hao Junwei, just say it and disperse? He's not like that. An Ning, let's go over and see him together and ask him in person. ”

"It didn't work. I went to see it the day after I received it. He doesn't say anything. I don't know what I've done wrong again, and I can't change it now. ”

"Yaoyao, I can't calm down like I used to, I don't know what I'm thinking about all day long. It's completely out of my hands now. I couldn't figure out why he and I were the way we were. ”

"I wrote a seventeen-page long letter. From childhood to adulthood, I carefully recalled everything and wrote it all down. But I didn't have the courage to give it to him. Every time I opened it, I couldn't stop crying, the letter was now mottled and could no longer be mailed. ”

"Tranquility..."

For the first time, Mei Xueyao felt the lack of her language. In the face of people who are too sad, Mei Xueyao feels that all the languages in this world are very pale and weak. How can a wounded heart be comforted? Mei Xueyao blurred.

An Ning's tears began to fall desperately again. Mei Xueyao hugged the trembling An Ning tightly, hoping that this peace would be warmer. The An Ning who opened his arms and embraced the blue sky left Mei Xueyao step by step, and Mei Xueyao was left with a fragile and helpless petite An Ning who was sad and crying in front of Mei Xueyao. Hao Junwei is becoming more and more blurred in Mei Xueyao's eyes, why is the boy so cruel?

"Don't think about him anymore, don't be sad anymore, just act like this person never existed." Is there really eternity in this world? Mei Xueyao quietly hugged An Ning, like holding a newborn baby - pure and transparent!

Another month at your fingertips! It's almost time for the final exams again. The time for evening self-study has long passed, and those who should have gone to bed have already gone home and gone back to the dormitory to sleep, and those who should have worked hard are still working hard. The big classroom is still bright and silent. Mei Xueyao hasn't been home for more than a week, and she is all crammed into the small bed in An Ning's dormitory with An Ning. The final exam is a big deal for Mei Xueyao, for An Ning, and for any student. Coupled with Tang Tang's existence, Mei Xueyao was more strict with herself not to fall behind. During the midterm exam, because of a misunderstanding, Tang Tang had already played abnormally and missed the top spot, Mei Xueyao believed that Tang Tang would not miss it again this time. So I have to work hard. No matter what it is for, you have to do well in the exam. If you do well in the exam, you can say anything; If you don't take the test, it's in vain to say anything. Mei Xueyao doesn't allow herself to take care of one or the other, absolutely not! "Women with love are really different!" An Ning teased, "I never heard you say that you were delayed on the way home for the final exam of last semester and this semester for the midterm exam, so why did you delay time on the way home for the final exam this time?" "Ridicule is ridicule, hard work is hard work. An Ning sat next to Mei Xueyao, also working hard. In An Ning's own words, it is to exercise concentration with Mei Xueyao.

Mei Xueyao quietly handed An Ning a piece of paper.

Friend, don't cry!

Friends, please dry your tearful eyes and don't let the tears blur your vision!

Friend, I know that you have a lot of constant melancholy, confusion and hesitation; I understand that you have too many unsatisfactory things; I understand how helpless you are; I know how desolate you are—

I can understand everything you have, really!

Just friends, please be strong, please stop crying!

There are too many unsatisfactory things in this world. All the good things in the world are often difficult to fulfill, and even the most beautiful moon is still cloudy and sunny, let alone the most ordinary of us.

Friend, I know all your sorrows, I know all your pains, and I know what you have to say. But friends, you must know that there are too many things in this world that are not perfect, and there are always trade-offs. I know that you love beauty and all that is beautiful, and I hope that the streets are full of birds and flowers and springs jingling - and always will be. It's just a friend, please be realistic, what you want can only be found in books, real life will not be smooth sailing, too perfect to bring people a feeling of unreality.

Friend, even ago, you said to me that you had been hurt, that you had touched a nail, that you had been blinded - and you had pulled an impermeable wall around yourself to prevent others from closing yourself off. The site is closed, you struggle, you are helpless, you suffer, how many painful sleepless nights you have spent, just like silkworms spit out silk, weave into cocoons, metamorphose into chrysalis, and turn into moths - a painful and cruel process. You play out this romance that belongs to you alone. Your face is like frost, you are cold, and you say that you will not be hurt again. But this time, what is it about this time that makes your heart like a knife in my dearest friend? Friend, please choose to let go, since you have become a moth, why bother to metamorphose into a chrysalis, turn into a silkworm, and let the painful process reappear?

Friends, please dry your tearful eyes and don't let the tears blur your vision!

Friend, the sun is shining outside—it's shining, why don't you look up and see, why are you tormenting yourself so hard, why are you putting such heavy shackles on your son?

Oh, friend, please wipe away your tears, open your eyes, and look out, the flowers are blooming brightly. Go out, step forward, soak in the warm sun, and feel the fragrance of flowers. There is a heaven before you, and that heaven is even more brilliant than before!

"You wrote it."

"I copied it."

"It's a good copy." An Ning smiled.

"Anning, I now know that there is a medicine that is especially useful for weight loss."

"Really?" An Ning's eyes immediately lit up, "What medicine?" Let's hear it. "An Ning wants to lose weight for more than a day or two.

"Sad and sad." Mei Xueyao replied this time, Yu Tangtang was together, and the two of them were imperceptibly influencing each other. In the face of exams, it is rare to have such a relaxed mentality. Mei Xueyao asked herself if she was not a person who was easy to relax. This relaxed mentality, before dating Tang Tang, Mei Xueyao didn't seem to have it.

"Yaoyao, when did you learn to be so skinny!" An Ning said angrily.

"An Ning, you're okay, did you send that letter in the end?"

"It's done. Maybe it really moved him, maybe it was something else, but anyway he wrote back and said to start over. It looks like I won this game. But I can't find the feeling of absolute trust in him that I used to have. It turned out that everyone said that they wanted to make two kapok, but I don't know if they can do it now. I really don't have any confidence in myself now. Can a broken mirror really be reunited? Can that crack disappear without a trace? ”

"Let the past pass, don't really think about it, think about it for the better."

An Ning smiled lightly again, and held up the book on the table: "I don't have time to think about it now, the exam is important!" I've already failed my midterm exam, and I don't want him to miss the final exam again. My idol is still Wu Zetian, although the love of children is important, but career is more important. ”

By the time An Ning finished his homework, it was already past eleven o'clock. Before, he was only thinking about calculating, but now that he raised his head and stretched his waist, An Ning realized that his stomach was so hungry and hungry, and he almost didn't coo.

"Yaoyao, Yaoyao—have you finished your homework?"

"Almost."

"Let's go out for a bite to eat, I'm so hungry!" An Ning rubbed his stomach, it was okay not to rub it, but he felt even more hungry when he rubbed it. Dinner has now become a painstaking effort, and it is reflected in the line of calculations in front of you. What's more, from six o'clock to now, it is also half a day, it is right to be hungry, and it is strange not to be hungry.

"Let's make instant noodles." Mei Xueyao picked up the books and homework books on the table, and at the same time put the pen into the pencil case.

"Don't eat instant noodles tonight, don't you think the dormitory smells like instant noodles now? I'm going to have to eat tonight, eat a normal meal! ”

"It's twelve o'clock, which store is still in business?"

"Every store is in business! Let's go! I still have to live a long life, but I can't waste this instant noodle heap in vain. ”

Mei Xueyao shook her head, how could she not be at peace? Otherwise, how can you be at peace!

"It feels good to be well fed!" On the way back, An Ning exaggerated her belly again.

"You know the boss very well."

"Everyone needs the results of each other. I am familiar with him because his Yangzhou fried rice is very good for my appetite, and I need to fill my stomach and enjoy it as delicious as possible; He knows me because he needs customers - especially regular customers - the more the better, and he needs to earn customers' money. Otherwise, he wouldn't sleep in the middle of the night. ”

Mei Xueyao was silent.

"Isn't philosophy always taught us to see the essence through phenomena, and that's it." An Ning is still boastful.

Without warning, An Ning suddenly stopped and stopped.

"Yaoyao, there is a boy surnamed Gu in the next class."

Mei Xueyao smiled: "The structure in your head must be quite complicated, otherwise the thinking span can't be so large." I've been with you for a long time, and most people probably won't be able to catch it. Mei Xueyao paused, and then said: "We haven't met anyone surnamed Gu before, but there's nothing strange about it, and there's no fuss about it." The TV is still 'Ouyang', 'Nangong', and 'Ximen'. ”

"That's not what I meant, you can hear me finish. This boy, he wrote to chase me. ”

Reflecting the light of the street lamp, Mei Xueyao looked at the strong and powerful words in front of her, "... My happiest time now is watching you walk by through the glass window... Your tearful face is the most beautiful painting I've ever seen..."It turns out that he was there that afternoon! Mei Xueyao remembered that there was a clean boy who helped her clean up her things together, and when she was done, she and An Ning left her, but she stayed where she was. It's just that I was in a hurry at the time and didn't pay attention to the other party's appearance, and now I can't remember what the other party looks like. Is that him?

It's been a wonderful two months! Mei Xueyao sighed infinitely. The twists and turns between her and Tang Tang happened in just a few dozen days, and Mei Xueyao also moved home after moving; The union between An Ning and Hao Junwei also happened in just a few dozen days. Now that everyone is finally calm, when they are going all out to prepare for the final exam, how can they kill such a Cheng Biting Jin surnamed Gu again, disturbing the rare tranquility in front of them. The strangest thing is that An Ning actually carries the other party's letters on her body anytime and anywhere, what is the situation? It's really a tree that wants to be quiet and the wind doesn't stop!

"Peach blossom luck? Peach Blossom Tribulation? Mei Xueyao said, "An Ning, are you a peach blossom luck or a peach blossom disaster?" ”

"It doesn't matter if he's a peach blossom luck or a peach blossom robbery!"

"What are you going to do?"

"Cold salad! Do nothing, leave him alone! ”

"You don't have the idea that you put other people's letters on yourself all day long?"

"That's because I don't feel safe anywhere else." An Ning flashed her big eyes, and as she spoke, she took the paper in Mei Xueyao's hand and tore it into pieces and threw it into the trash can next to her.

"Anyway, people are also a fiery heart." Mei Xueyao's eyes couldn't help but look at the green trash can on the side of the road that had just eaten a broken letter.

"I haven't even seen him face to face, and I know where he knows if his heart is hot or cold. There were so many people that day, who knows which one he was? ”

"This kind of thing is not as simple as instant noodles or eating, Yangzhou fried rice or braised noodles, what do you think?"

"It's not easy, but I don't think it's complicated. It's just right to respond to change. As long as I don't reply to the letter, the other party will naturally understand my attitude. Hao Junwei is enough for me to have a headache, I don't know what to do, and another one won't kill me! Where is this peach blossom luck, an absolute peach blossom catastrophe. An Ning slapped his head.

Mei Xueyao looked at An Ning, who was still the way when she analyzed the problem just now, and when she met the same feelings, she was confused, and she couldn't distinguish between east and west, north and south.

On the lonely road, only the lonely street lamps on both sides of the road emitted lonely light, stretching the delicate backs of the two women.

sighed and asked what the world was like, and taught people to live and die! One word of love, how many infatuated children in the world are trapped!