Wei Yuntao finally finished venting, sweating profusely, and fell to the ground with his back to the sky, panting for breath. looked at Tang Tang who fell beside him.

"Why didn't you fight back just now?" Wei Yuntao gasped and said, "Even if you don't fight back, it's good to dodge." Why are you stupid to fight me? Although he knew that Wei Yuntao's words were said by Tang Tang, Wei Yuntao's head was not biased towards Tang Tang, and his eyes did not hit Tang Tang. Wei Yuntao lay flat on the ground, his gaze shooting straight into the depths of the starry night sky.

"Some beatings have to be beaten, and they are comfortable." Tang Tang said. At the same time, he moved to Wei Yuntao and lay down. Tang Tang didn't look at Wei Yuntao, Tang Tang also lay flat on the ground, and Tang Tang's gaze shot straight into the depths of the starry night sky.

From the first day of the new semester to this evening, Tang Tang's heart has been turbulent, tormented, and very unquiet.

As Mei Xueyao expected, on the first day of school, Tang Tang returned to school early. Tang Tang was so happy that he was going crazy along the way. As soon as he thought of seeing Mei Xueyao again, Tang Tang couldn't help but feel excited, and he couldn't wait to fly. Tang Tang finally came to the school that was still in a quiet state, and walked into the class that was still in a quiet state, but...

Just like Mei Xueyao, the first thing that caught Tang Tang's eye was the transcript posted on the left side of the blackboard. With a mood like Mei Xueyao, Tang Tang first looked for Mei Xueyao's name and completely ignored himself.

Tang Tang always thought that his existence would not affect Mei Xueyao's success class. Tang Tang absolutely believed in Mei Xueyao's concentration in class. However, Mei Xueyao's ranking—if it really reflects a person's mastery of what they have learned—made Tang Tang feel like he was committing a crime after calming down. said that it was a "win-win", and he did it, and he firmly sat in the first place. But Mei Xueyao didn't really do it, maintaining the fourth place is a regression for Mei Xueyao in itself, Mei Xueyao is fully capable of doing better, just like the last midterm exam. Tang Tang now knows that it turns out that he has been unknowingly encroaching on Mei Xueyao's time and energy.

"Tang Tang, drink this, I put a lot of flowers in it, you smell it, it's fragrant."

Every word of Mei Xueyao, Tang Tang remembers it clearly.

Tang Tang remembered more clearly that he only drank a small sip at that time: "Don't drink it, don't drink it, it's too hot, Yaoyao, you help me blow it, I'll drink it when it's cold." ”

It was from that afternoon onwards, and every afternoon from then on, Mei Xueyao made Tangtang herbal tea. Tang Tang sat in front and could clearly hear the sound of Mei Xueyao blowing tea. At that time, Yu Tang Tang was a kind of beautiful enjoyment, and Tang Tang was happy every time he took the teacup from Mei Xueyao's hand. And now...

Tang Tang hated himself very much.

Tang Tang pressed his hands on the blackboard, his head bowed deeply, for a long time, for a long time... Tang Tang rushed out of the empty and dusty classroom.

Every inch of land in No. 1 Middle School was about to be trampled by Tang Tang, but Tang Tang still kept walking, not allowing himself to rest for a moment. Mei Xueyao was always so quiet, and she never asked herself to do anything. In the past half semester, she has been making requests by herself, and she has been mentioning, Mei Xueyao has never known to repay, she must satisfy herself, and she has not even complained a word. What she saw in her eyes was always peace and tranquility. But what about herself, she has as many subtle things as cow hair for Mei Xueyao to do every day, and even many of them are deliberately difficult for herself, watching by herself, enjoying a strong sense of happiness rising from the bottom of her heart, but ignoring the impact of these on Mei Xueyao. How selfish!

Tang Tang felt more and more strongly that he had done something wrong, and this thought pressed him directly, making him unable to find a way to unload. I shouldn't have bothered Mei Xueyao in the first place, damn "Love is Coming"! The impulse that night was even more wrong, since it was already wrong, it shouldn't be explained, why should Mei Xueyao, who had calmed down, make waves in her heart again? Even he shouldn't have appeared in Mei Xueyao's life at all, if it weren't for herself, the top ten in the stage, Mei Xueyao might have been a member there. It's himself, and it's himself who blocks Mei Xueyao's edge.

Tang Tang only felt that he was guilty of heinous crimes, and he was an executioner who killed people invisibly. This feeling Tang Tang also had after being misunderstood by Mei Xueyao in "Love is Coming", but it was far from being as strong as it is now. Tang Tang walked around alone and came to the playground with a complicated mood. Where are you still in the mood to play? Tang Tang only felt that there was a special blockage in his heart, which made him almost out of breath.

"Ahh

The playground of No. 1 Middle School is very wide, and at the same time, the terrain is very high and the view is wide. During the semester, students came to vent almost every day. There are too many unsatisfactory things in study and life, and there are unsatisfactory things every day. Although people are young, their hearts are vicissitudes. Tang Tang looked around, and imagined that there was probably only one person like himself who came to vent. Isn't it? Satisfactory in learning and proud in feelings. But the more Mei Xueyao treated him, the more Tang Tang felt heavy in the face of Mei Xueyao's declining results. "Only a fool would be like this, Tang Tang, you are the number one big fool in the world." Tang Tang muttered to himself, completely an outsider's evaluation of the people in the play, and he was full of taste.

More and more students are returning to school, and more and more students are playing ball and walking on the playground. "I wanted to find a quiet place, but I couldn't." Tang Tang sighed. Tang Tang got up and left the playground, intentionally or unintentionally, walked towards the river beach where he had a date with Mei Xueyao, and at the same time passed by Mei Xueyao, who was waiting for her in the school.

The river beach is much quieter than the playground, which is exactly what Tang Tang wants. It is autumn now, and the color on the river beach directly brings Tang Tang a kind of dry yellow, and in addition, there is no other color. Tang Tang was lying in the place where Mei Xueyao once slept, and his thoughts were flying...

"Gollum is so hungry!" Tang Tang woke up suddenly, opened his eyes, the clouds in the western sky were so good, red like fire. Tang Tang squinted, feeling that he was about to be burned by it. When I woke up, it was evening.

Tang Tang changed from lying down to sitting, and naturally took out a piece of paper and put it on the grass to hug his knees and watch the sunset. Tang Tang had unconsciously accepted many of Mei Xueyao's habits. During the military training in the first year of high school, Tang Tang once saw Mei Xueyao take the paper pad and sit cross-legged on the ground and sing "Green Flowers in the Army"... Tang Tang didn't dare to let himself think about it any further.

Shaking his head and facing the sunset, Tang Tang walked towards the first middle school wrapped in the afterglow of the sunset...

These are the stories that happened to Tang Tang on the day Mei Xueyao returned to school; These are the stories of Tang Tang that Mei Xueyao never knew but always wanted to know; These are the stories that no one can know except Tang Tang.

Wei Yuntao sat down next to Tang Tang: "Just because of this?" ”

"Isn't that enough?"

"You're such a selfish person."

"You're right, I'm a selfish person! I'm selfish, I'm selfish from head to toe, and I'm selfish in my head. Tang Tang's heart was temporarily painful, and he was summoned back by Wei Yuntao with a simple word.

"Tang Tang, don't be like this." Wei Yuntao knew he couldn't joke anymore.

"Wei Yuntao, do you think Yaoyao is a very good girl? Do you think she's very nice to me? Tang Tang felt sorry for Wei Yuntao, his anger was really inexplicable. Wei Yuntao is not his own punching bag.

"It's not very good, it's good, it couldn't be better! At the last dinner, after you left, Mei Xueyao told me and An Ning a story. It's the first time I've heard Mei Xueyao talk so much at once, it's all because of you, you don't know any of this. I'm sure she's reassuring of you, and no other person in the world can do that. At first, I wondered if An Ning and I had made a mistake in pulling the matchmaker for the two of you, whether a cold and cold girl like Mei Xueyao would care about other things besides her homework, and whether we would do bad things with good intentions to help you. But now it seems that we are not doing you a favor, but Mei Xueyao, she sees you as more important than anything else, even her life! Tang Tang, I advise you, don't hurt Mei Xueyao, she is so simple and naïve, it makes her sad, you will only make you feel that you are hateful, and you feel very hateful and hateful. Tang Tang, you and my buddies, I'll say it straight if I have something to say, don't you mind. Wei Yuntao glanced at him and looked at his good friend from childhood to adulthood very seriously. He couldn't know very clearly what Tang Tang was thinking, and he couldn't know very clearly why Tang Tang asked like this. Mei Xueyao usually had no way of knowing what Tang Tang was like Wei Yuntao, and he didn't want to know. But just based on the two times he saw, Wei Yuntao could be sure that Mei Xueyao was no different from Tang Tang, it was definitely good!

"I know that too. It's because it's so good that it makes me embarrassed. I already feel like I'm a hateful face. Tang Tang said.

Tang Tang was a little depressed, Wei Yuntao's words hit his key point. Tang Tang got up and sat up, wantonly pulling the dry grass around him. This kind of grass can be dragged out for a very long time, just like Tang Tang's sorrowful bowels at the moment, endlessly. The withered grass finally left the land in Tang Tang's hands, making a "cluck" and "cluck" sound. This voice, like the choking of withered grass, seemed reluctant to leave the soil where it lived.

Wei Yuntao couldn't help but shake his head: "It's so deep, I don't understand it a little." ”

"Wei Yuntao, do you remember when everyone was together? Do you remember what Yaoyao was like at that time? ”

"It's the same as now, what else can change? Maybe my eyes will be a little more short-sighted than I was a year ago, I just had... Ah, I went up in the afternoon to ask her to see her write, but I still buried my head very low, and everything else seemed to be exactly the same as a year ago. Wei Yuntao was full of fog. It's only been a year, how can Mei Xueyao, a little girl in the growth period and an old lady in her twilight years, change so much in such a short period of time? Tang Tang's problem itself is problematic.

"I'm not telling you this... Yuntao, do you know that in addition to the usual tests, there are two big exams in the first middle school every semester, not to mention the first semester, the second semester... Well... It's Yaoyao, the two of us... Cough... Don't you know what's going on here? To put it simply, Yaoyao was fourth at the end of the second semester. ”

"It's not easy for a girl! You can figure it out, we are now in high school, no more than junior high school, the top ten in the stage are all women's army, and the top ten in the class are also horribly monopolized by girls. It's very different now, it's completely reversed, and the top ten in the stage are almost the same if not all of Wu Dalang's world. Tell me, how many of the people standing in front of your class are women? Don't be too dissatisfied. Wei Yuntao intercepted Tang Tang's words.

"Don't be anxious with me first, I'm not telling you this, I don't mean that! I mean... I mean... Ah... I mean... Why can't you understand? I thought you had already understood. ”

"That's because you didn't explain it to me!" Wei Yuntao was not angry, "You made it clear to me!" ”

Tang Tang didn't say anything, still lowered his head and pulled the weeds.

"Tang Tang, you mean... Are you saying that Mei Xueyao's grades are declining because of you? Is this the reason why you've been so inexplicable during this time? Wei Yuntao felt even more incomprehensible, "Since you can think so much for Mei Xueyao and think so meticulously, why can you bear to watch her sad and sad." ”

"These are two different things!" Tang Tang still lowered his head and pulled the weeds, not looking at Wei Yuntao. Tang Tang only cares about his own feelings, and he can't be so loving as to care about every living being. "I hadn't thought about it before, just for a while. I couldn't be quiet. Facing Yaoyao, I was like facing a smooth snow field without a trace of footprints, and the more holy she was, the more filthy I felt. As long as I think of her homework, I hate myself very much, how dare I be like Yaoyao before? ”

"What about Mei Xueyao? Did Mei Xueyao say anything? Or, did she show anything different from before? Wei Yuntao asked rhetorically.

"Not really, or I just can't see it. Yaoyao is even better than before. Didn't you see it all, and ask knowingly! Tang Tang said, "But in the face of Yaoyao, I always feel uneasy and guilty, and I can't get back the sweet state of mind I had before." Now, Yaoyao has moved away again, and in my heart..."

"It's clear that you have a weak heart, so you always feel sorry for others. Tang Tang, you are worrying about the sky. I think Mei Xueyao's results are very stable, and there is not much difference between the second and fourth, maybe it's just a multiple-choice question. You don't want to get along with yourself, the eyes of the masses are clear, and there is a way for the authorities to be obsessed with bystanders. Tang Tang, thanks to you for pouring everything on my mind to me, otherwise if you continue like this, you will have to lose Mei Xueyao. Wei Yuntao said.

"Don't vomit or I'll collapse." Tang Tang said, "Just when I saw Yaoyao turn around and leave, my heart was really like a knife." Tang Tang lay down heavily.

"Then why didn't you say it when you were given the opportunity just now? Mei Xueyao gave you time, why didn't you say it when you said it? In the end, when Mei Xueyao left, why didn't you rush forward and make it clear? ”

"A thousand words, a thousand words, I don't know which one to start with."

"Please, when you make a decision in the future, you also ask Mei Xueyao's opinion, whether you love or not is not just your business, you also consider Mei Xueyao's feelings. You are smart for a lifetime, but you are confused for a while. Tang Tang, this time you are very wrong, you are sad because you are self-inflicted, and Mei Xueyao, who has been involved, has been sad for your mistake for so long in vain. Fortunately, with me, you can rest assured, keep it so that you can eventually become a lover. Mei Xueyao's strong confidence, I and An Ning have seen it. Wei Yuntao also hugged his head and lay down.

"How?" Tang Tang asked curiously, "About Yaoyao?" Tang Tang didn't want to miss every word about Mei Xueyao.

"That's another story." Wei Yuntao said.

"Then tell me about it." Tang Tang said urgently.

"Do you know you're in a hurry now? We've all been in a hurry for I don't know how long, and it's time for you to taste it. ”

"Don't sell it, I'm in a hurry!"

"What you want is that you are in a hurry, anyway, it's not me in a hurry, what am I anxious about!"

"Are you really going not to say it? I'm going to have a killer idea. ”

"I'm afraid you're not Wei Yuntao!"

"I've got a killer idea!"

"Don't be afraid."

Tang Tang slammed Wei Yuntao's left and right armpits with both hands. Wei Yuntao couldn't help itchy, and he lay on the grass like an electric shock and rolled wildly. Tang Tang didn't give Wei Yuntao a chance to breathe, and scratched fiercely. Wei Yuntao laughed and shouted: "I said I said I said..."

The voice gradually became more and more blurred, and Sister Moon secretly smiled and bent her eyes.