"Why do you have to squeeze into my car. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info" Lee Jun-han looked at Kim So-eun, who was sitting next to him, unspeakably awkward.

"I'm going back to Seoul anyway! Besides, I don't know when the next time I have this opportunity to ride with oppa! Kim So-eun looked right.

It also seems to be a little embarrassed.

Be quiet.

"Oppa, starting tomorrow, you're going to ...... Gone? ”

"What does it mean to disappear! I'm still gone with the wind! Li Junhan laughed, "I'm just going to recuperate, not die." ”

"But I shouldn't be able to see you......"

"I won't see you anytime soon."

"Why?" Kim So-eun looked aggrieved, "I'll talk to oppa you on the phone from time to time or go to see you, can't I?" ”

"Yikes! What are you doing? "Li Junhan is obviously a little uncomfortable.

Isn't it already ...... between us

"I'm an oppa, you're a fan! I could always see oppa you on TV before, so it doesn't matter, if I really haven't seen oppa you for half a year, I'm sure I'll still think about it......" Kim So-eun said confidently: "Moreover, I can also help convey the latest information of oppa to the fan club, how about it!" I'm very fair and open! ”

“…… Still don't. ”

"Why! oppa, you're not like this because I'm ......"

"But when I see you, I think of her!" Li Junhan's face was calm, "I will think of the song "Knee", and I will think of a lot of things......"

Be quiet.

"So, I'm also an important role in your life, right?"

"It's been a long time coming." Li Junhan smiled, "The president of my fan support club, what do you say!" ”

"Today, we had a rivalry in the room, and just now PD specially found me and praised me for a long time."

“…… When are you going to use him to boast! Li Junhan smiled.

"He wanted to ask me if I would have time to make frequent cameos at Runningman in the future." Kim So-eun laughed, "As your stand-in for OPPA." ”

“…… You didn't say yes, did you? ”

"Of course not! Why should I be your stand-in for oppa! Kim So-eun looked up a little arrogantly. And then he was saying, oppa, you really can't see a problem with the state of recording the show today. ”

"That's it for now, anyway." Li Junhan smiled and shook his head, "I definitely have to rest for a while to recuperate." ”

"Hmm...... I know......" Kim So-eun nodded, "He wanted me to persuade you, but I didn't agree." ”

"Hmmm......"

"OPPA, can I drop off the plane when you're leaving Korea?" Kim So-eun suddenly asked again.

"I don't even know when or where I'm going now." Li Junhan said sincerely, "These are all arranged for me by my father. ”

“…… Not so much! ”

"What he said is, I tossed myself into the way I am now, I'm sorry for him and my mother, and I won't be allowed to arrange it myself." Li Junhan smiled a little helplessly, "Including my current attending doctor, he arranged it, and I am not allowed to take care of anything." ”

“…… oppa, you've really become a child! ”

"Yes! I've never seen him take care of me since I was a child, and now I suddenly remember......" Li Junhan smiled and shook his head. "I can't say anything yet."

"Then oppa, you really can't ...... Call me? ”

"If I want to contact you, do you think I want to contact Endi? What about Jin-hee? What about Hee-yeon......" Li Junhan asked rhetorically.

Kim So-eun couldn't speak.

There was silence in the car.

"But oppa, I'm really worried about you."

"Don't worry, if I suddenly can't figure it out one day and commits suicide, you'll definitely know." Li Junhan said with a big grin, "So, there's no point in worrying, you'll know when you should know." ”

“…… I don't know? ”

"If I die, I'm sure JHL's equity will change! You won't know when the time comes. Afraid of what. Li Junhan said indifferently.

“…… It sounds reasonable, but what you said is not reassuring at all! ”

"Because there's nothing to worry about! Do you think I'm the kind of person who would kill himself? Lee Jun Han smiled and patted Kim So-eun on the shoulder.

"Then you're going to recuperate."

"When did you start adding clothes in the winter when you were young?" Li Junhan suddenly asked.

“…… How do I know this? ”

"Is it when you feel cold?"

“…… It should still be when it's not cold......"

"But your mother thinks you're cold, doesn't she?"

“……”

Kim So-eun instantly understood the analogy.

It's not that you're cold, it's your mother who thinks you're cold.

It's not that I feel like I need to recuperate, it's that my father thinks I need it, and the doctor thinks I need it.

It's just that, as soon as I say it, Kim So-eun's mood is much better.

"You're going to have to do it, So-eun." Li Junhan opened the topic, "You have worked so hard this year, but the results are not good!" ”

"What else do you want? I'm going to the MBC and SBS acting awards! ”

"Can I get a big prize?"

“…… Yikes! oppa, are you trying to force me out of showbiz? Kim So-eun was a little annoyed.

"So you're still regressing, aren't you?"

"But now no one says I'm Kim So-eun of Lee Jun Han!" Kim So-eun's face was proud, "The previous awards were all oppa yours, not mine......"

“……”

"And, oppa, who are you to say about me! Is the box office of your movie this year miserable? ”

"It's okay, it's good to have 3 million moviegoers......"

"Well, three million, how much was last year's uncle?"

“……”

"Qinglong and Da Zhong are gone, oppa, you were the triple crown champion last year!" Kim So-eun turned on the taunt mode, "Or do you think you're being dragged down by Han Hyo-joo?" ”

“……”

"Okay, did you still talk about my filming?" Kim So-eun had a face on his return from shooting.

Li Junhan chose to keep his mouth shut.

The car finally fell silent.

Just like that, quietly, the car drove back to the highway toll booth in Seoul.

It's already two o'clock in the morning.

"Go back and be careful."

"Well, oppa......"

"How?"

"Update SNS often!"

“…… Good. ”

"Goodbye! oppa！ ”

"Hmm."

"Come back early!"

"Well, good!" Li Junhan smiled and nodded.

……

Time is like water, life is like a song.

A year, for many people, is as fast as the old saying goes.

The white horse passed through the gap, and it was just a moment.

And so it was November 2012.

"Chef, there's a guest outside who wants to see you."

"See me? Do? ”

"I don't know, after eating what you made, I kept saying that I wanted to see you, otherwise I would ......"

"What do I do? What's the problem? ”

"I don't know...... It's just that...... You see if you want to go out and see you. ”

"Where's the people?"

"I don't know, it should be either China or an island country or South Korea."

“…… This ......"

"If you really don't want to see it, I'll let someone deal with it."

"Well, I'm sorry for you."

"It's okay."

……

Li Junhan, who was wearing a chef's uniform, put down the kitchen knife in his hand, rubbed his shoulders, and moved his neck.

Let out a long sigh.

Another day of fighting, it's over.

Every day in the kitchen is a war!

But I'm used to it.

"Chef, you've done a great job."

"Well, you've worked hard too. It's a good job today, come on tomorrow. Have a good night's rest. ”

"You can rest well, too."

After saying hello to the kitchen assistant and changing out of his chef's uniform, Li Junhan walked out of the kitchen and came to the back door of the restaurant.

It's getting completely dark, so it's nice to take a walk or something.

Even though it's November, in a place like Southeast Asia, where it's hot all year round, there's no feeling that the wind on the beach will be cold when the wind blows.

Comfortable.

Li Junhan closed his eyes and hummed softly.

This life lasted for more than half a year, every day, I was busy in the kitchen all day, and then walked along the beach back to my accommodation, and the next day I walked back the same way until noon.

Two points and one line. The simplicity of life makes many people who have just met him feel strange.

Whether these friends or colleagues, they will be full of curiosity about Li Junhan when they see such a way of life. After all, the only hobby they could see was probably sitting by the floor-to-ceiling windows of the dining room after lunch and before dinner began, holding colored pencils and coloring some notebooks with black lines printed on them.

It's a lot like a child's game and hobby.

But he seemed to enjoy the time.

Other than that, they didn't see any other hobbies from this young man who might be from Korea, but who spoke Chinese and English fluently.

No smoking, no drinking, not even tea and coffee.

The continuation of such a way of life, in the eyes of many people, is a state in which it is better to be alive than not to be alive.

It's just that those who have been familiar with him for more than a year know that this is a very optimistic person, and he always has a smile on his face.

As the head chef of the restaurant, few people have seen him teach in the kitchen. Even if it was because of the mistakes of his subordinates, which caused him to face some very troublesome situations here, he hardly complained about this with his subordinates.

Always a peaceful smile.

Of course, if there's anything wrong with this seemingly perfect chef, it's that Lee never goes out to meet the chef directly, whether it's out of gratitude or when he feels that something is wrong with the dishes.

This is almost a bit unreasonable in a place like Bali, which is mainly for tourists, and basically the customer is God's service industry at its core.

But he insisted, and the boss didn't say anything, well, that's it.

Because in this hotel, except for the boss, he is the highest one in terms of position.

Walking along the seaside, Li Junhan was still in a good mood.

For others, his seemingly puritanical way of life is too weird, but he himself really enjoys it.

It's been a year.

It has been almost a year since I was forced by my father to fly to San Francisco a year ago.

In the past year, I have experienced a lot of strange things.

Inside and out, Li Junhan felt as if he had changed.

When I went to the United States before, stopped taking medication at my own request, and cooperated with the doctor to study the treatment, I felt that my whole person was living in a dream. It is completely impossible to distinguish between reality and dreams.

Sometimes I don't even know if I'm asleep or awake.

It was a very painful time.

Li Junhan felt that his whole person was like a burning candle, and he could destroy himself at any time.

Then, he discovered something very magical.

When I was very serious in the kitchen, cutting shredded radishes like I was forced to do when I was a child, I didn't seem to feel that there was anything else in this world.

For him, it became something akin to a real break.

Let yourself relax except for the hand holding the kitchen knife.

Especially his somewhat weird brain.

Then, hearing his description, the attending physician made him deliberately start picking up the profession called a chef again.

Start focusing on cooking every day.

Then, in order to avoid getting fat by eating too many good things, you have to spend three hours in the gym every day.

The physical strength will be overdrawn.

On the other hand, the doctor who got the inspiration that he could focus on cutting shredded radishes to alleviate his illness, Lee Junhan was asked to learn to draw.

But he really didn't have much talent for art.

So, the doctor came up with a more traditional treatment for him.

Coloring.

I fill in the color with colored pencil in the frame of the picture which I drew with a printed fine line.

It's a game that's so simple that it looks like a kid would do.

Then, Li Junhan's daily life was filled like this.

Cook your own meals, then work out in the gym, and at night when you rest, coloring ......

After living in the United States for half a year, when the doctor examined him again, he found that in addition to Li Junhan's personality becoming quieter, the previous illnesses and everything seemed to have disappeared......

The doctor finally realized that although Li Junhan's condition was something he had never seen, it was definitely not as serious as he imagined, and some traditional treatment methods could be well controlled, and even the symptoms could disappear completely to a certain extent. This made his doctor, his father, and Li Junhan himself breathe a long sigh of relief.

Then, Lee Junhan plans to go back to South Korea.

It's just that he was stopped by his father.

"You've been a chef for so long, why are you still thinking about what you did in Korea? You do everything more easily than that, and you earn more, so why bother? Go to Southeast Asia to recuperate for another half a year, and if you still want to go back, we'll talk about it again. ”

Half a year ago, my father was so scolded or taught a lesson, so Li Junhan could only pinch his nose and admit it.

Then, I came to Bali.

He is so young and doesn't have a decent resume, and the existence of being a hotel chef can only show ...... There are people up there.

It's very simple, this shop, he said...... Oh, more accurately, his father counts.

Because it's the boss.

Then, worked here for half a year.

In the past six months, he has been really happy. So much so that Li Junhan even began to consciously take the initiative to avoid all those who might recognize him and then break the peace of his current life.

And half a year ago, this was what his father asked him to do......

The same is true tonight, for example.

It's just that......

"I'm sorry...... Can you excuse me? ”

A voice familiar to Li Junhan sounded.

Korean.

Li Junhan was stunned.

"Teacher...... It's you, right? Right? ”

"......" Li Junhan turned around.

A figure appeared in front of him.

With a little apprehension, or a little curiosity, he looked at himself.

"Oh, Grace...... How did you...... Will it be here? ”

Li Junhan's expression had an indescribable taste. (To be continued.) )