Chapter 20: Helpless Changes

Because of my father's affairs, my parents have always had high expectations for me and my sister, and I only hope that our future will not be as miserable as my father.

So every day in the words they give me, in addition to praising the good things of other people's children, they are counting the shortcomings of my sister and I in our usual study and life, as if we are with my mother, and there is no other topic except studying.

This can hurt me, in addition to dealing with my mother a day, I also have to deal with my sister, my life is like purgatory.

When I was in high school, riding motorcycles began to become popular in the countryside, and our family also had one, but I never knew how to ride, mainly because my mother resolutely refused to let me go to school, for fear that I would learn like those gangsters on the street.

To be honest, I really envy them, and I feel very majestic when I look at them, but this is the high-voltage line that my mother drew for me, and I have never crossed it, and she will whisper in my ear every day whose child broke his waist and broken his leg while riding a motorcycle, and whose child went to take drugs with others, always comparing me with those abnormal people, and even sometimes directly treating me as a child who committed crimes.

Anyway, my mother also went to high school, doesn't she know the truth that things must be reversed?

But later I confirmed that my mother really doesn't know and doesn't know what to teach, no wonder she couldn't pass anything after high school, and she made me miserable enough at this time.

To be honest, this is so insulting to my personality, and I am building up an invisible anger in my heart.

I stayed at home every day, I couldn't go out to play, I couldn't watch TV, and I finished reading all the novels I rented from the school library, so all I could do every day was to read books and solve problems.

Of course, there is one more thing, that is, I miss Long Tong, imagine hugging her into my arms, kissing her flushed cheeks, and recalling that unexpected kiss, but in exchange for it, I was really depressed and went crazy.

Maybe at such an age, only a good girl like my sister can do it, but this also determines the gap between me and my sister, my sister's grades are much better than mine, at home, she is always held in the palm of her hand by her father and mother.

She pretended to be in front of her parents and was horizontal in front of me. I was always very angry about her behavior, so I always liked to quarrel with her, and often turned the family upside down.

But thinking about it at that time, I should also thank my sister for quarreling with me, because in the process of quarreling with her, I released all the anger accumulated from my mother, although the family was noisy, but it was very lively, otherwise I would definitely be suffocated, I think it is the same for my sister!

At that time, our family situation was like this: our family borrowed a lot of money, bought a piece of land on a good section of the road, and built a new house on the newly bought land.

After building a new house, our family opened a shop, and my mother was the main owner, and my father helped my mother after work.

It cost a lot of money to build a new house, our family owes a lot of debts, my mother has always told us that the family is very poor, my sister and I understand very well, but we can't help them, and we don't know how to help them, so we never care about how my mother makes money and how much money they can earn, just think about saving money as much as possible in school, reduce their burden, and repay them with academic performance.

Ever since our family opened a shop in our new house, my mom has been very busy, and she hardly has time to keep an eye on me, but whenever she has time, she will never let me go.

Because our shop is in the house, every time I want to go out, I have to pass through the gate, and it is difficult to slip out of my mother's nose. But there will always be opportunities, and one day, Mom is going to buy goods, and Dad has to follow to help. The family was handed over to me and my sister, which made me very happy, and it was enough to have my sister as a good girl to watch the store, and I would never take care of it.

The only thing that is very hateful is that my mother greeted my sister before going to buy the goods, and asked her to watch me and supervise my studies. I'm depressed, but I'm still happy, does that work for me?

Isn't this the same as not saying it, my parents are not at home, and I don't buy my sister at all. You can play tricks on me to occupy the remote control, but you can still stand in the way of me going out? Even if you want to, you can't stop it!

Regardless of three, seven and twenty-eight, give the old lady a grimace. I rushed out of the house in one step, and I didn't hear anything from the old lady's scolding behind me.

When I came out of the house, I took a deep breath first, and the air outside was fresh, so I swaggered and habitually ran to the door of my childhood friends.

Ma Peng, my hair is small. Because of my father's business, I followed my father early and went to his place of work to study, until I was admitted to high school, but I usually went to play with him when I went home. It's just that he didn't get into high school, and I can spend less time with him. But friendship endures! It's all the age of playing, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss it very much, haha! The first thing I thought of was going to their house to play with him.

I walked to the door of his house, pushed them away, and didn't see Ma Peng, but saw two strange people repairing motorcycles in their yard, and I was really surprised to see the scene in front of me.

Their outfit reminded me of the characters in "Crazy Boy", and my heart suddenly became furious, and I was wondering who these people were, and one of them, a tall young man with long yellow hair, seemed to notice me entering their house, stood up from the ground, and turned to look at me.

At this time, I also looked at him, this scene surprised me even more, I didn't expect that this tall young man with long yellow hair was actually Ma Peng, the change was really too big, I haven't seen him much in a few years, he actually grew so big.

As soon as he saw me, he laughed and beckoned me, "Isn't this Xiaobo?" Coming back from vacation? ”。

"Yes, it's been a few days since I came back", I replied, although I was surprised by his appearance, but having played together since childhood, I know the roots, I believe that his heart is not bad, no matter what he becomes, I am completely defenseless against him.

"It's been a few days since you've been back, why don't you come to play with me?" , Ma Peng looked surprised.

"My mom won't let me! I can't leave the house," I replied, and such answers often came out of our mouths when we were children.

"Haha! Hahaha! Hearing my answer, Ma Peng and the group who were repairing the car all laughed, which made me very embarrassed, it felt like I was very naïve, and they all grew up free.

Ma Peng is two years older than me, he is quite tall, we used to play together when we were young, inseparable, he is the head of our group of children, I am his little follower.