Chapter 233: Putting an End to Youth
"Wang Ye, you will always be like this, as long as it involves any topic you don't want to talk about, you have always used evasion as a way to solve it, maybe you can perfunctory others, but have you deceived your own heart? I don't know what the story behind this cup of coffee is, but what I know for sure is how important this cup of coffee is to you...... And it doesn't matter to me whether I know the story of coffee or not, but I really hate your freewheeling personality...... Why, why do you never want to share your heart with me...... Do you know? It's really tiring to live with you, both now and in the past...... Because I never read your heart, and you never gave anyone else a chance to see it...... Let me ask you, aren't you tired of living like this? βγ
I didn't expect Gu Ran's reaction to be so excessive, I was speechless for a long time and didn't react, until the surrounding guests threw strange looks at us, and I bit my lip and snuffed out the cigarette butt.
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I covered my face with my hands and pondered for a long time before answering Gu Ran: "Tired...... It's really tiring to live like this, otherwise I wouldn't have had thoughts of suicide...... Who the doesn't want to live freely and happily, but happiness is chosen by soul winners? βγ
Gu Rantong's eyes were red, and he choked up: "If you didn't let go so simply, we wouldn't be like this!" β
I was furious by Gu Ran's words: "Didn't you bring up the word breakup in the first place?" β
"Hehe, I did come up with the word breakup first, but I never thought you would agree to it so simply!" Gu Ran sobbed a few times and continued: "You don't know how far I followed you that night, how much I wish you could look back at me at that moment, at that time I thought that as long as you are willing to look back at me more, I will definitely let go of everything and hold you tightly, tell you loudly that I regret it, and tell you that we will never be separated...... But...... But I didn't wait for you to turn back that night! β
I looked at Gu Ran with a shocked look, after learning that she said to me that the breakup was just a momentary anger, my whole brain was like a fried pot, the past is vivid, I remember all the things that happened that night, but I only remember that after she told me about breaking up, the two of us went in different directions, and I later bought some beer at the convenience store, just drank and walked all the way, for some reason I didn't think about turning back at all.
I can't imagine what would have happened if I had looked back that night...... Maybe there won't be Mi Qi, there won't be Sun Zhenzhen, and there won't be Su Man...... And we should have our own children again, maybe from time to time because of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, but at least we will definitely be happier than our current life.
In the end, I swallowed my saliva, knowing that the status quo at this time was a certainty, and took a heavy breath before saying: "Whether I look back at the time or not, you shouldn't say the word breakup to me, because we promised each other that no one should say this word first, whether it is a joke or an angry word, otherwise we will really live our own lives!" β
"Didn't you force me to speak angrily? I just want you to get more motivated and change jobs, and you say those nasty things and tell me to go to the sugar daddy to find a rich man...... You've never thought about your own factors! Gu Ran overreacted as he spoke, and subconsciously kicked me with his foot.
", can you fix your problem of kicking people in this quarrel!" Regarding Gu Ran's behavior, I pouted with some dissatisfaction, and said, "Okay...... Even if it was my fault and I shouldn't have said those things to you, there's no going back now...... So it's pointless to say this, think about how to live your current life first! β
Gu Ran wiped the tears on her cheeks with a tissue, and finally after her emotions gradually calmed down, I didn't have the heart to accompany her to continue to eat, because every time I stayed here for a second, I felt that it was a kind of torture for me.
After getting my eyes, Gu Ran quickly reached a tacit understanding with me, she naturally walked over and grabbed my arm, and said with a smile: "Okay husband, instead of being sentimental in nostalgia, it is better to live a good present in looking forward to the future, today's link is here, let's go home!" β
I glanced at the tourists around me with a little weakness, and then left with Gu Ran with broad and steady steps, leaving the unreasonable people speculating and discussing.
Out of the restaurant, Gu Ran first said goodbye to her friend, and then from the moment we walked out of the restaurant, we fled the place as fast as we could.
Sitting down on a wooden bridge by the river, I gasped for breath, while Gu Ran gave me a blank look as before and complained: "It's all your fault, why do you have to quarrel with me in a crowded place!" β
I looked at her in front of me, suddenly a little trance, this similar picture brought my memories to the past, what I remember the most is that once upon a time when the two of us went to the mall together, that day was her birthday, when she took a fancy to the clothes in a luxury brand store, I took a full three months of living expenses of 2,500 yuan with her, but after trying on the clothes, I found that the dress was discounted for more than 4,000 yuan, I really had no choice but to show her with my eyes that I didn't have enough money, In the end, she threw her clothes on the shelf without saying a word, saying that she had fallen in love with the fur of more than 10,000 yuan in the previous store, in fact, after finally leaving the store, Gu Ran pulled me to accompany her to visit the glorious market, and bought four or five pieces of clothing together for less than 300 yuan.
Looking back on the years when she followed me, she really endured hardships, but she rarely complained about me, but I said that night that she disliked my poverty, and finally said that she would find a rich old man to be a junior and not lack money to spend, so hurtful words.
Looking at her with gauze on her head for a long time, my heart was full of emotion, the woman in front of me accompanied me through most of my life, I have imagined countless times that we will be together, and I have thought many times that we will never cross paths again, but in fact, back and forth, we have returned to the original point, because we are not separated at this time, if there can be an accident at this time to let us die, then we will never be separated.
I couldn't help but smile as I watched her, and she gradually revealed those two shallow dimples under my gaze, as charming as the first time I saw her in the warm afternoon sun......
Although when I was young, I always did some things that are very unreliable in retrospect, but only when I am restless, I am young, and the future is fragrant......
___ Anyway, the first volume basically ends with this chapter. Why did you choose the end?,Actually, I still have a lot of stories I want to write about the first volume.,But then I think about it.,It's better to take Sun Zhenzhen's departure to collect it.,This is a girl who only knows how to pay.,Although some aspects are reckless and naΓ―ve.,But I like her very much.,I think she's a heroine with a soul.,I don't know why someone wrote her very featureless.,That's because you don't have an eye that's good at finding her beauty.γ
Secondly, why end with this chapter, I just want to leave a souvenir for everyone's youth, I think readers who like Gu Ran must be somewhat relieved to see this chapter. If I don't continue writing, then this chapter is the end. You like her, and you can consider this chapter as her ending. At least that's what I think myself. Although it is called to draw an end to youth, in fact, there are still many stories to be written. Why did I call the name of the chapter an end to youth, it was only because I wanted to leave this so-called youth to Gu Ran. To be honest, I didn't even dare to write about the first volume, but when I thought about the last volume, I didn't have the confidence to write it. There are many heroines in my pen, and all of them are perfect, but there is only one ending in the end. Either the male protagonist is single, or he can only choose one.
It was nearly five o'clock in the night when I finished writing this chapter, and some people always said that I made excuses not to update, but in fact I really didn't have time to write it, and I woke up in the middle of the night with cervical pain last month. So I didn't dare to stay up late to write a book, which led to frequent interruptions. How did it become an excuse in everyone's mouth, if I don't want to even say a word, I feel so fucking aggrieved that I wrote a book. These days, coupled with the conflict with the editor, to be honest, I don't want to write this book anymore at all, not only physically but also mentally...... But what I saw was the support of more people, as well as my own reluctance to write about my characters, so I persevered. I said I wouldn't let this book be a eunuch, so I'm going to speed up the update and write this book, and I'll have a good rest when I'm done. Maybe a new book will be written (if it is, it should be a sequel to this book, and the protagonist will be replaced, but some plots are still linked.) But if I don't, this book will really be my last novel.
After so much verbosity, only 2k is charged if it is not full of 3k. However, there is a PK list on our mobile phone station, and I hope everyone will vote for this book and strive to show their faces, which is equivalent to a recommended position.