People's mood is always up and down, just like Jiajia now, the mood is like the ever-changing weather, sometimes cloudless, sometimes cloudy.

When listening to Gao Fei's displeaseful words and the decisive phone hang-up sound came from the other end of the phone, Jiajia's heart suddenly chuckled, her heart ached like a knife, tears blurred her eyes in an instant, and she was frozen for a while, the hand holding the mobile phone was so suspended, I don't know what to do, my heart was like an overturned cret-all of them were sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty, very uncomfortable, and after a while, she said to herself:

"Goofy: I know you want to see me, why don't I want to see you? I also know that this gift you have given me today carries all your wishes for the past few years! You know? When I hold it in the palm of my hand, I feel that this is no longer as simple as a bouquet of flowers, but a person, and that is you! Whether I see you today or not, your deep friendship will be remembered in my heart. “

Jiajia just stared at the phone screen and muttered to herself, as if Goofy was listening to her.

At this moment, how Jiajia wished that Goofy would call her again to listen to her explanation. However, a few more minutes passed by the tick-tock, and Jiajia's mobile phone never rang again.

I don't remember who said something like, "If it weren't for one man, who would defend a city?" The city and love always have such and such a relationship. We will go to that city because of one person, because it is a city of love; We will also leave a city because of one person, and it is a desperate and wounded city

Thinking of this, Jiajia seemed to wake up from a dream, and when she saw her snort, she stood up and quickly ran to the windowsill.

Jiajia suddenly realized: Gao Fei must be sad and angry at this moment, put yourself in her shoes, Jiajia also feels that her attitude is a bit excessive and unfriendly, even if it is an ordinary friend, if a friend comes all the way to see you, you don't even show your face, it's really a bit unreasonable. What's more, Gao Fei, Jiajia also thinks that he is a good person who is very close to him, can talk to and has a good character, hasn't he always wanted to meet him in his heart?

"It's muddy! Jiajia couldn't help but regret what she had just said, and Jiajia, who was standing by the window, immediately stretched her neck to look at the café opposite downstairs, she firmly believed that although she had never seen Goofy, Jiajia was sure. As soon as Goofy walked out of the café, he would intuitively recognize him.

Jiajia's office is on the tenth floor, and standing at the window can take in the scenery on the opposite side, but Jiajia stood by the window for more than ten minutes, and still didn't find the figure of Goofy as she imagined. ＂

"What's going on? Could it be that Goofy is gone? You can't leave so soon, right? Is it so cautious? Jiajia muttered to herself, her heart seemed to be hollowed out, the pain spread instantly, her mind suddenly went blank, and the scenery in front of her instantly became dim, almost unstable on her feet. Saying that it was too late, Jiajia grabbed the window edge and leaned her body up. After a while, after her consciousness returned to normal, Jiajia made a bold decision: she would go to a café to meet this confidant who had come from afar.

With a burst of dark incense floating, Jiajia's figure had floated down and came to the hall downstairs, only to see her running towards the door in a panic. Ignoring the surprised gaze of his colleague, he quickly and quickly rushed to the café opposite. However, just a few steps away from the café, Jiajia suddenly stopped her hurried steps, as if an insurmountable abyss suddenly appeared under her feet. His body stood as firmly as a stump, motionless.

At this moment, Jiajia was nervous, and her heart was like fifteen buckets of water, seven up and eight down! The whole person just stood motionless a few steps away from the café and hesitated, his mood was extremely conflicted and entangled, to see or not to see?

If so, for what reason? Just because they talked to each other? Very fateful, has the possibility of developing into lovers?

If not, what is the reason? Is it just because they are geographically far apart? Not eligible to get married?

What is the purpose of meeting and knowing someone? Is it except for the marriage relationship. Should there be a relationship between men and women? Jiajia is so confused now that she has no chance to see Goofy, she has a desire to see her every day! Now I suddenly have a chance to meet, but I can't decide again.

What to do? To see or not to see? A series of ifs made Jiajia's heart unable to calm down for a moment at this time, it was really like carrying a rabbit.

In fact, such a thing as meeting a netizen can be said to be a trivial matter that is not a problem for some people, but for Jiajia, it should be extremely cautious as a lifelong event. Because, Jiajia has been under the strict training of her mother Mei Xin since she was a child, and she is very traditional, not only quiet, knowledgeable, understanding, virtuous and innocent, but at the same time, she is very measured in her way of handling everything. Therefore, although Jiajia found that in the process of interacting with Gao Fei, she unconsciously developed a different kind of affection for Gao Fei from the bottom of her heart, but she only hid it silently in her heart and never revealed it to Gao Fei.

Today, when the high-flying roses were suddenly placed on Jiajia's desk, Jiajia, who has always been conservative, had a moment of fascination, feeling that she should not be so reserved anymore, and should pass on her good feelings towards him to him, and if necessary, she also wanted to meet this bosom friend who had never met. However, when she knew that Goofy was waiting for her in the café opposite, she stood there and couldn't make up her mind. It's struggling.

Jiajia stood a few steps away from the café and hesitated, thinking left and right, her mood was extremely conflicted and entangled, and the question of seeing or not seeing bothered her again?

"Ding-woo! Ding-woo! A crisp mobile phone ringtone brought Jiajia's thoughts back to the present, she glanced at the mobile phone display, it was Xiao Zhang from the office, Jiajia hurriedly answered the phone

"It's me! Xiao Zhang, what's the matter? ＂

"The leader informs that we will have a meeting in the conference room at nine o'clock! Xiao Zhang's voice came from the other end of the phone,

"Okay! Jiajia looked at her watch after speaking, and there were only ten minutes left until nine o'clock.

Jiajia raised her eyes and looked at the café, she hoped that the café could get out of the high-flying that she wanted to see at this time, but the person she wanted to see did not appear in front of her after all, and Jiajia suddenly had a conjecture in her heart

"Is this providence? Know there's a horse chasing me at the moment? ＂

Jiajia finally reluctantly turned around and walked towards the building where she worked, but Cangyang Gyatso's poem "Seeing and Not Seeing" suddenly and naturally echoed in her ears. Jiajia couldn't help but whisper softly as she walked:

You see, or you don't see me

I was right there

Not sad or happy

You read me, or you don't read me

The love is there

Don't come and go

You love me or not

The love is there

Neither increase nor decrease

You follow, or you don't

My hand is in your hand

Don't give up

Come into my arms

or

Let me dwell in your heart

Silently in love

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