Chapter 55: My Here Is Empty
In a trance, Gong Yunxi, Zhou Feifei, and even Qi Feifei's cheeks all appeared in front of Li Hao's eyes, blurry and clear, untouchable, and as if they were right in front of him.
Li Hao smiled bitterly, he hasn't cut his wrists yet, he already looks like this, it seems that he is really a coward...... He shook his head vigorously, put aside those distractions, struggled to crawl in front of Angel, picked up a sharp stone in his hand, and stabbed it fiercely at his wrist......
However, I didn't feel the pain that drilled my heart, Li Hao opened his eyes slightly, and the stone stopped when it was still a few points away from my wrist......
Li Hao smiled bitterly again, secretly scolding himself for being cowardly. It seems that I am still afraid of death......
People are afraid of death, this is the nature of animals like humans, even if they change over the years or the surrounding environment is infected, it still cannot be changed.
Li Hao is about to face the possibility of death, and it is false to say that he is not afraid. He sighed deeply, relentlessly, and slashed directly at his wrist.
Li Hao's body trembled a little, and then calmed down, and the heart-piercing pain only lasted for a second before disappearing, replaced by a strange feeling of blood loss. This feeling is familiar, but Li Hao can't remember where he felt it. Looking at the blood dripping on the ground along my wrist, Li Hao suddenly felt a trace of regret in his heart - if he hadn't stepped into this circle of power, nothing would have happened.
Li Hao slowly stretched his wrist to Anqi's mouth, and blood flowed down his wrist into Anqi's mouth, and a few drops of blood remained at the corner of Anqi's mouth. It may be that the heavy rain and the pain of the rapid loss of blood made Li Hao's eyes a little blurred, and between the music, he felt that An Qi had a little more bright beauty at this time - the messy hair covered half of his face, his skin was better than snow, he was wearing a tattered leather coat, and there were a few drops of blood on his cheeks.
Li Hao stared at An Qi quietly while sending blood into An Qi's mouth, only feeling that An Qi was really beautiful at this moment......
"I'll send her blood, and in exchange, I'll kiss her, it shouldn't matter." Li Hao thought evil in his heart. Thinking of imminent death, the burden in my heart was also put down, and a trace of evil actually appeared. Approaching Anqi's cheeks, his gaze fixed on Anqi's lips, and then, Li Hao's lips were attached to Anqi's lips.
Li Hao closed his eyes quietly, quietly waiting for the coming of death, the last thought: her lips are so soft...... It's because of the lack of water and it's a bit rough.
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Time is passing, at this time the rain is gradually decreasing, An Qi's face has recovered a trace of blood, but Li Hao feels drowsy, sometimes dark in front of him, sometimes bright, his whole body seems to have been drained of strength, he can't move, Li Hao doesn't know how much blood he put in Anqi, the only thing Li Hao knows is that he is very tired, so tired that he wants to sleep well......
That's what it's like to die, and it's not that scary.
Li Hao was dazed and mocked in his heart. Suddenly, Li Hao remembered that his old man, that is, his adoptive grandfather, had said to him a long time ago: "Li Hao, I am almost seventy years old, and I am about to enter the earth and disappear into this world." You don't have to worry and you don't have to be afraid of death. People are going to die, I will die, and you will die too. I heard that when people die, the people you know in your life will appear in front of your eyes like a movie, your lover, your friends, your parents, and even many people who are only related to you once, these people will come to see you off. ”
Vaguely, in front of Li Hao's eyes, the heavy rain outside disappeared, and the surrounding rocks and valleys also disappeared, and the surroundings were pitch black. Li Hao stood alone in this darkness, and suddenly, in front of him, many figures appeared...... Gong Yunxi's, Zhou Feifei's, Qi Feifei's, Ding Ding's, Xiao Lu's, Ah San's, Monkey's, Lao Ma's, and ...... Angel's.
Li Hao only felt how close these faces were to him, but he felt that there was an unclimbable distance, he wanted to stretch out his palm, wanted to grab them, but their figures were like ghosts, drifting farther and farther...... Immediately after, the screen changes. In a dilapidated room, a baby's cry resounded, followed by the surprise cry of a young woman, a baby was born, and the baby's face was very similar to Li Hao now. Li Hao looked at the young woman again, the young woman, exuding the brilliance of motherhood at this time, wearing a white coat, not stained with a trace of dust, with long hair and a shawl, covering half of her face, was holding the baby, teasing......
Li Hao's throat instantly seemed to be stuck by something, and he wanted to scream, but he couldn't, the young woman...... Familiar and unfamiliar, the figure, the long hair, the white coat, like a dream that Li Hao used to have. Now that it has reappeared, Li Hao's heart fluctuated for a while, looking at the baby in his arms who was very similar to himself, his eyes were moist.
This woman is my mother's ......, why do I have an urge to get close to her? Li Hao roared in his heart, his eyes were bloodshot, he wanted to walk in desperately, he wanted to see her face clearly, but her face was blurry, he couldn't see the slightest, only some vague outlines.
"Eyebrows, this is ...... Our children? Just then, a slender man walked in, and the man couldn't see his face clearly. But a pair of black glasses was very dazzling, and the lenses were as thick as the bottom of a beer bottle.
"Yes." The young woman said with surprise on her face.
The man let out a long sigh, hesitated for a long time, and said, "Mei, this kid ...... ...... to be sent to the institute," the young woman froze.
The picture changes again...... Several strong men in white coats and masks snatched the baby from the young woman named "Mei", and the men's angry scolding, the baby's crying, and ...... The heart-rending roar of the young woman was full of despair and unwillingness...... And a hint of hatred. When Li Hao saw this scene, he felt a pain in his heart for no reason, looked down at his left chest, touched the position of his heart, and felt that something was missing there.
The men in the white coats forcibly carried the baby away, and in the empty room room, the lights were dim, and only a helpless woman sat on the ground, her body trembling, her eyes were blank, dull and numb, looking at the group of people who had gone away. And the man who couldn't see his face clearly appeared behind the young woman silently, without saying a word, and looked coldly at the side......
Screen Switch...... On the operating table, several men in white coats looked at the baby lying on the table, sighed, and said, "Alas, it's another failure, you go and deal with these failures." ”
A person next to him responded respectfully, picked up the baby on the stage, and put it in a container, in which a bubbling liquid was suspended...... The baby began to scream in pain, but no one in the white coat outside paid attention to him, but looked at him with a hint of pity in his eyes.
"These children, it's pitiful, these are all experiments for the 'evolution' project, but they all failed......" One of the white coats muttered to himself as he passed by the container.
"Don't say it, beware of the misfortune coming out of the mouth, we just have to do our job, let's go." The other looked around palpitatingly, and hurried away with a sync.
Screen Switch...... The baby, who was in the container, was released one day. Banishment, to be exact...... It is very difficult for a baby who has disappeared for a long time to be put back into this world and want to survive.
The baby, oh no, it was the teenager, walking through the crowd with a blank look in his eyes, with a hollowness. He touched his chest with his hand and talked to himself, with a bit of depression and hatred in his tone.
"My place is empty." The boy pondered for a while, then spoke again.
"I don't have a heart."
Li Hao's face really changed when he saw this, because this teenager's appearance is exactly what he looked like when he was a teenager!!
(This chapter took nearly three hours to write, and it took me to finish this, because this chapter is very important, related to the origin of the big chapter of the ability, and it also has a lot to do with the past of the protagonist Li Hao, let's change it today, Maple Leaf is here to say sorry!) )