Although Mickey's ruthless departure has caused a great shadow on me, it doesn't mean that my feelings for her are fake, after all, we have experienced too much together, and at first I did not accept Mickey's departure, and even had thoughts of revenge, but as time passed, I saw a lot and understood too much.

Mickey had just chosen a different direction from me on the path she had to take, she had taken me in when I was at my poorest, and had taken the trouble to take care of me for two whole years, which was enough to prove that her feelings for me were sincere, and perhaps I could deceive myself and say that I hated her, but I was more concerned about her situation at this time, because I said that no matter what happened in the future, I would like to be the one who cared for her the most, and I was even less qualified to hate her.

Standing in front of the washstand, I looked at the dog-like self in the mirror, the more I looked at it, the more strange I felt, the more I looked at it, the more I felt lost, I couldn't understand my own heart, I was in a muddy swamp, and the struggle would only sink deeper.

When I came out of the shower, the clock on the wall showed that it was six o'clock in the morning, and the white cherry blossoms seemed to have fallen asleep, and the night ended again in this way, not knowing what was happening on the other side of the city during this time.

Sitting on the sofa I lit a cigarette for myself, but I didn't take a few puffs but irritably snuffed it out in the ashtray......

At this time, the picture that appeared in my mind at this time was a lonely figure, she pulled her suitcase step by step and shuttled through the crowd, looking back from time to time, but disappointed again and again.

The rain was pouring down against the glass wall in front of me, and my heart was piercing with the pain of a thousand arrows, and I suddenly wanted to see her more than I did now, because I couldn't bear to let her end up in my world in such a way.

Since my coat was almost completely wet, I just put on a sweater and pants that weren't thorough, and left Hakura's side in a hurry.

I was afraid that when I arrived at Sun Zhenzhen's side, I saw the empty room, so I kept accelerating, but I encountered the morning rush hour in Shanghai, and when I was halfway through the road, I had to block between the two buses and couldn't move.

When I arrived at Sun Zhenzhen's house, the sky was completely white, and when I opened the safe door of her house with the spare key, I rushed to her bedroom as soon as possible, but even if I rushed to her home as fast as I could, I still regretted not being able to see her for the last time, in addition to the empty room, there was also a letter left by the bedside, which Sun Zhenzhen left for me.

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Holding the letter paper that Sun Zhenzhen left for me, I sat on the edge of her bed, the cup of coffee that was still warm from time to time emitted a trace of heat, I knew that she had only been gone for a short time, so I didn't even have time to look at the message paper, so I rushed to the apartment downstairs and knocked on the door of the aunt on the floor.

Because I knocked on the door very hard, the aunt pointed at me and scolded me in a Shanghai dialect before she came out, and I didn't understand it anyway, so I asked her directly if she had seen Sun Zhenzhen...... Eventually, the aunt closed the door and left me alone.

When I went back upstairs again, I finally calmed down in a panic, looking at the rain outside the window, although it was not as strong as before, but it still did not end, the lonely bed, the huge room, and the half-pack of unsmoked ladies cigarettes, and the half-burned cigarette butts in the ashtray, I knew that she, who had been advising me to quit smoking earlier, started smoking again tonight......

I can't imagine what happened before I came, but it was real, and there was no escape from being tortured.

Picking up the half-pack of unfinished ladies cigarettes at the bedside, I lit one for myself, and finally picked up the message paper I left on the ground and began to look at it seriously: "Boss, Wang Ye...... I've known you for so long, I don't even know what to call you at this time...... Hehe, forget it, let's not dwell on this...... To be honest, I don't know if you'll be able to see this note, because I'm not sure if you'll ever come to see me one last time, but if you do, I'll be in another city and start a new life...... In fact, I am a particularly easy to satisfy women, I have always felt that as long as you are around, no matter who you are with, it is happy for me, and I am also very willing to live by your side without a head, cry with you, laugh with you, but some things are not something I can control, in the face of reality I must make a choice, either to win you, or to disappear completely from your side, in fact, I did, I can't talk about regret when I say regret, because this ending is in my expectation, Thank you for lighting up my world, but I can't continue to warm you...... Every time I see you on weekdays, I'm always so excited that I can't stop talking, although I'm basically talking to myself, but I just like to see your demeanor when you take me, hehe, when it comes to regrets, I can't be by your side anymore, and now I don't know what to say to you when I say goodbye...... So be it, say goodbye to be thorough, so that the pain is short-lived......"

When I read the letter that Sun Zhenzhen left me in one breath, my whole heart was almost trembling, I didn't even dare to imagine that a woman could be so stupid as long as she stayed with the person she liked was satisfied, regardless of whether he was with him or not, but what distressed me the most was this kind of woman, it really happened to me, and I couldn't give her the happiness she wanted.

Flip to the second page, and there is some text: "By the way, when you see this note, you will see a cup of coffee on the bedside table, which I researched myself, and it uses roses, lavender, mint, and anyway, there are many, many kinds of flowers brewed in water, so the taste is very mixed." I heard Brother Huohua say that you like to drink coffee very much, so this is the coffee I deliberately made for you on a whim after hearing you sing for the first time, I don't know if it tastes good or not, but the name is "Those Flowers", I give it to you and myself...... Please be happy, because if you are not happy, I will not be happy...... Message: Once that inconspicuous flower bloomed beside you, a woman who doesn't know whether she is naïve or not..."

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Starting tomorrow, try to do two shifts a day (even if there is one shift, it is guaranteed that there will be no successive interruptions).

This book was first published from 17k, the first time to see the genuine content! r405