25. Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son

After class in the afternoon, I came up after dinner.

God helped, after waiting for so many days, Mei Xueyao finally arrived. Maybe Tang Tang didn't go out to play today as usual, maybe he came back from playing... No matter how much, in short, the result is to let Mei Xueyao see Tang Tang in the classroom. After knowing the reason from Wei Yuntao's mouth, it has been so many days, and Mei Xueyao is waiting for this. There was no one in the classroom, not even Guan Ruixuan. "If you get a good score in the exam, you will naturally feel better, and it is natural to relax." Mei Xueyao shook her head, no longer thinking about these things. Tang Tang is important, he can't live up to this God-given opportunity in vain, once he misses it, he doesn't know how many more days he has to wait. Tang Tang has too few opportunities to be in the classroom at this time after dinner, and he must completely release the previous suspicions of the two of them today. Mei Xueyao thought to herself, and couldn't help clenching her pink fists.

Mei Xueyao walked over step by step, and Tang Tang didn't notice it at all. Tang Tang didn't look up, Tang Tang was biting the pen and trying to think about what electricity and magnetism were all about, not noticing that Mei Xueyao was already in front of him. Tang Tang still didn't look up, thinking it was Jiang Junliang, so he still clenched his pen and frowned.

"Tang Tang-" Mei Xueyao's voice was soft and trembling.

But to Tang Tang's ears, it was as loud as a spring thunder, and even the ground shook. So much so that Tang Tang's whole body trembled fiercely, as if he had been subjected to an electric shock.

Tang Tang raised his head and did not speak. Mei Xueyao also stopped talking. Mei Xueyao didn't want to say it, Mei Xueyao was just worried that Tang Tang didn't want to hear it, and worried that Tang Tang didn't want to listen to those cookie-cutter and uninnovative languages. Perhaps a word is better than a thousand words at this time. It's all in plain sight.

Tang Tang stared at the book spread out in front of him, stunned, motionless, and his head was blank. The electricity and magnetism didn't know which space they had already disappeared into, and they were no longer what Tang Tang was thinking about. Without warning, Tang Tang fell on Mei Xueyao's body, hugged Mei Xueyao's legs, and his body couldn't stop rising and falling. Tang Tang cried, silently, depressedly excited, and burst after burst. Mei Xueyao felt that part of her clothes had been wet with Tang Tang's tears, but Mei Xueyao remained motionless, allowing Tang Tang to wantonly vent her long-suppressed emotions. Mei Xueyao's right hand lightly combed Tang Tang's unkempt hair. Cry, cry, everything is over. Cry and everything will be fine! Feeling Tang Tang's fluctuating heartbeat, Mei Xueyao couldn't help but burst into tears.

The path that Gao Yi and Tang Tang once dated is now a little strange for Mei Xueyao to step on, so Mei Xueyao always can't grasp the balance when she walks on it. Mei Xueyao couldn't figure out whether the night was working, the path was working, or her own heart was working.

Tang Tang followed Mei Xueyao closely, the distance was just right, not far and not close. Seeing Mei Xueyao walking with difficulty, Tang Tang wanted to go up and help her, but in fact, Tang Tang was ready to go up and help her at any time. If he had done it before, he would have done it a long time ago. But today is different, Tang Tang didn't dare, he didn't have the courage to go up. Every time he saw Mei Xueyao crooked, Tang Tang's heart tightened suddenly. Mei Xueyao walked silently, and Tang Tang watched cautiously. In Tang Tang's eyes and heart, Mei Xueyao is a treasure made of jade. Tang Tang was afraid that Mei Xueyao would fall carelessly, for fear that his piece of jade would be broken. Fear is afraid, worry is worry, but Tang Tang has nothing to do, Tang Tang can only follow Mei Xueyao and watch dryly, Tang Tang really lacks the courage to take Mei Xueyao's little hand. The mood of tonight's date was very different from before, and Tang Tang was even very careful about breathing.

The surroundings were quiet, the moonlight was beautiful, and almost everything on the river beach could be seen clearly. At night, everything looks a little different than what you see during the day, but at the moment, everything on the beach looks so cool that you can't help but want to go up and touch it.

The sand is held in the palm of the hand, and then slid down by the fingers, which is cool, itchy, and very comfortable. Mei Xueyao went to pick up stones again, and specially picked the one that was very smooth and smooth, which was very difficult to find. Mei Xueyao picked up a pebble, looked at it, was not satisfied, and threw it into the river with all her strength, and a ripple appeared on the surface of the water. Pick up another grain, still not satisfied, and throw it into the water again...

Tang Tang was close to Mei Xueyao's side, not leaving a step.

Deep silence, long silence, almost suffocating silence.

Tang Tang and Mei Xueyao didn't know what to say or how to say the first sentence of the two people. Many, many words are stored in Mei Xueyao's heart, and she can't find the source of her confession. Similarly, there are many languages in Tang Tang's heart, and he can't say a word. Tang Tang didn't know what Mei Xueyao wanted to hear at this moment, what she didn't want to hear; Tang Tang didn't know if there was any need to say the words in his stomach. Tang Tang completely doubted his IQ.

Tang Tang finally couldn't endure the silence that almost cost him his life, and finally mustered up the courage. "Forget it, stretching out the head is a knife, and shrinking the head is also a knife. It's better to die than to be half-dead now. The idea in his heart must be that he has blurted out a thousand words: "Yaoyao, on the day of school, I will return to school early according to your and my agreement, hoping to meet you as soon as possible, and when I come to the classroom, I see..."

Mei Xueyao didn't react at allβ€”at least Tang Tang thought so. Mei Xueyao still picked up a stone by herself, threw it out, picked up another one, and threw it out... In this way, Mei Xueyao was empty-handed from beginning to end. Mei Xueyao listened to Tang Tang's every word and every word, taking it seriously and not missing a word. Although Wei Yuntao had relayed it before, but now that Tang Tang said it himself, Mei Xueyao listened to it and had another feeling. To say that there is no sadness is false. My heart has been almost broken these days! No matter how perfect the reason is, no matter how powerful the explanation is, it can't get back the pain and suffering you once had! It's just that with Wei Yuntao's paraphrase at the bottom, Mei Xueyao is psychologically prepared, after all, it is not as difficult to accept as when she first heard about it. What's more, no matter what, the other party is also out of love, so he will lose his mind and do such a ridiculous thing. In addition, Mei Xueyao's own joys, sorrows, and sorrows are not easy to shape, so Mei Xueyao is now listening to Tang Tang's heartfelt words, although her heart is turbulent, her appearance is as calm and quiet.

However, Tang Tang couldn't guess what Mei Xueyao was thinking, and he was very anxious in his heart.

"Move back, I need you." Tang Tang himself was taken aback. Tang Tang doubted whether these eight words came from his own mouth, and Tang Tang even doubted whether he had a serious auditory hallucination. Isn't it? Fang just said so much, now he should at least sincerely say sorry to Mei Xueyao. But why did these eight words pop out of my mouth? Why didn't you apologize? Why not? Why not say it exactly? Tang Tang hated.

As if hearing the sounds of heaven, Tang Tang really heard Mei Xueyao hum softly. It's light, but it's true. Tang Tang's heart was suddenly surging. Although Mei Xueyao still didn't mean to look at Tang Tang at all, although Mei Xueyao's "um" was nothing, Tang Tang was sure that he had heard it correctly, and Tang Tang was sure that he didn't have auditory hallucinations this time. Tang Tang was flattered, he never dreamed that the things that would keep him awake at night and make him anxious and anxious could be solved so easily here in Mei Xueyao. Even so easily it almost made Tang Tang unbelievable. Tang Tang also imagined countless versions in his heart, but this version was the only one missing. Maybe the poison of Chinese TV is too deep, and the picture of Mei Xueyao angrily rushing to the crown and brushing away from her sleeves in Tang Tang's mind did not appear; Mei Xueyao's sad and sad crying did not appear; Mei Xueyao's angry eyes and relatively harsh voice did not appear... Mei Xueyao didn't react at all, she wasn't excited or sad. Mei Xueyao was so calm that Tang Tang didn't expect. Tang Tang desperately resisted the urge to ask.

"Yaoyao, why aren't you angry? Why don't you scold me, or punch me and kick me a few times? No matter what you want to do to me, I'm fully prepared to accept it. Who called me a bastard! Maybe if you scold me and beat me, I feel much better than I do now. Tang Tang couldn't hold back after all.

Mei Xueyao finally hit Tang Tang with a gaze as pure as water.

"I know you're all for my good." Mei Xueyao said softly, angry as a lan, "Why should I be angry with you? ”

"But I..."

Tang Tang was emotional, halfway through his words, he directly grabbed Mei Xueyao's left hand and beckoned to him. Mei Xueyao tried her best to break free, but Tang Tang's strength was greater than hers, and Mei Xueyao couldn't break free. Tang Tang's chest slap after another dull voice came into Mei Xueyao's ears, and Mei Xueyao burst into tears. Tang Tang caught a glimpse of Mei Xueyao crying in his frenzy, and suddenly stopped.

Feeling the hot pain in her left hand, Mei Xueyao felt distressed: "Does it hurt?" ”

Tang Tang let go of the hand holding Mei Xueyao, shook his head, and smiled: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all." ”

Mei Xueyao took a few more steps towards the river, squatted down, looked at the water, and looked at the moon in the water. Tang Tang leaned on Mei Xueyao and stood beside him, watching Mei Xueyao admire the moon in the water. Mei Xueyao didn't speak, and Tang Tang didn't speak, for fear of disturbing this peaceful mood.

"Tang Tang!"

"Huh?"

"Oh, it's fine." Mei Xueyao really wanted to ask Tang Tang where the two of them would be tomorrow. But in that case, Mei Xueyao still had no way to ask after thinking about it, and Mei Xueyao was reluctant to put pressure on Tang Tang.

"Yaoyao, do you know, today is the first time you have taken the initiative to speak to me." Tang Tang was very happy, thinking of Andy Lau's "Today", "I waited for a long time and finally waited for today, and I finally realized my dream after a long dream." Let Mei Xueyao open her mouth to talk to herself, Tang Tang has been thinking about it since the day he entered high school.

Mei Xueyao was speechless, and was about to say sorry.

Without waiting for Mei Xueyao to speak, Tang Tang intercepted: "Don't say sorry to me, don't feel sorry for me." You've been very nice to me, you can't be better yet, you've never been sorry for me. I'm so happy, really, I'm so happy. ”

Tang Tang squatted down next to Mei Xueyao, and couldn't help but sing loudly: "I've waited for a long time and finally waited for today, I dreamed for a long time and finally realized my dream, those unchanging wind and frost have long been indifferent, and I don't say I'm tired." "Sing over and over again, over and over again.

"Tang Tang, I think we will be together in the future, I will not care about you, I will not restrain you, you can do whatever you want. I cook for you, do your laundry, clean for you... I wish I could do that, and I hope you can give me the opportunity to do this. Tang Tang, I'll be afraid..."

Mei Xueyao began to cry silently.

"Yaoyao, Yaoyaoβ€”" Tang Tang called out again and again, but Mei Xueyao's tears were still increasing. Tang Tang was distressed: "Yaoyao, why are you crying again?" You don't cry, you don't cry, okay! I'll let you cook and do the laundry for me, I'll only allow you to cook and do the laundry for me alone, okay! I work for you, and I'll leave every penny I earn to you for safekeeping! Yaoyao, don't cry, the wind here is so strong, it hurts to blow on your face. Yaoyao, if there is anything we have to say, shall we? Tang Tang stretched out his right hand as he spoke, holding Mei Xueyao's left hand tightly, and didn't dare to let go anymore, so he kept holding it. Tang Tang was afraid that he would lose Mei Xueyao again if he was not careful. "Yaoyao, do you know, this is the third time I've shaken your hand alone, and every time, I remember it clearly."

"Yes..."

"Again!" Tang Tang said angrily, "In the future, don't say sorry to me again, and don't say thank you to me." I don't need to, I just need you to be by my side every day! Yaoyao, I will hold your hand well, and I will always tie it to me, Tang Tang, in your heart. Tang Tang took Mei Xueyao with his right hand and pressed his left hand deeply on his heart.

Mei Xueyao withdrew her left hand from Tang Tang's heart, cooperated with her right hand to take out a tissue to wipe her tears, and slowly stopped crying: "Tang Tang, I'm just afraid, I'm afraid that you will leave one day, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to do more for you." Since Tuesday, I've been scared every day, afraid that you will leave, afraid that you will ignore me. But I didn't know what I was doing wrong. If there is a next time, I don't know if I will be able to hold on any longer. ”

Mei Xueyao's words made Tang Tang's heart hurt and hurt, making Tang Tang feel that it was not a pity to die 10,000 times: "Yaoyao, this is none of your business, you all know, it's none of your business." You've always been good, it's me who is bad here, it's me who has a problem here. Tang Tang pointed to his head, "It's all me who makes mistakes, it's all my demons!" Tang Tang slapped his head fiercely.

"You know the rest of the story. After seeing the results, I don't dare to face you again, although I am very relieved, but I... I know you're going to be sad, but I... Yaoyao, you believe me, I haven't let you go for a day, really. I came home that day, it was raining, and I saw you looking at me upstairs with anxiety on your face; That day, you pushed the electric car away because the chain of your electric car fell off. I hid next to the garage and watched, until I saw that your car was repaired and rode away; I also know that one time you helped An Ning do her laundry, and you both almost got locked in your dorm building; When I was playing in PE class, I couldn't help but look for your position, and one time I kicked the ball into my own goal... Yaoyao, for more than two months, my heart has never left your side for a moment, every night in the dead of night, all I think about is you, and even in my sleep, I will dream of you, and sometimes my dreams are so beautiful that I don't want to wake up. However, I cannot tell you all this, let alone ignore you, for I am afraid that I will fall short, and I am afraid that as soon as I get close to you, my defense will collapse completely, and all my efforts will be in vain. I thought that for the sake of your progress, even the pain I had was worth it. Unexpectedly, Yaoyao, I was all wrong, I was so wrong. ”

"It's all gone." Mei Xueyao said softly.

"Yaoyao, for more than two months, you have been worried about me and sad for me. Believe me, there will never be anything like this again. Don't be afraid, there will never be a second time, we will definitely work miracles. ”

Mei Xueyao stretched out her right hand, together with her left hand, and tightly held the right hand of Tang Tang, who was holding her left hand at some point: "'Death and life are broad, and Zicheng said. Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. 'Remember?' Also here, your promise to me? ”

Tang Tang's heart softened: "Remember." How could it be forgotten. ”

Mei Xueyao said solemnly: "Tang Tang, this is also my promise to you. Mei Xueyao opened her arms and hugged Tang Tang tightly, for fear that Tang Tang would suddenly disappear without a trace. You don't have to say anything, you don't have to explain anything, I know it all, I know it all. It's true. Mei Xueyao paused, "It's just, don't carry anything by yourself in the future, let me bear it with you, I'm not as fragile as you think." ”

Tang Tang wouldn't know that Mei Xueyao had already decided in her heart that she must strive to be with him forever. Mei Xueyao is no longer so pessimistic and believes in time and fate. "You must strive for your own happiness." Mei Xueyao handed over her true heart completely, and the rest of the matter was how Tang Tang would protect this beating heart from being hurt again. Mei Xueyao believes that Tang Tang can do it!

Tang Tang took out the right hand that was clenched by Mei Xueyao, and at the same time stretched out his left hand, gently holding Mei Xueyao's little face, so that Mei Xueyao's eyes could look directly at him. Then he held Mei Xueyao's small hands tightly in the palm of his hand again: "'Death and life are broad, and Zicheng said. Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. Trust me, I'll do it for you. Tang Tang's eyes were full of extraordinary perseverance and determination.

On the way back, Mei Xueyao's right hand was always held by Tang Tang's left hand, and she could no longer feel the ruggedness and unevenness of the road.

In the classroom, Mei Xueyao gently cleaned up the table, trying not to disturb the people around her.

"Mei Xueyao, are you going to move back?" It was Ma Xiaolin's voice, which sounded deeply tired.

"Hmm." Mei Xueyao replied softly.

"We'll be reluctant to move away." Ma Xiaolin's body was not dominated by his brain, he quickly glanced back and turned back, moving as fast as if none of this had happened.

Although it was fast, Ma Xiaolin's series of movements were still captured by Mei Xueyao's eyes. Mei Xueyao also looked behind with Ma Xiaolin's gaze, Guan Ruixuan was burying his head deep and working hard, not being disturbed by the outside world. Mei Xueyao smiled lightly, withdrew her gaze, and continued to clean up the messy desktop in front of her. As everyone knows, Guan Ruixuan has already raised his head, and his eyes are silently silent as he looks at Mei Xueyao's waterfall-like long hair. Mei Xueyao's hair is so long! From knowing Mei Xueyao to the present, whether it is spring and autumn, winter or summer, Guan Ruixuan has never seen Mei Xueyao wear hair accessories. Even the black head rope Guan Ruixuan had never seen one. The clothes are always simple, simple and plain, but they are neat and tidy at all times; People have always been quiet, quiet, steady, quiet, quiet. Mei Xueyao will not be like some girls, who waste a lot of time in the dormitory every day, dressing, combing their hair, and chewing their tongues... Guan Ruixuan looked at it and thought, "What a lucky person to be lucky enough to have Mei Xueyao!" Guan Ruixuan involuntarily turned his head, his eyes hit Tang Tang in the front row, and sighed very lightly and slightly. thought that no one could hear it, but he was still captured by Ma Xiaolin in front of him. Ma Xiaolin also sighed softly.

"Huh?" Mei Xueyao tilted her head and looked at Ma Xiaolin.

"It's nothing, it's just that I envy you." Ma Xiaolin smiled on his face, bitter in his heart.

Zhao Meng came: "Mei Xueyao, are you moving away again?" After that, he hugged Mei Xueyao.

How good it would be if I were Zhao Meng at this moment! You can vent your emotions unscrupulously! Guan Ruixuan thought sadly.

"I can't bear you!" Zhao Meng even burst into tears. "Don't go, don't go, don't go! The last time you left, you made me sad until you came back, I can't stand it if you move away again! ”

Guan Ruixuan felt that Zhao Meng had said all his own lines. What Zhao Meng said now is completely his own heart! Why don't you want to vomit like this!

"Zhao Meng, don't be like this, it's just a few rows, it's still in a class." Mei Xueyao struggled to break free from Zhao Meng's arms.

"Will you come back later?" Zhao Mengdao. "Will you never come back?"

Guan Ruixuan pricked up his ears and waited for Mei Xueyao to answer. Ma Xiaolin also pricked up his ears and waited for Mei Xueyao to answer.

Mei Xueyao didn't know what to say. It is unlikely that they will come back later. Even if there is a situation next time, Mei Xueyao doesn't want to choose to flee fragile anymore. Mei Xueyao has understood that the fundamental way to solve the problem is not to run away stupidly, but to face it bravely. If he could have asked Tang Tang a few more times at that time, maybe the matter would have been solved earlier. It's not wise to wait passively, and one such thing is enough. But saying that she won't move back again, Mei Xueyao is really difficult to export.

"Well, I'll definitely come back if I have a chance."

"Great, it's a deal!" Zhao Meng burst into tears and laughed.

Guan Ruixuan chuckled in his heart, what if he didn't have a chance?

When Ma Xiaolin heard this, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief and let go of his clenched fists.

"Mei Xueyao, we will all miss you very much." Ma Xiaolin said.

Mei Xueyao smiled: "I will miss you too." ”

"Yaoyao, you're finally back again! You're not here, I don't even have a partner to talk to, it's so uncomfortable. An Ning said, "I had a good dream last night, I guess I must be in a good mood today, sure enough!" ”

"I also want to be able to stay here and never go anywhere." Mei Xueyao said leisurely.

Mei Xueyao looked at Tang Tang's back, Tang Tang didn't look back and didn't speak. Tang Tang is a completely natural painting in Mei Xueyao's eyes, and in this painting, the imperfections that Mei Xueyao felt before are now gone.