Mei Xueyao's green silk was two feet long, and it hung like satin. High school. There is no second girl in the first class whose hair is comparable to Mei Xueyao's. This is also something that Tang Tang is very proud of. For a short period of time, Mei Xueyao was very sad about whether to cut or keep this long hair. Look at the whole sophomore year of high school. Of the nineteen female classmates in the first class, except for Mei Xueyao and another girl named Xie Yu, the other 17 people all had neat short hair. However, when she returned to school after the weekend, Mei Xueyao found that Xie Yu had also joined the ranks of "student crushes". Seeing the freshness of the short-haired girl, Mei Xueyao was moved.

"Tang Tang, do you like girls with long hair or girls with short hair?"

"Of course I like girls with long hair, how elegant they look! It's a pity that nowadays, girls' hair is getting shorter and shorter, and boys' hair is getting longer and longer. Tang Tang talked eloquently.

"Oh." Mei Xueyao's gaze dimmed inexplicably.

"Why do you ask about this all of a sudden? Yaoyao, are you going to cut your hair short too? ”

"No, it's been five years old. I... Reluctant to cut it off. Mei Xueyao stroked her green silk. In my memory, when I was in junior high school, many girls in the class had long black and shiny hair like a waterfall. I want to be the opposite, there are very few female classmates with short hair. An Ning has always had short hair, and in the third year of junior high school, she was tempted and infected by Mei Xueyao, and An Ning finally combed her ponytail for just two months. However, when it comes to No. 1 Middle School, the situation is very different. There were very few female classmates in the class, and only 19 female students accounted for the class of 45 students. Among the nineteen people, Mei Xueyao is the only one with long hair. Junior high school is just high school, and there have been so many changes, so many changes. Mei Xueyao didn't know how big the outside world was, and she didn't know how many temptations were still there. Mei Xueyao is both yearning and worried. Just like the troubles she has now. Mei Xueyao asked herself: "Once the long hair is cut short, can you really be as free as the wind?" Mei Xueyao couldn't give an answer.

In a dilemma, the long hair then remained.

Mei Xueyao's hair is very good - because of her youth. When walking together, Tang Tang would often look at Mei Xueyao's green hair in a silent daze. Especially at night, under the lights, Mei Xueyao's hair was shining. Tang Tang looked at it and felt very satisfied and satisfied. This kind of satisfaction, sometimes overflowing, made Tang Tang impulsively couldn't help but want to reach out and stroke. However, in order to retain this beauty, Tang Tang suppressed his impulse and never reached out to touch it. So the impulse is limited to an impulse, and has no other meaning.

At this moment, it was noon, and Mei Xueyao accompanied An Ning to shampoo. Seeing that Mei Xueyao's back was blocked by the teaching building and completely invisible, Tang Tang turned around and returned to the classroom. Half an hour passed, Tang Tang couldn't sit still again, Tang Tang ran out of the classroom and stood in the corridor of the teaching building, looking in the direction where Mei Xueyao had just disappeared. A few minutes later, Mei Xueyao and An Ning really appeared in Tang Tang's line of sight. Tang Tang stumbled downstairs and ran towards Mei Xueyao, and at the same time took the empty pot that Mei Xueyao was carrying.

"And mine!" An Ning shouted.

Tang Tang took the empty pot of An Ning, faced Mei Xueyao, and said, "Yaoyao, go back to the classroom, don't get cold." ”

Mei Xueyao didn't speak, she was very obedient, and followed An Ning in the direction of the teaching building. Tang Tang looked at Mei Xueyao's back, retracted his gaze, and walked in the other direction with a thermos in one hand, feeling a wave of loss in his heart. Tang Tang knew that just now he really wanted to hear Mei Xueyao say, "Let's go fetch water together". As a result, Tang Tang still failed. Mei Xueyao's obedience, even obedience, made Tang Tang feel very uncomfortable. Tang Tang had already prepared boiling water and walked back with two thermoses. In the huge empty campus, Tang Tang was the only one wandering. Tang Tang even hoped in the depths of his mind at this moment that Mei Xueyao could be a little willful sometimes. Is it that hard to say "I don't want to go back, I want to fetch water with you"? Tang Tang also knew that the result of the argument was definitely the same as the current one. Even if Mei Xueyao was really willing to accompany him, it is estimated that Tang Tang would not agree, when would he be willing to let Mei Xueyao go to fetch boiling water? Maybe the only difference in the middle is that you can satisfy your own vanity and domineering, so that you can feel and experience well, in front of Mei Xueyao, you are really a man! Although Tang Tang can think so, although Tang Tang also knows that this is the case, Mei Xueyao's obedience still devours Tang Tang's heart like a poisonous snake, which makes Tang Tang extremely uncomfortable. Tang Tang knew that the melancholy of parting was about to move again.

Tang Tang returned to the classroom, sat down, and saw a hair lying flat in the middle of the textbook, and in the blank space next to the hair was a line of small words: Give you a long hair, because a long hair represents a lifetime of care. The hair was still wet and smelled good, it should have been the smell of shampoo. However, Tang Tang's understanding of shampoo is "seven tricks and six tricks", Tang Tang smelled it for a long time, but he really couldn't smell which one Mei Xueyao used, so he gave up.

"'A long hair represents a lifetime of care'! Did you come up with it? Sounds so beautiful. "All kinds of unpleasantness and all kinds of negative emotions in the past have now completely disappeared and disappeared without a trace.

"No, I got it from the book, and I wrote it down when it felt good. The protagonist goes through joys and sorrows, and finally reunites, a moving story. ”

"What would you do if one day, I left?"

"I'll look for you, the ends of the earth!"

"Yaoyao, promise me, if I really leave, you must not look for me, you must wait for me at home, I want you to wait for me at home! I promise you, I will definitely come back, I will definitely come back to you. ”

Mei Xueyao stood in front of the building, staring blankly at the vast sky in the south. "Is City A also a beautiful place?" Mei Xueyao thought leisurely. A girl's heart is always the keenest, not to mention the smart Mei Xueyao! Mei Xueyao finally understood why Tang Tang was always the only one in Tang Tang's family. It turned out that Tang Tang's parents had already settled elsewhere, and it turned out that Tang Tang was about to stay away.

"When I was a child, I didn't go to my grandmother's house with my mother on vacation, and I was always taken by my grandmother to take the train to City A."

"A city? Do you still have to take the train? Is that city far from us? ”

"It's a long way off. I'll take you there when I have a chance in the future, and take you to see the places I played when I was a child. ”

These stories are full of sunshine and smell as if it was just yesterday.

"Yaoyao, what do you want? So fascinating! Tang Tang walked out and stayed next to Mei Xueyao.

"Didn't think about anything." Mei Xueyao didn't have the courage to face Tang Tang's eyes, turned around, and fled directly. Sitting in the seat, Mei Xueyao was uneasy. Could Tang Tang have seen it? Is it true that nothing can be hidden from his eyes? It's so hard to say what you want to say.

In the garden, Mei Xueyao refused all interference and sat quietly on the stone bench where she once sit. "The right people meet at the wrong time". It only takes a second to make a decision, Mei Xueyao is soft on the outside and rigid on the inside. "Don't drag mud and water" was given a new meaning by Mei Xueyao this time. At this moment, Mei Xueyao's heart was in unbearable pain. Mei Xueyao was unwilling to let go no matter what, but apart from letting go, Mei Xueyao couldn't find a better way to fulfill Tang Tang. Mei Xueyao knew that she couldn't be so selfish, and she couldn't always tie Tang Tang to herself. What you have does not have to be possessed. Mei Xueyao can imagine the kind of bitterness that cares about a person, this kind of bitterness, Mei Xueyao has already eaten it in "Love Strikes", and it is really broken! So this time, this kind of bitterness should be eaten by yourself, why should Tang Tang also be broken with his liver and intestines? The good memories of the past two years are enough, enough, and what I can really do for Tang Tang now is to be absolutely cold. Tang Tang is already too good to himself, and it should be his turn to pay for Tang Tang. Mei Xueyao now knows that if it weren't for herself, Tang Tang would have lived under the sky of City A by now. Mei Xueyao now has to do her best to send Tang Tang away. "If love is not as perfect as we imagined, then all the sins are for me to bear". Mei Xueyao's tears fell down one after another.

In the tears, Mei Xueyao saw Tang Tang releasing a vigorous eagle, Tang Tang was excited, running, and shouting: "Yaoyao, do you see it?" I am this kite, as soon as you reel in the line, no matter the ends of the earth, I will appear immediately. "How happy Mei Xueyao was at that time! How happy Mei Xueyao was at that time! Every time she recalled that time in the past, Mei Xueyao was immediately surrounded by a huge sense of happiness. However, when she recalled it tonight, Mei Xueyao burst into tears like rain.

"Tang Tang, remember that you are a goshawk, okay?" Mei Xueyao murmured in her heart. Since it is a goshawk, it is destined to soar for nine days! A good man has ambitions in all directions, and a man should be ambitious and ambitious. Tang Tang can't give up the entire forest that belongs to him because of his own small tree. If you have to choose between the two, choose the blue sky where Tang Tang is about to soar. Mei Xueyao plays the role of God, and in order to open a door that belongs to Tang Tang, she struggles to reach out and close a window that lets go.

After all, Mei Xueyao didn't have time to close this window of letting go, because Tang Tang's big hand tightly held Mei Xueyao's small hand that was closing the window in time. Mei Xueyao closed it hard, but Tang Tang tried even harder not to let Mei Xueyao close it. And so, in the silence, the window slowly and slowly opened again.

"Yaoyao-" Holding Mei Xueyao's face, Tang Tang felt infinite pity. Tang Tang asked himself: "How many tears do you need to shed to make a pair of eyes swollen like this?" ”

"Tang Tang, why are you here?" Mei Xueyao's eyes were full of tears, and she didn't have time to wipe them.

Why did Tang Tang come? How did Mei Xueyao know that since the beginning of school, every time she was upset and unable to be peaceful and peaceful, Tang Tang would come to this magical little garden alone to find herself and return to peace and tranquility. Tang Tang was wandering around the small garden in an irritable mood, feeling tired, so he sat on the chair where Liu Bing, Jia Qing, and himself used to be, but at the moment Mei Xueyao was sitting, with the faint silver moonlight, Tang Tang pinched the pebble and scratched "never know wrong" and "never know wrong" on the ground, over and over again, until his heart hurts, and he cries. Tang Tang loves the words "never know what to be wrong". Tang Tang never thought about it, if he had never been admitted to the first middle school, if he had never been classified into the first high school. First, if he hadn't had the opportunity to know Mei Xueyao, what would he do now. The second year of high school had just started, and when the last tail was still left in the hot summer, the head teacher Fang Muyang arranged an essay: "My First Year of High School". Tang Tang wrote in the article: "... I never regret going my way through my freshman year... I once asked myself stupidly: 'If you could do it all over again, would you be able to create a perfect version of yourself?' Then my heart told me no, never! … People's eyes are always looking forward, and people can't always live in the past and linger in memories. Standing on the starting line of the second year of high school, squeezing out a limited few minutes, looking back at the series of footprints of different shades left by the first year of high school, shaking his head in a chic manner, waving his hand, saying goodbye to the first year of high school, and sealing everything in the past into the sea of the first year of high school. Turn your head, set sail again, continue to set sail, continue to gamble..."The head teacher made a six-word comment at the time: Where there is a will, there is a way! Tang Tang recalled that Mei Xueyao also wrote six words at that time: Women don't let their eyebrows go. However, the reality is really cruel, so Tang Tang can't choke the throat of fate. If there is a will, can it be done? Now that the separation is in front of him, facing Mei Xueyao, Tang Tang smiled; With his back to Mei Xueyao, Tang Tang was in pain. Today is another day that upsets Tang Tang, walking into the small garden, the stone is pinched in his hand, and thousands of thoughts are churning in his mind. As soon as I looked up, I happened to bump into my sweetheart who was crying and crying with tears streaming down her face: Mei Xueyao. The number of times Tang Tang has appeared in the small garden since school started is unimaginable to Mei Xueyao. So tonight, Mei Xueyao was met by Tang Tang in the small garden, which was completely reasonable and by no means unexpected.

At a glance, Tang Tang already knew what was going on between the two. Tang Tang couldn't help but sigh: What are you afraid of, what are you coming!

The night was very good, and the wind was light, and the wind was slightly cool.

Mei Xueyao's steps were very light, and every step was for fear of waking up the sleeping night; Tang Tang's footsteps were heavy, and the bird perched in the garden screamed loudly and soared into the sky, leaving the evergreen plants swaying left and right in the air. After a few moments, the garden returned to its original tranquillity.

Mei Xueyao followed Tang Tang aimlessly back and forth in the garden, and couldn't help but think of Liu Bing and Jia Qing: "How are the two of them persevering!" ”

Tang Tang suddenly stopped for no reason, turned around, and faced Mei Xueyao: "Yaoyao, I know what you think in your heart, but you don't want to be so great, okay!" Why choose such a cruel way? Why do you hurt yourself and hurt me so much? Didn't you say a long time ago that you have something to face together, why are you always left alone in the end? Yaoyao, do you know, you are really selfish, you won't even have a chance to remember for me! ”

Mei Xueyao stood, listening to Tang Tang's frantically venting, not knowing where to put her hands.

"Yaoyao, do you know, whether it's a freshman or a sophomore year of high school, every time I have a holiday, it's the time I'm most scared. Because I don't know if the holiday will represent the difference. During the holidays, I spent every day in fear, and I couldn't relax until I went to bed. I was in this fear, day after day, until school started. Yaoyao, do you know, I'm afraid every time I have a holiday, I'm more afraid every time, I'm afraid that I won't be able to compete with my parents. Time is running out for me, I am more and more afraid that my parents' patience will reach saturation, and I am more and more afraid that before I have time to leave you with a word, my people will have to leave you. This New Year, my parents' patience finally ran out at all, and they strictly ordered me to leave and return to them. Although I have been prepared in my heart, although I have long known in my heart that this day will appear sooner or later, but in my eyes, it is too early to make me unwilling to accept this reality. Yaoyao, do you know, there are so many things I want to do for you, and the things I want to do for you are far from finished, and I keep putting the time back, just to have more time left to do more things for you. I even thought about giving up my studies and staying with you all the time, no matter where you go, I will follow you wherever you go. Yaoyao, I really want to cherish this last time, and I want to keep more memories for myself. Yaoyao, will you give me this opportunity, let me work hard for you and live for you, okay? Yaoyao, I beg you to think about it for yourself, don't think about what will happen to me! Don't embarrass yourself like this, don't you make my heart hurt like this, okay? ”

Mei Xueyao was speechless, and Tang Tang's words moved her. Tang Tang may be right, the two of them should face it together, and face the most ruthless test of time together. should be like Liu Bing and Jia Qing, not like yourself. If Tang Tang is like himself, what should he do? Take a step back from the pain? Until one heaven is south and one earth is north? If you really miss each other like this, Mei Xueyao, ask yourself, in the dead of night, will you really not regret it?

"I will not say anything against my heart in the future, and I will not do anything against my heart in the future. I don't want to let go of your hand so easily. Mei Xueyao clenched Tang Tang's warm hand, and her tears were like beads with broken threads, rolling down to the ground one after another, crystal clear.

"Follow me to cherish the limited time that belongs to us." Tang Tang whispered.

The farthest distance in the world

Not life and death

Rather, I stand before you,

You don't know "I love you"

……

The farthest distance in the world

It's not that you know that you love each other but can't be together

Instead, I can't resist this thought, but I still have to pretend that I don't have you in my heart at all

The farthest distance in the world

It's not that I can't resist this thought, but I still have to pretend that I don't have you in my heart at all

Instead, use your most indifferent heart to the person who loves you

A ditch was dug that could not be crossed

During the evening self-study, on the podium, holding Tagore's "The Farthest Distance in the World", Mei Xueyao's voice became more and more choked. Under the podium, Gong Junfeng cried silently; Yang Mingming wept silently; Ma Xiaolin wept silently; An Ning was also crying silently.

Tang Tang looked at Mei Xueyao and listened to her read, not moving. Apparently tears began to roll in his eyes. Mei Xueyao's appearance began to blur and blur again in Tang Tang's eyes. Tang Tang's tears turned a few times, and finally poured out silently like a flood that broke the embankment. Mei Xueyao's appearance became more blurred, and then became clearer. In fact, there is a way to resolve any contradiction, as long as both sides of the contradiction are sincere enough. There is no dead knot in the world that can never be broken. The heart that always thinks about others will always bloom with the most beautiful flowers in the world. True care is never just sweet words on the lips, real care is sweet even if it is a quarrel. Cherish the person who is cherishing you, this posture is the most moving.

Walking off the podium and catching a glimpse of Tang Tang's wet eyes, Mei Xueyao's heart tightened.

Mei Xueyao took out a thin specimen and handed it over, and when she saw it, Tang Tang's eyes moistened again. Tang Tang clearly saw two extremely beautiful black butterflies flying, lingering, telling a thousand words and ten thousand words. It's both sophisticated and refined.

Mei Xueyao didn't speak, Tang Tang understood everything. "A long hair represents a lifetime of care"! So what about the wisps of green silk in front of you? Oh, the care of this life! Only a pure girl like Mei Xueyao can want to get a green silk butterfly, only Mei Xueyao can! And, it's just him Tang Tang! Tang Tang was drunk with one heart, and he was drunk without alcohol!