Chapter 893: When I'm Desperate, I Think of Turning Back

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He Yunyan struggled to get up, half-knelt on the ground, looked at the rain curtain for days, covered his face, and couldn't cry. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

I don't know when, the raindrops on the body are broken, but the rain is still falling, He Yunyan turned around, raised his head, wiped the rain and tears from his face indiscriminately, and looked at this man standing in front of her in a daze, with a gentle face, although under the shroud of the rain curtain, the lights were dim, but He Yunyan could still clearly see the gentleness on Xiao Fan's face.

"Aren't you gone? How will it come back? He Yunyan wanted to give Xiao Fan a cold face, at least, his tone should be more indifferent, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he said this sentence unhappily.

"A person of such a big age can't walk well, and he even wrestles." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan, smiled lightly, took He Yunyan's hand, took He Yunyan's delicate body in his arms, a car slowly drove up, stopped in front of the two, the two got into the car, and drove He Yunyan and Xiao Fan to the beach hotel.

He Yunyan, who had just taken a hot bath, was undoubtedly much more energetic, covered with a quilt, sat on the bed, and looked at Xiao Fan with a cold face, "Do you want to pity me?" Then I can only say sorry to you, no need," He Yunyan said with a cold face as he looked at Xiao Fan.

"What else?" Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and smiled faintly, but he was not annoyed by He Yunyan's cold words.

"How many grievances there are in my heart, let's hear them." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said lightly.

Hearing this, He Yunyan snorted coldly, but the tears fell uncontrollably.

"Hungry? I'll order you something to eat. Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and chuckled.

"If you want to scold, you have to wait until you eat before you have the strength to scold, you are like this now, you can't do it, you are weak when you speak." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said with a smile.

asked He Yunyan for a meal and ate it in the room.

"Did you expect this to happen?" He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and asked coldly.

"Hmm," Xiao Fan nodded lightly when he heard this.

"Actually, in my heart, you have always been that innocent, innocent and ignorant little girl, at the beginning, I was willing to know you, it is precisely because of this, and it is precisely for this reason that I will stay away from you, but I didn't expect that when we met again, it was already a matter of fact." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a self-deprecating arc.

"Since a person has fallen, it is difficult to turn back, at that time I saw you, in fact, I wanted to stop you, but, I found that I couldn't do anything, at that time, your heart bred too many negative emotions, so, I choose to let you, let your evil thoughts and **, people this thing is like this, only when it comes to the real desperate situation, will I think of the word back." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said lightly.

"If you're going to let me go, why did you come back tonight?" He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and asked.

"There's no way, if you don't come back, you can't do it, if you don't come back, even if He Tiansheng doesn't kill you, you will toss yourself to death." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said softly.

"Don't fall any more, I still like that innocent little girl." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said softly.

In the final analysis, He Yunyan will come to this day, it is completely unexpected, he did not expect that He Yunyan would be so extreme, in order to follow his footsteps, in order to appreciate his world, he actually stepped into this abyss without hesitation, which made Xiao Fan both moved and annoyed, but in any case, He Yunyan would come to this day, which has a direct relationship with him.

"Can I turn back?" Xiao Fan's words made He Yunyan's gloomy eyes glow with a hint of brilliance, looked at Xiao Fan, and asked softly.

"Yes, why not? Your life is just beginning, you are going to fall, no one can stop you, you have to turn back, and no one can stop you, because with me, no one can control you. Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said softly.

"Then you're willing to accept me?" He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and said in a trembling tone.

"As long as you are still the same as before, I will accept you and let you stay by my side, I have missed you once, this time, I will not miss it again." Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said softly.

Hearing this, He Yunyan looked at his hands and smiled maniacally, "But I'm already dirty, and my hands are stained with my family's blood." He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and sobbed, "Why, you refused to accept me at that time, why, you have to wait until today to tell me this?" He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and cried loudly.

"Who says you're dirty? Tell you that it's not you who is dirty, it's the world. Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said softly.

"Are you really willing to want me?" He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and asked.

"Of course I want you, in my life, I will probably never forget that there is an angel who fell into the world for me, how can I miss such a woman?" Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and muttered softly.

"But why did you let me go through this, you know, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that these memories will remain in my dreams, and make me suffer from pain every night." He Yunyan looked at Xiao Fan and said.

"Actually, whether it's naïve or sinful, he's just a part of your life, he's experienced sin and blood, it's not necessarily dirty, it's just a kind of growth for you, you're still you, just grown up, after going through so much, don't you know the word strong?" Xiao Fan looked at He Yunyan and said softly.

In the past, He Yunyan would come to this point, because his mental ability to bear was too fragile, too irrational, everything was taken for granted, so that he fell into the abyss of sin and could not turn back, if it was not to the step of despair, He Yunyan would definitely not be able to turn back, in fact, Xiao Fan has always been giving He Yunyan a chance to turn back, today, he chose to annihilate all He Yunyan's thoughts, and made his attitude clear, just to want He Yunyan to see the way back in despair.

Of course, He Yunyan's depravity made him sad, if he could, Xiao Fan hoped that He Yunyan would be the little girl he saw for the first time all his life, but time could never go back to the past, but at least this time it taught He Yunyan to be strong and let her understand the cruelty of reality.

Holding He Yunyan's delicate body in his arms, "Don't think nonsense, I didn't lie to you, your life is really just beginning, sleep well, when the new dawn comes, tomorrow's sunrise rises, you are still you, everything before is just a nightmare you had." Xiao Fan whispered in He Yunyan's ear.

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