Chapter 204: Broken Memories
Her mind was full of broken pictures, and in the painful and devastated ten years, everyone's face, cruel, indifferent, indifferent, ridiculed, and hurtful, appeared in front of her one by one, such a decadent, self-loathing life, messy appeared in her mind, constantly reminding her of her past mistakes. She kept telling herself that it was a terrible nightmare, that as soon as she opened her eyes, the bright sunshine would appear, and that she had started over, but she couldn't get rid of these fragmented dreams.
Seeing Qin Ru's ugly face, hurting without pity, and seeing her humble plea, she couldn't get back a trace of mercy from a man. I want to slap that self hard, tell her, don't be so stupid anymore, it's not worth it for such a person, watching her self-abandonment in her previous life, playing with herself, and playing with her life, and seeing the flesh and blood that disappeared from her body, if it weren't for her, maybe that child would have been born and grown up to be a lovely angel. Watching her father's early birth, watching her mother's regretful death, everything kept repeating, as if repeating her sins, and a voice told her that she was responsible for all this and would pay for it with her life. Every breath hurts to the bone marrow, she knows that she is wrong, if she makes a mistake, she needs to use her life to pay for it, she is willing.
Whenever she wanted to give up, a voice would pop up and tell her, don't give up, just work harder, she can use another form to repay all the mistakes she made in her previous life, she has started over, she has done well enough. Vaguely, she felt a warm force pulling at her. Whenever she doesn't want to continue to work hard, she seems to feel a sad and desperate mood, it turns out that even if she is so wrong, her departure will make people so painful and sad, if this is the case, she wants to be for this person who is suffering because of herself. To live, all the sins, she is willing to pay for from the rest of her life. The sins are already deep, and to leave now will only make your mistakes deeper!
Get dressed. Sterilized. Hai Song followed Bo Yu and Yao Hong into the intensive care unit, and was finally allowed to visit Bo Jin.
Bo Yu and Yao Hong supported each other, looking at their daughter lying on the bed, on her small round face, a respirator covered most of it, she was lying quietly, her chest was slightly undulating, and her face was pale.
Yao Hongqiang held back tears. Holding Bo Jin's hand, "My baby, Mommy knows that you are a strong child. You won't give up easily, so mom will wait for you to wake up, and mom will cook you your favorite dish when the time comes, okay! ”
Bo Yu stood behind Yao Hong, patted her on the shoulder, and comforted her, "Baby, we are all waiting for you to wake up, parents are here, don't be afraid, we are with you, let's cheer together!" Bo Yu also had red eyes, sleepless all night, his face was haggard, the girl in front of him was his most precious child, he loved him like a jewel since he was a child, and the child he was holding was not afraid, she would leave?
Hai Song stood behind Bo Yu and Yao Hong, quietly, like a sculpture, Bo Yu knew, he also had something to say to Bo Jin, and after saying a few words to Bo Jin, he took Yao Hong out, and when he passed by Hai Song, he patted his arm and motioned him to step forward.
Hai Song's step by step, every step is so heavy and difficult, dozens of hours, as if thousands of years have passed, thousands of mountains and rivers, these few steps, as if he has exhausted all the strength of his life. The girl's face was pale and almost transparent, her pale fingers were distinctly jointed, and the ruby ring that had been worn on her hand and the bracelet on her wrist had been removed. The evidence that once represented their love for each other was easily stripped away, as if to say that their relationship and love would also leave.
Squatted down gently, lowered his body, and slowly put his gloved fingers on Bo Jin's desolate hands, "Honey, are you having nightmares again?" Don't be afraid to wake up, I'll be by your side, this dream you've been doing for too long, it's so long that I'm afraid, you say you love me and want to help me grow old with me, you liar, you say you don't lie, but why lie to me like this? ”
Holding back his tears, Hai Song gently stroked Bo Jin's cheek, "You said I would fulfill your wish, but I tell you, I won't, without your happiness, I don't want it, so, no matter how painful, how sad, no matter how much it costs, I want you to live, I want you to live, I want to see your wrinkled face, I want to be with you on our 50th wedding anniversary, take a yacht to watch the fireworks in the sky, in this life, if it weren't for you, I don't want anyone else, I still owe you a wedding, don't let me owe you a lifetime, Good no good? Every time I asked you a question before, you simply answered yes, and this time, you will promise me the same, I believe you! ”
The girl didn't hear the man's confession at all, just lay on the bed, breathing steadily, maybe she was immersed in her own dreams, entangled in the painful memories of the past, so she breathed so unconsciously.
"They say, it's a miracle that you can live, Bo Jin, for me, it's okay to create a miracle, as long as you wake up, as long as you live, no matter what, I can, please, don't give up easily!" Hai Song whispered in Bo Jin's ear over and over again, until he was informed by the doctor that it was time to visit, and he had to withdraw.
As soon as they saw him come out, Yu Guangzong and Hua Yuexian, who rushed over, came over, Bo Jin had an accident, they were also anxious and sad, and when they saw their younger brother like this, they were even more heartbroken, "Xiao Zu, believe her, she will definitely wake up!" Hua Yuexian said with tears in her eyes.
The doctor told them that Bo Jin was in pain, struggling to live, enduring unimaginable pain, and if she was someone else, she had already been breathless and her body was cold, but Bo Jin was able to persist in living, she had the willpower that no one else had, and it was a miracle to persist until now, including doctors, all wanted to see such a girl with a strong will to survive to create a real miracle of life.
Hai Song's eyes are unbearable, but very persistent, once, even if it is a little bit of work, he can't bear to do Bo Jin, even a little injury, it makes him feel distressed, but now he knows that every breath she takes is so painful, and let him persevere, just because, he has no way, in a world without Bo Jin, live!
Bo Jin is critically ill and dies for life, looking forward to a miracle! The news about Bo Jin, such a shocking word, appeared in various media reports, and for a while, everyone automatically began to pray for Bo Jin. (To be continued.) )