As Mickey asked, my breathing began to become more and more rapid, and I even felt like I was suffocating due to lack of oxygen at one point.

Miki noticed my abnormality, and then pulled my sleeve nervously, and asked, "What's wrong with you, Wang?" ”

I didn't think much of it, I got up quickly, and before I even had time to put on a piece of clothing, I opened the door and ran straight downstairs! Because I'm pretty sure that the woman Miki is describing is Suman......

The night, as dark as ever, finally made me downstairs as the cold wind rustled the withered leaves...... A withered yellow leaf slid under my feet as it rubbed against the ground, but I didn't see Suman as I had hoped!

At this time, Mickey chased out with a down jacket and came to the side, and followed my gaze to the sugar man who had smashed to the ground.

After draping the clothes over me, he didn't ask too much, but patted me on the shoulder and whispered, "Go back!" ”

I took a deep breath and stared at the pair of sugar men on the ground, but eventually nodded...

Late at night, the dim street lamp downstairs in the community reflected a hazy light in the bedroom, and I couldn't sleep when I was lying on the bed, the alarm clock at the head of the bed had regular homework, and my mind was rolling with the second hand.

I don't know why Suman suddenly appeared downstairs, and how did she know about my place in Beijing? And the pair of sugar men who were smashed... My brain exploded in a mess, and my heart beat faster, and I didn't have any ability to think at this time...

I got up from the bed and stood by the window and lit a cigarette for myself, which was in a more prosperous location, and the neon lights flashed outside the window, but I couldn't find the focus, because it was confused, and I was dazzled.

My mind kept filling up the picture described by Mickey, Su Man was wearing a black trench coat, her scarf was floating in the cold wind with her long hair, she was alone at this time, and the only time I met in my memory was that black trench coat! It's a bit literary, but it's lonely, cold, and a little sad...

When Suman's delicate face appeared in his mind, he said to me expectantly, "She doesn't want to let the sugar man be separated!" I was no longer rational, picked up my down jacket and opened the door and came downstairs.

I shivered in the cold wind, and I lay on the ground and used the light of my mobile phone to find the broken pieces of the candy man... But it was fragile after all, and I had to rummage through all the grass to collect some debris and a few more intact stumps.

Back at home, I blew away the dust and put the pieces of the sugar man together, and the remaining stumps could no longer be pieced together into a complete sugar man! I can't help but feel a little lost in my heart, but more helpless!

With the sound of the bedroom door, I subconsciously hid the broken limbs of these sugar men, and pretended to look at a newspaper on the coffee table.

Faced with my pretentiousness, Mickey seemed to ignore my presence, walked straight into the bathroom, and after a while, went straight back to the room... I knew that Mickey must have seen something in me, but she wasn't the kind of woman who particularly liked to be noisy, so I put down the newspaper in my hand, wrapped the candy man that had been broken into pieces in plastic wrap and put it in the freezer of the refrigerator, and then came to Mickey's side and lay down with a hint of guilt.

I knew that Mickey hadn't slept at this time, but I didn't know where to start, because I couldn't have told her that the woman standing downstairs was a friend who had been living with me in Shanghai before! Not to mention Mickey, even I don't believe that I don't have that kind of relationship between a man and a woman with Suman, even though I am innocent at heart......

A flame burst out under the dim lamp, and I leaned against the bedside to light a cigarette for myself, when Mickey rolled over and hugged me tightly, and whispered, "Why do you smoke in the middle of the night?" ”

I took a light breath of smoke and asked, "Aren't you going to ask me something?" ”

Mickey shook her head: "Two people shouldn't have so much suspicion when they are together, I believe you!" ”

I squeezed the cigarette butt in my hand tightly, she always gave me too much tolerance, and even made me a little ashamed of whether I was worthy of her, with such a question, I was going to say the thoughts that had been held in my heart for a long time, so I tentatively asked: "Mickey, can I ask you something?" ”

Miki put her face on my arm and gently closed her eyes: "You say! ”

My heart was torn for a while, and then I took two puffs of cigarette before saying, "Why did you reject me when I confessed to you for the first time before?" ”

Mickey opened her eyes, looked at me and asked, "Do you want to know?" ”

I nodded without thinking, to be honest I did wonder about the question, was she just there to test me? Mickey is not the kind of woman who treats feelings as a joke!

After a moment's pause, Mickey asked me, "Don't you think you should ask yourself more about this?" ”

I was puzzled: "What does it have to do with me?" ”

Mickey smiled lightly: "It's nothing to do with you, why should I refuse you?" ”

"I don't know!"

"If you don't want to think about it, don't think about it!" Mickey snuffed out the cigarette in my fingertips, then turned off the bedside lamp, and said, "I have to go to work tomorrow, so rest early!" ”

I lay down under the covers, then hugged her, opened my eyes and looked at the unclear ceiling, and my mind was a little complicated......

In the next few days, I was always running around for work, but the job was not as easy to find as I imagined, the monthly salary was low enough to overhead, and the high was not wanted, and the most important thing in this society was talent, not to mention that I was still a waste material.

The neon lights of the night are familiar again in front of my eyes with a mocking gesture to disclose, the reason why I can't find a job these days, which leads to a little irritability, looking at the phone ringtone, Mickey dialed over and over again, I turned off the phone! Then he bought some cans of beer alone, sat on the roof of a building and admired the splendor of the imperial city, watching the ant-sized vehicles with a little light shuttling back and forth between the traffic of the city.

I'm a little lost, but life is really tired, if there is no support behind me, I'm afraid I can't even afford to live in a basement at this time, and I have been repeatedly rejected by various companies, so that I have no confidence in myself.

I opened the beer and drank the whole can in one gulp, but I didn't feel the slightest drunkenness, in the cold wind I lit a cigarette with my trembling hands, and after a few heavy puffs, I opened a can of beer again, and the liquor began to drip down the corners of my mouth and on the ground! I stood up and screamed behind the vain city, "He said what is this pain in the wind and rain...... Wipe away your tears and don't be afraid...... At least we still have dreams...... He said what kind of pain was in the wind and rain...... Wipe away your tears and don't ask...... Why! …… (you) Beijing, my king swears that if I don't conquer you in the future, I don't deserve to be a man! ”

I was a little out of control, so I opened all the beers around me and swallowed them one by one!

Gradually, my eyes blurred a little, and the tall buildings almost ghosted in my eyes! I lay peacefully on the ground, looking up at the dark sky, but unfortunately there were no stars tonight......

In a trance, I seemed to see a figure approaching me, the gray-blue scarf with long hair fluttering in the air, the black trench coat in this dim light, but it was so bright, it was Su Man...... It's really her!

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